Lucky's Rebirth

Zhao Xi never denied that the beginning of him and Gu Changhua was because Gu Changhua had such a face, such a gorgeous smile, with a brilliance like a queen peony among flowers, the first time I saw his smile, He heard the sound of peonies blooming in his ears, and it exploded in his head in an instant.

There was only one side, only one smile, and Zhao Xi sank into it without noticing it.

Before he was aware of his feelings for Gu Changhua, he thought he just wanted to possess, possess that beautiful body, and vent his desire on that body, so when they met for the second time, he Giving him a nickname, naming him Fengzhi, has no other meaning. He simply thinks that only the word "Feng" can be compared to his smiling face of the queen of flowers.

Unexpectedly, it became a prophecy, and the name he gave to Gu Changhua at will became a harbinger of their relationship in the future. He is the son of heaven, the son of the real dragon, and Gu Changhua's name is "Phoenix", a natural pair?It should be said that when he named Gu Changhua "Feng Zhi", did he hope that he would become his queen one day?

It's a pity that he didn't realize at that time that deep in his heart, he had a different desire for Gu Changhua than for a plaything, it wasn't for a pet, it wasn't pure lust, it wasn't pure venting, it was different from everyone in the harem, Also different from the men he used to have fun with.

So they had the worst start. When they met for the second time, that is, at the Qionglin banquet, he prepared the strongest wine for Gu Changhua, the wine with the strongest stamina. After giving wine frequently, Gu Changhua was like him. The one you wished was drunk, so he just kept him there.

He possessed him as he wished, pressed him on the dragon bed, tore his clothes, tied his struggling hands, entered him, penetrated him, and shot the seeds into him amidst his screams and wailing in the body.

In the end he was appointed. After all, he is the emperor, isn't he? Everything in Daqi belongs to him, including him, Gu Changhua, and the whole family of Gu's family. What else can he have besides accepting his fate.

That night, he enjoyed his charming body to the fullest. He did it many times, as if he was possessed. Since he was thirteen or fourteen years old, he has been playing with flowers. , to the children of the aristocratic family, from the oiran of the brothel to the lady of the Hou family, he has seen countless people, but this is the first time he has obtained the ultimate happiness from Gu Changhua, as if he was floating in the clouds.

He almost killed him on the bed, and he had a high fever the next day, but he still didn't let him go, the injury healed and healed, and when he was able to let him go, he was already on the bed Lying down for a month, he had no self-control in that month, like a young man who had never seen a woman, except for doing.

In fact, he should have understood at that time that he had a different feeling for Gu Changhua. He had never had such a crazy desire for a person, no matter male or female.

But you let an emperor who has never seen love, never believed in feelings, grew up in a court where both mother and child can betray, and father and son can kill each other, how can you figure out what you have for him? kind of feelings.

The relationship between them is getting worse and worse. He threatened him to keep his life with the whole family of the Gu family. Maybe his dignity is more important than life. He can be killed but cannot be humiliated. When he was buried with him, of course he would choose to live on, especially when the Gu family still had his mother.

It's not that he, Zhao Xi, has never played tricks on the officials of the court. Among his personal bodyguards, he has also been lucky on a whim. Under him, when his temper passes, he will transfer him away from his side, entrust him with important tasks, or send him away from a distance.

Usually his interest in a person does not last for a long time, and a few months of lying down, in exchange for many years of less struggle, Zhao Xi does not think that he treats them poorly.

The difference between Gu Changhua and the people he favored in the past is nothing more than that he is talented, but he doesn't need his body in exchange for his "Emperor's Heart Huanyu". With his own ability, he can climb to the court of the empire one day. Core.

But no matter how talented he is compared to Zhuge, the emperor takes a fancy to him, his body is in front of his talents, the emperor values ​​his body more, he is rich all over the world, and there are so many talents in the country, he would rather not use his talent, but only use his The body, a subject, what can he do?When he didn't even have the right to die.

He enjoys his body every night. At the beginning, he also thought that after his desire for him passed, he would let him out. Whether it is a county magistrate or a state magistrate, after all, he is a talent. I don't want him to be crippled, months and months later, Gu Changhua has been waiting, waiting for him to get tired of him.

He missed his only chance, his only chance for love.

It's been two years in a flash, under his unscrupulous pampering, their relationship has become a secret known to all court officials, he has become a sycophant that everyone scolds, he did not dare to blame the emperor, the emperor will never be wrong Yes, the one who is wrong is of course the lowly male favorite who seduced the emperor and ruined the imperial court.

Courtiers scolded him, historians scolded him, folks scolded him, even his father and uncle scolded him, spitting stars and drowning him in the sea of ​​people.

Until, the five censors of the Yushitai died in the hall, and all the courtiers couldn't kneel down, begging him to execute Gu Changhua, he just thought about his death, his internal organs were like a fire, and wished he would go with him Only then did he know that he fell in love with him, fell in love with Gu Changhua.

That time, he killed more than [-] ministers in a row, only to prevent the courtiers from asking Gu Changhua to die. The court's blood flowed into hatred, his murderous intent, and the deterred court all shut their mouths. relationship is ignored.

After understanding his own intentions, he thought that as long as he treats Gu Changhua well, Gu Changhua will fall in love with him one day, and return the same affection to himself, and he will treat him twice as well. , He doesn't touch what he doesn't like, he can touch the whole Daqi under his feet, as long as he loves him.

It’s just that it’s too late, he can’t turn back time, he can make everyone in the world shut up, but he can’t control their thoughts, he can kill all historians, obliterate history, but he can’t stop people behind the scenes. His contemptuous eyes.

He can't even let Gu Changhua know that he is in love with him, as long as he knows that he is in love with him, his advantage will be gone, and he will know that the threat he made with the lives of his relatives is just a bluff, at that time, He can't even keep a false image, he will run away, but he can only be locked up, when the time comes, how can he lie to himself that he stayed by his side voluntarily?

He has been working hard, he has always believed that as long as he works hard, one day he will stay by his side, voluntarily accompany him to have breakfast, voluntarily accompany him to review memorials, voluntarily accompany him to watch the sunset, voluntarily Lying on the same bed as myself.

It happened so suddenly that day, he was unprepared to see Gu Changhua, who was close at hand, collapsed with blood on his mouth, he held him in his arms, watched him vomit blood one mouthful, his whole body convulsed with pain, he stretched out his hands Covering his mouth, blood gushed out from between his fingers. The bright red eyes made him wish he were blind, at least he would not be able to see the blood that represented death.

When he was crazily calling for the imperial doctor, he bit his own shoulder. He was not afraid of pain. His ability to hurt meant that Gu Changhua was still alive, but why did he suddenly stop the pain?

He saw a room full of people trying to tear him away from him, even holding a hammer and trying to smash his teeth, so he dragged the person who dared to hurt him out and chopped it off. He would rather cut off the flesh that Gu Changhua was biting on his shoulder with a knife than hurt Gu Changhua.

Why, he can now understand that he would rather hurt himself than Gu Changhua.

After Gu Changhua died, he understood this.

Like a lone wolf who lost his partner, Zhao Xi, who was full of grief, poured all his grief and anger on everyone who caused him to lose Gu Changhua. He killed the queen, and ransacked the queen's natal house, Anyuanhou Mansion, and ransacked all of them. He didn't even let go of Gu's mansion, since they couldn't keep Gu Changhua, what's the use of him wanting them, he just sent them to Huangquan Road together, saving his own Feng Zhigu to go on the road alone.

But I'm afraid that his own Fengzhi won't like them, he also hated these so-called relatives before his death.

Wait a little longer, and when I have established the crown prince, I will go underground to accompany him.

Bad start, bad process, and probably a bad ending.

Zhao Xi thought that he would be able to see Gu Changhua's face after he died, but he didn't expect to see the bright yellow bed curtain he was familiar with when he opened his eyes, and he went back to four years ago.

One year before he met Gu Changhua, he gnawed at his past day by day, even though he knew that Gu Changhua was in Xuzhou now, he did not dare to go, he lived by memories, only his unscarred shoulder sometimes ached , reminding him to dare to repeat the same mistakes.

Zhao Xizhuang looked at Gu Changhua unintentionally. Under Gu Changhua's calm surface, he saw bitterness. He was even more bitter than Gu Changhua. When he saw Gu Changhua's chubby appearance, he knew that he was just like himself. Gu Changhua before him.

The action of Gu Changhua touching his face made Zhao Xi even more speechless. How should he tell him? Maybe their origin was because of his desire for this face, but when the desire turned into the love of the soul, He loves him no matter what he becomes.

It's just that he has to be more cautious now than in his previous life, and he can't make mistakes anymore.

Gu Changhua wants fame, he can let people know about their relationship for the rest of his life.

Gu Changhua wanted to get married, so he could personally choose a wife for him.

If Gu Changhua wants offspring, he can wait until he has offspring.

The premise of all this is that Gu Changhua must stay by his side.

This time, he wanted him to be willing, and he wanted them to be happy with each other.