Reborn the tamed beast

Gu Shen followed Gu Ziming home, and Gu Ziming didn't say a word all the way. It was obvious that he was very angry, and the blood vessels in his hand holding the steering wheel could be clearly seen.Gu Shen was silent for a long time, not knowing how to break the awkward silence.

Like 'Zi Ming Gu, are you gay?If yes, who do you like? 'How could such a thing be said so easily.

With a hesitant expression on Gu Shen's face, he glanced sideways at Gu Ziming who was in a fit of anger, and then laughed at himself belatedly: "Who does he like is none of your business?"

So, what if the person he likes is himself?

Gu Shen didn't know.

Gu Shen's eyes hurt so much that even with the sunshade sunglasses on, the corneas were rubbed red.I didn't bring any eye drops I needed to use, and now I was accidentally blown by the wind, and I already started to cry.

Just when he felt the pain and couldn't bear it and closed his eyes, Gu Ziming suddenly parked the car on the side of the road and didn't speak. He turned his head and stared at Gu Shen for about 5 minutes before opening his mouth and saying: " Gu Shen..."

With a sigh and a pause, Gu Ziming continued: "You let me down."

"..." Gu Shen closed his eyes and turned his head away from him, worried that the other party would see him crying because of being blown by the wind, so he pushed back lightly, "Why?"

"You still ask me why?" Gu Ziming shook his head and said, "It's fine to contradict the elders, but you still dare to hit people... I didn't ask you to learn karate to make you hit people."

"..."

"...You are really bad." Gu Ziming said with a look of hatred for iron and steel, "How did you become such a virtue?...Has your upbringing been eaten by dogs?"

Gu Shen didn't dare to rub his eyes with his hands. Ordinary paper towels were unhygienic. He felt that his eyes were burning. He didn't have time to argue with him. He paused and said, "——Gu Ziming...my eyes ..."

Then he took off the corrective sunglasses.

Two lines of tears flowed down the pale face.

It was already four o'clock in the afternoon when I came home from the hospital.Gu Ziming didn't bring up the military training with Gu Shen again, and when he got home, he said "don't call me for dinner" and locked himself in the room alone.After returning from the barracks, Gu Shen didn't find a proper opportunity to ask Gu Ziming, but seeing how he was hiding from him, he didn't know how to speak.The man was very busy with his work, and he was supposed to give a speech in Northern Europe today. It is said that he was called back halfway through the speech, which was really unlucky.

Since two years ago, there hasn't been much physical contact between the two, at most they shook hands like friends.In fact, if you can go a step further, such as observing and listening to Gu Ziming's face and heartbeat changes during hugging, you can know what his sexuality is like without asking too much.Even though he thought so, Gu Shen would never do that.Because he hated this kind of physical contact with Gu Ziming.

——It was not like this in my previous life.

Gu Shen's eye disease is called 'nervous paralytic keratitis', which was caused by corneal inflammation that was not resolved when he was young. When he went to the doctor, he wore soft contact lenses, and then took them off at home and replaced them. It is a large amount of eye ointment applied topically.I just feel sticky and look at things that are not normal colors.Back to normal after a day.

For the next three or four days, apart from being able to see Gu Ziming when eating, the man always locked himself in the study for the rest of the time without making a sound.At the same time, the classmates in high school are still in the painful military training, and Gu Shen can take the rare time to devote himself to music.

If you can get a deeper understanding, you will find that Gu Shen's indifference is not due to arrogance.

On the contrary, he just felt inferior.

I don't know if the sound of the exquisite piano flowing through the doors can enter Gu Ziming's ears.

Two days later, the military training was over.

The night before school started, Gu Shen prepared the books he was going to use tomorrow, and when he came back from the shower, his phone rang, and he answered the phone. It turned out that it was his former junior high school classmate, who had finished his military training, and wanted to ask Gu Shen out to play.

Gu Shen: "..."

The so-called junior high school classmates are actually nothing special, they are probably the ones who can chat for a few words, that kid doesn’t look like a serious kid at first glance, he has already learned to go to the bar when he was young, and he will call Gu Shen to go there from time to time .Gu Shen felt that it was completely normal for him to go as an adult, and sometimes he would agree to pass the time, and by the way, he could see the down-and-out buskers there.In fact, I have a very bad impression of junior high school, and I can almost forget it now.

At first he wanted to refuse, but the child suddenly said: "There are a lot of girls today, come out quickly."

What will you do if you don't go?sleep?It is only seven o'clock.

Gu Shen thought for a while, nodded, and said, "I'll go."

I went to knock on Gu Ziming's door, thinking, now that I am an underage child, if I go out at seven o'clock in the evening, I should tell Gu Ziming.

"Come in." The person inside said quickly.

There is a big mirror in the center of Gu Ziming’s room, which is as long as he is, and he can see his own appearance immediately when he walks in. According to Gu Ziming’s theory, self-discipline and self-cultivation, and thinking of others when seeing others, should be reminded all the time. Think about it all the time.

The light in the room was very bright, and the light reflected by the mirror was extremely strong, looking at the boy in the mirror.Thin and tall, with a pale complexion, in terms of temperament, he really looks like a literati. He looks a lot like Gu Ziming, but it is only limited to his temperament.Stung in the eyes by the light, Gu Shen frowned slightly, and then the headlight in the study was turned off and replaced with a soft desk lamp.

"What's the matter?" Gu Ziming asked.

Gu Shen casually glanced at the book that Gu Ziming placed on the desk, but before he could read it clearly, he was blocked by Gu Ziming.

"..." Gu Shen paused and said, "I want to go out for a while."

Gu Ziming asked habitually: "Where are you going so late?"

"...I don't know yet."

"what?"

"I was asked out by my classmates." Gu Shen explained, "I don't know where to go."

Gu Shen clearly saw that Gu Ziming's eyebrows were wrinkled, and then he opened his mouth and said, "Then what time are you coming back?"

After thinking about it, where I used to go, I just sang nursery rhymes. At most, I came back halfway, so I said: "It's more than eight o'clock, but it can be nine o'clock."

For the first time, Gu Ziming just looked at him with a very strange look, and then agreed.

It's just amazing.

Before adopting Gu Shen, Gu Ziming had been educated in traditional Chinese thought, and he really wanted to train Gu Shen into a Chinese Confucian scholar.Later, he accepted the free and democratic ideas of foreign countries, so now he is in a very embarrassing stage - he doesn't know whether he should let go of Gu Shen's hand.

Now it seems possible, a little bit, to let go.