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Lin Luo's birthday was at the beginning of March, and he hadn't been discharged from the hospital when it was his birthday. Lin Luo didn't have much expectation for his birthday. In the past eighteen birthdays, at most, he spent it alone.

What surprised him was that Jing Sa bought a cake specially that day, and brought a bunch of lilies. When Jing Sa arrived in Lin Luo's ward, his clothes were a little messy. Jing Sa put the flowers on the bedside cabinet, and put the cake on the bed. On the empty chair, he smiled and said, "I didn't care that today is Sunday. I was watched downstairs for a long time before I was released." Then he asked, "Why didn't you see Mu Yan?"

"He has an announcement today, and he will come in the evening."

Jing Sa frowned slightly, "Is he leaving you alone?"

"He hired a nurse." Lin Luo explained.

Jing Sa sat down beside him, smiled and said, "Xiao Luo, I have something to ask you?"

"What?" Lin Luo asked subconsciously.

"What were you thinking when you fell that day?"

"Ah?" Lin Luo's thinking seemed to be knotted, and he couldn't think. When he fell, he didn't have time to think about anything. But the moment he landed, it was not Jing Sa's thought, but it was suitable Tell Jing Sa?Glancing at Jing Sa, he was patiently waiting for his answer.

"I fell down without thinking about anything."

After Lin Luo answered, Jing Sa suddenly bowed and leaned closer, as if wanting to hear Lin Luo's answer clearly, with a soft tone, "Really?" When he asked back, his eyes were fixed on Lin Luo, and Lin Luo suddenly became flustered.

"I thought about it after I fell, but luckily it wasn't you." Lin Luo felt that he couldn't control his words, and then added, "There are still so many spectators at night. If you have something to do, it will be very troublesome."

Jing Sa relaxed, leaned back on the back of the chair, and repeated the previous question, "Really?"

Lin Luo nodded, and Jing Sa said, "Thank you then. I'm so sorry that I let you spend your birthday in the hospital bed."

Lin Luo felt that Jing Sa's tone of voice suddenly became unfamiliar and polite, and he secretly thought about whether his words just now implied any overexpressed meaning, but after thinking about it, he couldn't find the crux of the matter, so he could only reply dryly, " It doesn't matter."

"I forgot to say happy birthday to you. Xiao Luo, happy birthday, get well soon." Jing Sa's expression was still gentle as always, and his tone seemed to have recovered, making Lin Luo feel that what he felt just now was just an illusion.

Lin Luo thanked him, but suddenly there was no topic between the two of them. Jing Sa looked at Lin Luo quietly, his eyes were also calm, and he couldn't see any emotion. Lin Luo was very embarrassed by him, and turned his face to observe Mu Yan's morning The quilt made after waking up.

"Xiao Luo."

I don't know how long it took, when Lin Luo was about to be suffocated by such an atmosphere, Jing Sa called him, and Lin Luo turned his head back to look at him and asked, "What's the matter?"

"Do you like me?"

Lin Luo felt struck by lightning at that moment, "Do you like me?" This sentence formed an infinite loop in Lin Luo's mind. He parted his lips slightly, wanting to deny and justify, but The words seemed to be blocked in his throat, and he couldn't spit it out. In the end, Lin Luo gave up struggling helplessly and turned his head to avoid Jing Sa's gaze.

Lin Luo couldn't guess when Jing Sa knew about it. Even if he denied it at this moment, he still couldn't change the fact that he liked him. Sooner or later, he still had to admit it.

"Yes." His voice trembled because of nervousness.After speaking, Lin Luo was like a prisoner waiting to be sentenced, closing his eyes and waiting for Jing Sa's voice.

There was the sound of Jing Sa's breathing next to his ear, and the sound was getting closer, Lin Luo was smiling bitterly in his heart, was it the torture before death to answer so slowly?There was a gentle snort on his lips, and then something soft was printed on it. Lin Luo opened his eyes in horror, and Jing Sa had already sat back to his original position, as if nothing had happened.

Jing Sa asked calmly, "If you don't tell me, how would I know?"

Lin Luowu was too shocked to react, how could Jing Sa react like this?

Jing Sa continued to ask, "Don't you even have the courage to speak out? How much courage do you have to face the media and the public?"

Lin Luo didn't hear what Jing Sa was saying, and finally struggled out of his own thinking, and asked hesitantly, "Is it because I broke my leg?"

Jing Sa frowned slightly, as if to let Lin Luo understand what he meant, and said in a very slow tone, "In order not to make you think too much, I originally planned to wait for you to be discharged from the hospital before telling you about it, but I will immediately I will be very busy, and I may not be free until you are discharged from the hospital. I want to tell you that there are many people who have been hurt because of me, not everyone I have the patience for, and not everyone I will respond to."

"why?"

"I'll give you a chance, and I'll give you a chance." Jing Sa replied, and then met Lin Luo's gaze and asked, "It's just a chance to try to get along, would you like it?"

After talking about this, Jing Sa added, "This is just an opportunity. I can't predict the future. I can't guarantee that I will be with you. This is just an opportunity to try to be together. So you should think clearly before answering. "

"Try? Why force yourself to try something you don't like?" Then what does he mean to Jing Sa?If there is no emotion, why give this opportunity inexplicably?

"You are not me, how do you know that I must be forcing myself?" Jing Sa asked back.

Lin Luo didn't know if his answer was an indirect acknowledgment of his feelings for him, but he still couldn't believe it, "If I must know why, can you tell me the answer?"

Jing Sa was silent for a while before answering, "Because I will be very concerned about you." Jing Sa did not tell Lin Luo that this was the first time he cared about someone so much, so in order not to regret it, he made an exception and wanted to give the two of them A chance to try to get along.

Lin Luo thought silently in his heart, that may not be love.He just stared blankly at Jing Sa's face, his heart rate had returned to normal beating, and his reason told him that he could not agree to such an inexplicable opportunity.Maybe Jing Sa just wanted to see his feelings clearly. If one day Jing Sa found out that it was not love, what would he do?

"You don't even have the courage to step out, how did you have the courage to step into this chaotic circle?"

Jing Sa's voice rang in his ears, Lin Luo's mind went blank, and what he said was no longer under the control of reason, he said, "Okay, I am willing. But, can you tell me how long it will take to get the result of this opportunity? "At the end of the day, I finally regained some sanity.

"Maybe," Jing Sa paused, "Tomorrow, or maybe, it will be forever."