lie guilty

The next day, I learned about Mu Tian, ​​the meaning of his words yesterday.

Compared with my father Zhao Qi, the people Zhao Mingze has offended are far fewer, but with his character, it is inevitable to have enemies.

Mu Tian is impressively on the list.

He is also the enemy of his father!

I vaguely remembered that my dad's room was rarely visited by people, and there was a huge black painting there.There is only black in the painting, from light to dark, daubed on the canvas bit by bit.

I didn't understand the meaning of that painting, so I asked my father.

My father was just silent, picked up a clean towel, and slowly wiped it on the frame of the painting. The clean towel was stained black by dust, but my father wiped it very carefully.

I never saw him wipe the painting with a rag, he just used a spotless towel.

There was another strange thing at home.

There is a white piano in the living room, which is also spotless. It leans against the bed, bathed in the sun, and looks very beautiful.

But no one played at home.No one knows it, except Mu Tian who learned it later.

Speaking of which, when Mu Tian's long and slender fingers danced on this piano, I was so fascinated that I was often criticized by Mu Tian as "Zhao Mingze is a daydreamer".

I don't know what the purpose of this piano is here, is it just for decoration?

Although the cost of this decoration is nothing to the Zhao family.However, the regular maintenance and the occasional tuning give people the illusion that the owner of this piano will come back at any time.

It turned out that these two things actually belonged to the old owners.

Too bad it's dead.

was forced to death by my father.

This person's surname is Mu, and his name is Mu Pingyue.A very meaningful name, the name is just like the person, and he looks very refined in the photo, he looks a bit like Mu Tian.

In the early years, he was a good friend of my dad.They worked hard together, starting from scratch, panning for gold from Shanghai, and then came to Beijing. After several tosses and twists and turns, they finally made a fortune and established Zhao Mu Real Estate. Later, they set foot in many industries. The company gradually grew and became the Zhao Mu Group. .

I always thought that the capital of the Zhao Group was due to my grandfather being a landlord. It turned out that the two of them started from scratch and built the foundation bit by bit.

As the group grew bigger, with more property and more power in its hands, the friendship broke down.

Father and Mu Pingyue often quarreled for a variety of reasons, such as the idea of ​​work, such as the division of labor, such as the division of property, such as shareholding ratio...they could quarrel over anything.

Finally, my father came up with a vicious idea.One day, he got Mu Pingyue drunk, threw him into a brothel, and made him sleep naked with an underage prostitute in his arms.Then a bunch of police were called.

Mu Pingyue was imprisoned for molesting a minor and prostitution.

He was sentenced to life in prison that year.

Mu Pingyue couldn't bear the strong contrast of falling from the sky to the ground, and committed suicide.

When Mu Pingyue's wife heard the news, she couldn't take it anymore and committed suicide by jumping off the building.

I don't know if it was out of guilt or some other psychology, my father brought Mu Tian into the Zhao family to be raised, and he became my servant, my playmate, and my lover.

I was very curious that my father would hold back and watch his son get mixed up with his enemy's son as a homosexual.

It dawned on me that my father's obviously strong and invincible mentality, at certain times, showed a lonely expression.

It's ridiculous that my vague memory and the collective indoctrination of the Zhao family made me think that Mu Pingyue, Mu Tian's father, was his driver and servant.

It dawned on me why Mu Tian hated the Zhao family so much.

hate me so much.

Mu Tian said, that day, I held his hand and wanted to confess my love to him. When I was dating him, he was moved and did not refuse.

I clearly remember that that day, his eyes were so soft and his expression was so warm, as if he was slightly relieved.He didn't refuse, didn't spit out any words that made me unhappy.

The memory is so vivid that it hurts too much.

On that day, Mu Tian obviously planned to forget the hatred, and love me, the son of the enemy, hand in hand, and say goodbye to those memories together.He loves me, he doesn't want to make me unhappy, he is willing to let those things be buried with his parents forever.

But from the day I handed him over to Chen Xujie, everything was ruined.

Everything is ruined.

I drove Yao Jing out of the house, wanting to be alone in the office.I lit a cigarette and put it near my mouth, but because my hands were shaking too much, I couldn't put it in my mouth several times.Finally I gave up and put out the cigarette.

Then I went to work, but my mind was so full that I couldn't concentrate.

In front of my eyes is always Mu Tian in the sun, squinting his eyes slightly, the sun shining on his eyelashes, and the dazzling ring in his hand.

I comforted myself, he accepted, he agreed to my marriage proposal.We could one day go to Holland, America, any gay country to get married and live happily ever after.

I know what he wants, and in a trance, I understand what he wants.

Fame, prestige, power, no no, these are not what Mu Tian wants, he is not interested in taking from others.I know that he resents his father's previous approach. If the merger can't be done, the acquisition is forced.

I know what Mu Tian wants.

I dialed the phone right away, eager to hear his voice.

When he whispered "Hi, hello", I could hardly help but want to see him, hold him tightly in my arms, never let him go, never again.

"Mu Tian, ​​my Tian, ​​do you love me?"

I think I asked too abruptly that Mu Tian was taken aback, "Zhao Mingze, do you have a fever?"

This time, I clearly heard him calling my name, "Zhao Mingze" instead of "Zhao Mingjie".

I couldn't help laughing, "You know?"

Mu Tian's cold voice came, "When you raped me, I knew it."

I touched my nose, "That's not considered rape, it should be considered rape, right? I know that if you know it's me, you won't refuse."

Mu Tian snorted coldly, noncommittal.

"Mu Tian, ​​no matter what, I want to tell you," I said softly, "I love you, I know what you want, and I will give you everything."

"Zhao Mingze, I don't need you to be smart."

I laughed softly, "Mu Tian, ​​no matter what, you are a kind person."

You once gave up revenge for me, Mu Tian, ​​I know how painful you are.I will bear it for you.I still use you, use you so thoroughly, but please forgive me, I am planning for our future.

Sometimes long-term pain is worse than short-term pain, staying together day and night, there must be some price in exchange.

But no matter what, I love you.