wolf at every step

A meal is carried out in such a strange and harmonious atmosphere.

After eating, I held Lan'er in my arms and tried to get up and walk around. Just as I stood up, I faintly felt a sudden sharp pain in my heart.

My arm suddenly lost strength, I quickly sat down, and fell towards the side of the bed, Leng Aotian stretched out his hand for the first time, his eyes flickered with fright: "Luo Xi!"

Qin Lan has been safely received in his arms, and my back is wrapped around his other arm.

He moved so quickly that he must have pulled his fractured calf, fine sweat suddenly appeared on his forehead, and he could not help frowning his brows, but he put Qin Lan on the bed peacefully, watching me being beaten by Qin Yizhi Hold it with your hand before letting go.

"Xi'er!" Qin Yizhi quickly put his hand on my wrist, and Murong Ze, Lan Zheyu, and Leng Aochen also moved the table away and surrounded me.

Although I deliberately let myself ignore it, the inherent chronic disease is still entangled in my life like a vine, like a dormant poisonous snake, which inadvertently sticks its head out to bite you, gradually eating away at your life.

Seeing them so nervous, I forced the corners of my lips to twitch: "Don't worry, I'll be fine after lying down for a while..."

While speaking, a sweet smell suddenly surged in my throat, I tried my best to hold it in my mouth, then swallowed it calmly, and fell down like a collapsed body.

"Hee'er!"

"Luoxi!"

"Lolo!"

The shouts one after another finally disappeared in the distance.

It was as if a boulder was pressing on my heart, my breathing became more and more difficult, and my brain was also running slowly due to lack of oxygen.

Finally... Are you going to reach the end?

----split line----

"Yizhi, I want to take Mumu back to the palace as soon as possible." I have been awake for half an hour, but Qin Yizhi just refused to let me get up. The needles in my chest healed.

"Don't waste your energy." I grabbed his trembling hand and whispered, "You must have been sleepless for several days, right? You know better than anyone that this kind of treatment has no effect on me. gone."

"Shut up!" Qin Yizhi couldn't help but yell at me when he heard my weak words when he was so annoyed and indifferent.

I sighed helplessly and changed the subject: "What about them?"

"I sent out to look for herbs." Qin Yizhi replied absently, and then slowly met my eyes, "Xi'er, please don't give up, okay?"

My eyes froze, not knowing what to say for a while.

"I know that the illness has made you suffer a lot, but do you have the heart to leave me behind? Not only me, but also Lan'er, and others, Yan'er, Chen'er, they all need you." Qin Yizhi put down the silver needle, His fingertips brushed over my eyebrows, and then caressed my temple hair, "Xi'er, I know you have suffered so much, experienced so much pain, and now you finally have the happiness that is within your reach, are you really willing to give up? Is it? I can see that they all want to make up for it, and they all treat you well from the bottom of their hearts. There are so many people who love you, you must persevere, okay? "

Although painful, happiness is stronger.

Looking at Qin Yizhi's longing gaze, I nodded and said in a low voice, "I haven't given up, I'm just a little depressed."

"Don't think so much in the future. Leave it to us to solve it." Qin Yizhi comforted.

"Ah."

Indeed, I have gone through so much and finally got to where I am today, how can I be willing to give up?

Yan'er and Chen'er came hand in hand, the two tightly clenched little hands approached slowly, and then asked cautiously: "Mother, are you still in pain?"

"It doesn't hurt anymore." When I looked at Chen'er, I unconsciously felt some guilt. I'm really sorry, Chen'er, mother passed on this damn heart disease to you...

Chen'er felt a little uncomfortable being watched by me, she stretched out her little hand, touched my face, and made a soft voice: "Mother, Chen'er doesn't hurt."

"good."

Not long after, Leng Aotian also limped over with Lan'er in his arms, I subconsciously looked at Qin Yizhi, Qin Yizhi said in a low voice: "His leg is inconvenient, he was rejected by others, so he didn't go But he was determined to go at that time, I said I was too busy to take care of you by myself, so he stayed."

I couldn't laugh or cry, I always felt that these men had staged a picture of a harem fighting for favor in front of my eyes.

Qin Yizhi added in a low voice: "And it seems that the little guys like the unsmiling Leng Aotian very much. It's really strange. He is quite capable of watching the children's affairs."

"Is it better?" Although Leng Aotian's expression was unhurried, his tone was filled with imperceptible anxiety.

He didn't call me anything, and it was as natural as if there was no deep hatred between us at all.

Qin Yizhi put away the silver needle, and asked: "I'll go to the imperial pharmacy to see if the medicine is ready, and you take care of him first."

"En." Leng Aotian replied, and then sat beside my bed, "Don't worry."

After Qin Yizhi left, Yan'er and Chen'er were curious about how the medicine was made, so they also ran away behind Qin Yizhi's ass.

All of a sudden, it was just me and Leng Aotian—oh, isn’t there another Qin Lan who is yawning against Leng Aotian’s chest, who can eat and sleep—I still feel a little awkward.

"I……"

"you……"

After a moment of silence, he and I actually spoke at the same time.

The atmosphere climbed to the extreme of embarrassment.

Leng Aotian paused for a moment, but Magnetism rang out in a uniquely indifferent voice. Even so, he could hear his deliberately soft voice: "I apologize to you for many things before."

I raised my eyes to look at him, noticing my gaze, his face was a little red, but he quickly said: "I know that apologizing is the last way to show sincerity, but I want to do this. I'm sorry, I used to use That way hurt you. It doesn't matter if you forgive me or not, I just want to say sorry to you."

"To be honest, I don't expect you to forgive me. Among these people, am I the one who is the most redundant?" Leng Aotian raised the corners of his lips mockingly, "It seems that God is fair after all, and what is good is what is rewarded." , Evil will be rewarded with evil, it’s not that there will be no retribution, the time has not yet come.”

"..." I opened my mouth, but I still didn't know what to say. It was really unreal to be able to talk to him so calmly!

"Chen'er is innocent, I hope you don't feel bad for him." Leng Aotian lowered his eyes, as if he didn't see my expression, "I will go back when you are better."

"Leng Aotian, what am I to you?" Finally mustered up the courage to ask this sentence.

The past goes with the wind, although it is impossible to completely forget it, but if you don't deliberately remember it, you can still let it pass.

Leng Aotian raised his head in astonishment, looked at me in disbelief, and forgot to answer for a moment.

I asked again: "Are you staying here for Chen'er, for me, or for yourself?"

"Back then, Aochen said, you have someone you love, and that person died for you, and your heart no longer believes in love. So now...do you still believe in it?"

I also don't know why this question is asked.

What came to mind was the image of Leng Aotian holding my hand tightly in the tunnel and running away together, he was forced to such a point and still did not abandon me, whether he used me as a shield or cared about the emperor in my belly Well, at the end of the day, he still helped me block the fatal arrow.

If it is said that he is ruthless, it must be Murong Ze who is more ruthless, right?

Thinking of Murong Ze, and thinking of what happened when he was locked up in the cold palace, so many years of caring and caring, with good intentions, love can't turn into hate, thinking about it this way, I feel that even if he is ruthless, he was also driven to a desperate situation by me Did it just explode?He has always been a graceful and luxurious person, and he has nothing to do with ruthlessness...

As for Leng Aotian...he is just indifferent but not ruthless, he is just not good at expressing his feelings, or maybe the woman who left him with pain occupied most of his heart, so that the emperor who was already aloof is even more Proudly indifferent.

Facing the bait sent by the emperor of the enemy country, he had a good reason to doubt me. For the sake of his empire and his carefully protected emperor brother, Leng Aotian has a reason to do things to me that are enough to humiliate me.Because I, who appeared out of thin air, was a threat to him.

Love and hate are originally entangled, and there is a comparison between right and wrong.Thinking of it this way, he was relieved.

"You don't hate me anymore?" Leng Aotian heard the meaning of my words and looked at me in surprise.

I smiled lightly: "I did too much to you that day, what about you? Do you hate me?"

Leng Aotian quickly shook his head: "No, no, I brought the blame on myself." He lowered his head a little annoyed, "Later, I started a war on the spur of the moment, and the pride in my bones made me lose my mind. I thought that since you refused to forgive me, Then I will destroy your country, and then tie you by my side, never letting go!"

"But I regretted it soon, so when you let Qin Yizhi intercept my food and grass, I turned a blind eye and closed one eye, and minimized the casualties." Leng Aotian smiled embarrassedly, "I don't know what happened at the time, just did crazy things like that."

"You just asked me if I still believe in love. I want to say—I didn't believe it at first, but your appearance made me believe it again." Leng Aotian raised his head solemnly, looked at me, and said seriously.

"What kind of woman is that woman you love so much?" By accident, I asked such a sentence.

After asking, I felt it was wrong, but Leng Aotian replied: "She is very arrogant, she has no respect for me from others, she can boss me around, not to mention saving my life later..."

"Do you know why I locked you by my side in the first place?" Leng Aotian seemed to muster up a lot of courage before he spoke, "I saw her shadow in you. You are also arrogant and stubborn, decisive and decisive. I admit that I have been constantly I am attracted to you all the time, but because of your identity and the deep love I originally hid in my heart, I told myself over and over again not to be confused by you, not to lose my heart in you... But the more depressed I was, the more my feelings exploded. The more intense. Later Murong Ze used that woman to appear instead of her. I was confused by her at first, but I soon found that my heart was no longer with her. Every time I went to her place, I always saw you, although Every time I make you very embarrassed, but your eyes have long been engraved in my mind... When the palace changed, I recognized what I thought in my heart, but I also understood that you already hated me to the core, It is impossible for us to be together! And all of this is caused by me alone! I can't blame and I can't expect, I can only deliberately push you to the cusp and try to destroy you with my own hands!"

I looked at him suddenly, and it turned out that the reason why I was pushed out by him that day was actually like this.

"But I was wrong, I can't do it at all. I can't watch you disappear in front of my eyes..." Leng Aotian's indifferent eyes had a certain look at the moment, he stared at me, "I did it myself, didn't I? Leng Aotian has already been poisoned by a kind of poison called Mu Luoxi, and he can't get rid of it in this life. Sometimes when I think about it, I think it's ridiculous, people's hearts are indeed unpredictable."

"Love is even more difficult to control."