Eros kisses Psyche

On the streets in the downtown area, there is a constant stream of vehicles, sometimes making sharp whistles, slamming brakes when evading, and tires dragging and rubbing on the road.Going forward, a car screamed and almost passed by on the tiptoe; hurriedly retreated, another car honked its horn in a hurry, and quickly rushed from behind, the splitting wind scorched the back.He turned around on the spot, and the traffic on both sides was like a raging tide, squeezing towards him.

He struggled to dodge in this terrifying traffic flow, and suddenly saw a large truck parked in the car river, like an isolated island parked in the middle of the water, and the flowing vehicles separated and closed from both sides of him.One man was trapped on the roof, moving around anxiously.

Hey--

He yelled at the man, waving desperately, but the man didn't see or care.So he went against the flow of traffic, thinking about meeting the man; for a moment the thought overcame his fear, and he made his way through the hesitant traffic.When he was about to arrive, he heard his heart beating wildly in his chest, and he wanted to reach out to the man, saying hello cautiously——Hi, let's go together?Turns out I'm not alone.

But the man suddenly lowered his body, grabbed the iron bar of the rearview mirror on one side, turned over and jumped into the traffic.

! !etc--

He opened his mouth to shout, but the ground under his feet suddenly softened, turning into mud and swamps, dragging his legs and feet down violently.He struggled to swing his arms, paddled and swam in the mud, and wanted to get to the person who jumped down, but his arms seemed to weigh a thousand catties, and every time he swiped, he had to exert all his strength, and he was so anxious. Drenched in sweat, he finally grabbed the man's arm from the mud; his arm was hot.

Procedure--

The man turned around when he heard the sound, but it wasn't Cheng Zhu, what caught his eyes was his father's face.The flesh on the face was bubbling and festering at a speed visible to the naked eye, and pieces of flesh and blood fell off until the bones were visible, leaving a skeleton's head.

"——!!!"

Xu Budie woke up suddenly with a gasp, and he almost choked on his throat while screaming.The surrounding environment is very peaceful and calm; Lele's face is close at hand, and he is spitting bubbles from the corner of his mouth in sleep.

...is a dream.I haven't had a dream for a long time.The mud sank because the bed was too soft, and it was difficult to move the arms because the little ancestor was resting his head on it.On the other side of Lele, Cheng Zhu was asleep. He was sound asleep with his face up, his lips slightly parted, and there was a bit of a sound snoring in his breathing. Naturally, his face didn't change into anyone else.

Xu Budui retracted his hand belatedly and let go, his hand was indeed grasping Cheng Zhu's arm, and his palm was covered with sweat.He carefully sat up again, and moved Lele's chubby legs and head off his body.The father and son were obviously exhausted yesterday, and they didn't wake up after such a toss.Xu Budie watched in a daze as the curtains were blown up by the wind, and the morning sunlight seeped in through the gaps, dyeing the room a soft warm color little by little.

Why... am I here.

correct. ...I escaped here yesterday...

I wanted to find an excuse...a legitimate excuse...to get out of the hospital.

So here I am.

He still remembered that Cheng Zhu led him to the bathroom without hesitation, brought him a new towel, found a set of pajamas, repeatedly emphasized that it was clean because he hadn't worn it much, and explained the fact that the hot water faucet was a little crooked, please don't mind; Then the frosted glass door was closed.All of this is so familiar, although it is not my own bathroom, there is a sense of reunion after a long absence.When the hot water washed over his body, he couldn't help raising his face, and spent the soreness in his eyes in the hot water, thinking that finally, finally, he wouldn't have to use the rough and rough wiping in the public bathroom, or even in the shared water room of the hospital against time. The body is gone, it’s just a frosted glass door, as if suddenly regaining a bit of human dignity.

Different from the mess in the main room, Lele's room was still kept quite clean and tidy, even the toys were put away in different categories, and it was obviously a different world from Cheng Zhu's territory.

Originally thought that sleeping on the sofa at most would be enough, but in the end Lele wanted to sleep with him and listen to him tell stories, and Cheng Zhu also enthusiastically participated in it, probably to make up for what he owed Lele.Lele's bed fully demonstrates the aesthetics of her parents—or her mother. The luxurious four-poster bed that appeared in fairy tales is hung with a bed curtain like that in a prince's palace. The width is also enough for two adults to roll and walk slowly. He couldn't remember which part of the story he was talking about, or maybe it was because the bed was too soft that he fell asleep with his head tilted, and he didn't know if Cheng Zhu and Lele were asleep at that time.

However, judging from the fact that the lights were turned off, Cheng Zhu should be the last one to go to bed.

Xu Budie couldn't help but feel guilty: he said he was here to take care of others, but he fell asleep early, and instead let an injured patient take care of him.But he imagined how Cheng Zhu hopped to turn off the lights, and found it a little funny.Now the elder and younger two are sleeping so hard that they don't know if someone has stolen the house.Thinking this way, Xu Budie tiptoed out of bed.

Even though he dreamed of his father's face after a long time since then, Xu Budie's unshakable biological clock still worked, even the mud of the top mattress could not pull him into the abyss.The time of getting up today was the same as usual. He left a note on the table and went out. He went around the hospital, changed his mother's diaper, turned over, and then entrusted it to Aunt Liu in the next bed. .Aunt Liu was used to it, so she just looked at him in surprise: "Xiao Xu started business so early today?"

After doing all this, they brought breakfast when they returned home. It is unknown whether Cheng and his son are still fast asleep.Xu Budie put the key from Cheng Zhu's trouser pocket on the table, thinking that if I was a bad person, your father and I would sell it to someone and pay back the money.However, he looked around, and there seemed to be nothing worth stealing in this room. Although the ceiling lamp seemed to be expensive, the jacquard curtains seemed to be made by famous artists, and the wall-mounted TV was also a top brand, but no matter how expensive the floor was, as long as there was a row of A cup full of red, orange, yellow, green, blue, purple, and unknown liquid, with a draft on the wall, turned into a bulletin board, the stamen of the crystal chandelier was knocked out, and a few tails of the lamps that were dragged down seemed to be dismantled visibly with the naked eye... Looks like they're not worth the price.

Only the white horse, and the decorations on the chest of drawers are small, no more than the size of a palm.In the midst of all this chaos, the white horse stood alone and seemed to be the most valuable thing in the whole house.

Cheng Zhu had a very satisfying sleep. Perhaps it was the mysterious blood bond between father and son. He could intuitively feel that Lele was by his side, surrounded by his arms, within the sphere of influence, and secretly made up for yesterday. My own inexplicable horror when I realized my child was missing.It's great that Lele is here - not only children have the right to be afraid, I am obviously very scared, but I don't even have anyone to hug and cry with.If one day, I also disappeared in this vast sea of ​​people, who would come looking for me like this?

I'm afraid there is no one there.Will Lele come to see me?He'll probably turn around and look for Mom, and be glad I'm not there to stop him.When he grows up and learns to buy real plane tickets, he will definitely leave me without looking back.

However, I can't cry, I can't scream pain, this is the so-called adult, the adult is like a person who has solidified in the mold, wearing the shell that I carved out of my entire youth.

He looked at his son's chubby, chubby face quietly and almost greedily, thinking that it didn't matter what she took away, but luckily she left you to me.But why am I so stupid?Even this little thing can't be done well; now that I think about it, maybe she wants to see how I can't do well, so as to show her importance and indispensability-this family is supported by her Rong Wanqin, no more She, Rong Wanqin, has no meaning or value of home at all.If I really lost Lele, as I did last night, and I finally had no choice but to call her for help, she would have ten thousand reasons to appreciate my defeat to declare her victory, to prove her conclusion was correct, and then The victor's gesture justifiably took Lele away.

Cheng Zhu was thinking tragically, and it was suitable for some sad music to sound at the right time. Suddenly the door squeaked, and Xiao Xu's head poked in through the crack of the door with the smell of food all over. Without warning, he opened his eyes, and sat up straight—the small brain slammed into the head of Cheng Zhu, who was waiting for a thousand years to observe his son up close and lovingly; Cheng Zhu never imagined that his son was such a The horrifying way of getting up, the two of them bumped into each other hard, screamed and grinned, the sad Erquan Yingyue went downhill at this point, the father and son looked at each other's tearful eyes with four packs of tears in their hands.

Xu Budie, who was standing at the door, was dumbfounded, only to hear Lele blushing and crying: "Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

"It hurts, doesn't it?" Cheng Zhu panicked, "Dad rub it for you, let me see if it's swollen..."

"Smells so good!... Woooooooo... so hungry... so fragrant!!"

Xu Budie couldn't help laughing: "It's right if it smells good, because breakfast is ready! Lele brushes her teeth first, and I'll check after brushing her teeth well. If she passes the brush, she can eat!"

Lele cheered for a while, and had breakfast at home after brushing her teeth!How long has it been like this!He didn't feel any pain in an instant, left his father with the same swollen forehead, and happily went to brush his teeth.

Fortunately, Xu Budie still had some conscience, so he came to help him get off the ground. "How are your feet feeling today?"

Cheng Zhu stared at him wearing a gift apron from a supermarket that he found out from nowhere, and he really smelled so fragrant that it made his index finger twitch, so he was stunned.

"Are you so complicated and grand this early in the morning?"

"I was appointed with this honor, but I accidentally fell asleep yesterday. Isn't this a quick and positive way to express the three fires of the new official's appointment, for fear that the job will not be kept." Xiao Xu looked at himself, "Is it complicated? Is this grand? I will clean it The gift for buying rice that I dug out from the cabinet in the kitchen has not been opened yet."

"You still cleaned the kitchen? You have to clean the kitchen after breakfast, isn't that grand?" Cheng Zhu was shocked, and smiled after thinking about it last night: "Last night, Lele fell asleep first. In a second Infected." He stepped on the ground to try, "Hey, the pain is not so much today, and the swelling seems to have disappeared a lot. I'm lucky that I didn't hurt the bones. I still have a lot of work to do."

"Then why do you think about jumping from such a high place?"

"At that time, people couldn't think of anything in their minds, it was blank, and they followed their instincts. I didn't even know that I jumped off..." Cheng Zhu thought to himself, he didn't even feel the pain until he finally found it. Lele, the pain just rushed up like an anesthetic.

"You went into traffic and almost got hit."

He didn't notice the tone in Xiao Xu's words: "I was just thinking about stopping the car—"

"What will Lele do if something happens to you?"

Xu Budie's words were unconsciously heavy, and when he blurted out, he already felt that something was wrong. Seeing Cheng Zhu's surprised eyes, he hurriedly apologized, "...I'm sorry."

Cheng Zhu didn't feel angry: "...You're right. Thinking about it now, I, I can't take care of myself, and I certainly can't take care of my children. Whenever I encounter problems, I get into it, stick to the horns, and live by myself In this world, it’s good to be an artist, but you can’t do that when you’re a parent, the parent’s world should be bigger, at least it should be able to support and accommodate the whole world of the child, right?”

"Don't ask me if I'm right, how do I know, I have no experience as a parent."

"But you are also a child. I just want to know what the child thinks and what kind of parents he wants, but Lele doesn't tell me."

Xu Budie paused.An answer rolled in his mouth, and he couldn't help blurting out: "The child...of course is the parent who wants to be by my side forever."