The daydream of a salted fish stand-in

He was dazed for a long time before he found his reason, tried not to look so groggy in front of Mrs. Gu, and asked calmly, "Where did you see that?"

Yan Zhiqiu seemed emotionally still not calm, so he didn't rush to reply to his words. Mrs. Gu knew that the brothers and sisters had something to say, and she had a lot of time here, so she exchanged a veiled look with Aunt Zhang and said gently: "You brothers and sisters are here Let’s have a good chat, and we won’t bother you.”

After all, the two of them left the living room one after the other, giving up the space to the poor siblings.

As soon as the person left, Yan Suiyuan's tense nerves were relieved a little. He walked to Zhiqiu and sat down next to him, and asked calmly, "Did she look for you?"

Yan Zhiqiu wiped away tears, nodded silently, choked up for a while before speaking: "She has gone to school."

No. [-] Middle School is so big, Feng Min couldn't just pass by occasionally, she must have inquired a long time ago that Zhiqiu would go to the school to confirm the signature today, so she deliberately waited for her there.

But Yan Suiyuan didn't understand why she pestered them so persistently.

Back then she walked simply, letting their father and son cry so loudly in the yard without looking back, as cruel as if made of stone, now that so many years have passed, the life between him and Zhiqiu has become peaceful, even It was getting better and better, but she, who had been ignoring them all the time, jumped out again, what was she trying to do?

She should also know that it is impossible for them to accept her anymore, and there is no hope of returning to continue to play the role of a mother, and he has repeatedly warned her not to bother her again, why do she have to cross the line again and again?

Yan Suiyuan didn't want to know Feng Min's thoughts, even if she sincerely regrets all these years now, it won't help.

The time when he needed her most as a child was over, and now he didn't need another figurehead mother in his life.

But Zhiqiu was different. She was still too young when her mother left her, and she had never seen her resolutely leave her back, and had no memory of living with her mother. For her, the word mother contained far more kindness than being abandoned. More to come, she longed for maternal love.

This point is completely different from Yan Suiyuan, which is why Yan Suiyuan feels bitter. He may not want Feng Min, but he has to care about Zhiqiu's feelings.

What if Zhiqiu needs it?

"What... what do you think?" Yan Suiyuan gripped the hem of his clothes, and softly asked the girl beside her who kept her head down and kept silent.

Yan Zhiqiu shook her head first, then raised her head, revealing her tear-stained face. She stared at her brother for a long time before saying, "I don't know."

"She said she missed us very much."

Yan Suiyuan couldn't help showing a sarcastic sneer, although he didn't want his sister to see his ugly face, but he just couldn't help it, "Really?"

Yan Zhiqiu sniffled, and slowly leaned on his shoulder, "I didn't believe what she said."

"If she really loves us, why didn't she come back and take a look these years?"

Listening to her whispering to herself, Yan Suiyuan held her shoulder tightly and did not speak.

"I just don't understand. Since she doesn't love us, why did she come here again, why did she call my name in such a friendly tone." Zhiqiu choked up again when she said this, "I miss her in my dreams, but She never came back."

Yan Suiyuan can fully understand Zhiqiu's mood, he was also so contradictory back then.While blaming his mother for abandoning him, he kept finding all sorts of good reasons to excuse her departure, imagining that one day when his mother came back, he would secretly look at her while ignoring her, so that he would be hurt all these years. Vent your grievances.

But this kind of thought gradually dissipated in the hopeless waiting as time passed and as he grew up.

That process was not beautiful, it could even be described as painful, it was the experience of a child's most innocent and beautiful dreams being shattered one by one, Yan Suiyuan didn't want Zhiqiu to go through such a experience.

So he didn't say anything, just stayed silent with Zhiqiu.

At night, he hugged his quilt to sleep in Zhiqiu's room, and made a floor not far from her bed.The siblings haven't slept in the same room since Zhiqiu was in elementary school. It can be seen that Zhiqiu's mood is not stable now, and she really hopes that her brother can accompany her.

The two brothers and sisters were separated by a certain distance, lying up and down separately. The lights in the room were not turned on. Except for the slight sound of the air conditioner, they could hear their own heartbeats quietly. Neither of them spoke, but neither fell asleep.

Zhuo Yangbing worriedly stopped outside the door a few times, thinking whether to knock on the door to ask a few words, and worried that Zhiqiu would be frightened, so he hesitated and refused to leave.

Finally, he took out his mobile phone and sent a WeChat message to the people inside.

Yan Suiyuan held the mobile phone, looked at the message from Zhuo Yangbing, turned his head and saw the shadow in the dimly lit corridor outside the door, and suddenly felt a little comforted psychologically.He dimmed the phone screen, and carefully replied to his message, telling him not to worry, and go back to sleep quickly.

As soon as I sent the message, I received a reply within seconds.

'With no one to hug me on the bed, I can't sleep o(╥﹏╥)o. '

Yan Suiyuan stared at the emoji at the end of the sentence for a long time, wondering whether to laugh or cry, who did he learn these things from, and it didn't match his status as the overlord.

'Ba is always not allowed to act cute. '

After a few more seconds, Zhuo Yangbing replied.

'Hang Xing said that it would make me look kinder. '

Yan Suiyuan was extremely helpless, sometimes Zhuo Yangbing's mind was really unpredictable, and he didn't know he was being tricked.

He sighed softly, got up and opened the door to go out, there was a homeless man standing outside the door.

Zhuo Yangbing's eyes lit up when he saw him.

"I have to stay with Zhiqiu tonight, she...is not emotionally stable." Yan Suiyuan whispered, "Just one night."

Of course, Zhuo Yangbing didn't want to disturb the rare time that brothers and sisters spend together, and he also knew that Zhiqiu must be very sad now, but he was actually worried: "I didn't mean that, is Zhiqiu okay? My mother said she didn't even eat dinner , for fear that she would be hungry."

"It's fine if you don't eat once in a while." Yan Suiyuan replied in a low voice, "I'll comfort her tomorrow."

Zhuo Yangbing frowned, even though he was wearing a nightgown, he still did not hide his aura, and said unhappily: "Feng Min is going too far, I will find a way to solve it."

It's not that he never thought about dealing with her, but although the original family's vitality has been greatly damaged, the foundation is still there. Feng Min said that she is also the wife of Yuan Zhi Qingming's medium, and it is not easy for him to target her on the surface. After all, they are mother and son related by blood. , his targeting behavior will more or less bring Yuanyuan and Zhiqiu into trouble.

"Thank you." Yan Suiyuan sighed, "But I want to solve this matter myself, is that okay?"

Zhuo Yangbing disagreed: "Your business is my business, why can't I take care of it?"

"Because you can't control it." Yan Suiyuan said softly, "She and I...are related by blood after all. No one can deny this, and outsiders can't interfere."

Zhuo Yangbing didn't like the word "outsider" he said, but he also knew that it wasn't the time for him to be a monster. Yuan Yuan seemed to be soft-spoken and soft-spoken, but when the critical moment came, no one could shake his mind.

Since he said he wanted to solve it by himself, Zhuo Yangbing didn't care too much, for fear that he would get angry, but he still didn't forget to tell him: "Yuanyuan, if... I mean, if."

"You must not mess up when you hear something bad in the future. No matter what terrible things she tells you, you must hold on."

"Remember me at all times, call me, and I will come as soon as possible."

Zhuo Yangbing couldn't express his guess, after all, it was something that had not been verified, Jian Li hadn't found out the results of the investigation yet, in case his deduction was wrong, speaking rashly might lead to an irreparable situation .

Yan Suiyuan chuckled, "Of course, how could I be influenced by her again."

"She's just a stranger to me."

With his guarantee, Zhuo Yangbing was relieved, and under Yan Suiyuan's repeated urging, he reluctantly pressed him and kissed him for a while, and went back to the room contentedly.

Yan Suiyuan carefully closed the door and lay back, staring at the dark ceiling with his eyes open, and gradually made up his mind.

Since Feng Min refused to give up, he took the initiative to find her and talk to her about whatever she wanted, as long as she stopped disturbing Zhiqiu and quit their lives forever.

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The next day, after Yan Zhiqiu woke up, she returned to her usual appearance. Although Mrs. Gu was worried, she couldn't say much. After all, it was her family's business. She wasn't even a neighbor, so she couldn't intervene. Keep giving her food and let her eat more.

After breakfast, Yan Suiyuan said that he had something to go out, and asked Aunt Zhang and Mrs. Gu to take care of Zhiqiu, and took a taxi to the agreed place by himself.

He got up in the morning and sent Feng Min a message, asking her to meet at a certain coffee shop, explaining everything at once, he was fed up with this kind of life.

At ten o'clock sharp, Yan Suiyuan finally arrived at the coffee shop, and Feng Min was already there.

"Yuan Yuan." She stood up slowly, and looked at him timidly, afraid that he would say harsh words.

Yan Suiyuan ignored her. He sat down and asked the waiter for a glass of juice. After she left, he looked at her coldly and said impatiently, "I didn't ask you out to catch up with the past, so don't talk nonsense to me."

"Why did you go to Zhiqiu?"

Feng Min sat down awkwardly, touched the glass in his hand awkwardly and explained: "I just want to see her."

"Are you qualified?" Yan Suiyuan sneered disdainfully, "You lost this right more than ten years ago. To her, you are a stranger."

Every word he said pierced Feng Min's heart like a needle, but she also knew that she deserved it. When she left, she should have thought of today's consequences, and there was nothing to be wronged. She pulled herself together and said with a wry smile: "I know, I'm sorry for you."

"Over the years, I have also suffered retribution."

Yan Suiyuan said coolly, "You deserve it."

Feng Min was taken aback for a moment, then lowered his head and chuckled.

"Yes."