The daydream of a salted fish stand-in

This meal was very quiet, Yan Suiyuan took the initiative to clear the table after eating, and said softly: "Mr. Zhuo, then I will go back first."

Zhuo Yangbing didn't say anything this time, and let him leave after slightly nodding, probably because he was a little sleepy, and he might have a lunch break later.

Yan Suiyuan didn't dare to delay for a moment, and took the empty lunch box and sat down from the elevator again. The sun outside was still warm, and he was drowsy in the car, feeling more and more that he had gradually adapted to this kind of laziness life.

He wanted to find something to do, but now his actions are restricted, and he can't go anywhere without the consent of the benefactor. Being bored, he helped Aunt Zhang to share more than half of the housework, otherwise his body would grow hairy. up.

After returning to the villa, he also went back to his room and took a nap. This is a new habit he has developed recently. Aunt Zhang also said that taking a nap is good for his health.He didn't feel it when he was busy with work before, but after he really developed the habit of taking a nap every day, he realized that it was really comfortable. After waking up, he could keep his mind refreshed all afternoon, which was much better than feeling dizzy and confused.So he slowly began to like to take a nap, and sometimes even dreamed.

It's just that sometimes the dream is not good, he somehow dreamed about the day his father died.

If there was no car accident that year, Yan Suiyuan could have entered high school as smoothly as most of her classmates.Although his grades are not as good as Zhiqiu's, he always takes the first place in his grade, but he is good enough, more than enough to go to a key high school.It's a pity that just two months before the high school entrance examination, Yan's father unfortunately had a car accident, and the driver of the garbage truck escaped at that time. At that time, road monitoring was not fully popularized, so they could not find the perpetrator to compensate.

Because he was discovered and treated too late, Father Yan's legs lost the ability to walk forever, and he could only lie on the bed all day long and needed someone to take care of him. Relatives managed to scrape together money to pull him back from the death line, but that At that time, there was nothing left in the house.

In order to replace the lack of labor, Yan Suiyuan was forced to take a break from school and go out to work. Fortunately, the school organized a donation after learning about his incident, and helped him get his diploma smoothly.

But even this is not enough. Although Yan’s father survived and came back, the follow-up treatment still requires a lot of expenses. Even if Yan Suiyuan works day and night, it is still a drop in the bucket, and the money he earns is far less than the medical expenses he spent. many.

What is even more desperate is that Yan's father was diagnosed with femoral head necrosis at that time, which was not fatal but cost a lot of money. Yan Suiyuan was only in his early 16s at that time, and every day he opened his eyes, he was full of various bills. The money was so heavy that he could hardly breathe.

He worked many jobs that year, worked as a boy in an auto repair shop, washed dishes in a restaurant, went to a factory workshop where his fingers were almost cut off, and even handed out leaflets on the side of the road, but the money he earned was never enough. He couldn't help but squat on the side of the road in the middle of the night and cry with his head in his arms. After crying, he went home as if nothing had happened.

Because there are father and sister who need him to take care of at home, so he forced himself not to fall down.

Once when he was serving dishes in a restaurant, a greasy male customer raised his hand and frivolously touched his buttocks when he was passing by. In a rage, he pinned the plate on the man's head.

In the end, he was slapped twice in public by the lobby manager to make amends to the guests, deducted his salary for the month, and was fired immediately.

That night, on the way home with tears in his eyes, he understood a truth.

The poor are not worthy of dignity, because it may require him to pay a high price, especially for him now, a dime is very terrible.And the price he paid for maintaining his dignity was ten days of work for nothing, which was worth two slaps, and for the next ten days, his family might not even have a meal.

It was also from then on that Yan Suiyuan jumped out of his former student thinking overnight, and no longer felt that he was a top student and a future favorite.He compromised his fate, plunged into the quagmire of the social torrent, and quietly put away his meaningless self-esteem, just like a person who is really struggling to make a living at the bottom.

But even so, fate still couldn't let him go.

On the second day after his birthday, he came back from outside happily. When he was working, he met a good boss, and he paid 200 yuan more in the settlement salary. Yan Suiyuan happily thought about buying some ribs and cooking soup at home. Zhiqiu sleeps and dreams at night Everyone wants to eat meat, so he can finally be generous.

But when he opened the door of the house, he vaguely sensed that something was wrong, the air was filled with the smell of gas leaks, Yan Suiyuan immediately opened all the doors and windows in the house to ventilate, then opened the kitchen door trembling, and saw that he would never forget it in his life scene.

Yan Suiyuan felt that fate seemed to have never been kind to him.

He knew why Dad did it.

The family already owed too much money, and not only could he not do anything for the family, but he had to spend a lot of money on medical treatment. He couldn't allow himself to continue to drag his son and daughter down in this world, so after spending his birthday with his son, the second One day, a person quietly left this world without even leaving a word.

Also from that day on, he and Zhiqiu really became two orphans without father and mother.

In the past two years, Yan Suiyuan resisted every birthday, unwilling to touch the scar.

He opened his eyes and stared blankly at the roof. This was the first time he had dreamed of the day his father died. Although two years had passed, he still felt as if it was yesterday.

It turns out that human suffering is not shifted by time, on the contrary, the longer it lasts, the more unbearable it becomes.

It was already 03:30, Yan Suiyuan lay down for a while and heard the voice of Aunt Zhang downstairs calling him to get up, he quickly packed up his mood, dressed and went downstairs, adjusted a decent smile as usual in front of the mirror before opening door.

The house is very lively today, there are guests coming, Aunt Zhang is entertaining warmly, she likes to have guests.

Yan Suiyuan wanted to go over to help, but when he got to the bottom of the building, he found out... Isn't this group of people the same group of bad friends he met in the clubhouse? ? ?

Unexpectedly, these people saw people coming to the house while watching the excitement.

In fact, things are not as complicated as Yan Suiyuan thought. Zhuo Yangbing and the others would occasionally get together at home, but recently he was too busy to find time to go out for a drink, and they didn't have to inherit the family. The work is too busy, why don't we organize a group to come to Zhuo's house for a meal.

Meeting Yan Suiyuan here, they were not surprised at all, after all, Hang Xing had almost got the trick from Jian Li.

"Hi." Si Yuanyuan smiled at him, and greeted him generously: "Meet you again."

Yan Suiyuan didn't know how to face them better, so he just nodded silently, regretting that he went downstairs so swaggeringly, if he knew that he would not be able to hide upstairs.

He carefully chose a sofa not too far from them to sit on, made up his mind not to speak, and quietly sent a message to the benefactor.

'Mr. Zhuo, some of your friends are here as guests. '

He originally thought it would take him a long time to receive a reply, but he didn't expect that within a minute after the message was sent, the other end would reply.

'Those bastards. '

'Wait. '

He stared at those two sentences for a long time, and couldn't help but see the image of Vice President Zhuo slamming the door angrily and rushing back all the way, and suddenly the corners of his mouth curved.

Si Yuanyuan and the others looked at each other, and they all felt that they were the villains who came to bully others. Yan Suiyuan looked too well-behaved and honest. Compared with them, they didn't know what was good or bad, and the atmosphere turned cold for a while.

Hang Xing was the only girl, she quietly sat beside Yan Suiyuan, unable to hide her great curiosity towards him.

All of them more or less knew Zhuo Yangbing's complex and elusive feelings for Xiang Jiayu. Xiang Jiayu was eight years older than them, and basically they couldn't hang out together, but Zhuo Yangbing was young. I just like to follow behind him, I like this brother from the bottom of my heart, and they all see it.

Back then, Xiang Jiayu left here without hesitation, which was beyond everyone's expectations. Zhuo Yangbing was only 17 years old at the time. It was the most rebellious and impulsive time in the boy's life. They drove him to the airport desperately. But in the end, he couldn't stop Xiang Jiayu.

Zhuo Yangbing cried so hard at the airport, like a big dog abandoned by its owner.

Over the years, they saw that Zhuo Yangbing was alone and his personality was becoming more and more abnormal, and they were not in a hurry, but no matter how they tried to enlighten him or introduce him to suitable candidates, they couldn't open Zhuo Yangbing's quilt. A dog gnaws the same brain.

Xie Wenqian once analyzed that Zhuo Yangbing's love for Xiang Jiayu may not be the kind of love they thought, after all, Zhuo Yangbing's brain has always been weak in the matter of feelings.He is so used to protecting Xiang Jiayu in everything, so he always thought that he was the first in his heart. When Xiang Jiayu left him without saying a word, he felt abandoned by the person he trusted the most. Yes, it was a big blow to my heart.

He was a bad-witted person, and dogs were more open than him. It was just that their friends were in a hurry, but he was not in a hurry, thinking that Xiang Jiayu would come back someday.If you can really come back, how can you not have a phone call or text message in the past ten years?

Hang Xing's sympathy is all sympathy, but he still can't stop complaining in his heart, that fool Zhuo Yangbing actually played the game of raising a substitute, so wouldn't she write those bloody novels based on him all day long? All come true? ? ?

Yan Suiyuan was horrified by her staring. Although Hang Xing was indeed beautiful and cute, anyone who was stared at like this would feel terrified. He hid and hid, so he had to ask her in a low voice: "Are you looking at me?" What?"

"I'm thinking about it..." Hang Xing finally spoke, speaking in an old-fashioned tone, "No matter how you look at it, you and Xiang Jiayu don't look alike at all..."

Yan Suiyuan froze, he didn't expect his identity to be exposed.

According to the routine in the novel, these people should ruthlessly ridicule and make fun of themselves as shameless fakes, right?

Si Yuanyuan laughed loudly at this moment: "Hahahahahahahahaha..."

"What else can this explain? It means that Zhuo Yangbing is not only a fool, but also blind!"

"Hahahahahahaha, maybe he wants to dream up hallucinations from Jiayu?"

"No matter how you look at it, Yuan Yuan is much prettier than Xiang Jiayu, but Xiang Jiayu, that rough guy, what does he think?"

Yan Suiyuan became restless because he looked up and saw someone standing at the door.

The rumored blind benefactor of his family came back and was looking at Si Yuanyuan at the entrance.

That look is no different from looking at a dead person.