that boy cried for me

I slept so soundly that night. When I opened my eyes in the morning, the sun was already high. I looked around for a while, and I was a little unaccustomed to it, only to realize that I had returned to my hut.I pulled on my shoes and went to the kitchen, and took a sip of cold water from the water pipe as usual.Looking back at the house again, this place is really different from the place I am used to living in. I squatted on the sofa, not knowing what I was going to do, and then I remembered that I had to go to work.

I left the transportation card at Guanqi, which prevented me from enjoying the 6% discount. I went to the mall and changed into a bear coat, and walked slowly to the square. There were already more people, and some children came to take pictures with me , I am very used to posing in various poses, and then talk to cute children for nothing.

The sun was getting brighter, and people were entering the mall. I was standing in the square, under the scorching sun, raising my head. The sun was dazzling, but the bear was fearless, still grinning.

It was almost time, and I was hungry, so I turned around to eat, but Guan Qi was standing behind me.

He smiled at me like nothing happened. "Time to eat," he said.

The restaurant was chosen by him, it was very quiet, or rather deserted.He found a corner.

I sat there, put the bear head aside, and the waiter just laughed.I looked at the little girl and said, "Turn on the air conditioner, I'm hot."

The little girl nodded.

Guan Qi ordered a few dishes, and the waiter went to place the order.

"There are not many people here at noon, but the food is delicious."

"Oh."

"Did you sleep well last night?"

"it is good."

"The person who bought the house will send the money in a day or two, and I can give it to you, can I open an account for you?"

"Row."

"You come back with me tonight."

Where do I go?

"Our home."

"I said I'm not that lucky."

"Xiao Xiao, I admit that I really wanted to escape at the beginning, and I really think that we are in the same boat, and it may be the most suitable for you to come together. But I also said that I don't just look for anyone."

I stare at the cutlery.

"I'm really stuck in my feelings for Guan Liang, but I never thought about what will happen to him. I know he is a normal boy. My mother has high hopes for him. I'm not afraid of morality." He looked at me "He's not my real brother."

Startled, I looked up at him.

"I was brought by my father, and he was brought by my mother. In other words, he is my stepmother's son. When my father and my mother got married, he was just born, and I was 4 or 5 years old. I know everything, but he doesn't know anything. I found out that I am gay, and I also found that I like Guan Liang. I knew it was impossible from the beginning. I can't be sorry to my mother. Although she is a stepmother, she treats me very well. Well, I can't be sorry to Guan Liang. I still regret it very much, why I couldn't control myself and said those words to Guan Liang. Xiao Xiao..." He continued to look at me, "I know I used you at the beginning, However, at that time, I really needed someone to help me. I remember when I flew back to find you, I really felt that with you, I could get through it, I could solve everything, I I can save the thing I did that I regret. I know it's unfair to you, but I really want to be with you, Xiaoxiao..."

I carefully analyzed what he said, and I concluded that what he meant was that I could distract him a bit. I remembered what he said when we were together, Xiao Xiao, I only like you and you. A confession from the bottom of my heart or a passionate release, but I am chanting a spell to myself.

I stared at the cutlery again.

He seemed to be waiting for me to speak. I had nothing to say, and I felt uncomfortable whatever.

"At first, Guan Liang was very resistant. He even refused me to go to his ward. Later, he looked on at me coldly. You also saw that when he went to my house. Later, he may not be used to my avoidance, and finally called me in yesterday. Tell me there's nothing wrong with us."

"Isn't that nice?"

"He's not, he really isn't," he said.

He is really kind to Guan Liang, but Guan Liang is not, he will never force him, even if he is wronged.

I envy and hate.

"You don't really like me, don't you act like it's true?" I looked at him and said.

His expression darkened, and the waiter was just serving the food. I was really hungry, so I picked up the chopsticks and started eating. He really knows how to find a place, and the dishes are different and delicious every time.

Guan Qi wanted to say something again, I interrupted him, "Stop talking, let's eat."

He probably didn't know what to say, we ate the meal in silence, and after I was full, I started talking, "Actually, I figured it out, neither of us owed the other, when I slept with you, I also have Meng Zhao in my heart. The difference is that you know me, but I don’t know you. So, you lied to me, and I was a little caught off guard. Plus, what happened yesterday was disgusting, the two together, I can't take it anymore. Think about it afterwards, let's settle the bill and settle the bill, so let's forget it. At first, I was in a state of agitation, and I felt that it was unrealistic. You said that you are a white-collar worker in a foreign company. As for me, I want to let outsiders make comments. There is no reason for this. It is quite strange. I guess many people think that I have taken advantage of it. Thinking about it this way, I am also comfortable. Anyway, this In my life, except you, no matter whether it is true or not, no one will be so kind to me, let me admit it."

I stood up and said, "It's up to you to finish this meal. I don't think it will be a big deal in the future, and I have no chance to come to such a place to eat." I turned around and remembered something, "I lost my traffic card, you can give it to me when you have time." Look for it. Give me the money earlier, I need it urgently."

"Meng Xiao..." He stood up.

I look back at him.

Is the look of reluctance on his face?I am dazzled.

"Don't go..." he said.

My heart suddenly jumped.

"If you love me, don't go," he said.

My heart jumped again.

I swallowed and asked him "Do you love me?"

"Love it!" he said.

"Oh." I nodded, turned around and walked away, my feet drifting.What does it mean to be able to love, is not to love now, right?

I've been in a trance all day, all eyes are Guanqi, I've been stumped, bad luck, don't be emotional about anything, that thing is too expensive, can you afford it, Meng Xiao.Who said it, LOVE is the most extravagant, it hides an LV.

I got off work, ate something casually, and sent a text message to Meng Zhao, the money will arrive in two days.

Meng Zhao didn't reply.It's not like him.He has been silent since yesterday.I even wondered if he would be like in the movie, thinking about how his younger brother was being bullied, he would get angry, and then go to solve the problem, and absconded by boat for a while?Then many years later, he came back to me dressed neatly, and said with tears in his eyes, Xiao, brother is back, and brother is now the eldest brother.

I chuckled, thinking that this idea is really fucking good.

Imagination is just imagination. Meng Zhao soon appeared in front of me, without a glamorous appearance, and wearing his gigolo coat. "Why are you making that face?"

He glanced and glanced, hesitant to speak.

Meng Zhao must have taken the wrong medicine today.

"Xiao..." He had a bitter face.

"You're having a convulsion, Yang Bailao's upper body."

He looked at me, looked at me, and lowered his eyes again.After a while, he said, "The matter of Chuanzi is over, brother will treat you well in the future."

Meng Zhao must not be far away from death, but to say such words, the light shines back.

Meng Zhao moved to live with me by mistake, and bought a lot of food and drink. I squatted on the sofa and watched him scurrying around. I didn’t know what kind of medicine he was selling in the gourd. Meng Zhao, didn’t you provoke someone again?”

"Why do you say that?" He stopped and tilted his head to look at me.

"You look like you are going to take refuge, do you have enough food reserves?"

"I bought it for you."

I looked at the pickled pepper chicken feet, pig's trotters and other things that I never ate, and I felt sad.