Reborn the tamed beast

The doctor raised her head, she didn't seem surprised at all, or her professional ethics prevented her from being surprised, and asked, "Then?"

"..." Gu Ziming propped himself up and sat up as straight as possible, "I don't know what to do——I want to find a solution, but that child doesn't want to communicate with me, so I really have no choice.

"I'm very sorry, Mr. Gu, when you came to this clinic, I tried my best to understand your public information, so I also know who the adopted son you mentioned is."

"Well, it's him." Gu Ziming said, "I publicly said that I am gay, but I don't want to involve this child. So I hope you don't tell what happened today."

"I'll try my best." The doctor approached Gu Ziming in a conversational manner, "As far as I know, your child is very smart and excellent. Congratulations on adopting such a perfect adopted son."

"Thank you."

"At the same time, I want to tell you one thing." The doctor said, "I don't want to enlighten you--I heard that you stayed in the United States for two years before, and you have been receiving advice from other doctors, but it didn't work, did you?

"...

"I've never been the type who is good at enlightening. You must have heard that action is the reason why I help you."

"action?"

"—to solve the problem of the gap between you and your adopted son," said the doctor. "From the perspective of various materials and interpersonal relationships, I think you are a person with a completely sound personality, and you can even achieve perfection. I want to ask you , while you continue to have a crush on your adopted son, are you sure you won't change your sexuality?"

"Ah."

"Then I can tell you that it is not you who need to be enlightened, but your adopted son." The doctor said, "Please try to tell me some information about him, I am very puzzled, why would a normal and healthy person like you feel Do you need to see a psychiatrist? Mr. Gu."

Gu Ziming thought for a while: "That kid is normal... just - a little too precocious? It makes me feel that he is very independent," he smiled wryly, thought about it again, and continued, "It's very repulsive to be with me. When we are together, he doesn’t want me to enter his time, and he can be gentle and polite to others, but as long as he meets me..." Gu Ziming closed his eyes, "To use an inappropriate analogy, it looks like he is defending his own territory The beast, as soon as I get close, he immediately becomes enraged."

"What kind of rage?"

"Very..." Gu Ziming gave an example, "I hate that he has no manners, and he just calls me by my first name. I hate that he gave up halfway, and he insisted on dropping out of school to study music. He doesn't want to be close to me, but I really want to be close he."

"How do you think your adopted son is doing academically?"

"very good."

"What about the music?"

"It's also very suitable."

"Then why don't you let him choose the career he likes?" The doctor smiled brightly, "Did he drive you away, or did you provoke him?

Gu Ziming's face darkened suddenly, "You mean to keep me away from him?

"It should be like this from what you said."

"I did this too..." Gu Ziming said, "Promise him that I will never interfere with him, let him move out alone, and only call him once a day——

"Then, did he look normal when he called you?

"No, not at all." Gu Ziming smiled wryly, "Since he moved out, he seems to be even less able to integrate into society, and he doesn't even have the idea of ​​talking to outsiders. His three meals a day are very irregular, and he always wants to Turn yourself into a plant and live alone."

The doctor nodded thoughtfully, bent down to write something, and was silent for a while, "Excuse me, but I can ask, how far have you two gotten?"

"—?"

"Confession?" the doctor said, "I think there should be, otherwise your child wouldn't react so violently. What about the others?"

Gu Ziming's face sank, showing a polite and distant expression: "There is nothing else."

The woman raised her eyes and pushed her glasses, showing an innocent expression.However, this expression is really not suitable for this serious occasion. The case in the doctor's hand was flipped through, and he said: "Then your son just hates homosexuality, so he can't bear it, so he came from home?"

Gu Ziming denied it: "My children are very qualified and will not discriminate against any special group.

"Oh?

"..."

Gu Ziming held his forehead with his hands, looked extremely tired, took a deep breath, paused, and said, "No, nothing. That child and I——I'm not normal..."

What Gu Ziming said was intermittent and extremely illogical. Obviously, he didn't know how to tell this matter to this not-so-young psychiatrist. It's normal, you can make your own choice, can't you?" Quickly changed the subject, "Your son is not yet an adult this year, how can he go out and live alone? Can you rest assured?".

"I don't want to either—but he has his own sense of propriety." Gu Ziming said, "Although he has a lot of opinions on me, when I call him every night, he will not be very impatient... On the contrary, he is more impatient than before. Willing to talk to me." The woman was very surprised when she heard this sentence, "Why is she willing to talk to you?"

"In the past, when I talked to him, he would avoid him. If he could not talk, he would not talk. It would be good to say at most one sentence in a day..." Gu Ziming paused, "But now I can talk for about 5 minutes every time. Although I said most of it, he would listen very carefully."

"It means that he is happier after leaving you."

"Well. The last time I called him he said to me, 'If you can let me go, I can put up with what you think about me'..."

"Conjecture?"

"There's nothing to say." Gu Ziming turned his head away in embarrassment, and continued, "It seems that he suggested me to come to you for treatment this time." How do you suggest? "

"He said that he wanted me to find a way to solve the conflicting relationship between two people.

"So you're leaving him to see a therapist?"

"Yes, because I don't know how to change."

"Then tell me," the doctor said with a dark face, "how do you want to change? Restore a normal father-son relationship with your son? Will you stop loving him?"

"..."

"It's really irresponsible to walk away like this." The woman quickly sorted out the case, stood up, and said, "I don't recommend you to stay so far away from him. —— Please go through the formalities for returning home as soon as possible, Take me, I want to see your adopted son with my own eyes."