wolf at every step

After all, it is impossible to sit idly by.I approached Yan'er, took him into my arms, and coaxed him: "Yan'er is good, Daddy has something to do, he will come to see Yan'er in a short time, Yan'er won't cry, okay?"

Maybe he was tired from crying, or he believed my words, so he sobbed and cried for a while and then slowly stopped crying, then tilted his head, and fell asleep against my chest.

Staring at his crying face, I reached out to wipe away the remaining tears on his eyelashes, and sighed silently.

Wrapping Yan'er in the quilt, I gently got off the ground, took my own clothes, put them on, and walked out of the hall.

Leng Aochen didn't go far away, he was leaning on the white jade pillars on the corridor with folded arms and staring sideways at the red plums in the courtyard in a daze.Hearing the sound of footsteps, he turned his head and saw that it was me who came out, he was slightly taken aback, then came up to meet him, took off the cloak on his shoulders and put it on for me himself, grinning and complaining: "Why don't you wear more?"

"I didn't expect it to be so cold outside." I laughed too, letting his gentle fingers nimbly shuttle around my neck, knotting the straps of the cloak.

"It's winter again." He sighed, and then asked me again, "How do you plan to arrange the soldiers of the Blue Kingdom?"

I was stunned for a moment, and then I remembered that another month had passed in a panic, and it had been five months since I left Languo.

"Let them go back." After a while, I lowered my eyes and asked, "How long have I been in a coma this time?"

Leng Aochen replied truthfully: "Five days."

Five days... My heart trembled, that is to say, Murong Ze was imprisoned by me for five days.

"I'm going to the Leng Palace, you help me take care of Yan'er." For some reason, some don't want Leng Aochen to accompany me, is it because he is worried that he will plead in front of me, or that he will soften his heart in front of him?

Leng Aochen nodded without complaining: "Okay."

After finishing speaking, he winked at Yueying Yuewu and asked in a low voice: "Take good care of Your Majesty."

"Yes!" Yueying Yuewu also knew the kindness Leng Aochen had shown me back then, so she didn't disobey his orders.

I knew he was worried, afraid that something might happen to my body, that's why I entrusted Yueyingyuewu so solemnly.So she smiled at him, tiptoed and kissed him on the cheek, and said softly, "I'll be back soon."

"En." Leng Aochen was stunned for a moment, and then smiled warmly.

For thirteen years after his father had only doted on his mother, his father had never accepted a concubine since his mother passed away, so most of the palaces in the palace were empty, and the so-called cold palaces were just decorations, presumably extremely shabby.

When I was approaching the Leng Palace, I couldn't help slowing down my pace, but when I thought about the fact that I ordered Murong Ze to be starved for three days, I felt uneasy again. I ordered him to be starved for three days, but who knew that he suddenly fell into a coma for five days? In the next two days, it was unknown to order to prepare food for Murong Ze, and I didn't know to ask in front of Ao Chen, so I couldn't help speeding up my pace.

If the majestic king of a country is starved to death by me, what a joke it will be if it gets out?

The cold palace was indeed simple and shabby, with the cold wind blowing, I wrapped my cloak tightly and stepped inside.

When the guards of Murongze saw me coming, they all knelt down. I waved my hand, blocking their intention of shouting long live.The crowd also agreed tacitly. After kowtowing, they stood up in unison, bowing their heads respectfully.

I looked around, and the leader came up to me and said in a low voice, "Your Majesty, are you going to interrogate the prisoner?"

"Retire, all of you." Shooing everyone away, Yueying Yuewu glanced at each other and also retreated.

I gently pushed open the door of the inner hall.

The creaking sound caused the person leaning on the bedpost to rest his eyes and closed his eyes slightly to open his eyes. When he saw it was me, he quietly raised the corners of his lips and closed his eyes again.

Murong Ze was still wearing the clothes he had when he came here, but at this moment he felt a lot thinner. After all, the Leng Palace is not as good as an ordinary palace for people to live in. There is no heater. I can even see that his lips are a little blue from the cold, and his lower lip is dry and cracked. The skin was broken in two places, and because of the dryness, no blood flowed out, but it looked a little shocking.

Hands and feet were bound, there was no bedding except the bed board, and there was only a table around, with dust on the table, and a hole in the window, blowing cold wind.

Probably because I haven't spoken for a long time, Murong Ze slowly opened his eyes again, and joked in a low voice: "Why, is His Majesty Luo Xi here to see me off for the last time?"

The voice was very low, almost blown away by a gust of wind. Although I couldn't hear clearly, I could barely understand the meaning of his words.

He didn't call me Luo Xi anymore, and he didn't call himself me. Murong Ze returned to the graceful and condescending Murong Ze he saw at the beginning.

"When you imprisoned Yizhi, did you ever think that you would have today?" I suppressed the inexplicable feelings in my heart and asked in a low voice.

The faint smile on the corner of Murong Ze's lips froze immediately, he stared at me for a while, and finally burst out laughing out loud, with bitterness in his smile.It's just that because he doesn't have much strength, laughing sounds no different from ordinary laughter.

I was a little annoyed: "Why are you laughing!"

"I'm laughing at myself. If I take this wrong step, I'll lose everything!" Murong Ze lowered his eyes, the smile on his lips had disappeared, and he laughed at himself in a low voice, "I thought that you tricked me into taking Yan'er Bringing and ambushing good people to deal with me is for your own sake, and I just let it go without a fight because I think you hate me so much and use such indecent means to capture me because you hate me, hate me to the extreme. Love Hate this entanglement, the more you hate me, the more you love me, the reason why you deal with me is because you haven't seen your true heart... So I will be arrested without a fight, I thought, if you shut me up for a few days and starve me, I will just vent my anger for a few days will let me out..."

My heart trembled, and indescribable feelings completely occupied my heart. Yes, what he said was correct. If I wanted to deal with him, I would never use such indecent methods. In fact, I still have hope in my heart, hope He can let me once, I hope he can not be so smart once, don't see through my intentions and try to deal with me and defeat me.

This time he did it, he didn't expose me, he didn't think of any countermeasures, and he even caught me without any resistance... I was really shocked when I heard the news, so I didn't order to hurt him and kill him, but let me Leng Aochen starved him for three days, and then figured out a way.I know that Yan'er can't live without his father, and I also know that I can't be cruel, so I came here to see him.

But why is he looking so disappointed and heartbroken now...

Murong Ze gritted his teeth and continued: "But now you come to ask me if I thought I would have today? I thought that I would put down my body and compromise for you. I thought that you would hate me and torture me to relieve your hatred. But I never thought that you treated me like this not for yourself, but for Qin Yizhi who has been dead for a year!"

So it turns out that it was because of the sentence I asked at the beginning...

I was at a loss for what to do, Murongze closed his eyes with an ugly face, and murmured: "Mu Luoxi... are you satisfied? My whole life, Murongze, has been completely ruined by your hands... Kill as much as you want... I will die! Seven years of careful teaching and care can't compare to the five years you spent with Qin Yizhi day and night...it can't compare to the kindness of Leng Aochen who sacrificed his life for you...it can't compare to Lan Zheyu The one year of caring for you... can't compare to that arrow that Leng Aotian blocked for you! I, Murong Ze, deserve it! I deserve to fall in love with you, the cold-hearted prince of the enemy country who is planning to kill me!"

Every sentence of accusation was like a sharp sword piercing my heart. I staggered back two steps, almost unable to stand, my heart was filled with severe pain, and I couldn't tell whether it was the pain of a heart attack or pure heartache.

When I was ten years old, I just left Dayin, the road was full of wind and dust, and I had a heart attack and a high fever. The 17-year-old frivolous boy held me in his arms, and said my name while typing truth for me. Seems extremely anxious, "Luo Xi... cheer up... Luo Xi..."

The 11-year-old man in the imperial robe personally held the long sword in the exquisite courtyard. Riri came to teach swordsmanship in person, whether chopping or stabbing, or kicking or stretching arms, harshly reprimanded, but when I was so tired and sweating profusely I took a handkerchief to help me wipe off my sweat...

Beside the desk at the age of 12, 19-year-old Murong Ze grabbed my hand and copied over and over again the calligraphy and paintings of the major calligraphers. The poems and songs are the same, and there are occasional mistakes. He took the willow branch and threw it in my palm. The next moment, he carefully applied the cooling ointment for me.

At the 13th birthday banquet, the 20-year-old young emperor came here with a qin in his arms, smiling, singing, and playing. He handed the qin to me with pride and flattery, but he pretended to be careless and asked: "Luo Xi, Do you like it? I just got it, it’s useless anyway, so I’ll give it to you! Aren’t you fascinated by playing the piano recently?”

When I was 14 years old, in the imperial study room, the 21-year-old Emperor Grace faced cross-legged, Reversi jumped on the board, and occasionally I cast a hot gaze, but when I raised my eyes, I lowered them again, staring at the board and urging: " Luo Xi, hurry up, it's my turn, have you thought about it for so long and still haven't figured out which step to take?" The embarrassment made it difficult to cover up.

15-year-old hunting ground, 22-year-old Murong Ze and I rode the horse side by side, holding a bow and arrow, smiling noblely: "Luo Xi, if you can win against me today, I will give you this pair of silver rings..."

A 16-year-old palace banquet, a 23-year-old majestic young man wrapped the satin around my waist with a half-smile: "Luo Xi, I heard that this can be used as a prop for dancing and a hidden weapon for sneak attacking people, come on, Give me a try..."

In the 17-year-old hall, a 24-year-old man who was even more mysterious and unpredictable looked down at me who had failed in the assassination: "Luo Xi, your eyes are too sharp to deceive me..."

Lingering on the bed—"Luo Xi, I have been waiting for this day for a long time..."

Biting her earlobe lightly - "Luo Xi, you are the only one who makes me fall in love..."

The eyes are amazing - "Luo Xi, you don't know how charming you look in red..."

Helpless eyes - "Luo Xi, don't challenge my limits..."

……

Seven years... the bits and pieces of the seven years... the increasingly hot eyes of Murong Ze, who has changed from a frivolous boy to a graceful young man in the past seven years, linger in his heart.

It's not that I don't understand, but that I can't.

Now that times have changed, it's not that I don't want to forget, but I can't forget.

If I am not Prince Dayin, if you are not Emperor Yan...

Yes, I am cold-hearted, but if I am not a cold-hearted person, how can I live until now?

"Luo Xi...do we have to do this?" Murong Ze's eyes were warm and rippling, "Love each other and kill each other, love each other and kill each other...Luo Xi, you want to kill me because you love me too much...I can Do you understand that?"

"Don't say it! Don't say it!" I knelt down and clutched my chest, my eyes were blurred. Is it tears or consciousness?

The sound of chains dragging the floor was approaching. Murong Ze squatted beside me, clasped my shoulders with both hands, the chain was straightened by his hands, and barely stopped on my neck. I looked at him in surprise, he bitterly Laughing: "Luo Xi, do you know how much I want to kill you at this moment! Kill you, the tormenting demon!"

"Kill me, will you live?" I asked hoarsely.

"Yes!" Murong Ze nodded, but the next moment he let go and hugged me tightly, "But I can't do it! I can't do it!"

Tears finally rolled down, I couldn't tell if it was mine or his, I pressed against his chest, listening to his beating heartbeat, why, why am I not a hard-hearted person?Why didn't I forget everything before when I lost my memory and regained it?

"Luo Xi...you won..." Murong Ze's voice became farther and farther away, "Luo Xi, why don't we just love each other like this?"

I really wanted to answer him, but my consciousness finally couldn't hold on, and I passed out again...