[Ultimate Three Kingdoms] Silently

The two sides were silent, and the already stagnant atmosphere became even weirder.Seeing Sun Quan's obviously distracted, Yu An couldn't help but want to reach out and pinch his face, it's this stinky face that always makes her angry.Yu'an just looked at him like this, as if she had completely forgotten her chaotic guesses and doubts before.

When Sun Quan came back to his senses, he met Yu An's eyes directly, and his eyes met, he was defenseless for a while, that kind of staring seemed to reach directly to the bottom of his heart.The strange feeling was too strong, and they quickly turned away from focusing on each other, hiding their respective heartbeats in a panic.

Too bad... At that moment, the same thought flashed through their minds.

At this moment, Sun Quan withdrew his hand, still sitting beside Yu'an's bed, but kept the proper distance between them, even though some of the proper distance that should be considered had been destroyed by his own hands.He calmed down a little, and finally straightened out his thoughts and continued: "Yu'an, I am not your enemy, and I have never thought of becoming an enemy with you. That's right, for the benefit of Jiangdong, I need to be on guard against anyone, and I will always Be prepared to become an enemy with anyone, but this person will never be you."

When Yu An opened his mouth to ask why, Sun Quan laughed.He seldom smiles, much less without calculation or sarcasm like now: "I know you want to ask why, but if you say it, maybe you will laugh at me, but I really don't know the reason, even myself I don’t know why I don’t want to be your enemy.” His gaze flicked over Yu’an’s lips, “Maybe it’s because we are all unlucky and unwilling people. I can’t hear you, you can’t say it, No one can understand my feelings, but you are different, I know you can understand, even if only part of it."

Yu'an opened his mouth slightly, but didn't know what to say, so he closed his lips.

"Yu'an, I said that I'm sorry for hurting you. In fact, I'm sorry for more than that. I'm also sorry for having to take advantage of you." Sun Quan's expression showed no remorse, but he was serious about stating the facts, "You can see that, I wanted to hide my feelings from my father, not only my father, but also Da Qiao and others, so from the beginning to the end I didn't dare to resist my father's intentions. It's just that I didn't expect that you would find out so quickly, and I didn't expect you to know these things a long time ago. Yu'an, you surprised me."

[Even so, you never thought that I would become your enemy?I will vent my anger, Sun Zhongmou, I really will. 】

"I thought about it." Sun Quan didn't deny it, "but you can't do it, whether it's because Da Qiao is protected by a small unit of the Big Brother Overlord's Army, or because of your own personality, I know you won't hurt anyone .So, I thought about it, and quickly dismissed the idea."

Yu'an clasped his hands tightly: [Sun Zhongmou, why do you think you know me! 】

"Because you are a very special existence to me." Sun Quan is already sitting here. He came here today just to explain everything clearly, at least clearly what he can think of. He knows that this behavior is definitely considered a crime. It was impulsive, but since he came here, he will not regret it.

"You won't understand how shocked I was when I found out that you have no voice, a person who is similar to me but not exactly the same." Sun Quan's eyes did not stagger, but Yu An lowered his head slightly, almost evading.

"I just realized after seeing you that if you, a girl, can endure the pain of not being able to speak for so long, I just lose my hearing, and it's no big deal. Could it be that I can't compare to you?" Sun Quan smiled again, "And at that time, I still had a naive idea, you can't speak, I can't hear, as if only I can understand your voice, only you can make me not worry about missing the voice, so maybe I'm a little selfish or Should I say, capricious? It's so hard to define... It's just that I thought, no matter what, you wouldn't be angry with me, but in fact, I'm self-righteous, and you're still angry with me after all. "

It is special, the only answer he can give her is this.Yu'an inexplicably understood what he meant after those words, he never mentioned the feelings she had accidentally exposed for him, but admitted that he cared about Da Qiao and how he felt about her.Didn't mention a word from the beginning to the end, didn't he refuse or respond, just because she was special, so he couldn't tell the truth that might hurt people?

It was the first time that Yu'an felt that he was kind, and it was also the first time that she felt that he was cruel, because with him like this, the only thing she could do to prevent this special situation from turning into an embarrassing and irreversible situation was to deeply hurt her own wounds. Bury it, let it fester, wait for the years to solidify into a scar, and never feel pain again.

【Yes, I'm angry. 】Yu'an raised his head, there was no pain or sadness in his eyes, but the same faint emotion as usual.

Sun Quan was inexplicably worried about her like this.

[Answer me a question, and I won't argue with you. 】Yu An showed a somewhat mischievous look, not sure if he wanted to comfort Sun Quan's heart or her own.

"what?"

[You can't hear, everything is only with a pair of eyes.So is there anyone in this world that you can trust with all your heart, close your eyes in front of this person, and surrender everything with peace of mind? ] This is Yu'an's only obsession. That approach was the reason for her to wake up to her feelings, the reason for her to leave Jiangdong to escape everything, and also the beginning of her emotional uncertainty.She wanted to know that even if this answer would cause her another wound, it would only hurt a little more, and it would be no big deal if the pain was numb.

"Yes." Sun Quan answered without hesitation, "When I close my eyes, only Da Qiao can approach me."

[Then...] She wanted to ask whether her approach was an accident or his unconscious connivance, but it seemed unnecessary.She squeezed out a faint smile, and changed her words halfway, 【Will Da Qiao never know? 】

"will not."

Yu An subconsciously nodded, the expected answer, with Sun Quan's personality, he would fight for what he wanted, and Da Qiao would date Sun Ce, and the only obstacle in this contact was Sun Jian, because Sun Quan was also protecting them , he respects Big Joe's choice.

It was silent again, and Sun Quan even felt a little irritable, and looked away impatiently, looking outside through the window of Yu'an's room.

Yu'an reached out and grabbed his sleeve to bring his attention back. He saw her saying: [Sun Zhongmou, I want to go home, help me. 】

"Go back to Xiangjia? Yu'an, your Xiangjia is gone." Sun Quan thought she was just homesick and deceiving herself, even though he couldn't bear it, he wanted her to wake up.

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