that boy cried for me

When I woke up, I felt like I was in a very warm place.I woke up and found myself in the bathtub, soaking in a tub of warm water.Guan Qi put his arms around me and sat inside.His bathtub is really big enough.

I looked up, trying to see him, but he realized that I was awake, and hugged me a little tighter, but he didn't speak.

I said, "How long has it been soaking?"

"It won't take long, if it takes longer, I will have to take you to the hospital."

"I fucking hate hospitals."

"I know."

"It's good to know." I drooped my eyelids.

He kissed my neck, and I had skin-to-skin contact with him, and being hugged by him was physically comfortable, but in my heart, I felt that this comfort made me feel even more uncomfortable.Why does he want to be nice to me, but he doesn't really want to be nice to me?

"I won't hit you next time," he said.

"Did you hit me?" I suddenly remembered the slap before I fainted. "Go ahead, if you're not happy, you can still fight."

He didn't speak, I looked back at him, only to find that his eyes were red, like a rabbit, was he crying?

"You're crying..." Before I could finish my words, he blocked me with his mouth. He kissed me frantically, and the steam in the bathroom made my eyes blur.I felt his tears on my face.

We twisted and kissed wildly in the bathtub.I suddenly felt that I should forgive Guan Qi. He didn't deliberately try to lie to me. The point is, he couldn't get out of this hurdle.He still hasn't come out.

I will sacrifice for him. If he really needs someone like me to be by his side and help him suppress and overcome the fact that he likes his younger brother, I will accompany him.Anyway, I have nothing to lose, he treats me so well, it's just that he doesn't love me.

He didn't want me to see him cry.We each panted, his eyes closed, I looked at him.

I kissed him lightly, on the corner of his mouth, and I tasted his tears streaming down the corner of his mouth.He opened his eyes and looked at me, and I smiled at him and said, "I think about it again." I continued to kiss the root of his ears and his neck, he froze for a moment, and asked carefully, "Your body..."

"What's wrong with you looking down on me? I was just too sleepy just now. I slept for a while, and now I'm refreshed. Thinking about it, are you working hard or not?"

He suddenly smiled, "I want it, right? You pick a place."

"Whatever!" I turned around and kissed him violently, and he was also aroused by me. We both started fighting like fighting in the bathtub, making water splash, and when we finished, half of the water in the tub disappeared. .

Later, we went to bed to continue.

That night, it was so crazy, as if we were both going to let each other tear us apart.

I don't know if he was torn apart, but I'm almost there anyway.I couldn't get up the next morning, he was working at home again, and I was lazily lying on the bed, half asleep and half awake.

He is holding the computer, which is on his lap, and he is typing on the keyboard.

Later, the delivery man seemed to come, and I was awakened by the smell of the food, watching him laying out the food on the table.I got up slowly, dragged my heavy legs, rubbed my waist, and walked up to him naked. He turned and looked at me. I saw he had two dark circles under his eyes.

"Why don't you wear clothes, let's freeze again."

"Guanqi." I said, "Let's live our lives."

He looked at me for a long time, then smiled.

Next, my life should turn to a new chapter, I'm officially Guan Qi's boyfriend.His mother, his brother, and my brother all know about it.We blatantly lived together and did a lot of things together.After staying at home for another half a month, I started looking for a job.Guan Qi set a condition for me to find a job, not to be tired, not to be exposed to the wind and sun, otherwise I will stay at home.I found a job that didn't meet his two rules at all, courier.

I earn a lot, and the advantage is that I can know many places.

At first, I didn't tell Guan Qi what I was doing, I just said, I found a job, so I don't have to act like a bear.But, that’s how things are, when I was delivering the book, I was caught by Guan Qi, it was the company of one of his customers, and when I was asking the girl who ordered the book to sign for it, he saw me.I put away the delivery slip and turned around to go, when a person stood in front of me, I slowly looked up, and it turned out to be my official boyfriend.

"You didn't listen to what I told you, did you? Why do you work so hard? What's wrong with doing something?"

"There are not so many jobs, let me choose."

"Then you should rest first, and then do it when you have something suitable."

"I don't want to rest." I'm bored at home every day, what else can I do besides thinking wildly.It's better to work harder every day. After returning home, eat something good, see the people you like, wash up and sleep.

"Can I do it differently?" he asked.

"If there is a suitable one, it must be replaced." I said.

He looked at me and said, "Meng Xiao, you always do things that make my heart hurt."

"It was you who made my liver hurt first, so you should feel sorry for you."

"Yes, there's nothing wrong with it. Just wait, and I'll find you a suitable job."

"You don't have to worry about everything. What's the matter? I'm only 21 years old. There are a lot of uncles in our place. They do well."

"Anyway, I said I wanted you to live comfortably."

"I don't feel uncomfortable." I changed my mind and asked him, "Would it be embarrassing for you if I do this and become your boyfriend?"

"No."

"Men and men, it's important to be well-matched, right?"

"It doesn't matter!"

"That's pretty good. Look, if we're a man and a woman, it's important to be on the same page. You're a white-collar worker, and I'm a courier, so obviously we can't be together. Think about it, one How can a female white-collar find a courier to be her boyfriend..."

He listened at first, but when he heard this, he suddenly said, "It's still possible for a white-collar man to find a courier girl."

"I don't believe it. An older sister told me yesterday that there is no pure love between men and women in this idea, only pure love between men and women. Now the eldest sister is very open."

"Crouching tiger, hidden dragon over there."

I laughed and he gave me a kiss "I just like seeing you smile."

Guan Qi began to devote himself to helping me find a decent job.I actually don't want Guanqi to help me with everything, I am who I am, and I don't need him to treat me like this.

My brother called me from time to time, and when he learned that I was doing express delivery, he was very angry.

"Damn, do you think you can live a good life after being with that brat? He shamelessly said something to make you live a good life. His relationship is to give things to people on a small motorcycle. This is better than security guards, teddy bears, etc. How good is it? You can see it? Why didn’t I see it at all? What are you trying to figure out? Why are you fucking sick? I’ll take you to a mental hospital.”

"You go yourself."

"You are simply a person who doesn't know what is good or bad!"

He is very angry.

One day, Guan Qi and I had just set up a pot to cook mutton at home, when Meng Zhao came to the door.

Seeing our prosperous dining table, he glanced at me and said, "Hurry up and add a pair of chopsticks. Why are you so blind."

Guan Qi was taken to him.

After taking it and putting on his clothes, Meng Zhao and I looked at him, not knowing what he was going to do, as if he was about to go out.

He told me, "I'm going to buy another two catties of mutton. Look at it, it's definitely not enough."

Sitting there, Meng Zhao said with satisfaction, "It's not too bad. If you have lamb belly, you can also order some. I like lamb belly."

Guan Qi said, yes.Then go out.

"It's not good for you just to eat and drink, you know?" Meng Zhao said while filling the sauce.

"Meng Zhao, listen to me. I'm a man, and he's also a man. There's nothing wrong with me. I like him, and being with him is all that matters."

Meng Zhaomeng turned his head, stared at me covetously, and said for a long time, "You're so fucking shameless. I still like it. Do you know what liking is? Have you ever had a girlfriend, so you just confessed yourself like this!?" He let go again. Ordered some parsley.He said casually, "Anyway, I allow you to make mistakes occasionally. If you don't hit the south wall, you won't look back. I'll wait until you know you're wrong, and then I'll bring you back to the right path."