Eros kisses Psyche

When it was over, he turned his head and got angry, Xu Budu didn't speak all the way, but he insisted on driving the car to the door, and when he entered the door without making a sound, he just slammed his head into the room.

Cheng Zhu didn't chase after him, but just took out the box of ice cream, found a spoon and studied it to see how best to dig out the two villains.

After a while, Xiao Xu came out and changed into a set of light-colored clothes that looked warm and velvet. His ankle trousers were rolled up crookedly, and his hair was messy because he was dressed in a hurry. It's a little smaller; holding a few dolls in one hand, and a half-human-high cuddling rabbit in the other hand. The rabbit has a long sausage body and a pair of short legs dragging on the ground, looking very reluctant.

These were probably taken from Lele's room. After all, they both slept together these days, and Xiao Xu also took some changes of clothes and put them in Lele's room.The styles of his clothes are all new and fashionable, and they are in line with his actual age. It can be seen that before all this happened, he should be just an ordinary young man from a wealthy family.

Cheng Zhu sighed so distractedly in his heart, but Xiao Xu couldn't hear him; he was shaking until now, although he tried his best to drive back without crashing the car, the first thing he did was to change his clothes know who did it...

This guy did it on purpose!

Xu Budie calmly threw the doll in his hand, and threw it at Cheng Zhu.

"Ouch!"

Cheng Zhu jumped up to avoid two, but was hit on the head by the third one, and was caught again just as he walked around the coffee table. When he waved it, a whirlwind smashed like a rolling pin, forcing him to run into the garden, hid among the debris and begged for mercy with a half-smile and a half-coward: "I was wrong, I was wrong... Hero, please forgive me... "

"You're right, but I'm just mad."

Xiao Xu stood at the entrance of the porch leading to the garden, holding his "sword" in a dignified manner, but what he said did not match his image at all: "Forget it, come back, it's cold outside."

Cheng Zhu's heart warmed up, as soon as his head appeared, the rabbit's stick was waiting for the opportunity, and it came down with precision.

"Ow!"

He took this stick firmly, and simply put the two legs of the rabbit in his arms, controlled the "weapon" and did not let go, so he and Xiao Xu dragged the long rabbit one by one to wrestle, and you walked eastward. He walked west, always in a straight line, as if the sausage waist was pulled out by the two of them.

"You let go!"

Cheng Zhu looked at him angry and aggrieved, now wrapped in the soft environment and clothes, and holding such a rabbit that looked ferocious but actually harmless, he looked extremely cute and Being stupid, all the messy things in my heart opened the lid of my heart and leaked out.

I'm a freak... hopeless... he looks like he's about [-] or [-] years old...about the same age as my group of students...

But the expression on his face betrayed him, and the corners of his mouth were wide open, and he almost wanted to hang it on his ears.

"You're still laughing!" Xiao Xu finished venting and gave up. He didn't know what to do with Cheng Zhu. He let go of the rabbit and disarmed. , It seems that the hair that exploded all over the body is fluffy and fatigued at this time.He covered his forehead and eyes with his hands.

Cheng Zhu didn't dare to laugh anymore, and carefully sat next to him, the two of them squeezed side by side on the sofa with messy clothes, it was a little funny.Not daring to get too close, after thinking about it, he sandwiched the big rabbit that was brutally murdered just now between the two of them.

"Uh, let me say it now, I really mean nothing else when I say that, it's just the literal meaning... Is there still time?"

It’s okay if he didn’t say anything, but when he said, he set the firecrackers on fire:

"I know, don't you just want to tell me that I didn't cross it at all... I'm not as strong and indifferent as I thought... I know it too! Can't you pretend that you don't know? As long as it's ordinary, put Forget about it, it will be fine after a while!"

Cheng Zhu looked at him, took off the wrist that was blocking his eyes, sighed, and said word by word: "If you keep doing this, leaving the abscess in your heart and not caring about it, it won't happen after a while." Okay. I have more experience than you in this matter, and Lele has more experience than you. We just talked about it in the afternoon. I thought it would be better to leave the wound there. In fact, I was wrong... If you don’t Treat it correctly, it will not be good, it will only get worse, and finally it will be irreparable." He opened the ice cream box, dug and chiseled himself, put the extra material on the lid, and said, "I made a mistake once before, which made many people uncomfortable, and I also felt uncomfortable. This time I don't want to make the same mistake again." This room, this sofa, is like leaving a scar that will never heal.

Xu Budie fell silent. After a long time, he choked out from under his throat like a mosquito: "But I don't want you to see..."

The only thing I don’t want to show you is some broken parts, not-so-beautiful parts, rotten, ugly abscesses, crooked, unsupportable rotten beams, and I want to maintain a glamorous appearance, I want to You will always see only the best of me, as long as you don't expose me, I can always dance perfectly like the villain on the music box... But why do you see such an ugly and dirty part?Why do you want to see it?

The emotions that have been accumulating all the time are like a flood that has opened its gates, and if it breaks through, it can no longer be stopped.

"You clearly know...you clearly know that I love you...you know all about it! Why do you have to...you have to say and do that on purpose to make me fear you and hate you?"

Just now I was trying to be brave and insisted on leading Cheng Zhu to ride a bicycle.In fact, he also knew that since that incident, he was prone to thinking blindly when riding a bicycle, and he went to the wrong intersection several times.In the past, he really liked to take people by bike. At the most, this small broken eDonkey even carried four people, which was "full of big men". At that time, he never thought much about it.

But now it can be said that everything is in danger.If someone leaned too close to him, if he hadn't been mentally prepared, even if he could suppress his physical reaction, his mind would be jolted like an electric shock.

But just now Cheng Zhu insisted on clinging to him deliberately, hugging him in an extremely obscene way, and whispering in his ear what he wanted to hear.Those unrestricted movements seem to say that you allowed me to lean over, you tempted me to ride up, you just want me to cling to you, touch and knead you, hold you tight and let you Can't go anywhere.Obviously I knew he was Cheng Zhu, and I knew I shouldn't be afraid of him, but my heart trembled and convulsed like it was pinched, my spine was scalding hot, and my body broke out in a cold sweat like a fever, but it happened to be someone I liked I said what I wanted to hear, like lime meeting water, nitric acid meeting copper, my body immediately reacted irresistibly, there was no time to stop it, and my pants were in a mess.

They are so close, can the other party not know their own reaction?But Cheng Zhu wanted to finish the role of the villain pervert to the end, as if to punish him for deliberately being brave, just pretending that he didn't know and didn't let go, knowing that Xu Budie was thin-skinned and definitely couldn't open his mouth outside, so the two exchanged each other Stubborn, actually forced him to ride the little electric donkey back in this state.

... No, I can't think about it, the thought of killing someone will kill me.

Cheng Zhu lowered his eyelashes and dug into the frozen ice cream, and said casually, "How do you feel about me?"

The little guy blushed and looked up at him in disbelief.

"Don't look at me like that, how would I know?" Cheng Zhu said with an old-fashioned look, "Someone said he wanted to chase me, but it didn't seem like there was any more after that? I don't know if he gave up, or Lost interest, disappointed, or just something is wrong and maybe it can be cured.”

He continued to dig out the shape one by one with his head down, and continued: "You said it's good to be ordinary, but I don't know what it is like to be ordinary?"

"Is it like we used to be employers, party A and party B, or friends?"

"But I have hope for you." Cheng Zhu said plainly, as if it was a matter of course and there was nothing to hide, "I will think about that when you stay with me. I'm not a saint. But I will also think about your problems, and I will try my best to take care of your feelings, and I will also be afraid of making a mistake. A trial and error on the verge of death. I’m actually not very good at taking into account other people’s feelings, so it’s easy to be self-defeating....Ah, I don’t know if I made it clear...but if you don’t, or don’t mean it , let's be honest and honest now," he paused, his eyelashes cast long shadows under the lamp, his eyes were calm but deep. "Otherwise, one day, I will become very dangerous. I don't want you to hate me or be afraid of me at that time, so you might as well give me a good time."

He finished speaking in one breath, and waited for a long time without seeing a response. When he looked up, the person in front of him looked dazed, as if he was overloaded with too much information, and smoke was rising from his head.

Cheng Zhu felt that such a little guy was still very cute, so he couldn't help but reached out and rubbed the hairy head.He didn't continue to press for a definite answer, but the ice cream had melted to just the right level of softness, so he began to concentrate on sculpting the appearance of the two villains.It's strange to say that this time I didn't even need to draft in my head, as if I was handy and naturally knew what kind of work I should dig out with a spoon.

He scooped up a scoop of extra ice cream and brought it to Xiao Xu's mouth. The young man who was smoking was attracted by the production process of the ice cream sculpture. Obviously, the calculations were completely serialized. At this time, he subconsciously approached and obediently Opening his mouth, he held that bit of ice-sweet milky white between his lips, and rolled it with the bright red tip of his tongue.

Cheng Zhu felt like a bad hunter who lured the sparrow with rice, waiting for it to follow the food step by step into his trap with the upside-down skip basket.

If he kisses him now, he will definitely not even resist, let alone refuse, just let him go straight in.

But that's not right.It's like sometimes trying to get the shape and design out of the way, maybe the result is not bad, but I always feel that there is something less interesting, not up to the kind of natural craftsmanship, at best it can only be said to be ingenuity transport.

In fact, I am not such a person who pursues perfection, especially after witnessing many imperfections in life; no matter how famous an artist is, his works are bound to be full of Party A's requirements, others' pickiness, and death. The coercion of the line, or the talent that is about to be drained, is exhausting and boring.

It is impossible for every work and every relationship to be perfect and perfect.

He lowered his eyes, suppressed the restlessness and stasis in his heart, and handed a spoon to Xu Budie who was still in a daze:

"Don't think about it. Come together, try?"

Xiao Xu didn't refuse as usual, but nodded and took the spoon.Cheng Zhu had already made a basic large scale on the soft ice cream, and the two moved one after the other without speaking, but there was no embarrassment, as if this kind of silence reunited the two of them.There are only intimate breathing sounds one after another in the room, the mellow rum-flavored milk fragrance gradually evaporates with the thawing, and the air is a little quiet and intoxicating.

Unexpectedly, as if they could read each other's thoughts, they cooperated seamlessly. Although the technique was a bit jerky, it was not intended to carve such a detailed work.

Cheng Zhu has never cooperated with others so smoothly; there is no need to discuss, talk, or even make eye contact. What they see in their hearts is the same picture, and they think about the same scene.His heart was pounding, his eardrums were humming and hurting, there was a kind of enthusiastic, flustered and impatient emotional accumulation, and even his blood became hotter than ever before.He has created countless works in his life, but none of them... none of them brought such a wonderful and joyful feeling, like those thick bronze sculptures, wood sculptures, glass steel, and even For the reinforced concrete works, it is not as good as this moment. He and he are under the soft light of the living room. It takes only a few minutes, even carving and delivering it to his mouth, half eating and half carving into an impromptu sketch of ice cream that will melt at any time .

It was a snow-covered roof, and there were snow-filled and crumbling pine trees beside it; two small people with no wrinkles in their clothes were sitting on the roof, cuddling tightly together.

Xu Budie's spoon was hanging in the air, and he hesitated for a long time, not knowing where to make the last stroke.He pointed to one of the villains, and hesitantly said to Cheng Zhu: "Can you make it turn its head away? Just... look at the other one."

"Just watching?"

"...for me...secretly...kiss him."

The person who spoke was curled up, his toes digging on the edge of the sofa.

Cheng Zhu lightly tapped on the cheese, and the little man seemed to come alive. As expected, he turned his head and raised his round head and jaw, his spirits were high, as if he had come to life in an instant.

Almost at the same time, there was a piece of softness quickly attached to his cheeks and lips, like those white-headed snowflakes that just outside just fell and melted, leaving only cold and hot.