Reborn the tamed beast

Gu Ziming opened his eyes slightly, frowned because he touched the wound, and said coldly vaguely.

It was March, and the temperature had not fully recovered, and the operating room was indeed terribly cold. Because of the internal inflammation, Gu Ziming, who was pushed into the operating room, was still running a fever, and was frozen here for two full hours.The hand that felt cold just now suddenly burned, but it didn't sweat, it was just terribly hot, and it was still trembling.

Gu Ziming's attending doctor had just finished the operation and was resting in the office at the moment. Hearing Gu Shen's yell, he thought something had happened. Seeing that Gu Ziming only said 'cold', he comforted him: "There is something wrong inside the body cavity. Inflammation and fever are normal phenomena. The patient's white blood cell index is also high, and it will be fine to give him a fever-reducing injection in a while."

Gu Shen saw that Gu Ziming slowly regained his composure, so he walked to the end of the bed, held Gu Ziming's still cold feet, looked at Gu Ziming's sharpening jaw, and remained silent.

In the past three months, apart from being busy with work, I didn't have any sense of illness. I even thought that Gu Ziming could just fade out of his life, but when he saw Gu Ziming lying on the hospital bed with a blank face, he couldn't help it I regret it.Gu Shen wished to shake Gu Ziming awake, scolded him, condemned him, and asked him why he didn't love himself so much.But think about it carefully, why does he go out to drink every night?The reason is still on him.

Gu Shen swears that if he knew that cutting off ties with Gu Ziming and getting engaged to another woman would disrupt Gu Ziming's life pattern and cause this acute disease, he would never do such things to hurt himself and Gu Ziming. Self-evident feelings.

Gu Shen sat in front of Gu Ziming's hospital bed for two hours, but no one woke up, so he just walked out of the hospital to smoke a cigarette.Gu Shen is not addicted to cigarettes, but coffee is more attractive to him, and he only smokes when he is extremely nervous.

Gu Shen laughed at himself, it was just such a minor operation, why was he so worried that he was about to collapse?

When Gu Shen was practicing karate in the past, he fell and broke his ribs once, and stayed in the hospital for half a month, but I didn't see him worrying about anything.It's really getting better and better.

When he walked out of the hospital, he realized that something was wrong. As soon as he heard the news that Gu Ziming was hospitalized, he rushed back. The makeup had not been removed, his hair was fixed with hairspray weirdly, there was still pastel on his clothes, and the paint on his hands and face was even worse. It sticks stubbornly on the face and cannot be washed off with water.

An accompanist like him can't steal the spotlight from the lead singer, but Gu Shen has a good face, which is hard to be ignored. In order to highlight the important part of this combination, the makeup artist thought of a good way, that is, to put on Gu Shen's face Body paint on top and hands.Look at the face when playing, and watch the hands when playing.This time, Gu Shen’s hands are painted with plum blossoms, the twigs are spreading on his white arms, densely packed with flowers all over his skin, the most surprising thing is the back of Gu Shen’s hands, covered by a huge plum blossom, brilliant, but come alone Look, it's still pretty scary.

Gu Shen had no choice but to go home and took out makeup remover to wash his hands and face. I really don't know what Gu Ziming and the nanny thought when they saw themselves like this just now.

When he returned to the hospital again, it was already past nine o'clock in the evening. Four hours after the operation, Gu Ziming finally woke up, his face was stained with a faint red, his lips were chapped with fever, and he lifted his lips weakly. His eyes fixed on Gu Shen.

Gu Shen reached out and took off the breathing tube that hindered Gu Ziming from speaking, found a stool and sat beside Gu Ziming, also staring at Gu Ziming, motionless.

Gu Ziming's left hand was infused with a lot of fluid, and it was exposed outside the quilt. It had a sickly bluish-white color, and when it moved occasionally, it looked very pitiful.Gu Shen lowered his eyes, but couldn't help holding Gu Ziming's left hand, hoping to warm it up.

I just don't know if this man's heart will be warmed.

The second after being held by hand, Gu Ziming persistently chased Gu Shen's figure with his eyes, blinking hard.

Sure enough, the arm outside was frighteningly cold.Gu Shen was startled, and quickly touched Gu Ziming's forehead, which was in stark contrast to the stroke of his arm, the heat was almost hot.

Although the doctor said that fever is normal, Gu Shen was still terrified and wanted to go to the doctor when he got up.

"Gu Shen..."

In the quiet and large ward, only Gu Ziming's faint voice was heard, hoarse, and he began to pant after only two words, violently like a drowning person.

Gu Shen knew that he was under general anesthesia during the operation and had been inserted into a ventilator. Now it is still difficult to breathe, and talking is even more fatal, so he bent down quickly, wanting to hear what the man had to say.

"—don't go."

Gu Shen only felt that his heart was caught by something in an instant, and he lost the strength to stand up in an instant, and touched Gu Ziming's forehead unconsciously, one by one, and after a while, he closed his eyes and opened them again. Kai: "...OK."

Gu Ziming's weak eyelids could not be opened, and he blinked with difficulty, but he said to Gu Shen, "throat is so dry...cough...I want to cough...but, if you cough, the wound hurts."

The minimal wound was more painful than the operation, and the wound was bruised all around. Gu Shen unconsciously put Gu Ziming's hand under the quilt, tucked the corner of the quilt, inserted the breathing tube up again, and took the cotton swab to Gu Ziming. He evenly applied some water on his mouth and nose, and did not dare to feed him water, and comforted him in a low voice: "You have added an analgesic to the liquid you infused, it doesn't matter, the pain will be gone soon."

Gu Ziming suddenly sighed softly: "You are finally willing to see me..."

"..." Gu Shen frowned, and whispered, "I never said I didn't see you, but you never called me."

The man opened his mouth to say something, but closed his eyes gently.

The few hours after the operation was the most uncomfortable time, and it was the best situation to let him fall asleep. Gu Shen didn't dare to wake him up, so it took a full 5 minutes before he went out quietly and called the doctor.

As soon as the doctor saw Gu Shen, he said first, "Have a fever? I'm going to give him an injection." After speaking, he took the nurse beside him and dragged a tray to Gu Ziming's ward.

Gu Shen originally wanted to say that Gu Ziming was sleeping now, could he wait a while before calling again, but then remembered the frightening temperature on Gu Ziming's forehead, and couldn't help feeling a little scared, so he asked the doctor to go.Entering the ward to measure the temperature, it turned out that the temperature reached [-] degrees. The doctor calmly gave Gu Ziming an injection without saying a word.To say that the analgesic was really effective, Gu Ziming didn't wake up after the injection.After a while, Gu Ziming began to sweat, and frowned in pain in his dream.

Gu Shen asked the nanny to go home and brought Gu Ziming toiletries and daily necessities, and drove the nanny home by the way, planning to see Gu Ziming's first night.Seeing Gu Ziming sweating, he soaked a towel with warm water and wiped Gu Ziming's body, face, hands and feet over and over again.Gu Ziming woke up once in the early morning, and said a few words to Gu Shen in a daze, without any logic, so Gu Shen didn't remember it, but heard Gu Ziming say "I miss you very much" over and over again , I don't know what it feels like.

In the past three months, I have been deliberately avoiding Gu Ziming, and at the same time, I have always thought of Gu Ziming, so I thought that Gu Ziming, like me, would not think of me.Gu Shen knew that such a ambiguous state was the moment for Gu Ziming to speak the truth, and just by his saying "I miss you very much", Gu Shen couldn't be more ruthless.

I can't help myself, but I can't imagine how to face Gu Ziming when he is awake. I silently rejoice that Gu Ziming is still in a semi-comatose state, and he needs to rest for a long time after saying a few words.

Originally, this kind of minor operation would not be like this, but I heard that Gu Ziming is not very sensitive to anesthetics. After a partial anesthesia from the spine, it has no effect, and he changed to full anesthesia halfway through.Lying down with back pain and sitting with wound pain, so Gu Ziming naturally suffered much more than ordinary people. The infusion fluid contained potassium, and his shoulders were sore and unbearable.Gu Shen couldn't feel Gu Ziming's pain in person, but he could tell from that person's expression that it must be uncomfortable.

Helping Gu Ziming up in the middle of the night to go to the toilet, touching the man's body full of bones, Gu Shen only frowned tightly, without saying a word.

The man's body temperature was too high, and he sweated a lot just getting up from the bed, and sweat even dripped from his forehead down his face to the ground.Gu Ziming put almost all the support of his body on Gu Shen, who was so weak that he almost looked like a seriously ill patient.Gu Shen didn't find it troublesome at all, and even wanted to hug the man horizontally, but he didn't dare to worry about the man's wound.

Gu Ziming looked like he couldn't even stand up, and he didn't care about the embarrassment. He obediently asked Gu Shen to take off his hospital gown, helped him go to the toilet with his hands, and put him on the bed half-pulled and half-carried.

The man who had been in a coma all day regained some energy now, obediently asked Gu Shen to wipe his body again, after being wiped from the beginning to the end, he spoke in a hoarse voice: "What time is it?"

Gu Shen lowered his head to look at his watch, only to realize that he had thrown it backstage during the performance. A watch worth more than ten thousand yuan was unknown where it was now. Thinking about it carefully, his mobile phone, bank card, and wallet all went to nowhere.

Gu Shen sighed, and said, "Wait a minute, I'll go and have a look in the corridor." There is a big clock in the corridor, which is very conspicuous, and Gu Shen found it when he first came in.

Just as he was about to get up, his sleeve was grabbed.Gu Shen froze for a moment, looked at Gu Ziming's green and white back of the hand and side wrist where the needle had been pricked, wondering what the man meant.

Gu Ziming was also very embarrassed, but he felt like he was going all out, and said in an upbeat manner: "Forget it, let's take it any time... You, talk to me."

Both Gu Ziming and Gu Shen belong to the kind of people who are not good at words. It is difficult to find a topic. After a long silence in the ward, Gu Shen coughed: "Are you hungry?" You can eat eight hours after the operation, the doctor Ask Gu Shen to let Gu Ziming eat more to prevent intestinal adhesion.

Gu Ziming shook his head.

Only then did Gu Shen think of something, and asked with a sullen face, "When was the last time you ate?"

In the early stage of appendicitis, it was not the pain in the appendix, but the pain in the stomach. Gu Shen knew that Gu Ziming would not eat for a long time when his stomach hurt, and he didn't know if this problem had changed.Sure enough, Gu Ziming turned his head invisibly: "Yesterday... the day before yesterday?"

After doing the math, Gu Ziming has not eaten for three days and relies on infusions to maintain his life. No wonder he is so thin.

Seeing Gu Shen's bad expression, Gu Ziming didn't know what to say.

The silent ward.

Gu Ziming even hated himself for being unable to speak eloquently.

Gu Shen glanced at Gu Ziming indifferently, and continued to ask: "I heard from the nanny that you have been going out to drink with others recently... What are you thinking?"

Sure enough, it seemed that he had hit Gu Ziming's weakness, and then he simply closed his eyes and fell asleep, concealing his reluctance to answer.

Gu Shen said without any emotion: "Of course, it doesn't matter if you don't want to answer, this is your freedom, no matter what happens to me - we have nothing to do now, do we?"

Gu Ziming opened his eyes, looked at Gu Shen complicatedly, sighed, his voice was still hoarse: "Why did you remind me like this...I haven't forgotten."

The almost perfect atmosphere between the two was instantly broken, and there was no sound in the ward.Gu Shen continued the conversation: "Since this is the case, of course it's the best."

Gu Shen felt very uncomfortable. He still hated other people approaching Gu Ziming. Although he didn't say it, Gu Ziming's secretive attitude also made Gu Shen very angry.

Gu Shen said to Gu Ziming with a sullen face: "If you're okay, I'll ask the nanny to come and replace me." But he couldn't get up, he just wanted to see Gu Ziming's expression.

The man really had a wonderful expression. When he saw Gu Shen, he just talked about it. He closed his eyes and asked, "How are you... recently?"

"Although I'm busy-but it's obvious that I'm much better than you." Gu Shen said this, looked at Gu Ziming up and down, pinched his chin, and said to him in a contemptuous gesture: "You also Why do you need to control your weight like a woman without getting married?"

A sentence pierced Gu Ziming's heart like an arrow. Gu Ziming's complexion changed suddenly, and he slapped Gu Shen's hand away fiercely. He frowned and his face was as pale as paper: "Are you busy with your marriage? Didn't get any news at all?"

It's not in a hurry to get beaten, Gu Shen said flatly: "It's just an engagement...it doesn't matter if you participate or not."

Of course there is something to do, both of them are well aware of this.

Gu Shen looked calm on the surface, but in fact his heart was turbulent. Ever since Gu Ziming refused to cooperate with whom to drink with after all, his words became more and more sharp.Knowing that Gu Ziming is a sick person and cannot be provoked, he still said some indiscriminate words to scare him.

Gu Ziming's eye circles were a little red, I don't know if it was the sequelae of fever, and his throat was also a little choked: "...I'm sleepy, please help me turn off the light..."

Lying on the hospital bed, except for some faint redness around the eye circles, the whole person hardly feels alive, and his face is as white as a ghost.Gu Shen heard that he turned off the light, looked at Gu Ziming's height, sat silently in the dark, and listened to the man's breathing rate.

At first I thought the man was pretending to be asleep, but after hearing his slow but unsteady breathing, he quickly put his hand on Gu Ziming's forehead.

I groaned in my heart.

Gu Ziming actually had a fever again.