Reborn the tamed beast

Gu Ren was very unhappy with Gu Shen's indifference towards her. She felt that Gu Ziming and Gu Shen had no possibility. Before, Gu Shen would not do anything against her.

Who would have thought that Gu Ziming would start drinking too much and get himself hospitalized with appendicitis?

Gu Ren hummed and laughed, pretending to be a weak beauty, who wouldn't?

Although Gu Ren is not very scheming, but after all, she climbed up bit by bit by herself. In some respects, she is ruthless enough, much like Gu Ziming when she was young. She would rather endure the pressure of her old father at home than Gritting his teeth, he must go abroad to study.Gu Ren had a crush on Gu Shen a long time ago, but she could bear it. When she stayed at Gu Ziming's house, she could not show it. Later, when she became famous and thought she was worthy of Gu Shen, she started Confession.

Gu Ren felt that there was something wrong with Gu Ziming, and it was disgusting to pester Gu Shen like that. He secretly wanted to find some way to make Gu Shen leave Gu Ziming, as far away as possible.

Her horizons were much wider than when she was in the country, and she also knew that some people just like men. The more decently Gu Ziming behaved, the more jealous she was, and she was afraid that Gu Shen would get back together with him.

The only difference between her and Gu Ziming is that Gu Ziming's elegance is innate, while hers is all imitation, and she needs to be reminded all the time so as not to make a fool of herself. Naturally, she is not as graceful as Gu Ziming, and she can even feel it Shen saw that Gu Ziming's eyes were admiration and dependence, but when it came to him, he became helpless.

Gu Ren is not reconciled.

After Gu Shen changed his clothes, Gu Ren took Gu Shen's hand as a matter of course, separated Gu Shen from Gu Ziming, smiled reluctantly, and said in a low voice, "Why do you and Gu Ziming become so close?"

Gu Shen wanted to break free, but it was not good to embarrass the girl, so he could only frown: "No, I just treat him as an ordinary person." What should be taken for granted is a lie.For some reason, Gu Shen felt uncomfortable when talking to women, and even blurted out lies, as if trying to cover up something.

This is bad.

The woman narrowed her eyes and threatened: "You said you wanted to get engaged to me, and you kept me from leaving you. If you want to get back together with someone, don't blame me..."

Gu Shen's face turned cold: "What's your fault? What can you do?"

"I will announce the relationship between the two of you." The woman said, "Let everyone know that you, Gu Shen, are gay, and that your father actually adopted a lover when he adopted you."

Gu Shen flicked the woman's arm out of his body, found an inconspicuous place, put his hands next to the woman's head, and tried not to let others hear what they were talking about: "Are you threatening me? "

Gu Shen's words were so cold that it made people shudder.

The woman laughed: "No. I'm just reminding you."

"I don't need your reminder."

"Of course you need it!" Gu Ren sternly said, "Don't pretend to be a victim, okay? Why don't you think about it for me? When my man looks at his father, he will be affectionate; when he meets his woman, he will speak coldly. , How do you think I feel? Gu Shen, you came to provoke me at the beginning, don't force me to hurt both of you."

Gu Shen is not afraid of announcing the relationship to the outside world, because this is actually what Gu Shen has been trying to achieve in the past few years, but Gu Ziming is reluctant to show his face and has not announced it. Using this to threaten Gu Shen is not allowed. Not to mention it's a bad idea.

In fact, Gu Shen also felt that he was ashamed of the woman. Hearing her say "provoke her first", he felt sporadic and unbearable, so he could only say lightly: "Although I don't like you--I am indeed against Gu Ziming. I have a good impression..." Maybe it's more than just a good impression, Gu Shen paused: "But since I said I want to get engaged to you, I will never regret it."

The woman looked at Gu Shen and smiled slightly.

Women have now learned how to make up to cover their freckles, and they are already good looking. This smile has a bit of charm, like a girl who is about to get married, and her words are a bit softer: "If you said earlier It’s fine if you don’t regret it... In this case, why don’t you get engaged to me as soon as possible.”

"..."

"Engagement is not marriage." The woman persuaded, "The longer you delay, the more afraid I am that Gu Ziming will snatch you back."

"..." Gu Shen thought for a while, then nodded, "Okay, we'll talk about it when we return to China." The implication was to return to China to get engaged.

The woman was not so happy when she heard Gu Shen's assurance, yes, engagement is not marriage, even if you are married, you can get divorced.

Gu Ren really likes Gu Shen and wants to spend the rest of his life with him, otherwise he would not be silent for four years, fearing that he is not good enough for him; otherwise he would not be so angry when Gu Shen is close to Gu Ziming.

But getting engaged is better than not having any relationship at all.

Gu Ziming raised his head slightly, and saw Gu Shen bent over, his eyes were straight with the girl, and he put one hand on the side of the girl's face, talking to her very gently.

Gu Shenren is tall, and most of the time when talking to people, he would bend down, but such accommodating, it seems a bit pampering.

Gu Ziming didn't know what kind of thoughts he had in his heart, was he unwilling?Of course there are.

That originally belonged to Gu Shen.

Gu Ziming originally wanted to smile, but when he started to move, he realized that the muscles on his face were so stiff that he couldn't even smile.

On the second day after returning to China, Gu Ziming received an invitation letter with a golden stroke.

It was the invitation letter for Gu Shen and Gu Ren's engagement banquet.

The most painful thing in the world is when the person you love wants to be with another woman.

Gu Ziming only felt a buzzing in his ears, like a thunderstorm passing by on a sunny day, leaving him with a splitting headache and deafening ears.

Obviously that night——

It was only that night that I comforted myself and had sex with him. It was like when we were dating, like nothing had changed. Could it be that it was all a lie?

If it's not a lie, then why get engaged to someone else...

Gu Ziming really wanted to find Gu Shen in person, condemn him, reprimand him, and tell him how painful he was, but he also thought that Gu Shen never said from the beginning to the end that he would give up marrying Gu Ren, and everything was just his own sentimentality.

When Gu Ziming saw Gu Shen for the first time, the child was so young and fragile, as if he would die if he exerted a little force.After being adopted by him, he lived in the hospital for a whole month. A child who is only seven or eight years old, and other children want to ride on the head of their parents and act like a baby. When it comes to Gu Shen, it is a fantasy. He appears indifferent, precocious, Fickle, his knowledge is like a young and promising young man in his 20s who has experienced many battles; his behavior is elegant and decent, not at all like a child who was abandoned when he was young, but like a well-born and well-raised son of a wealthy family.

At that time, Gu Ziming didn't know how to get close to him, so he could only put all his hopes on him. He had been strict with him since he was a child, so that he didn't have a day's rest time, and he didn't even have free time to play the piano. Ziming thought that Gu Shen would understand his painstaking efforts.

However, one day he saw Gu Shen's diary, and found that this son who wanted to love him was quite critical of him. After being shocked and painful, he came to a foreign country and accepted some tasks. He accepted the invitation of the Department of Literature and became a A well-known figure in the literary world.

During those years abroad, he couldn't bear to miss him and finally couldn't take it anymore, so he wrote the book "Prudence and Self-Clarity" that Gu Shen hated, to filter out the relationship between the two, and always remind himself to treat Gu Shen as one. Adults treat.

Gu Shen was the first person to teach Gu Ziming how to pay attention at a distance.

Gu Ziming can bear Gu Shen's independence, but he can't bear his indifference.

He didn't want to gain the whole world, but lost his son.

So he came back from abroad, and wanted to get to know and teach this child who he worked hard on.

It's just that the boring trip abroad has changed too much.

For example, his son is unwilling to get close to him; another example, he has fallen in love with this independent living body unconsciously.

Since the adoption of Gu Shen, it was not family affection, but love, and it was the feeling of wanting to be noticed by him.

Gu Ziming breathed heavily, closed his eyes, and stood alone in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, his slender back straightened, as if it would be broken any moment.

Fragile, but never admit defeat.

The engagement ceremony of Gu Ren and Gu Shen was carried out under the eyes of everyone, acknowledging the existence of that woman to the whole world.

Just missing two important people.

Yuan Yuge, He, Gu Ziming.

In the hall, the song Yuan Yuge sang when he became famous was echoing back and forth, always you and I, life after life will never be separated, but there is no one who sang at the beginning, leaving only empty performers, which looks very deserted.

Gu Shen looked at Gu Ren who was surrounded by the crowd, breathed a little, took time to call the nanny, but it showed that the other party had turned off the phone, and when calling Gu Ziming, the person turned off the phone as well.

After a stalemate for a long time, a shocking news came from outside the door.

The day before his son's engagement, Gu Ziming moved away with his family, sold off his property, and declared to the outside world that all information would be closed, and he would no longer be involved in the writing industry.It seems to be returning to Sonoda.

Gu Shen was startled suddenly, clenched his fingers tightly, his eyes dimmed for a long time.

That man, like a shellfish trying to hide himself in a hard shell, only dares to escape, never fights for his love.

coward.

After a while, Gu Shen sneered.

"I won't marry you." Gu Shen said to Gu Ren in a low voice.

The woman's complexion suddenly changed, becoming as pale as gray.

Regardless of everyone's panic, Gu Shen walked straight out.He quit this engagement ceremony.

He doesn't want to gamble with his love, even if he once thought about it, he doesn't want to now.Gu Ziming took him as a joke, why should he act to make him laugh.

Gu Shen felt sorry for Gu Ren, and did not hope that Gu Ren could forgive him, but only hoped that Gu Ren would never meet such a jerk like himself again in his life.

Gu Shen himself is not a passionate person, but after that incident, he seemed more and more indifferent.

Gu Shen had been in contact with others before, Yuan Yuge was the one who had the most contact, but Yuan Yuge couldn't see Gu Shen's flirting with Gu Ziming at the same time, and at the same time wanted to get engaged to another woman, so naturally he would not contact Gu Shen out of anger. Gu Shen seems to be the only one left in Gu Shen's world, practicing the piano day and night, playing the piano with Yuan Yuge, and practicing the piano alone, as if the piano is his world. As for where Gu Ziming went, he is Don't care at all.

After a whole day of high-intensity training, Yuan Yuge was too tired to stand up on the sofa. Seeing Gu Shen's half-dead look, he finally couldn't help it, and asked unhappily, "Where did the teacher go? Do you know? "

"..." Gu Shen put one hand on his face, lying on his side on the wall, with a dazed expression, "—I don't know..."

The voice was hollow and devoid of emotion.

Yuan Yuge was even more upset: "Hmph, it's all because of you. At the beginning, the teacher resigned from the Cultural Bureau because of you, but you can't stay away from marrying for the teacher..." As I was talking, I felt unbalanced, so I quickly changed the subject, " What can you do if the teacher never comes again?"

Gu Shen rubbed his fingers, touched the keys, and continued playing the piano after a while.

Gu Shen's level has long surpassed his previous life, and he has a sense of melancholy, he can play whatever mood he wants to make people feel, but Gu Shen's mood is not stable in the past few days, and the songs he plays are not complete. There are also low-level mistakes of missed bombs and wrong bombs.

Yuan Yuge saw that Gu Shen was also suffering, so he couldn't blame him anymore, and sighed: "It's really a crime."

When Gu Ziming left, it was the spring of the year.

Then the weather slowly turned hot-hot to an extreme and then slowly cooled.

This is the first autumnal equinox after Gu Ziming left. The weather has not completely cooled down, but if you put your fingers on the keys for too long, you will feel cold.

Gu Shen was playing in a bright auditorium, without Yuan Yuge, it was just a game for entertainment.

After the song, Gu Shen habitually heard the applause from the audience. Gu Shen sat on the seat in a daze and didn't stand up for a long time. After a long time, he remembered something and walked out from the backstage.

It really is getting colder.

Gu Shen rubbed his numb fingers and put his hands in his pockets, looking very afraid of the cold.

It was completely dark, and I couldn't see my fingers. I vaguely saw impatient audiences walking out of the auditorium. Most of them were in a hurry, and time was extremely precious.Gu Shen walked unhurriedly, and was not in a hurry, anyway, the more leisurely he was, the more boring he was, and there was nothing important to do when he got home, so he might as well spend time outside for a while.

There was a person in front of him who was also not in a hurry, walking unhurriedly, with a completely relaxed appearance, as if he had been comforted at the concert just now. From the back, he could see that he was satisfied, and he didn't even look at him. The road under your feet looks cheerful.One autumn rain and one cold, it is precisely because it rained a few days ago that it is so cold today, the land is very slippery, and you will fall if you are not careful, Gu Shen is guessing how long it will take for the person in front to fall , the man staggered, and he was about to fall.

Gu Shen suddenly found it interesting, and involuntarily accelerated his feet, walked to the man, and stretched out his hand to support him.

The man hastily turned his head and thanked him: "Thanks—uh..."

When the person in front raised his face, Gu Shen finally knew who it was.

If he knew who that person was in advance, he might hesitate when helping him.

It is said that all separations and unions in the world depend on fate. According to Yuan Yuge, there are many evil fates.

Like now.

The person in front of him is Gu Ziming.