that boy cried for me

As I said, after I did that, I felt very solid.

I used to feel a little illusory, like some time ago, I was very concerned about whether others treated me well, I longed for such kindness, and other things can be ignored, now I know that those good things for no reason are unreliable, Only after you know why he treats you well, or you have given him a certain return, everything will be stable.

For example, Guan Qi is nice to me because of Guan Liang.

Some of Wang Chao's kindness to me was due to the fact that I was suitable for this role, and after we had reached such a point and our relationship became difficult, I felt calm.

In acting, I still make mistakes, Huo Qili probably already knew that he couldn't replace me, so he was not too critical of me.As long as I don't make it unbearable for him, he accepts it.

This is actually not the result I want. I want to explain to others that those who chose me to play this role and those who have no objection to choosing me to play this role will not be embarrassed by my performance in the end.

I have entered into a somewhat morbid state. I am thinking about the script all the time, thinking about Hu Ming's appearance, and practicing repeatedly.Sometimes Meng Zhao came over from his room to watch me perform, and I performed my script without seeing others.

Meng Zhao waited for me to finish the performance and said to me, "These fucking actors are all lunatics."

Wang Chao came to the set twice, but left halfway.After that time, we never got along alone again.

I suddenly had a feeling that I couldn't control myself more and more.

For two days, without my role, I ran to sit by the moat for a long time, thinking nothing, doing nothing, and eating nothing.

Wang Chao called at this time and asked me what I was doing, and I said I was meditating.

He seemed kind of surprised, you meditate?

Do you still need to meditate?

He asked where I was and came over.

The sun was very good that day. I sat on the dry grass and got very warm.

When he came over, he also sat down.In fact, he is quite handsome sometimes, without those messy particulars, maybe because he doesn't need to be particular about it.

"How long have you been sitting here?"

"Two days."

"It's been here all this time?"

"Go home tonight."

"No wonder his complexion is so good." He said, "It's very compatible with the color here, like a protective color." I looked at the withered and yellow grass.

"Do you still want to act?"

"I'm almost stunned." I said, "Did Director Huo say something about me again? I can't bear the blow, besides, I will perform even worse!"

"Your acting is almost new, and it is a miracle to act well." He said, threw something into his mouth, chewed it, looked at me, and asked "Do you want to eat?" He handed over a small box, which seemed to be chocolate.

The packaging is beautiful, I like chocolate, I take one and pop it in my mouth, it's not bad.

"This seems to taste better than Ferrero."

"Not on the same level as that," he said.Then suddenly he patted his butt and stood up, "Let's go!"

"what?"

"The glutton came suddenly."

I couldn't refuse the benefactor, so I followed him to a place. I thought it would be some fancy restaurant, but it turned out to be a coffee shop on the ground floor of a hotel or something.

We went in and were shown a seat, and he pointed there and said, "This is a dessert buffet, it's very expensive, you can open it up for me, the more you eat, the more expensive it will be."

I took the order and took a lot. When I came back to see him, I was stupid.There was a whole cake in front of this buddy, and he was holding a fork, eating it in big mouthfuls, and he was quite enthusiastic about eating.

I looked at a few small pieces in the tray and thought he was mighty.

"Mr. Wang, you can't just eat like this just because it's self-service."

"This kind of cake is only available in this hotel, and sometimes they don't make it. Today, it's too late to have a good meal."

"Do you like cake?"

"Yeah." He buried himself in another big mouthful. "I like this kind of chocolate."

"But isn't the more delicious the food, the more careful you should eat it? With your posture, you can't show that this food is good?"

"That's fart. What do you call liking something if you don't eat it too much? It's called liking if you eat it raw." He wiped out half of it while talking.

I opened my eyes.

I also ate quickly, but maybe because I didn't eat much in the past two days, my stomach was so hungry that I couldn't do it without two bites.

"I'm sorry, Mr. Wang, with your kindness, I should have killed one or two of him..."

I am very sorry to say.

He glanced at me.

"Is this the same state you are acting in now? I asked you to film a movie, and then you also want to eat a fat man? Do you know what it means to have more speed than to waste? I watch you play around all day, it shouldn't be so important." You are right, who knows that you are quite serious, and I have gradually confirmed this, you are not what you appear to be, you have a lot of thoughts, don't you?" He smeared a mouthful of cake and pointed at me, "No How big of a person, there is nothing you can’t think about. I said you can do it, so you can act, where did your energy go during the audition that day?” He paused, “I went to see it twice, and you started to get nervous. , it’s not natural, as long as you are natural, Hu Ming is you, understand? It’s no big deal, if you want to win me, don’t care about anything. Understand?”

"You are so kind to me, and you have come to enlighten me with earnestness and earnestness."

"That's right, who told me to sneak up on you. Do I have to give you something sweet." He finished one of the cakes, and surprised eyes came from the next table.

Mr. Wang really had a strange thinking.

"I heard that you are going to leave Beijing next week for location shooting?" he asked.

"Hmm." Going to a port city.

"Go and have a look if you have time. I heard that the seafood there is pretty good."

The night before the shooting, I was called by Wang Chao again. This was our second time after the hot spring.The location is pretty standard, the restaurant.

After it was over, he put his arms around me and said.

"Unexpectedly, there will be a second time."

I leaned against his chest, nothing.As long as you like, it is not up to you how many times.

Sure enough, our first three times came quickly.

I dragged my tired body to the airport.Meng Zhao also stuffed me with a lot of food, he knew I don't like seafood.Now, Meng Zhao is more and more like an older brother, but I feel that I am getting more and more unfamiliar with him.

I didn't come home all night last night, and he didn't ask, but, from his face, I knew that he was upset.

I completed the registration procedures ignorantly, and Duan Xiang was discovered by fans, and they took a group photo together.I followed Director Huo and the others through the security check. While waiting, I realized that they were all in the 15th row, and I was in the 30th row.

That's fine too.

I found my seat, sat down, everything was still fresh, I leaned over and looked out the window, imagining what it would be like after the plane flew up into the clouds.The assistant director came over and told me to gather after getting off the plane and not to run around.I nod.

The person next to me hasn't come yet, but I actually want to sit by the window.It's a pity I'm in the aisle.

After a while, there was a person standing next to me, who seemed to be coming in, probably the person by the window, I stood up and glanced at him to see if he was a good talker, so I could ask him if he would like to change seats.

Seeing this, I was dumbfounded, and he was also stunned.

"Xiao Xiao." He was a little surprised.

"Guanqi." I don't know what expression is more appropriate.

"you……"

"Can I sit inside? I want to see the outside. It's my first time on a plane."

He nods.I sit in.He also put away his luggage and sat down.I looked out of the plane window, and he seemed to be looking at me.I turned around and met his gaze.

He looked at me, and I looked at him, and for a moment he asked:

"Watching TV yesterday, there was a promotion for a movie. That person looked a lot like you. I was taken aback. When I took a closer look, it was really you."

I said, "When I applied for Xiong, I went to the wrong place and hit the wrong spot."

"It's really good." He said, "It's in theaters, I'll definitely go see it."

"it is good."

Unexpectedly, after such a long time, we chatted calmly, like ordinary friends.