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Although I know that Mu Tian has a stubborn temper, I have never discovered that his temper is so stubborn.

Let me spend a lot of effort to pursue it, and I thought I could catch it with my hands.When I was in class, I clung around him to molested him, occasionally expressed my feelings for him, occasionally expressed my resentment for his indifference, spent money and gifts like running water, and almost exhausted all means, but he still didn't care about me.

In his eyes, I was just a speck of dust, often ignored.

Even with my lack of emotional intelligence, my lack of sentience, I still feel confused, sad, and heartbroken.

I decided to ask him myself.

As soon as the get out of class bell rang, he, who was sitting next to me, immediately packed his books and stood up to leave.He is like this every time, never looking at me directly, as if I am some dirty thing and can't bear to look directly at me.

I quickly grabbed his arm.

Mu Tian stood still, and the muscles in his arms that were pulled stiffened immediately.

I twitched the corners of my mouth and said with a dry smile, "Don't go."

Mu Tian didn't speak.

"Go, I'll take you to play and meet friends."

Mu Tian still just stood there without answering.People in the classroom gradually walked out. Although a few people were curious about us who were pulling, but based on the inertia of wanting to leave the classroom after class, few people stopped to interfere with my behavior.

I stood up and pulled him away.

He did not refuse.

I was overjoyed and felt that he was not ruthless to me, so I quickly called to recruit some of my friends.

I was on the phone here, and my hand that held his arm gradually slid down and hesitated at the wrist.

"Where are we going?" I asked absently.

Feeling ruthless in my heart, I moved my palm down an inch.

There was a reply from the other side of the phone, "The old place."

I gave a absent-minded "hmm", and moved one hand down another inch, and slid it into his palm. I bent my five fingers slightly, and held his palm, interlocking my fingers.

He didn't refuse, but his fingers were still stiff. After a while, he relaxed and squeezed back.

The so-called old place, nothing else, is a nightclub.

The lights are red and the willows are green, the friends in front of me are holding a woman in their arms to flirt with, Mu Tianku and I are sitting.

Mu Tian's handsome face, which was originally gentle, began to tense up after sitting for a while.

One of my friends met him and laughed, "Zhao Mingze, I didn't expect that you still have such a friend. It seems—" He dragged his voice for a long time, and said jokingly, "It doesn't seem like that. Like us. Look at this handsome face, look at this stiff look. I said Zhao Mingze," he looked at me, "where did you get such a person, and you two can be friends? Just like you Taste, can you still make friends with such a person?"

He grinned, "Zhao Mingze, you're pretty good."

I was overjoyed, and glanced at Mu Tian, ​​whose expression hadn't changed for the better, and my happy mood was a little depressed, and I turned around and said with a smile: "That's because you underestimated me, if I, Zhao Mingze, didn't have the ability to know people, how many of you would I know? "

As soon as the words came out, everyone laughed.

The friend smiled and said: "Zhao Mingze, Zhao Mingze, I haven't seen you for a few days, you are much smarter." He glanced at Mu Tian, ​​"This must be the credit."

I nodded hastily, "Yes, which green onion am I, naturally Zhuge Liang is waiting behind me."

Everyone laughed again, I was planning to coax Mu Tian to be happy, but my friend motioned me to go out with him, I looked at Mu Tian reluctantly, and had no choice but to go out with my friend.As soon as the door closed, my friend smiled and said, "I said Zhao Mingze, although we have always met and talked in nightclubs, I don't think you have brought those women home. I think there is a problem."

"I ask you," he said solemnly, "are you incapable of women?"

I sprayed, "Chen Xujie, how did you see that?"

Chen Xujie took a puff of the cigarette in his hand, "All these years of drinking and meat friends are not fake, I still can't tell if you have desires for women?" He glanced at the room, "Do you like that person?"

I nodded repeatedly, "You know? Can you help me?"

"Let me tell you," he said jokingly, "men and women are the same, as long as they have sex, they have to cling to you, and they can't drive you away." He stretched out his hand and stuffed it into my hand, "I will When pouring him wine, you put this for him, so you can keep it handy."

I clenched the things in my hand and said in surprise: "Could it be that you are also with men—"

Chen Xujie smiled and said, "I'm a double."

When I went back, although I didn't know the reason, Mu Tian's expression had eased a lot, which made me inexplicably relieved.

Chen Xujie was very helpful, and spared no effort in pouring Mu Tianjiu, and he could make any name out of it.

While Mu Tian was drinking, I secretly stuffed the medicine in my hand into the wine, which was just enough to give him the last glass.

Today I found out that Mu Tian is not a person who can drink. Imagine that he can't even smoke, let alone drink?

Now my cheeks are flushed, and my eyes are slightly confused, which makes me regret it.

How can others see it?That's my Mu Tian, ​​it's just mine!

While regretting, I continued to urge, "Come on, Tian, ​​this is the last drink." I poured the wine and handed it to him, "Cheers to our 16 years of acquaintance!"

Mu Tian was still refusing with his tongue out. Hearing this sentence, something flickered in his eyes, and he suddenly calmed down. He raised his wine glass, "16 years, it turned out to be 16 years," he smiled slightly, " It's hard for you to remember these."

The smile flashed in my heart, and I somehow felt that I had done something wrong. I was about to say that I should not drink this wine, but someone suddenly clapped my hands and said with a big smile: "So you have known each other for 16 years, and you can't do without drinking." Yes, you should drink more."

I looked over to the speaker, and the speaker was Chen Xujie.

I suddenly felt something was wrong, and was about to dissuade Mu Tian from drinking, but Mu Tian raised his wrist, and a glass of wine had already been poured into his stomach.

I was taken aback, Mu Tian drank this glass of wine, his face became redder, and he smiled blankly at me, describing him as very cute.

As soon as he finished laughing, he fell forward, I quickly supported him, and looked down, Mu Tian had already fallen asleep in my arms, as if he had fallen asleep peacefully.

Forget it, if that's the case, then...

I was thinking wildly in my mind when I suddenly heard the phone ringing like thunder.I just woke up from a dream, took it out and looked, the number was dangling, this number, the number of times I have seen in my life, is very few.

This is my mother's number.

I quickly picked it up, and heard the other party say in a businesslike tone, "Excuse me, is Mr. Zhao Mingze Zhao?"

"Yes, I am."

"Your mother suffered a heart attack and has been rescued at XX Hospital. The staff found your contact information from the patient's mobile phone. Please come to the hospital as soon as possible."

Mother?heart disease? !

I was startled, and subconsciously looked at Mu Tian who was still sleeping in his arms.

Although my mother is not close to me, she is still my mother. Even if she doesn't like me, she is still my mother.But Mu Tian...

Suddenly, Chen Xujie laughed and said: "If you have something urgent, if you trust me, why not leave him with me, and bring him back when you come back."

I was overjoyed immediately, "Chen Xujie, good brother!" As I said that, I stuffed Mu Tian in his arms into his arms, and rushed to the hospital as if flying.

XXX

I lay in the water, quietly recalling the past.

My mother has heart disease, and it is congenital, and it is common to go to the hospital from time to time.When my phone flashed my mother's cell phone number, it was often because she had a heart attack.

But I didn't expect my mother to live a very long life, and she didn't show a trace of aging.There are as many lovers as ever.

That day, my mother rescued me and turned the corner. After I went back, Chen Xujie also returned Mu Tian to me, but he didn't know whether it was intentional or not that day, and he didn't even look at me.

That night, I brought Mu Tian to my room, maybe it was because I saw my mother who was very indifferent to me again, and I was in a bad mood, maybe it was because I had hoped for Mu Tian for so long that I didn't want to vent it It's unbearable to come out.

I stripped him naked that night, and I stripped myself naked. I held him in my arms and covered him with a quilt.

Actually I did nothing.

As long as I saw his baby-like sleeping face, handsome, gentle, without sharpness, he didn't show me the slightest contempt.

I can't do anything.

The next morning, when Mu Tian saw me and him naked, although he was shocked, he really seemed to accept such a relationship.

We have become lovers, and we are lovers that everyone admires. The relationship is so good that no one does not envy.

It turns out that after two people have a relationship, it is really possible to go further.Chen Xujie didn't lie to me.

I planned to thank him well, but after that day, he gradually left my sight, and we gradually ceased to be friends.I just secretly sigh occasionally, thinking that this person is not very bad, but he has more ideas and spends more.

Mu Tian pushed the door open, walked to me step by step, and squatted down.

Mu Tian's footsteps are always steady, as slow and steady as the beating speed of the heart, so there is a kind of calming power.

He lifted the water, and the water droplets rolled down my body.

I felt a sense of peace.

His fingers slid down my body, little by little, along the texture of the muscles until they reached something between my legs.

I felt my heart, which could no longer beat, suddenly skip a beat.

He suddenly said: "Zhao Mingze, you must not know that every time I see you, I want to castrate you so much."

I felt my heart beat again.

Mu Tian gently stroked it with his fingers, and the gentler his hand was, the colder his tone became, "Back then, why couldn't you control this thing of yours? How dare you drug me!" As he said, he squeezed hard.

I eat pain.

I just knew that you hate me for drugging you and for having sex with you.

Then why do you still want to be my lover?

Mu Tian, ​​you really hate me so much.

Unexpectedly, he suddenly said: "I don't hate you for wanting to have sex with me..." His face blushed, as if he had remembered something, his originally cold face was slightly gentle, "I don't hate that you want to have sex with me relationship, even me—" He paused and did not continue.

I looked at him in surprise.

Mu Tian's face turned cold suddenly, he gritted his teeth and said, "I just hate, I just hate that you handed me over to Chen Xujie, that scumbag!"

Mu Tian's finger slid between my legs, landed behind me, and inserted his finger in.

I was shocked to feel the pain in my body.

"Zhao Mingze, I hate you. You don't even know what he did to me while you were drugging me!"

"Zhao Mingze, you should die!"

Mu Tian bent down, untied the belt of his clothes, and pressed down on me.