Reborn the tamed beast

Putting on the belt of the pajamas, and stretching the towel off his legs, Gu Shen issued another order to evict the guest, saying: "If you have nothing else to do now, you can go out."

The black grand piano in the center of the room was shining brightly, exuding a cold and noble luster.

Gu Shen expected that he couldn't say anything else.Want to restore the previous relationship, or go a step further.The former is very simple, just add one more title, the latter is almost impossible.

After all, Gu Ziming would never dare to confess to himself.

Gu Ziming waited for so long in his previous life, just interfering with him silently, but he didn't dare to show any love.He has good patience, so Gu Shen doesn't have to worry about what Gu Ziming will do to him.

After Gu Ziming walked out of the room, Gu Shen turned on the lamp on the desk, hesitated for a while, and pulled out a dusty book from the shelf.

I had only flipped through it once before, the book "Careful Thinking Self-Clarity" that Gu Shen hated very much.The color is too monotonous, light blue like the sky, a photo of Gu Ziming reading a book with his head down, and the slogan reads, "The life of two generations of father and son in different ages. The adopted child has grown up slowly and has become a A real person with an independent personality. '.

Gu Shen hooked the corner of his mouth, not knowing what it meant.Picking up a paper towel to wipe off the dust on it, after thinking about it, I opened the first page.

Living with Gu Ziming for too much time, many fragments are mixed together, Gu Shen can't even remember when they hugged last time, and the book "Shen Si Ming" has more than 20 words. Self-ming wrote something.

The first page is a small preface written by Gu Ziming himself, and it can be seen that he wrote it after returning to China.

The man said so.

[After returning to China, I hurriedly got off the plane and searched for my child reflexively. I looked around and saw countless relatives and friends, but I couldn’t find him. This gave me an illusion that I was still in Germany. did not return to their country.A strong sense of loss.After walking outside, I realized that Gu Shen didn't have breakfast, and just went to a restaurant with the nanny. 】【When I saw Gu Shen for the first time, I took a deep breath.At that time, the image of the child wearing corrective devices and wrapped in gauze was still deeply buried in my mind, but after only two years, he changed and became almost unknown to me.The child who only told me the height of my chest was now as tall as me, walking towards me with two slender legs, his eyes were clear to the bottom, his facial features were close to those of an adult, and he had the heroic spirit of a teenager. 】【If I knew back then that he would become like this, with such indifferent eyes, would I still adopt him? 】【From his speech and behavior to me, I clearly understand that he is no longer the kid who cried bitterly when he saw me. He has become a 'person' with independent personality. 】.

[It's not my son, it's just a person. 】

[It is for the order. ] Then there is Gu Ziming Junxiu's pen signature and date.

Turning to the first page, as expected, Gu Ziming wrote the scene when the two of them met for the first time.

That memory made Gu Shen very embarrassing.

After rebirth, although he has the consciousness of an adult, he has no ability to escape from the orphanage.That place is really poor, drinking water and food are problems.Gu Shen has a bad stomach, probably because he was starved in his early years.Because the water source for drinking was not clean, Gu Shen's eyes became inflamed.The doctor in the village gave him a small drop of eye drops and asked the dean to take him back.Maybe it's the expired potion. After another month, Gu Shen couldn't open his eyes. As soon as he was blown by the wind, he immediately burst into tears. The tears flowed a lot, and naturally they couldn't flow out after a long time. It hurts like a needle prick when I open my eyes.A child with eye problems has no possibility of being adopted. The dean sighed at him, but he was very kind and didn't throw him out. He fed Gu Shen twice a day.

Before being reborn, Gu Shen had long forgotten that he had suffered such an experience when he was young, but he remembered it clearly after he was reborn.I remember my broken knee, my body was covered with flies, and I looked like I was crawling all over my body.

At that time, he thought that Gu Ziming would not come, and he was almost desperate.

That's why he cried when he saw Gu Ziming. The experience of these eight years made him feel scared, thinking day and night when Gu Ziming would come to him.I also thought about going to Gu Ziming's city by car and looking for him by myself.But there are too few railway lines in Gansu, and there are no direct buses to Gu Ziming's city. Every time I feel that I will die, I always think about Gu Ziming when I am about to die, and then I have a little motivation to survive.

Of course, the long-term malnutrition made Gu Shen grow up low, and he couldn't even eat anything when he came to Gu Ziming's house-because his stomach was starved into a small ball, and it was impossible to expand it a few days ago.

One month before he was adopted by Gu Ziming, Gu Ziming was always by Gu Shen's bedside.

wrote in that book.

【He is still so small, with his whole arm hanging on the edge of the bed, quietly administering the infusion, unable to close his eyes, so obediently staring at the ceiling, without saying a word.There are dense pinholes all over the arms, and they are bruised and purple. 】.

[At that time, I was thinking that it would be great if I could meet this child a few years earlier, and I made up my mind to take good care of this life. 】【Gu Shen's eyes have been treated for more than half a year, and he still needs to wear soft contact lenses. There is a spray-type eye spray that is very irritating and can cause severe pain, but Gu Shen has never resisted it from the beginning to the end. Healing, such a well-behaved child, why was he abandoned by his parents? ] Yes, Gu Shen was abandoned.

Before he opened his eyes to see his biological parents, the couple put themselves at the gate of the orphanage.

This book brought back many bad memories for Gu Shen. Because of Gu Ziming's writing style, it still looks very plain. Gu Shen didn't let Gu Shen tear up the book on the spot. Bookmark, stand up, and want to read it later.

Spread the rice paper on the table and dip it in thick ink. Before writing two characters, it becomes dry, and after adding water, the rice paper becomes wet again.

The hand holding the brush tightly was trembling.

Suddenly, what the man said sounded in my ears: "Upright but not restrained, dignified but not dangerous, calm and law-abiding."Collect all the beauties and combine them into characters. Gu Shen, don't be confused. '

But Gu Ziming, what if I was disturbed because of you?