The daydream of a salted fish stand-in

Time flies, and it's already July.

Yan Suiyuan now tries not to go out as much as possible, because the sun outside is too hot, as long as a person stands under the sun for a few minutes, it seems that he will be sunburned. In this weather, only those who risk their lives will carry the scorching sun Work.

So how did that sentence go...

From thrift to extravagance.

In the past, life was hard, Yan Suiyuan had to wash the car and hand out leaflets at [-] degrees in the summer in order to support his family, but he didn't think it was really that difficult. Although it was hot and his eyes were dim, he was reluctant to buy an ice cream to satisfy his cravings.

But now that someone is hurting him, Yan Suiyuan gradually can't recall the pain before, and gradually adapts to such a leisurely life.

If it goes on like this, I really can't do without it, Yan Suiyuan lowered his head and poked the soft flesh on his belly and sighed silently, Zhuo Yangbing reluctantly kissed him here before his business trip in the morning, not to mention his belly Cute love.

Although Yan Suiyuan felt that he was about to be raised and disabled, Zhuo Yangbing didn't think so. He still thought that Yuanyuan didn't have a lot of meat on his body, and his hug was not round. Yan Suiyuan was dumbfounded by him, but secretly I feel sweet in my heart.

He made up his mind that as long as Zhuo Yangbing still wanted him, he was willing to stay by his side forever.

Perhaps it was because the past 20 years were too pitiful. Zhuo Yangbing is working hard to compensate him. He is willing to buy him anything delicious and delicious. He doesn’t need to reach out for anything at home. Give him something delicious.

Maybe Zhuo Yangbing himself likes to eat some sweet things, so he also wants to share it with Yan Suiyuan, hoping that he will really be happy.

Yan Suiyuan felt that he was so used to heaven, he sat at the table flipping through a book with an ice cream in his mouth, and remembered what Zhuo Yangbing said to him before he left in the morning.

Although Yan Suiyuan didn't think there was anything wrong with him, Zhuo Yangbing seemed to believe that his mental state was abnormal and always tried to persuade him to see a psychiatrist. Treat it like a patient.But Zhuo Yangbing's attitude didn't look like a joke, and even Si Yuanyuan said similar words from time to time, and they seemed to agree that he should see a doctor.

Why do they all think I'm sick?

Yan Suiyuan couldn't figure it out, and remembered that day when he went out with a knife in his pocket, he once said to Jiayu that he saw himself on the side of the road, as if he saw a murderer who was about to commit murder.

He raised his hand and sent a message to Chi Lang. Chi Lang had already graduated and got a regular quota in the internship company, but he didn't plan to stay. He said he would come home after a while and find a job as a reporter in this city. To accompany his only friend.

He wanted to ask Chi Lang if he was really abnormal.

He was taking notes while eating, and after sending the news, he planned to continue to brush up on the questions, but at this moment, he received a news push, and his title, which he didn't pay much attention to at first, attracted his attention, so he clicked on it to read.

The news said that the eldest son of Yuan's family had an accident abroad.

Yuan Jie got into trouble before and was sent abroad for asylum, but his life was more luxurious than in China. He was photographed by reporters several times in the bar late at night.

And just last night late last night, he once again drove home without listening to dissuasion after getting drunk in a bar. He had an accident on the road and hit the guardrail at a very fast speed while crossing the bridge. He fell out of the bridge and fell into the water. When he was found People are dead.

Yan Suiyuan quickly finished reading the news, and there was no turmoil in his heart. He and Yuan Jie had no enmity, and it was his own fault. No one else could blame him. His life and death had nothing to do with him, so he calmly turned off the phone , I buried myself in the book as if I hadn’t seen it.

The next day, he just received a call from the street office, informing them to move as soon as possible, because the government will soon demolish the house.He was very satisfied with the amount of compensation negotiated at the beginning, and Zhuo Yangbing played a great role in helping the lawyers he found, helping them get a considerable amount of compensation as much as possible.

So Yan Suiyuan quickly took Zhiqiu back to his home. The brother and sister were packing up the things to be taken away in the old house. Zhuo Yangbing originally wanted to send someone to help, but he refused.They don't have a lot of things, as long as there is a car downstairs, they can be moved soon, without the labor of so many people.

Besides, it's not easy for Jian Li, so let him rest on a hot day.

Yan Suiyuan bought this old house when he was in elementary school. At that time, Feng Min had just left for more than a year. Yan’s father did not forget to take care of his brother and sister even in the disappointment and pain. He sold the house in order to allow his children to study in the city. Xiaoyanglou bought this house with a bank loan.

Although the house looks simple and dilapidated now, it was still very good more than ten years ago. At that time, few rural people could buy a house in the city, and Papa Yan was young and promising, and there are many memories here.

Yan Suiyuan tidied up the things in the house, looked up and saw the graffiti on the wall when he was a child, and his movements slowly stopped.

He still remembers that he was only seven or eight years old at that time, but the shadow of losing his mother was always lingering in his heart. When he first moved here, he would lie on the window and look downstairs every day, worrying that if his mother didn't know that they moved, he would not find it when he came back. What about the way home, so he took a colored pen and drew a long road on the wall, as if this would let his mother know the way back.

Thinking about it now, I was really too stupid at that time, and I didn't understand the lonely expression that my father showed behind his back.

Yan Zhiqiu came out of the house, found some beautiful candy wrappers, and came to show him with a smile: "Brother, look, these candy wrappers are things I liked when I was young, so my father put them away!"

When I was a child, Yan Zhiqiu liked to eat sweets very much. All the children loved it. But at that time, Yan’s father’s fish pond suffered a loss and had to sell it at a loss. It was difficult for him to find a job in the city to support his siblings. The economic conditions were not as good as before, so he could only occasionally buy some sweets. Feed them hungry.

Girls like brightly colored and shiny gadgets. Yan Zhiqiu has no extra toys, so he collects those beautiful candy wrappers, flattens them one by one with a whetstone, and then carefully puts them in a small box and hides them .But when she grew up, she gradually forgot about it. If she hadn't moved to clean up today, she wouldn't have known that her father had hidden this small box in the gap under the headboard of the bed.

Yan Zhiqiu stroked those candy wrappers that were still bright after many years, and the smile on his face slowly dissipated: "Brother, I miss Dad."

"If this place is demolished and we all move out, will Dad not be able to find his way home during the Ching Ming Festival?"

Yan Suiyuan's heart tightened, and he hurriedly said, "No, we will go to Dad's grave and burn paper to tell him when we have time, and he will know about our move."

Yan Zhiqiu was very coaxing, and felt relieved after hearing his explanation.

Seeing his younger sister turn around and continue tidying up things, Yan Suiyuan sat on the sofa but started to be in a daze. He looked at the packed cardboard boxes piled up everywhere in the house, and felt a lot of melancholy and sadness in his heart, which probably happens when people move. Facing the home that once depended on for a living, there will be feelings of reluctance.

Yan Suiyuan remembered everything in this house, the stories that happened in every corner, and what his father looked like when he was alive here. Now that they are moving away, he thinks of many things about his father's life.

Anyone who knows Papa Yan will almost agree that he is an excellent person, so good that there is not even a single person who has a grudge against him.He is always so gentle and quiet, he doesn't like to fight with others, and he is not used to being mean to others. Even though Feng Min betrayed his promise and abandoned his husband and son, and suffered so much suffering these years, he never said anything about her outside Even a bad word.

He always used to swallow all the hardships and pains silently by himself, and then sat in front of the windowsill smoking a cigarette in countless late nights and thinking about his thoughts.

In Yan Suiyuan's memory, his father never lost his temper because of anything. This Zhiqiu has completely inherited his characteristics, the same gentle and quiet, the same kind and innocent, no one in this world would dislike them, if not That accidental car accident, if Dad is still alive, then everything will be different.

Yan Suiyuan buried his head in his knees sadly. In fact, it was not only Zhiqiu who had been there for so many years, he also missed his father very much, but he didn't dare to say it out, fearing that he would collapse at any time.

Now that they are moving, the memories of life here will no longer exist, and the traces of his father's life will be erased. Yan Suiyuan has no choice but to move forward even if he is reluctant.

It took the brother and sister a few hours to sort out the things in the house. Some old appliances were no longer needed, and they called people to collect and sell them. All the things that could not be taken away were piled downstairs, and anyone who wanted them could take them. go.

What they can take away are personal and commonly used things, including clothes, books, photo albums, and the relics left by Father Yan. There are only six cartons in total. The small house in my house was empty in an instant, and I could even hear a little echo when talking loudly inside.

Yan Suiyuan checked every room carefully to make sure there was nothing missing, and stood quietly in the living room for a while, when her aunt called and blamed her for not letting her come to help in advance, Yan Suiyuan said with a smile while holding the phone : "Auntie, I can do it by myself, there are not many things."

"Then where do you live?" My aunt was worried, "The house has been demolished, have you found a place to live?"

"I found it." Yan Suiyuan told her with a smile, "The house now...is big and bright, don't worry."

He still didn't dare to take the initiative to talk about Zhuo Yangbing's matter with his aunt, and wanted to find a suitable time to tell her, so as not to scare her again.My aunt was very happy to hear that the new house was very big, and she said that she would go to see them after she finished her work and let him take care of herself.

After hanging up the phone, Yan Suiyuan stood in the room, silently saying goodbye for the last time.

Yan Zhiqiu walked over to hold his hand, he turned his head to look at Zhiqiu with a smile and frowned, and said softly, "Let's go."

They stepped out of the house where they had lived for more than ten years. Yan Suiyuan closed the door skillfully, inserted the bunch of keys into the keyhole for the last time and locked it, and took his sister's hand to go downstairs step by step.

The sun outside was still very hot, the car started, and slowly drove away from the old community. Yan Zhiqiu lay by the car window and quietly looked back at the old house that was getting farther and farther away.

She knew they would never come back.