Reborn the tamed beast

Two years ago, when Gu Shen had just entered junior high school, Gu Ziming noticed his precocious talent—much smarter and more mature than his peers.So he hired a private tutor to tutor him and demanded him in the strictest way.Painting, music, and karate are all things that I can't do.Although the relationship between the two was not extremely close at that time, it was harmonious.Until one day, Gu Ziming noticed something was wrong.

Gu Shen's diary is placed in an unlocked drawer, and sometimes Gu Ziming will take it out to have a look, wanting to see how high Gu Shen's composition has reached.Because I am a literary researcher myself, I am very interested in Gu Shen’s writing. After explaining to him that I want to read his diary, Gu Shen does not object. Discussion of personal issues.

Although looking at other people's diaries in such an open and aboveboard way is somewhat disrespectful to Gu Shen, but Gu Ziming is really curious-the 25-year-old himself has no wife, his parents are far away, and there is only such a relative who has no blood relationship. To be honest, Gu Ziming I really want to enter his world.At that time, Gu Ziming not only wanted to go in, but also wanted to blend in.Like a handicraft carved by yourself, every cent should belong to you.

However, Gu Shen rarely mentioned him in his diary, until the second half of the second semester of junior high school.

[No matter when, Gu Ziming is always like this, with a coercive attitude, insisting on forcing me to kneel down—the past is so ridiculous.The gentle and refined literati in the eyes of outsiders is an obsessive maniac in my eyes. He even slapped me in the face, deafened my ears, cut off my dreams, and made me crippled for life. ] Gu Ziming was taken aback.

Anger, doubt, anxiety... all kinds of emotions came one after another.

Gu Ziming almost stopped breathing.

It turns out that Gu Shen has always seen himself this way.

Him, hate him?

How absurd is this?Gu Ziming pinched the side of his stiff face, his heart was in a mess.

Trying to follow his own train of thought, Gu Ziming was almost so shocked that he couldn't speak.

I have always regarded Gu Shen as the closest person. Although the requirements are strict, I have never felt sorry for him. It is wrong for parents to beat their children. Although Gu Ziming cannot deny that he has never beaten Gu Shen, he can be sure that he has never Having hated hands is just a necessary means of educating children.Gu Ziming's family has very strict tutoring, and he also spent time under his mother's Xiaomu Soda. The only time he was really anxious was to slap him——

After that, after that, Gu Shen seemed to be a different person, silent, hiding from Gu Ziming everywhere.

And since then, I have seen my family doctor frequently.

Is it true that as he said, Gu Shen's right ear was caused by himself?

Gu Shen has not been in good health since he was a child, and his eyes and ears are hardly up to the level of normal people.Gu Ziming was always concerned about his injuries, but it seemed that Gu Shen resented him inadvertently.

Gu Ziming didn't know how to describe his mood at the moment.I regret nothing more.

I don't know how to face Gu Shen.

Gu Ziming hesitated for a long time, always feeling that it was embarrassing to have such a bad relationship with his relatives under the same roof. After suffering for nearly a month, he decided to go abroad for further study.

When telling Gu Shen this idea, the child was eating, and the hand holding the chopsticks shook violently, knocking on the bowl next to him.Realizing his gaffe, Gu Shen concealedly tapped his finger on his forehead, and asked casually, "Can't you just leave?"

Seeing his reluctant appearance, Gu Ziming felt uncomfortable for him, sighed, and said, "No."

"How long are you going?"

"uncertain."

Gu Shen paused, and said, "Can you take me with you?"

Gu Ziming didn't understand his thoughts for a moment, didn't he hate himself?Don't you just hide away from him?What does it mean now.

Gu Ziming couldn't understand his thoughts, hesitated for a while, and said cautiously: "When you are older, you can go by yourself, and you don't need to follow me."

With a "clang", Gu Shen threw the chopsticks on the table, shouted: "I'm full." Then he got up and left.

Looking at the messy chopsticks he placed on the table and the chair he pushed away, Gu Ziming only felt offended, and couldn't eat while holding the chopsticks.

Five days later, Gu Ziming came to Germany. Feeling the rigorous teaching philosophy and academic research here, he soon calmed down and started to study, restraining the thought of going back to China, and started studying wholeheartedly.

When Gu Ziming came here, he was already well-known in the country, and his family's influence across the country made it not difficult to live here.It's just that occasionally I have the idea of ​​wanting to go back, and then I cut it off abruptly.I haven't called and met Gu Shen for two years in a row, and any news comes from the nanny.

Gu Ziming was avoiding Gu Shen a little bit, and the other party was also avoiding him, so naturally there was no intersection.Even when it comes to the Spring Festival, Gu Shen will reluctantly send himself a blessing text message.

【happy holidays. 】

【thanks. 】

Such a short greeting.

Gu Ziming thought, how can this be enough.

Perhaps because of his professional problems, Gu Ziming prefers to preach. He has so many things in his heart that he wants to say to Gu Shen, and there are only six words of greeting, which are nothing at all.

A person's emotions are often stronger when he is far away from home.In addition to studying, Gu Ziming began to think back to the time when he adopted Gu Shen.The more I think about it, the more I feel the urge to write it down.

And, he did write it down.

Most of his articles involve politics, but this time it is about parental emotions.

The editor did not object, but rather agreed with it.

Gu Ziming wrote a book with himself and Gu Shen as the protagonists. From the time he was adopted, every bit of it came to his mind.Those things that were originally thought to be forgotten came out one by one. The name of the book was "Prudence and Self-Clarity", which included the words of two people, and wrote everything from childhood to adulthood.Unsurprisingly, this book was very popular and broke Gu Ziming's sales records several times.Of course, later this book was known by Gu Shen.

It was Gu Ziming who had just been abroad for a year and a half. One day, he unexpectedly received a call from Gu Shen.This was the first time Gu Shen called him in the past year and a half.The hand that answered the phone was a little trembling.

"You are so despicable." The first sentence was actually this, which completely stupefied Gu Ziming, "It's too despicable to hype your son." Gu Shen repeated it again, listening carefully, Gu Shen's words The sound is also choppy.

Gu Ziming retorted, saying: "This is not hype, Gu Shen, I just suddenly remembered our matter in the past few months—"

Before he finished speaking, he was interrupted. Gu Shen sneered and said, "So you didn't write my private life for publication without my consent?"

"..." Although Gu Shen felt that what he said was wrong, he still couldn't find any basis for rebuttal.Gu Ziming did not speak.

"..." Gu Shen took a deep breath, and said in a vicious tone, "I will never admit that you are my father."

【Hey, no one】