Eros kisses Psyche

The boring formal meetings and presentations are placed in the daytime, while the night celebrations are dedicated to every young and restless soul.

The night had just fallen, and the lanterns on Yingbin Avenue could not wait to light up one after another. The head of the mourning cat rose high with the ups and downs of the balloon, and the usually mournful smile looked a bit sinister against the light. Charming and crazy, like a villain who is desperate to be defeated.

The students busily walked along its chubby body to the central square where the performance was about to begin.Along the way, the student couples were in pairs, and finally they stopped circling clockwise and counterclockwise along the runway of the teaching building. At this time, they excitedly joined hands to buy their own grilled snacks, handicraft souvenirs made by themselves, and to see themselves. prepared program.Cheng Zhu walked in the middle, and this time no one else cast strange glances, but he was still a little uncomfortable: probably because everyone else was in pairs, and he was alone, or he was not the first on this school anniversary. I went back, but I used to be more involved in the daytime part-he gave speeches, participated in award presentations, spoke on behalf of student groups, shook hands with the principal after graduation because of the donation ceremony, and hung photos in the Hall of Fame.He seemed to have grown up prematurely, and from then on he no longer belonged to these young pleasures.

But walking here today, he suddenly found out what the scenery he had been blindly immersed in and lost was what it looked like: Why didn't he notice this waiting, expecting, and jumping mood at that time?They are jumping and flashing like the colored lights hanging above the head, or the colorful stripe patterns on the small stalls, jumping back and forth on different scales brightly and anxiously.

At that time, I always felt that I was the chosen one, with my eyes higher than the top, and I ran forward desperately. I felt that all these vulgar things, compared with the lofty goals and ideals, were simply vulnerable.But now, he suddenly felt that the pink spot on the ground was beautiful, the skirts of a row of pretty girls squeezed past him were beautiful, the loud shouts unique to young people were beautiful, and the noise on the snacks was beautiful. The smile reflected in the oily light is beautiful, the unprofessional guitar playing the wrong note is beautiful, the thick stack of hair curling materials and paper in the hands of the busy staff maintaining order is beautiful, and there is a familiar voice Shouting: "Ladders, yes, someone has to watch them, keep them on the side all the time, pay attention to safety! ... Put two next to a table, and then a box of oil-based pens and paints. When you get it from here, you need to register. ..." I heard that voice, and it was so beautiful even to my ears.

——It turns out, it turns out that I’m not that special, just like every young man walking by holding hands, but I’ve gone full circle to find the simplest part, and it turns out that the most popular poem is this Meaning, it’s not a matter of turning off the lights. When he comes, he will shine in my eyes, and the lights next to him will work hand in hand to form faint stars.

Xu Budie also saw him; still holding a big box in his arms, he stopped and smiled at him, his face still seemed a little red, he didn't know if he was running or was reflected by the ambiguous light. .He stepped on one with his toes, and the spot of light there was also flickering, jumping from pink to bright yellow, then to light green, and then to sky blue. "Here we come!" He said suddenly, "Have you eaten the fried ice in front?" Cheng Zhu was still standing there in a daze, only caring about the scenery of "the dimly lit place"; Xu Budie suddenly turned around and rushed back Desk area, toss that box of colored gel pens, along with the registration book and the walkie-talkie, to another guy. "Come and post it! That's it! I'm done!"

"Boss Xu, you can't just leave us in a mess—hey, where are you going!"

Xu Bu repeated his head without calling back: "A date!" He stretched out his hand to take Cheng Zhu's arm, and dragged him forward with his head held high; behind him there was a lot of wow—"Fuck, Mr. Xu has an owner!" Don’t you talk nonsense!” “Who is that handsome guy? Don’t we have one in our school? Haven’t you seen him—the one from the school next door?” “Hey? That princess hugged him before? Is it this one?” “Hey, have you guys? I heard that gossip..."

Xu Bu repeatedly dragged Cheng Zhu from an awe-inspiring forward step to a striding stride, and then to a wild run while dragging his arms, and finally got away from the gossip and discussions of the gossip crowd; Everyone is in love with someone at their best age, and it turns out that no one cares about having a couple who are equally tired; but they are guilty and dare not look at each other, but they dare to clasp their fingers tacitly.

Cheng Zhu also felt that he was too pretentious. What's the situation? We've talked about it for a long time. We've done everything we should and shouldn't do. A set of Thomas was fully rotated and he took the little one away. On the train; now holding the little hands makes the heart beat like a drum, it's so exciting... Am I the brat who searched for "how to open a house" on Baidu back then?He found the topic in embarrassment: "By the way, what, what I told you before...have you considered it?"

"...Ah...?" Xu Budie jumped suddenly, as if he was being sensitive, "What, why are you thinking about it so soon?"

Cheng Zhu was a little confused: "Yeah, days like today don't happen at any time... seize the opportunity, this shop will disappear after passing this village."

"This kind of thing, then that can be considered casually..."

"Really... But you have thought about it long enough, right? As for this matter, why can't you trust me..."

Xu Budie thought for a while, then looked at the people around him.Cheng Zhu looked relaxed, as if he was sure of the answer, he didn't have any burden, he just accepted me to eat him, right?After passing through this village, there will be no such store. How confident are you?I really want to throw the dark history of Cupid biubiu's idiot account in his face...

However, this matter has indeed been considered for a long time, and it cannot be longer. It would be a lie to say that it has not been considered well; So formal.

Speaking of which, this guy has never even confessed his love properly, and he has been fooled like this every time!

However, what kind of "formal" is considered formal?No matter how beautiful those oaths are, they are not as beautiful as the sunset he personally caught that day; No matter how precious the tokens exchanged and the youth recorded are, they are not as important as the statue they carved with their own hands.It turns out that there are some things that don't need to be said at all.

Xu Bu raised his head and laughed.As for thinking, how can you not think about it every day and night after parting? "Yes, I've thought about it long enough. Don't think about it any more."

Cheng Zhu tucked his throat into a laugh, his voice was so low that it tickled everyone's heart. "You promised?"

"Promise!" Xiao Xu poked his neck, agreed to everything, and stabbed him vertically, let me see what you can do to me?

But Cheng Zhu dragged him to a gallop: "Just promise... Hurry up, before it's too late!"

Xiao Xu, who was full of question marks, was directly dragged to the backstage of the performance. After he vaguely realized that he was actually talking to a duck after his determination, he was already standing in front of the popular actress Tong Ranran.

He squeezed the bulging veins on his forehead, put on a commercial smile, and mouthed Cheng Zhu: That's it?That's it? !

Cheng Zhu:? ? ?Did I tell you last time?Don't you still hold grudges...

Just seize the opportunity? !

That's right... What kind of celebrity is he? If you miss this opportunity, it will be very difficult for you to arrange to meet with him, isn't it...

Xu Budie thought to himself that I still have to think again, otherwise I will be so mad that I don't know how I died.

On the contrary, Tong Ranran looked more beautiful than on TV, and she was also thinner and petite. She put down the cosmetics on hand, signaled her assistant to take everyone else out, and then smiled understandingly and said to Xu Budie: "You Don't blame Mr. Cheng, I have been saying that I want to meet you since I talked with Mr. Cheng last time. This time I have this opportunity."

Only then did Xu Budie turn his attention to her; it was amazing, she didn't look like the fragile and helpless girl in the painting at all, probably only the figure that would feel too petite in reality could match the picture The thin and weak parts of it are linked together.But her current thinness is full of strength. The legs exposed in the short skirt and the upper arms wrapped in translucent laser fabrics all reveal obvious strong muscle lines, supporting her physical strength required for high-intensity performances.

She seems to have completely stepped out of that shadow.

Xu Budie couldn't help asking: "Why do you still want to see me?" Obviously you don't want to pursue this matter anymore, you would rather buy it out with money than go to court.

However, Tong Ranran gave a completely unexpected answer: "How should I put it, it's probably... a habit?"

"Habit……?"

"I don't know about you; but I've been around for a long time, and I've been very attached to this thing. I've been hurt, and I didn't even know what was going on when it was all happening, don't know, don't say anything Preserve the evidence, let alone prove it... Or, even if it is proved, it can't have too much influence on him, because I can't prove that I was forced. At that time, I was still a fledgling newcomer, and there were too many parts As if walking on thin ice, the company's legal team did not recommend that I put all my eggs in one basket. But I thought at the time that there must be victims like me. If we join forces, we should be able to form a scale effect and complete the chain of evidence... Although I can't Come forward, but maybe someone can come forward and we can come together and protect each other..."

She was caught up in the memories, her eyes staring blankly at a blur in the distance, "I found a lot of people through their paintings in public exhibitions, paintings sold on the black market, industry circles, student circles, and indirect inquiries, and Some chance coincidences - like meeting you. But in the end, no one is willing to stand up... I have no right to blame others, because I am also one of the people who can't stand up."

Xu Budie was speechless.Ask yourself, can I stand up?Not counting his own influence, even the slightest resistance last time caused Lao Cheng and him to pay an unbearable price.He had to say that he actually understood her choice.There are many things in life that are worth cherishing and pursuing, and ideals and pursuits that are worth spending energy on, but the harm caused by that person can never become the main theme of entanglement in life.but--

"Then do you feel that you have crossed it now? Looking back at the act of collecting so desperately back then, don't you feel...a little silly?"

Tong Ranran covered his chest and smiled as if he was hurt:

"Haven't you heard my new song? It seems that I'm not popular enough...Isn't I singing in the lyrics? Whether it's drifting and gliding gracefully, or rolling over with my head on the ground and bleeding... The past is the past, and there is a stage in life that has to be done. I worked hard at that stage, no matter what the result is, I don’t regret it. And now I am also working hard, and I can’t let the shadow of the past dominate my life again.” She looked at him, "So, the day Mr. Cheng found me because of that painting, I thought, what a coincidence, I haven't found the same victim as me for a long time, you look like The me at the time. If I had such a person who loved me, supported me, and stood behind me all the time... maybe I wouldn't be so bloody, and I could give a more beautiful answer to that period of youth Bar."

The door rang twice abruptly: "Teacher Tong! Get ready!"

She stood up and put on her shoes, straightened her skirt: "I'm sorry, it was just a talk, but I let you listen to me nagging for a long time."

"No..." Xu Budie hurriedly said, "That...you want me to give a different answer...do you? You also want this matter to have an ending in the end. A period."

Tong Ranran's movements paused, and she re-examined the young man in front of her again, and she found that he was different from her; the scars did not make him timid, gloomy, and timid, it only made him stronger.

"I also have an unfeeling request." Xu Budie said earnestly, "I want the contact information of those people you collected back then."

Tong Ranran paused. "Yes. But the law has no effect on this kind of people, so I guess even if you look for them again..."

Xu Budie's eyes slightly bent: "We are artists, Sister Tong. When I was very young, my father was always away from home, and children always cried when they knew anything; later he brought me an artist horse Carved pony, told me it could take me anywhere I wanted to go. Something magical happened, just holding it to sleep and I never felt lonely or cried. Same thing for the rest of my life , it seems that the lower you are, the more you can feel the powerful power brought by the artwork, which can control emotions, break taboos and empower courage. So I always feel that artists are like knights of the soul."

"Now I'm going to ride that horse to a farther place. I don't want to drag such a heavy burden on the road anymore, and I don't want my companions to slow down for me and miss the scenery; so I must put this matter on the road. At this stage, make a conclusion—since it cannot be done in a legal way, it is also good to use an artistic way.”

Walking out of the backstage, I saw Cheng Zhu waiting there bored from a distance, standing at the butt of the sad cat, and took a marker to write and draw on its almost full body.The originally hairless cat is now covered with all kinds of blessings, confessions, wishes and words of love, "I hope level [-] will pass once", "I hope he loves me too", "We want to be together well!" " Why the only way to relieve worries is to get rich." "We must continue to work hard this year!" "XX and XX are a match made in heaven!"

Those loves and wishes are intertwined, like a thick, colorful and beautiful fur that has just grown.This special installation sculpture art is not complete until here, and the staff is painting some fur-like paints in the gaps; when the main stage in the center of the square is over for a while, everyone can see what makes it regain newborn.

Tong Ranran's voice sounded over the stage: "A friend of mine said, 'An artist is a knight of the soul'. I don't know if I am an artist, but I want to give this song to him and his lover ...If this song has a soul, let it become a knight's long sword, replace me with you, and cut off the regrets of the past—"

Her soft singing voice is not sharp, but it is long and gentle, and there seems to be a steel bone in it, buzzing with unyielding tenacity.

Xu Budie walked up to Cheng Zhu and asked softly, "What did you write?"

"No." Cheng Zhu tried to hide that silly word.

Xu Budie snatched the marker from his hand, scribbled out the first word of "Xiao Xu and Lao Cheng will always be together", and wrote "Old Xu and Lao Cheng will always be together".

Then he threw the pen and clapped his hands: "I'm going to participate in the competition, please lend me the suit."

"...Oh." Cheng Zhu thought of the oolong just now, and peeked at him with a guilty look, and couldn't help laughing after making sure the alarm was lifted. Glued together diagonally, it looks like a person with a capital.