Reborn the tamed beast

Gu Shen and Gu Ziming have done much more intense things than this, but now they are just being rubbed lightly, Gu Shen feels a "rub" on his face, and his heart almost jumps out of his chest, he hurriedly He took a step back, breathing heavily.

Like a child who has just fallen into the love circle, it is not unreasonable for Xiaobie to win the newly married.

Gu Shen Wannian stammered rarely: "You... what are you doing?"

Gu Zi, who was dodged, was obviously a little disappointed, but he still didn't let go, and said quickly: "Aren't you married yet? If that's the case—why can't you get along with me, and me... a little closer a little."

Gu Shen was taken aback for a moment, and then understood what Gu Ziming meant. He couldn't laugh or cry, and said in a hoarse voice: "How can the loyalty to love and marriage be broken casually. Gu Ziming, do you really not know, or do you not know?"

Gu Ziming closed his eyes: "but you are mine... When I separated from you, I didn't think that you would find someone else. I just thought... We have been together for so long, before you got married, Can you stay with me?" Gu Ziming also knew that his request was too much, and quickly added: "This may be the last time in my life that I will be intimate with others, Gu Shen."

The implication is that Gu Ziming only wants to be intimate with Gu Shen, and after Gu Shen gets married, there will be no one for Gu Ziming to like.

Inexplicably, Gu Shen's heart moved.

Gu Shen also didn't explain that he had nothing to do with Gu Ren, because he wanted Gu Ziming to discover this surprise himself, so he paused, thinking about how to speak, and at the moment his face was expressionless, Gu Ziming rubbed his side face again.

Gu Shen's face turned red visible to the naked eye, and he suddenly opened his eyes wide.The feeling of being together is too strong. In the past, he was the only one who forced Gu Ziming. Gu Ziming never took the initiative to get close to him.

What's more, it's still like this, with the face close to the face, like an animal's neck.

Then Gu Xiaoshen became angry, you said you rubbed my face without showing up for half a year, what do you want to do?

Gu Shen touched his face, looked at Gu Ziming with a look of embarrassment, and thought for a while: "The last intimacy—what does it mean?"

"That is, I will never associate with anyone again. I only want what you want." Gu Ziming looked up at Gu Shen's fair fingers and face, and said, "If you insist on marrying that woman... I don't understand current affairs and give up on you." , but I want you to know that I will not give up on you. Even if you choose someone else, I will only choose you alone. "

Gu Shen almost sneered, and said, "Then where have you been for the past six months? Don't tell me you didn't go to find someone else." Gu Shen thought that Gu Ziming was looking for someone else to get along with in the past six months, so he searched for it in fear. This person is afraid, if one day Gu Ziming stands next to someone else, whether it is a man or a woman, and then Gu Ziming says 'this is my lover', what will Gu Shen do?

Just thinking about it makes me want to kill him.

"..." Gu Ziming paused, as if he was thinking about how to explain to Gu Shen. In Gu Shen's eyes, this was a blatant betrayal. He was out of breath on the spot, turned around and sat in the passenger seat of the car, closed his eyes and didn't look at it. Gu Ziming.

He also felt that this kind of self was very naive - he only allowed himself to find a woman to lie to him, wouldn't Gu Ziming be allowed to have the right to love freely?

The answer is, he doesn't allow it.

Even if Gu Ziming said that he was the only one; even if Gu Ziming probably hadn't seen anyone else in the past six months, Gu Shen still felt a headache.Headache and confusion at the same time, when did I become so stingy?

In his previous life, he was not a generous person, and he had to fight hard with others for a dollar in the mall. It was because of this that later on, his partners all admired and feared him, and didn't dare to play tricks at all.But this stinginess is different from Gu Ziming's. It's just a strong possessive desire. Gu Ziming is not allowed to be seen by others, nor is Gu Ziming allowed to look at anyone privately.

Morbid, twisted, possessive.

In fact, how could Gu Ziming do anything outrageous in the past six months? Just because he didn't even know about Gu Shen's dissolution of marriage, it can be concluded that this person must have lived an isolated life in the past six months.

He was not completely isolated from the world. He went to the United States to find Butterfly, received two months of psychological treatment from her, and then returned to China. He inquired about Gu Shen's concert by various means incognito, and then bought tickets. Time is spent waiting.

He wants to know as much as possible about Gu Shen's world and Gu Shen's music world.

This is the idea that Die Die gave him - after all, if you like someone, it will be more convenient if you know what the person you like likes.

The psychotherapy in the United States taught him a lot, such as his mild obsessive-compulsive disorder, treating Gu Shen as a noble work of art, and then showing off in front of outsiders without Gu Shen’s consent, which will make Gu Shen very insecure It made him feel that if one day his light was covered up, Gu Ziming would abandon him.

He learned to be gentle, treat Gu Shen like an outsider, and give him proper affirmation.

Like Butterfly said: "In some respects, Gu Shen is indeed mature, such as academics and career, he has a thorough understanding. But Gu Shen is not a god, he cannot be outstanding in all fields, compared , his view of love is very immature, and his strong possessiveness is also a sign of timidity. Let him know: you can’t do without him. After a long time, maybe he will grow up slowly.”

It's not that after being reborn once, you don't need to learn anything.

Gu Shen's view of love was only at the child's level when he was reborn. I just hope that he can learn a little bit, feel Gu Ziming, and learn Gu Ziming's way of loving others.

It's not that he's immature, even if he's reborn [-] times without the person he loves in this life, he'll still be like this.

Don't say he's immature.

Just like the movement of rubbing his face just now, it was also taught by Die Die, the initial effect is good, at least Gu Shen is willing to talk to him, a little nervous and shy is also good. (As: Is it really like this...)

Gu Ziming secretly cheered himself up, and those two months were not learned in vain.

As long as there are people who love each other, no matter what one of them does, it is just an extra edge in the semicircle. If two people hug each other, that edge will be smoothed one day.

As long as they are in love.

Seeing Gu Shen leaning on the passenger seat, looking indifferent, Gu Ziming didn't back away, opened the door of the passenger cabin, ignored Gu Shen's struggle, and sat across Gu Shen's lap, not awkward He closed the door, thought for a while, and asked, "Do you agree or not?"

Gu Ziming is going all out, anyway, Gu Shen is not married yet, if Gu Shen still has feelings for him, marrying someone else's child, wouldn't it be a delay to others?If you don't fight for your own love, do you need others to push and help?

Although my own love, there are many scenes where butterflies help.

Two adult men sat on this seat, it was unavoidably crowded. Gu Ziming's back was stuck to the front, and he quickly moved forward, almost lying on Gu Shen's body, he was inevitably a little nervous, and his breathing was difficult He stretched out his hand to move the seat back to the maximum extent, there was finally enough space, but when he didn't want to leave Gu Shen's chest, the man grabbed his waist, clasped the back of his head and started kissing.For a moment, the blood supply to the brain was a little insufficient, and I wanted Gu Shen to stop, but I couldn't bear it, so I just let him go.

The taste of the tea in that coffee shop is very light, but it won’t disperse even if it stays in the air. It’s the same at this moment. I can taste the similar smell in the other party’s mouth. Holding Gu Ziming's hand more and more forcefully, he hugged him tightly, as if he wanted to get him into his body, and also like a beast that was about to eat, insisting on finding a safe position to hold the prey tightly in his arms only willing to eat.

The kiss half a year later was too intense, the lips and teeth intertwined, and the heartbeat accelerated to an astonishing frequency. The tongue was so entangled that you couldn't tell us apart. It was so absurd that the saliva flowed out. The embarrassed Gu Ziming stretched out his hand to save him. But was held by Gu Shen.

Gu Shen took a deep breath, bit Gu Ziming's lip fiercely, left, restrained his movements, and kissed Gu Ziming's fingers one by one, his voice trembling: "I didn't dare to touch you like this before... ..."

"Huh?" Gu Ziming's head was a little dizzy, and he finally heard what Gu Shen said, and he was a little surprised.

"When we were dating, you seemed to hate me for touching you." Gu Shen calmly left teeth marks on Gu Ziming's hand, "When I touch you, you will look very embarrassed, with a look You want to push me out, but you have to be patient..." Gu Shen paused, and seemed to muster up his courage: "Whenever you show that expression, I will try my best to restrain myself, so that I won't make you fall So uncomfortable..."

Gu Ziming finally figured out what Gu Shen was going to say, and he said in astonishment, "What are you talking about?"

"..." Gu Shen lowered his head not to look at Gu Ziming, and the awkward kissing movements stopped.

"Obviously you don't want to touch me." Gu Ziming looked at Gu Shen, "You, you have been with me for several months...once, I thought I was too old, you didn't want to touch me..."

Gu Shen said harshly: "Then why are you so reluctant when I touch you?"

"Because you always kiss me on the street..." Gu Ziming said helplessly, "So many people are watching, why do you want to be so close to me in front of them? Our relationship has exposed our feelings towards you." Is the business any good?"

It turned out to be like this.Gu Ziming finally figured it out, the kid didn't dislike him for being old, but he was just afraid that he hated him.

When I told Butterfly, the elegant psychiatrist was also stunned: "He doesn't want to touch you? Impossible! ——Unless you do something to make him feel that you hate him touching you."

Sure enough.

Gu Shen held Gu Ziming's waist, lifted the man a little, kissed Gu Ziming's nipples through the shirt, and said for a long while, "I don't care about my career."

I only care about you, Gu Ziming.