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Chapter 45 I love you more than I love myself

However, this wish was not fulfilled in the end.

Because it is winter and the weather is very cold, the so-called sightseeing in mountains and rivers... is completely nonsense!There are dry branches and white snow everywhere. Even if the horseshoes are wrapped with cloth strips, they will still be unstable when stepping on the snow.

My sanity has been half asleep and half awake, Leng Aochen finally turned around and took me back to the palace again.

Murong Ze stared at us who were riding back to the palace with displeasure, his eyes were so cold that a cow could be frozen to death: "Do you think your life is not short enough?"

Although it was wrapped thickly, Leng Aochen also wrapped me in his cloak, but the coldness that spread from the fingertips to the bottom of my heart has been invading the bone marrow, I was trembling and leaning against Leng Aochen, fortunately, his body is warmer , so that my whole body does not freeze.

It's not that the weather is so cold, it's just that my body can't bear this level of cold.

Murong Ze saw that I was not talking and was snuggled into Leng Aochen's arms, so he couldn't help but stepped forward and questioned Leng Aochen: "He's messing around, are you messing around too?"

"I will not go against Luo Xi's wishes, no matter whether it is correct or not." Leng Aochen said calmly, without moving his expression.

"Stupid!" Murong Ze glared at him bitterly.

As soon as I fell, Murong Ze had already snatched me into his arms, Leng Aochen didn't get annoyed, he got off his horse and asked a question that surprised me: "Is my brother back yet?"

"I don't know!" Murong Ze replied angrily, leaned over and wrapped me in a cloak, the anger in his lowered eyes almost burned me.

Leaning on his chest wearily, I said weakly: "I leave the palace, you will have a chance to win Dayin, won't you?"

"I, Murong Ze, are not that bad!" Murong Ze growled, and couldn't help but curse, "What are you doing now? Are you testing me?"

"No, I just want to spend more time with Aochen." I replied in a low voice, closing my eyes slowly, "I owe him a lot."

"Then don't you owe me?" Murong Ze emphasized in displeasure.

I smiled wryly: "You owe me too, so...we're even."

"Who told you that the debt between us can be evened?! You have never given me your sincerity, sincerity is priceless, but you tell me, how can you offset my sincerity?" Murong Ze The pace is getting faster and faster.

I even felt a sudden dizziness and pain in my head, but I still subconsciously refuted to him: "My innocence...isn't it enough?"

Murong Ze's arms trembled slightly, he was stunned for a while, and then gritted his teeth and snorted: "You really know how to find it!"

"Why? Not enough? What about my dignity?" I sighed weakly, "Murong Ze, please let me go, even if I don't pursue all the past, the time has passed, and we are no longer the same. The original state of mind is changed, why do you still stick around here? Besides, I have already given you a chance, after I leave the palace, you are fully capable of taking Dayin as your own, why don't you act? "

"Enough!" Murong Ze threw me onto the bed, although it was a fall, but the bed was so thick that I didn't feel it at all.He pulled the brocade quilt to cover me, and then covered me with two more layers, "I admit, I used to be too unscrupulous, but as an emperor, I also have my own difficulties. You are also the king of a country now, don't you Don't you understand this truth? I thought that your current situation and identity could understand what I did back then..."

I closed my eyes and didn't speak.Understanding means being able to understand, but not agreeing with.

Murong Ze continued: "I have figured it out now, even if the continent is unified, it will be boundless loneliness without a person I love by my side. Dayin can be handed over to Yan'er to inherit, even if it is not the case, I will You won't provoke war easily again, Luo Xi, can you stop doing these unsettling things?"

"Luo Xi?" Murong Ze sighed, moved the heater closer to the position of his legs, then he put down the bed curtain, warmed his hands and came in, holding my hands to help me warm.After the hands and feet warmed up, he helped me lose some energy before he let go of the corners of my tuck, and then sat on the edge of the bed and watched over.

Actually, I didn't fall asleep, but after he finished these, I gradually fell asleep.

For a long time, I heard his low voice, filled with unwillingness and humiliation, and I could even imagine his unwilling expression.

"Although I know love is selfish, but for you... I don't mind sharing it with others."

----split line----

When I woke up, I found two people lying beside me. I was startled, and after looking closely, I found that it was Yan'er and Murong Ze.

I slept on the innermost side, Murongze slept on the outermost side, and Yan'er was between Murongze and me.

"Are you awake?" Murong Ze was in a light sleep, I only moved slightly, and he woke up.

I put Yan'er's exposed arm back under the quilt, and hummed lightly: "Why do you two come here to sleep?"

"I can't help it." Murong Ze blinked, but the extremely childish movements gave him a sense of elegance, "I'm afraid you will disappear again when I wake up."

"Where's Aochen?" I thought of Murongze taking me away after being brought back to the palace by Aochen yesterday. After that, my consciousness was in a trance, but I didn't feel Aochen's existence.

I know that Ao Chen has always been very self-aware, and his attitude towards Murong Ze is much better.What's more, there is also a cute and mischievous Yan'er, Yan'er is as clever in buying people's hearts as his father, Ao Chen has a pure heart, so naturally he can't resist.So it must be voluntary to give up space and time for me to be alone with Murong Ze.

My original intention to drive away Leng Aotian was not to cultivate a relationship with Murong Ze!

Aochen, I want to spend the last time with you, why do you always push me to others?Could it be... just because there is no XX relative between us?You think I don't love you enough?That's why I hid alone and licked the sadness for the first time?

Murong Ze suddenly raised his elbows and leaned closer, his deep pupils reflected my sleepy look: "Luo Xi, isn't it good that we are a family of three? Why do you always bring up irrelevant people to spoil the atmosphere? "

"An irrelevant person?" I raised my eyebrows and looked at him with a half-smile, "Yesterday, I don't know who said that for me, it is acceptable to share me with others. Although I hate your metaphor of me as an object, but It’s still surprising that you have such an awareness.”

Murong Ze was lowering his head to kiss me, but he was stunned when he heard what I said, Jun turned his face away, his ears were a little red, he said angrily: "You pretend to be asleep!"

I smiled lightly, not denying it.

"I... I am not for you? For Yan'er?" He dodged his eyes, "I did have some mistakes back then. If I had been more clever, you wouldn't have made those little tricks under my nose. I I won’t make a mistake and make you take away so much information that I can no longer keep you by my side. At that time, I really can’t control myself. I want to kill you, but I can’t do it. I want to keep you, but I can’t resist the temptation in my heart , I was afraid that if I was not careful, I would ruin the country of Yan in my own hands... In addition, at that time, Leng Aotian asked you to go and get married by name, so I went along with the flow, cut off my love thread with my own hands, and pushed you to others. "

When Murong Ze said this, he was able to look me in the eyes, he kissed my lips lightly, and whispered, "If my fault creates another Luo Xi, if my fault makes Luo Xi accept others in her heart, and cannot Shaking the other party's position...then...let me take on all of this! Seven years may be a torment, torture, and dispensable time for you, but for me, it is a parting of this life The treasure that doesn't go. Luoxi, did I say it before? I love you."

I smiled and widened my eyes, looked at him in disbelief, shook my head, no, he didn't say that.

He only said that he was only interested in me.But the word 'love', he never touched.

"I love you more than I love myself." After Murong Ze said this, his eyes moved down and fixed on my lips, and then the warm touch fell on my lips...

I was kissed passively by him, and I closed my eyes in annoyance. Why did things turn into this situation?Shouldn't I alienate him and kick him out like I did with Leng Aotian?Why?Why would you be led by the nose by him?Why is the silent heart beating again?Why are you looking into those eyes—those eyes that are different from the graceful and luxurious eyes in the past—those eyes with heart-piercing eyes—wish to sink with him together?never wake up?

I think, I am terminally ill, so I have hallucinations, right?

Yes, that's right, it must be an illusion.

[What, fans of that guy Leng Aotian, don’t worry, it’s not my preference to arrange for him to retreat temporarily, it’s because I think that every small attack must have a special way to get forgiveness, if you are only locked up for three days, you will be hungry Forgiving within three days, wouldn't it be the same as Murong Xiaogong?Besides, Murong Xiaogong's status in Luo Xi's heart is still higher than that of Leng Aotian, but I will try my best to reverse the situation when writing Leng Aotian, so that everyone feels that these Gongs can't be let go, hehe]

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