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Coming out of the crew shed, the cold air outside made Mu Yan shiver, and then he remembered that winter is coming, and Mu Mu caught a cold from the heavy rain a few days ago, Mu Yan gave him a day off, so now he is alone , he sat in the car, lowered the window halfway, and lit a cigarette.

After taking two puffs of the cigarette, he saw from the rearview mirror Dong Jie, the heroine who worked together in the play, followed by her manager and assistant. The lady said a few words, and when the two lifted their feet to pick up the car, she walked in the direction of the car, changed direction behind the car, and walked in the direction of the co-pilot's side, stopped and knocked on Mu Yan. windows.

Sitting in the car, Mu Yan was stunned, somehow remembered that he knocked on someone's car window like this five years ago, it was the first time he got the role of leading actor, and in order to celebrate, he invited Su Yang to dinner, At that time in the parking lot, Su Yang's car hadn't stopped, so he walked over and knocked on his car window. It was also the day Su Yang said that he was getting married.

Seeing that Mu Yan didn't respond, Dong Jie knocked on the car window again. This movie has been filmed for more than three months, and she and Mu Yan are familiar with each other. Mu Yan leaned over and rolled down the car window for her. Frowning to Mu Yan outside the car, he said, "I asked you to open the door."

Dong Jie is one and a half years older than Mu Yan. Because of proper maintenance, she still looks like a young girl. She has taken on all kinds of roles in her debut for so many years, her style is ever-changing, and she has released several records. Among the artists, the ability to appeal to fans is quite strong.

Mu Yan opened the car door for her, and she got in the car and asked directly, "Can you take me back to the hotel?"

Mu Yan said with a smile, "My pleasure." He reached out and threw the cigarette butt out the window, and started the car.

"Mu Yan, I want to ask you something."

Mu Yan tilted his head with a listening expression, "Please speak."

"Are you bisexual or gay?"

Such a similar question, Mu Yan was asked by various people on various occasions five years ago, but there has been no scandal in recent years, and no one would ask such a question. If someone else asked, Mu Yan might I didn't even bother to give a look, but the person who asked was Dong Jie, so I couldn't get too stiff, I could only smile and say, "Baby, when did you start caring about me so much?" Baby is called in the play, so The reason for shouting is to ease the atmosphere, and also to hope that Dong Jie can avoid this topic in due course.

Dong Jie pursed her mouth, this kind of action has long been out of her age, but she did not show any affectation, she said, "Sorry, maybe this is a very abrupt question, but please don't change the subject and answer carefully, it's good for me Very important."

Hearing her serious tone, Mu Yan was a little curious, looked at her sideways and asked, "Shouldn't this be my private matter?"

"Not for me." Dong Jie turned her head to look at Mu Yan seriously when she said this. Mu Yan was surprised by her gaze, and it was difficult to turn her head to look back because she was driving.

Mu Yan was about to ask why, but Dong Jie had already said, "I found that I was too involved in the drama." After speaking, he sighed leisurely, and said in a softer tone, "I'm not joking, if you are Bisexuals can consider giving me this opportunity, if you are gay, I will help you find a suitable one."

Mu Yan couldn't react for a while, and it was the first time he was confessed like this. He didn't know what tone to use to refuse, and said, "Sorry, I..."

"Okay, you don't need to continue talking, I understand." Dong Jie stopped what Mu Yan was about to say, she already understood what he meant, there was no need to cause sadness, she turned her eyes to look out the window, and didn't look back until the hotel Talking to Mu Yan, Mu Yan secretly rejoiced that the hotel was close enough to save him from being embarrassed to death by the silent atmosphere.

After that day, Mu Yan would still meet Dong Jie, and Dong Jie did not show any abnormalities, as if what happened that day had never happened, and Mu Yan would naturally not mention it again. Dong Jie came over to inquire about the time to return to the plane, and Mu Yan actually returned in the afternoon of the next day.

Dong Jie thought for a while and said, "Then you have time to go to the teahouse for a while tomorrow morning?"

"what's up?"

"What I told you last time, let me introduce you personally. My sister's friend's makeup artist happened to be here recently. She's not bad."

Mu Yan has a bad impression of being gay as a makeup artist. He thinks it's too clumsy. He wears sweet perfume when he goes out, speaks loudly, and raises his fingers. But it's not easy to reject Dong Jie on the face, he said with a smile. ,"Thanks."

Dong Jie patted Mu Yan's shoulder with a smile, the meaning was self-evident.

The next morning, Mu Yan asked Mu Mu to stay in the hotel. Dong Jie called temporarily to say that she couldn't go because of something.

When Mu Yan arrived 10 minutes earlier than the appointed time, the box had already been reserved, and no one had arrived when Mu Yan went in. After about 2 minutes, someone pushed the door and came in. Mu Yan raised his eyes, and the other party also went to the appointment alone. , looks about the same age as me, and is very formally dressed, with a black thin down jacket on the outside, a suit on the inside, and a pink shirt and tie with pink stripes on the inside. I feel Mu Yan's eyes on him Smiling slightly, two dimples appeared on her delicate face, the sun was clean, "Hello, I'm Chen Yang."

Mu Yan got up to shake hands with him. Chen Yang's hand was very white, and the proportion of fingers and palm was also good. The fingers were slender, and they were not as rigid as ordinary men nor as slender as women.He didn't wear perfume either, and the scent seemed to be the smell of cosmetics.

Mu Yan had a different impression of his profession in his mind before, and asked with a smile, "Did you come alone?"

"Two ran on the way here." The room was a little hot with the air conditioner turned on, so Chen Yang took off his down jacket and put it on the empty chair, then sat down opposite Mu Yan.

Mu Yan originally thought that it would be easier for two people to stand coldly if they were strangers, but he did not expect that the other party was a person who was good at talking and knew when to stop and listen, and when to take up the topic. The two sat in the teahouse for about an hour and a half. Yan proposed to leave because of the afternoon flight.

Chen Yang stood up with his coat in his hand, and said with a smile, "It was a pleasure chatting with you, and I hope to meet again next time."

Mu Yan nodded in agreement. After the two parted, Mu Yan realized that neither of them had left a phone call. He felt a little regretful. Chen Yang was a friend who could make friends, although it might not be suitable for him to be together. idea.

As soon as she got off the plane in the afternoon, Dong Jie called to ask about the meeting. Mu Yan heard from Chen Yang that Dong Jie asked her sister for help, and then her sister asked others to help. It took a long detour to find Chen Yang. No matter how dull and incomprehensible Mu Yan is, he also knows that Dong Jie is serious, and expressed his attitude very seriously when she called to ask, "I have been alone for so many years, although I really want to Looking for one, but I still prefer Quewulan, what can I say if I have only seen it once?"

Dong Jie laughed and cursed, "You are really a mother-in-law. I have asked him about his situation. He is definitely the best person in the circle I know. He also just broke up recently, so you have a chance."

"Really?" Mu Yan didn't see that he just broke up recently. "Well, the main reason is that I think he is weaker than the other half I imagined."

Dong Jie heard the meaning of Mu Yan's words and was stunned on the phone for a while before she said, "It's good to be together, I really feel it, and nothing else will be a problem. If you think it's okay, I will Just give him a call."

"You didn't ask for his phone number, did you?"

"No, he is Sister Jin's makeup artist, and Sister Jin gave it to him."

"Isn't that Sister Jin that flashed in my mind?"

"If you're talking about the queen of songs called Evergreen, then it is indeed her."

Mu Yan finally asked for Chen Yang's number, even if he wasn't a lover, multiple friends would be fine.

Mu Yan wanted to call Chen Yang several times, but every time he didn't know that before calling, he felt that there seemed to be nothing to talk about, so he gave up. Not long after the New Year's Eve concert at the end of the year, he met Chen Yang once in the background, because of the limited conditions , Several people share a dressing room.

It just so happened that Lin Luo and Jing Sa were there that day. Since Lin Luo moved out, Mu Yan has been on business trips often, and the two haven’t seen each other for a long time. Lin Luo came over to chat with him when he saw Mu Yan. Seeing Chen Yang go to say hello to Jing Sa, he looked around after saying hello, Mu Yan wanted to call him, but he turned around and left.

For this reason, Jing Sa's dislike index in Mu Yan's heart increased a little bit. Later, Mu Yan found out that Chen Yang used to know Shu Qing because he knew him, and didn't come to talk to him because Lin Luo happened to block his sight. Did not see him.Mu Yan thinks about it and feels that he really dislikes Jing Sa by nature.

Seeing that Mu Yan didn't stop and ignored him, Lin Luo followed his gaze and turned his head for a look, just in time to see Jing Sa looking over, and asked Mu Yan with a smile, "Are you comparing yourself to Mr. Jing in the mirror?" Let's look at each other?"

"Not interested." Mu Yan gave Lin Luo a blank look, "I've been with him for a long time, why do I feel that even you have become annoying."

"Haha..." Lin Luo laughed for a while before stopping, and said to Mu Yan, "You are definitely prejudiced against my son."

"Can you call him another name? I always feel that my blood is rolling and I may spit it out at any time." The first time I heard Lin Luo call Jing Sa like this, Mu Yan asked Lin Luo why he called him so, and asked Lin Luo several times. Luo also refused to say, making Mu Yan think that he was being bullied while living with Jing Sa, and even planned to settle the score with Jing Sa. Lin Luo knew what he was thinking and said that it was Jing Sa who wanted him to call her husband, and he didn't want to. , so he kept calling Mr. Jing, and Jing Sa called him back as Young Master Luo, because Lin Luo protested the title of Young Master Luo, and the two were used to calling this address outside. Thought it was a joke, but they enjoyed it.

Lin Luo ignored him, and said with a smile, "You haven't answered whether I will go back for the Spring Festival this year?"

Mu Yan mentioned that going back was a bit evasive. He hadn’t been back since coming out with his mother. He really didn’t know how to deal with it. He secretly scolded himself for being stupid and shouldn’t have come out in the first place. Jing Sa went back and heard Lin Luo say that his mother was still very happy. At that time, he thought that if she knew the truth, she would definitely beat someone with a broom.

"Otherwise, I'll ask if anyone is willing to accompany you back, so that you can have an explanation with Mom."

"No." Mu Yan shook his head and refused, "I really don't want to give her hope in this matter, and I will still despair in the end."

"You can't keep going back, it's been several years."

This year is the sixth year.Mu Yan sighed in his heart, and now occasionally recalling the past, his feelings for Su Yang are more complicated.When he heard that he was going to get married, he hadn't realized what kind of change he was going to face. It was only after Su Yang got married that he realized that they could no longer be lovers.

He ruined his future because he wanted himself to hate Su Yang, because he found it really difficult to let go of this man, he had a deep root in his heart.Loved and hated, and only realized after interacting with other people that Su Yang gave him the rest of his life, because there was no father, and the pressure of life kept his mother very busy. There is only Su Yang, even if the quarrel is stiff, he can still ask him for help with a phone call. After realizing it, Mu Yan always sighs in his heart, why did he do it in the first place.With this kind of understanding, Mu Yan also felt that he seemed to have grown up, and he didn't dare to touch anything about Su Yang anymore. When he touched it, he felt that the wound in his heart was opening. Although it was not as painful as the heart-piercing pain at first, Still makes him frown.

It is his regret to miss Su Yang, but he will not regret it for the rest of his life.They all have their own lives to complete, and they will be separated when there is a fork in the road. If they meet again one day, they may pass by each other, or they may hold hands with a smile.

"Then go back this year. If I can't enter the house, remember to send me some food."

Lin Luo reached out and patted Mu Yan's shoulder, "Mom will be soft-hearted, and won't let you in at a serious age."