walking with the devil

Bulu opened a can of eight-treasure porridge for Shen Yue to fill his stomach first, and then took rice and vegetables to the kitchen to cook. He tried the kitchen equipment, and it was all good.He quickly washed the rice, turned on the rice cooker to cook the rice, and washed and cut the vegetables and meat separately. It was just a few home-cooked dishes, and it was quick to cook. A shredded pork with green peppers was fried in no time.In his imagination, when he was cooking, Xu Wu would stand next to him with chopsticks and watch while eating. He shook his head and laughed—reality will never depend on imagination.He walked out of the kitchen, and only then did he see Xu Wu, or Shen Yue, who had finished eating the can of eight-treasure porridge, and was leaning on the sofa with his eyes closed, as if he had fallen asleep.

The dishes and food were all ready, Bulu gently pushed Shen Yue, "Wake up..." He didn't even think about waking Shen Yue up, he just tried it out, if Shen Yue really fell asleep, forget it, let him wake up. Continue to sleep, and wait for him to wake up before eating.When Bulu wanted to give up, Shen Yue opened his eyes in a daze, looked at Bulu and then at the food on the table, and then his eyes lit up.Bulu smiled, and La Shenyue went to the table, pressed his shoulders to let him sit down, handed him the chopsticks, and watched him gobble it up, "Although I know you don't cook, I never thought that one day you You will almost starve to death, how many days have you not eaten?"

While stuffing food into his mouth, Shen Yue said: "This time the situation is special, I used to enter those bodies that had just died, but this time I entered a body that was still alive and kicking, and the result seemed to consume a lot of energy, and it became like this , I didn’t expect to be able to solve this problem just by eating.”

Bulu said casually, "Do you remember these again?"

Shen Yue frowned, and swallowed the food in his mouth, "Yes, even if I have no memory, I know everything I need to know. If you and I really know each other that well, you would know that I would not remember you, so you still have What's so fussy about?"

Bu Lu turned his eyes away from Shen Yue, yes, no matter whether Shen Yue remembered him or not, he would still be worried about him, and he couldn't explain the reason to Shen Yue.

The atmosphere was awkward, Shen Yue quickly finished a bowl of rice, the bowl in front of Bulu didn't move much, he took Shen Yue's bowl naturally, and filled another bowl for him.Shen Yue took it, and remembered that the food was made by Bulu, so it's right to let him order after eating his food, right?Shen Yue took the initiative to say: "Although I don't remember what happened before, I may know why I am in this body. I was very angry when I first woke up-although I don't know why, but you told me that the owner of this body killed me. I lost my previous body, so I should have chosen this body actively, maybe I wanted revenge or something, which explains why I have a living body - because I want to kill the original Shen Yue. I know I've only been in dead bodies before."

Bu Lu looked at Shen Yue worriedly, "Maybe so. The people you chose before were all black-haired."

"Yes, because my original appearance is black hair." Shen Yue looked at Bulu's worried expression, and couldn't understand, "What is your expression, and what's wrong?"

Bu Lu concealed his smile and said, "It's nothing, I just didn't expect you to kill someone. But it doesn't matter, the original Shen Yue was not a good person, and he deserved his death."

Shen Yue stared at Bulu, he really didn't want others to tell him what kind of person he was, this feeling of bewilderment made him feel restless, "Are you helping me with psychological counseling? Do you think I will Feeling guilty?"

Bulu shook his head: "I just want to tell you that no matter what happens, it's not your fault."

Shen Yue was speechless. Bulu's words didn't move him, but only made him feel goosebumps. Bulu seemed to be standing at the commanding heights of morality and using tolerance as a weapon to teach him a lesson. He deliberately responded in an indifferent tone: "very Sorry, I'm not your kind."

Bulu smiled in surprise, "No, I'm not a good person. A few days ago I provoked a war in a country. You have always been the kind, brave person with countless good qualities. You don't like to lose control, and you don't I would like to do something to the weak, you will have to bear it when you go back, I can imagine that you will regret it for a long time."

Shen Yue was a little confused. Bu Lu described him as a self-disciplined and conceited person. This kind of person never lived happily, but only lived in pain. "I used to be like that?" Can't accept it now?Could it be that my previous self was a person with a high moral level?I can't imagine it at all. For now, he really doesn't care about anything. Would it be uncomfortable to kill someone?No, he couldn't feel such emotions in himself, and even the angry emotions he had just woken up disappeared without a trace.

Bulu smiled and said, "You used to be a perfect person, and everyone liked you."

"I can imagine why I'm here." Shen Yue rolled his eyes in his heart. It is conceivable how tiring life is for a perfect person, because it is impossible for a person to make everyone like him, unless it is Everyone pretends to like him, but it's not because I can't accept this fact after discovering it, that I become the current immortal state, right?Maybe I committed suicide because of perfectionism and obsessive-compulsive disorder... Shen Yue squinted at Bulu.

Bulu still remembers that kind of dreamy smile on his face, a handsome man made such an expression, Shen Yue felt his stomach twitch, and Bulu said: "You have black hair and black eyes. The body you chose is also..."

Shen Yue interrupted him bluntly: "I know this, you said it before."

Bulu continued indifferently: "You have been working hard to make people live better, and everyone can live a free and equal life."

Shen Yue couldn't imagine: freedom and equality?It is as if it is still a slave society. "When did we meet?" Although he can fully accept his current lifestyle of wandering souls, he knows that normal people don't live like this, and this Bulu doesn't seem to be a very normal person either. .

Bulu laughed and said, "We've known each other for many years, and I've known you as long as I can remember."

Shen Yue nodded: "Then you tell me everything that happened after we met?"

Bulu didn't say yes or no, "I'll talk to you later." After you are willing to believe me.

Shen Yue said yes, he thought it must be a long story, and he was not sure that he was interested enough to hear it, it didn't matter if he knew or didn't know, it was just the past, he didn't want to get to the bottom of it Bottom... Shen Yue felt sleepy again, this time he woke up strangely, as if he could never get enough sleep.

Seeing that Shen Yue was not interested in talking, Bulu turned on the TV. When the screen appeared, it happened to be an international news channel. It seems that Shen Yue also liked to watch news, maybe he liked to watch the crime news he made?The TV first talked about several important international conferences that are being held recently, and then began to talk about the situation in Danga. Watching the live broadcast on TV, Danga is in chaos now. The interim government is the so-called revolutionary military government that is at war with the former government. Among them, hell, I don’t know where they got their weapons and manpower. Bulu doesn’t think that many big countries will get involved in Tanga’s affairs—sell or give them weapons. After all, this small country has no real interests worth it. Divided.

Bu Lu turned his face to look at Shen Yue beside him: "Here, this is my masterpiece, isn't it terrible? It was an idea of ​​mine that brought about this result..." He told Shen Yue what happened.

Shen Yue yawned, "The plan couldn't keep up with the changes, he controlled the beginning, but failed to control the ending..." The Danga people's excited speech was playing on TV: We want a free and equal life... Shen Yue was messed up, he was stiff He raised his chin and nodded towards the TV, "I used to do this kind of revolutionary work too?"

Bruce looked at the messy man on TV and smiled, "No, you should be a reformer."

"Whether the previous me would be ashamed of the current me or not, I just hope that the previous me was not too stupid, freedom and equality, where is the standard for this kind of thing..." He said and stood up unsteadily, "You Keep admiring your war, I'm going to sleep."

Bulu followed and stood up, he caught up with Shen Yue worriedly, and stretched out his hand to support him, "Are you so sleepy?"

Shen Yue was really sleepy, he didn't push Bulu away, half asleep and half awake, let Bulu half-supported and half-carried him into the room, helped him take off his clothes, and covered him with the quilt.

Bulu maintained a bent posture and looked at Shen Yue. Shen Yue's misty eyes seemed to become clear after blinking. Even closer, a kiss was printed on his blond hair, "Good night, Ai..." Shen Yue's hand slid down softly, as if he had lost consciousness, but Bulu knew that he was just sleeping.

Bu Lu maintained the posture of spreading his hands on both sides of Shen Yue's head. Even though his muscles had become stiff, he didn't want to move a millimeter. It wasn't his name that Shen Yue called after he said good night just now, although Shen Yue's voice was so soft. Light but he still heard clearly.A melancholy smile appeared on Bulu's face, and he looked down at the sleeping person on the bed. He knew that he would not remember anything after waking up.

Bulu didn't go to work the next day, so he called Xin Xin and said he had to rest for two days.Xin Xin thought that he was in a bad mood because of Danjia's affairs, so he didn't ask any more questions, and directly informed Lu Xincheng to be in charge of the office temporarily as he ordered, and then told him to take a good rest before hanging up the phone.

Bu Lu didn't rest well at all, he didn't sleep last night, and he sat beside Shen Yue's bed until dawn.As for Shen Yue, he didn't wake up until dawn, until Bulu woke him up for breakfast.

Shen Yue woke up after washing up, but he was still in a bad mood, "Do you have to wake me up so early?"

Bulu was a little helpless. There was a beautiful ultra-thin clock on the wall. It showed that it was past 9 o'clock. Could it be too early to call him at 9 o'clock in the evening?

Sitting at the dining table, the rich food finally made Shen Yue run away from home in a bad mood. Like a person who has experienced the brutal famine, he packed the food into his stomach quickly and accurately. Only then did I notice that Bulu has been very quiet and never moved his chopsticks, "You don't eat? You don't want to say that watching me eat makes you full, do you? The way I eat affects your appetite?"

Bulu smiled and said, "No, it's just that this scene is different from what I imagined."

"Things in the world are hard to please." Shen Yue was full and didn't feel drowsy for the time being. He didn't mind chatting with Bulu for a while. He was a little curious about what Bulu imagined about him, "How were we before? Would we eat together? We are... uh, what's the relationship?"

Bu Lu stared at Shen Yue, with invisible pressure in his invisible eyes, Shen Yue almost wanted to tell him that it was not convenient to answer, but Bu Lu put on his most common smile, "We are friends, we have been friends since we were very young. Yes, I have lived in your house for a long time, and of course we ate together, and we slept together when it was windy and rainy." He paused and continued, "Then something happened at my house, and I went home , and then everyone was busy..." Bulu shrugged, "That's it."

Shen Yue nodded, it was childhood sweethearts who grew up and parted ways. He felt that Bulu had omitted a lot of things, because Bulu always looked at him with a sad smile, and he almost thought that Bulu liked him. Fortunately, he was just a good friend. , This made him a lot more at ease, it was better to forget his friends than to forget his lover, "Then, what happened later, how did I become like this?"

Buludao: "Someone who is hostile to you wants to harm you..." A picture of a person being swept into the air by the wind appeared in front of his eyes, and his hands trembled, "Then you were injured... After a long time I didn't know until later, sorry, I just found you now."

Shen Yue hesitated for a moment, reached out and patted Bulu's arm, "It's okay, it's not your fault. Is this the first time you found me?"

Bull held his arms, covered his face with his palms, and shouted in frustration, "Don't mention it, I found you once before, but you turned me into a plant! Then you made me a specimen and locked it up In the closet."

Shen Yue held back for a while with a stern face, but still couldn't hold back, "Haha... I have quite a wide range of hobbies..." After laughing for a long time before he stopped, Bulu kept looking at him with a smile, This made him a little embarrassed to say, "However, I didn't hear wrong, you mean I turned you... into a plant, are you sure? Don't change your confession again?"

Bulu raised his eyebrows in surprise, "You can accept that you can change your body at will, why can't you accept that you have even more amazing talents?"

"It's different." Shen Yue tried hard to imagine it with his mind, and then he was discouraged. It was absurd that he almost believed Bulu's nonsense, "I was trying to turn you into a plant just now, but it doesn't look like it now. It didn't work out. That's fine, the joke is over."

Bulu laughed and said, "Then I'm glad you didn't succeed. Anyway, you can do anything in this world. Of course, you must first believe in it. I know it takes time, and we happen to have a lot of time right now. "

"..." Shen Yue was stunned, he didn't know if he was crazy or Bulu was crazy, otherwise how could he hear such crazy things? "Are you sure you're here to help me? Not to make me... more abnormal?"

"You mean normal in relation to the people here? So, yes, I want to make you very abnormal, but just to bring you back to the whole you so you can go home."

Home is most attractive to the lonely and heartbroken, and the cold little black room can also be imagined as a warm living room full of relatives and friends. Shen Yue believes that he will not be blinded by fantasy, "I don't think you have a way. No, you must have said it already."

Bu Lu looked at Shen Yue with nostalgia, and smiled helplessly: "You are like this, reason always trumps sensibility. But damn it, can't you have a bit of imagination! Listen to me, you can't stay here, you have to Go back, go back to your own body, there are many people who need you. I really can't help it. If I had a way, I would have tied you up long ago, but no, it can only be done by yourself. Believe me, you can do anything One thing you want to do."

Shen Yue doesn't take it very seriously, believe you?In a situation where I don't even believe in myself?