[Ultimate Three Kingdoms] Silently

Sun Quan walked up the stairs, just as Ah Xiang said this, Yu An's door was not closed, and they didn't expect Sun Quan to come back to the room at this time, so they wanted to see if Yu An was Sun Quan in the room, what a coincidence Coincidentally, I stood at the door and saw their conversation.

"Yu'an, between you and my second brother..." Ah Xiang could feel that there was some change between Yu'an and Sun Quan, but she couldn't describe it, and she didn't know what the change was.

Yu'an smiled slightly: [Strange what happened to me and Sun Quan? 】

Ash nodded.

[Axiang, you know, before everything happened, I was just like you, Miss Jiangdong, in Xiangjia, loved by thousands of people, the difference is that my people are crazier than people in Jiangdong. 】Yuan mentioned this again, her mood was completely different from before, 【The accident came too suddenly, I never thought that one day I would lose all my blessings and have to go on my own step by step. 】

[It was a surprise to me that I fell in love with Sun Quan. 】Yuan smiled at Ah Xiang, and confessed her feelings for Sun Quan, 【When I was in Xiang's house, everything made me think that I was special, but I wasn't, never was.I thought it was God who was willing to make up for me, so I met him after I had nothing to rely on. I thought it was a hope for me, but I was wrong, it was just a bad dream, so I was desperate .I like that can't even look down on a dead thing, my silver branch can't look down on me. 】

After losing everything, she thought she had gained a new belief, but that belief also collapsed the moment she found it, which made her unbearable, even more unbearable than not owning it.

【I found out that I fell in love with Sun Quan before I decided to leave Jiangdong.Ah Xiang, do you still remember, during those days, I was in a coma for a few days. 】

Ah Xiang listened attentively and nodded in due time.

[In the past few days, I dreamed repeatedly, dreaming that Xiangshi was still safe and sound, dreaming that I was still the heir who was protected, and was recognized as the heir of the prophet without a voice.The Xiang clan has multiplied so far, and there has never been such a thing. I am a special case. Everyone is waiting, waiting for me to find my voice, and waiting for me to continue the Xiang family.In such a closed world, I thought I could go smoothly with this special status, but it wasn't until Xiangshi was overthrown that I realized that I was nothing. 】

[Then I went completely crazy. 】Looking back at myself at that time, Yu An couldn't help showing a bit of bitterness and helplessness,【No one taught me what to do, I had to walk every step by myself.If I go on, I will be successful, I can only tell myself this, otherwise I will lose my faith again, despair again, and find myself again.That's too scary, I don't want to, so I avoid everything that makes me lose control, and try to forget that it will control how I feel.And what I avoided at that time was my feelings for Sun Quan.But obviously, at that time, I didn't even have a goal, I just closed my eyes and refused to look at anything. 】

She raised her arms and supported her chin, and the madness in the past is now talked about calmly. This is a situation that she has never imagined: 【At that time, I really thought I was very strong.I told myself that I should not be cowardly because of feelings, and I didn't want to stay where I was and see other people's sacrifices and my own incompetence.The only thought I had was: If I can't hold on, then everything is meaningless, if that's the case, I'll simply lose my life to accompany my people.Even if she was engaged to Sun Quan... Axiang, I won't lie to you, I didn't take this matter seriously at that time, thinking that I would always leave, these things were as if they didn't exist at all, it was too unreal. 】

A Xiang looked at Yu An and slowly talked about the truest thoughts she never knew buried in Xiang Yu An's heart, and she had no idea what she could say.

[But this time, it has changed. 】

Seeing the smile on Yu An's lips becoming soft and warm, Ah Xiang felt that even she was infected.Sun Quan, who was leaning outside the door, also looked at Yu An quietly, the worry just now disappeared completely, and the smile he raised was pampering and indulgent, and there was indescribable tenderness and pity.

[For a long time, I have always refused to get out of the ivory tower that belongs to Xiang Yu'an. Even if it is crumbling, I am stubborn, thinking that I will guard myself and guard everything.Actually, it was never supposed to be like that. 】Yu'an even felt that the sudden enlightenment was the blessing given by the ancestors of the Xiang family,【Someone knocked down this ivory tower and brought me out. 】

Sun Quan will not soften anyone's heart, his words are extremely sharp, he will cut through the illusion bit by bit, even if Yu'an will be dripping with blood, he will let her face the reality.After seeing him clearly, and then seeing herself clearly, Yu An finally came to her senses. The time of continuous precipitation made some things take for granted, such as longing, such as feelings.It is also the longing for Xiangshi and the feelings for Sun Quan that piece together the real Xiangyu An.She will be confused and struggling, she won't be content with being trapped, but she can't find a way out, and she doesn't know what kind of changes she is going through, she is in a trance, at a loss, until he really holds her hand hand, took her out.

Ah Xiang was a little moved when she heard it, and after a moment of silence, she showed a sincere and lovely smile to Yu An: "Then I wish you all the best forever, Second Sister-in-law~" Her Siman sounded almost as soon as she finished speaking, Ah Xiang glanced at Siman, her face flushed slightly.

Seeing Ah Xiang's expression, Yu An still didn't understand something, so she gave Ah Xiang an encouraging smile: [Go and pick it up, I want to sleep for a while. 】

Sun Quan had been standing outside the door the whole time, and of course he would not be willing to ask him to hide, so he walked in directly at this moment.Ah Xiang saw that he was not angry anymore, after all what Yu An said just now, Ah Xiang couldn't find any reason to continue to be angry for a while, so she made a face at Sun Quan, and Ah Xiang ran out immediately.Sun Quan watched A Xiang leave, and saw what A Xiang met Ning Luo in the corridor and said something before pulling Ning Luo away, so he closed the door and looked at Shang Yu'an.

【You actually eavesdropped outside the door. 】Yuan looked at him.She only found out that Sun Quan was standing at the door when Ah Xiang looked down at Siman, and his appearance obviously didn't just appear there.She was not angry, but was a little surprised, because this was really not something Sun Quan would do.

Sun Quan didn't explain, nor did he correct her wrong words. The fact that he couldn't hear at all was no longer emphasized in front of her. Of course, he couldn't say what Yu'an said just now to make him happy.He walked up to Yu'an and stretched out his hands to her, helping her off the window sill: "Have you taken the medicine?"

Yu'an shook his head, the wound had stopped hurting a long time ago, and he was just talking, so he couldn't remember.Sun Quan couldn't help but want to sigh, he found that Ning Luo said something right, pampering her would really become a habit, and he really developed this habit very quickly.

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