Reborn the tamed beast

Hearing this, Gu Ziming's eyes widened and his whole body trembled.Gu Shen pinched his fingers, licked and kissed them one by one.

Has there been physical contact, will it be more intimate?

Gu Shen didn't know, he just thought, if Gu Ziming asked himself now, 'Will you leave again? '

His answer must be 'no'.

It's terrible.

Gu Shen leaned closer, feeling that something was slowly changing.

He didn't know what to name it either.

In the early morning, Gu Shen had just returned home—her own home, opened the door with a key, and felt a little strange before he opened it. He frowned and took two steps back. After a while, the door next door suddenly opened, revealing a fluffy head Come out, grinning at Gu Shen.

"Gu Shen! You are so useless that you actually asked the teacher out last night alone! You are father and son and you can meet whenever you want, okay? Why do you have to grab it from me!!" Something like a pillow was dragged onto Gu Shen's head.

Gu Shen turned to hide, and said casually: "Don't come to cook, I ate at home, I'm sleepy, don't come here at noon."

After all, he lived in someone else's house, and Yuan Yuge was embarrassed to say anything more, and said angrily behind Gu Shen: "In name, you are a musician, but in fact, you don't do anything fucking?"

"It's none of your business." Gu Shen was too lazy to correct Yuan Yuge's swearing.

How many days have you not closed your eyes?two days?three days?

Gu Shen couldn't explain clearly himself, but he couldn't even explain why the surging sense of fatigue was coming at this moment.

Gu Shen closed his eyes and fell asleep almost at the same time.

This sleep was so dark that the sky was already dark when I woke up, my shoulders were aching from the pressure, and even my neck felt dry and creaky.Gu Shen got up and moved around, feeling a little hungry, and listened indifferently, the next door was so quiet, the child probably wasn't at home.

Gu Shen put on his coat and was about to go out to find something to eat. When he walked out of the room, a note fluttered down, with unfamiliar and messy handwriting.

reads above.

Gu Shen:

I went out to practice singing, you can fix dinner yourself.

Silly x the milk in your refrigerator is all fuzzy and I threw it away for you.

Yuan Yuge.

Gu Shen crumpled up the note, then threw it into the trash can, picked up his wallet, and prepared to find a restaurant.

Walking out of the apartment, a gust of cold air hit his face, and the frozen Gu Shen took a deep breath, pressed his face tightly to the scarf, walked half a meter forward, and was greeted by an oncoming person who also bowed his head. The boys bumped into each other and said 'I'm sorry' to each other, but Gu Shen didn't care, and continued to walk forward. After a while, he felt something was wrong, and quickly took two steps back.

Gu Shen frowned in surprise.

"—Fu Shen?" He called out the name with some hesitation.

The boy who was originally dazed-eyed was shocked when he heard the shout, and when he looked back, he seemed to be in disbelief.

200 meters away, there is a coffee shop where the interior is as warm as spring.

Gu Shen picked up a cup of coffee and asked, "What do you want to drink? If you haven't had dinner, you can eat here."

"I want a glass of milk. My stomach is not feeling well recently. I can't eat anything else after dinner." Fu Shen took off his hat, revealing Gu Shen's pleasing eyes, and said.

"Bad stomach?" Gu Shen narrowed his eyes, "When did it happen?"

Gu Shen remembered that the guardian of his family cared most about Fu Shen's stomach, and often gave Gu Shen some small pastries when the second class was in after nine o'clock. It was called for the development of the brain, but in fact it was the most nourishing. The stomach eats less and more meals, and is afraid that Fu Shen, who was a student, will get stomach problems.

"It's not a matter of eating." When the milk was brought up, Fu Shen thanked him in a low voice, and said, "I'm too stressed, and sometimes I get stomach problems. The pain was unbearable a few days ago, so I took a long rest."

Gu Shen was a little surprised: "A lot of pressure? I think that school is still very easy." After thinking for a while, he asked again: "Where is your guardian?"

Fu Shen's original smile froze suddenly, took a sip of milk awkwardly, and said, "I haven't seen him for more than half a year..." Seeing Gu Shen's slightly surprised expression, he added: "Because of work. I haven't been to school for a long time."

Gu Shen didn't care either.

He believed that no matter what Fu Shen did, he had his own purpose, so he casually said, "You can't meet each other because of work? What kind of logic is this?"

As if he just hit Fu Shen's weakness, the other party's eyes dimmed suddenly, and he said, "Some things don't just go my way."

"Oh?"

"I..." With a self-deprecating smile, Fu Shen said as calmly as possible, "For example, I want to be with him, but I can't. I can't decide this kind of thing."

"Why?" Gu Shen looked at Fu Shen's helpless expression, "Did you quarrel with him?"

"I do not want to say."

"..."

Gu Shen felt very strange.

Although I haven't been with Fushen for too long, in my memory, this boy always gives people a feeling of ease, as if everything happened according to his calculations, and the helpless expression in front of me is the first time see for the first time.

He was wondering if this was also Gu Ziming's state.

How arrogant and domineering in front of outsiders, but in his heart he is cautiously afraid that Gu Shen will not understand; in front of outsiders, everything goes smoothly and regards money like dirt, and the most barren thing is the affection of family members.

It's a pity that such a thing can't be found in Gu Shen.

Gu Shen gave a soft 'tsk' sound, as if talking to himself: "Half a year - more than 100 days."

Gu Ziming, who left Gu Shen, had to call himself every day, and even this was not enough, he had to record the audio and listen to it every day.

"Then do you miss him? Fu Shen, your guardian?"

Fu Shen, who had been in a daze just now, suddenly raised his head, then shook his head slowly, and said, "You don't understand."

He really didn't understand either.

Fu Shen said: "Why don't you think about it?...I'm thinking about it to death." He closed his eyes, "It's okay when I'm busy, like now, when I'm free, my mind is full of him, always like this, Sooner or later, I will kill myself."

"Does he like you?" referring to Fu Shen's guardian, "Or do you like him?"

Fu Shen's expression was not relaxed, and he said in a word: "Yes, I like him."

"..." Faced with Fu Shen's straightforwardness, Gu Shen could not say anything, and could only comfort, "I will respect your choice."

Fu Shen didn't care about what the other party said. It can even be said that since he entered this coffee shop, he was immersed in his own world, and he hardly had any communication with Gu Shen. Gu Shen understood clearly. He didn't point out, just sat with him.

About 5 minutes passed.

The skinny boy in front of him suddenly curled up, lying on the table in an abnormal posture, and said intermittently: "I'm dying...I miss him...I want to see him..."