wolf at every step

Before Lan Zheyu finished speaking, Qin Yizhi stepped into the door and said angrily, "Lan Zheyu, it seems you haven't been beaten enough! You came here to confuse Xi'er!"

"I was asking for Luo Luo's opinion, and I didn't confuse him!" Lan Zheyu explained dissatisfiedly.

Qin Yizhi felt like he was the master, and he said in a protective voice: "Xi'er still wants to inherit Dayin's throne, what are you going to do with you in Languo? You have already snatched the throne, so you don't have any worries! But Xi'er It's different, he was born with such a mission. Even if there are many difficulties now, I will definitely support him to win the throne! This is my promise to him." Speaking of this, Qin Yizhi cast his gaze on my face , Although I closed my eyes, I could still feel the burning and firmness in his gaze.

But I'm tired.The throne is no longer important to me. My sister is dead, and my father intends to make my sister's son the crown prince. What else do I earn?Not seeing my sister for the last time is my biggest regret. If I competed with her precious son for the throne when my sister's body was still alive, she would definitely blame me even more, right?

The most important thing for me right now is to take good care of my body, and then go to the place where Aochen falls... Do my best to find him.

Even... even if it's a corpse...

No!He must be alive!

The two people next to me saw me turning over and covering myself with the quilt, so they backed out wisely.

At lunch, Qin Yizhi brought the food and came to feed me personally. I ate some in silence and lost my appetite.

"Xi'er, when are you willing to speak? No matter how you want to punish me, don't shut yourself up, okay?" Qin Yizhi sighed.

I ignored him and turned my back on him.

I haven't spoken since the last time I got emotional and yelled at him hysterically.I thought, the one I used to be was completely dead.

Perhaps people who are too proud are always too persistent, and once there is a flaw in something they like, they will completely hate it.

After Qin Yizhi left with the food, Lan Zheyu came, and he was not afraid to say coldly: "Luo Luo, do you know why I suddenly came to Dayin to look for you?"

Hmph, isn't it because you're bored?I closed my eyes and didn't speak.

"I know, you are still blaming me for using this kind of medicine on you. It is useless for me to say anything now, and you will definitely not forgive me. No one will forgive me, but I don't want to give up the last Opportunity..." Lan Zheyu took a deep breath and continued, "Did you know? On that day a year ago, when I saw you lying in a pool of blood and still mocking me stubbornly, I was suddenly a little dazed and a little bit at a loss I feel like I have lost the strength to move forward, and I don’t understand why everything I do.”

"I convinced myself that it was for the Blue Country, but as the most outstanding heir of the emperor, I was excluded from the crown prince because I was not the eldest son. I have no obligation to do so much for the Blue Country, let alone...Father is still with me A yin and yang curse has been placed on my body, if I dare to touch the throne, I will freeze to death!"

"You also noticed that my body temperature is lower than that of ordinary people, right? That's the effect of the Yin-Yang spell."

"I thought a lot after I left Ximing Kingdom that day. We are all people who can't help ourselves, and we are forced to bear everything that should not be borne by us-everything you do is to protect your country and your loved ones , and everything Qi did was to prove my existence, but, I, who had never been sincere to others, was moved to you."

"Even I was surprised. Seeing the way you looked at me at that time, my heart was stung. I spent a year convincing myself and trying to make myself forget you, but things backfired. Time The longer it passes, the clearer you will be in my memory!"

"Not long ago I heard that Murong Ze planned to overthrow the harem of the Ximing Kingdom, and successfully drove Leng Aotian into a corner. I thought of you at that time, Leng Aotian was forced into a corner, what about you, what will happen to you?"

"Later, the information came back. I heard that you had successfully escaped Leng Aotian and Murong Ze's pursuit, so I thought at that time that you would definitely return to Dayin, so I will wait here for you. I don't even know why Waiting for you, maybe I only have one thought in my heart, that is, to find you again, apologize to you, and then try my best to make up for you and make up for the mistakes I made..."

Lan Zheyu's long-winded words made me drowsy. How could I, who had abandoned all emotions, be able to listen to the true confession of someone who had hurt me?

Besides, it's not necessarily true.Maybe he just fell in love with my ability to bear children, or maybe he is really bored.

Can Lan Zheyu, who hangs around the flowers in the past, be able to be devoted?The answer is of course, impossible!

I won't be so stupid as to believe a person's smooth talk anymore, even if it's Qin Yizhi.

He didn't jump out to stand with me in the most critical time, what else can we count on?

That's right, the feelings I want are very pure, I don't need anyone to give up their lives for me, what I want is someone who can live and die with me, because if there is no each other, a person living in this world will be How lonely it is!

But I think, I'm afraid it will be very difficult for me to fall in love with another person in this life, no matter male or female.

When I recovered, Lan Zheyu had already left.

I sighed for a long time, and Leng Aotian came in with the baby in his arms. He was not as eloquent as others, and he had always been indifferent. Although he looked at the baby occasionally with tenderness, I understood , that's just the nature of being a father.

"Mu Luoxi, I once promised you that I would let you go when you gave birth to a child for me. This child... I want to take it away! I know you don't like him, otherwise you wouldn't want it so hard. I strangled him to death." Leng Aotian said indifferently, his gaze passed over my cheeks, he paused, and then said, "That day I had to use you as a shield, and before that, I caused a lot of harm to you... ...If you want to take revenge, I will always be there for you!"

Leng Aotian turned around with the child in his arms, the child in his arms suddenly flattened his mouth, burst into tears, and waved his tender little hands to me, as if expressing his reluctance.

"Wait!" I said without warning, Leng Aotian stopped, and quickly turned to look at me, at that moment, I clearly saw the surprise in his eyes.But after he saw my expression clearly, he put away the joy. He raised his eyebrows and asked, "What's the matter? If you want me to keep the child, that's impossible!"

I looked at him with disdain, and threw the Sha Chi sword and dragon-shaped jade pendant and the other two jade pendants to him. From then on, I have nothing to do with him!

Leng Aotian caught the sword with one hand, then waved the sword gently, and blocked the dragon-shaped jade pendant back with the sword, and landed on my brocade quilt. The other two jade pendants also fell on the ground at this time.

He said with a blank expression: "I took Sha Chi, this dragon-shaped jade pendant will be convenient for you to enter and leave the palace of the Ximing Kingdom in the future. If you want to assassinate me, it can come in handy, so keep it! If you really don't want it , you can throw it away, I only take Shachi."

After speaking, he turned around and left again. When he reached the door, he paused slightly: "By the way, the child's name is Leng Xichen, Luoxi's Xi, Xingchen's Chen."

Seeing his northern shadow disappear from sight, I lowered my head to look at the dragon-shaped jade pendant on the quilt, can I sneak into the palace of Ximing Kingdom silently?That's really good!

I have always done things unscrupulously, and of course I will not take detours if there are shortcuts.So I reached out to pick up the jade pendant and put it away carefully.

"You really are a cruel person!" Murong Ze's voice sounded, and I sneered in my heart, it seems that they have discussed it, and they came to my place one by one to bombard me indiscriminately.If I hadn't been too lazy to pay attention to them, I'm afraid I would have ridiculed them long ago.

"Do you have the heart to let such a small child leave your side?"

"Then will you keep the baby?" I asked sarcastically.

Murong Ze obviously didn't expect me to speak suddenly, he was stunned, and replied: "Of course." Then he handed me the child in his arms, and I took it subconsciously, "You are not afraid that I will kill him now Yet?"

"You won't." Murong Ze looked at me with burning eyes, "Before you did such a thing because of emotional instability."

"Really?" I sneered, "Didn't you just call me cruel?"

"Isn't it?" Murong Ze asked back.

I know he must have remembered the time when I stabbed him with a silver needle without hesitation.

"That's not as good as you." I threw the child back to him, and there was indeed some reluctance, but I would not bring two children to hinder my itinerary and plans.

It is said that tiger poison does not eat its children, no matter how ruthless Leng Aotian and Murong Ze are, they should protect them well, right?If you follow me, you will suffer even more.

Besides... I don't know how long I can live. What will my child do when I die?So out of sight, out of mind!

Murong Ze caught the child, seeing that he was about to cry, he quickly shook his arms to coax him.Suddenly he raised his head as if remembering something, and told me: "Oh, by the way, I have already chosen the child's name, it is called Murong Yan, what do you think?"

"It doesn't matter." I said coldly.

"Then let's call it that." Murong Ze paused, and said seriously, "Luo Xi, I know you have a lot of ambitions, and I also know that you will never go back to Yan Kingdom with me. I won't force you. If you want to see your child, I welcome you at any time. In addition, I am also looking forward to meeting you on the battlefield. The Luo Xi I know should be someone who can gallop on the battlefield and give advice!"

"Then you just wait to be beaten to pieces by me!"

The person who knows me best is indeed him.

But I also know him, we, after all, have lived together for seven years...

"Then take good care of your health, I'll be waiting for your arrival anytime!" Murong Ze said softly to the child in his arms, "Yan'er, come and bid farewell to mother."

"Who is the mother?! Get lost—" I growled and raised my wrist. Murong Ze was not angry, but smiled jokingly, and quickly left with the child in his arms.

I clenched my fingers and sighed bitterly...