wolf at every step

Unknowingly, when I looked up, the bleak winter scenery had gradually disappeared.The white snow melts, the cold recedes, and the branches of the peach blossoms in the courtyard gradually have more flower buds, which are red and pink, which looks refreshing.

spring is coming.

After living in this magnificent palace, I have settled down a lot. When I have nothing to do, I take the scrolls that Yizhi brought for me to read, and at other times I either eat or sleep.It's as if the body responds naturally to rest.

Yizhi has been busy a lot, almost no one is seen during the day, but he always comes to my place to accompany me at night, although most of the time when he comes, I have already fallen asleep, but I can still feel his breath lingering around me .This breath seems to have been engraved in the heart, engraved into the flesh and blood.

There are exceptions.

After his eyes darkened inexplicably and he lost consciousness, when he woke up, whether it was day or night, the first thing he saw was his haggard and worried face.

"Yizhi, I'm fine...I'm just too sleepy, that's why I slept for so long..." I reached out to touch his thin face, but he held it back with such strength that I couldn't help frowning slightly .

"Lolo... Lolo..." He just called my name like this, and my unclear struggle flashed many times in his eyes.

Until one time, I fell into a coma for ten days!It feels like my physical function has dropped to a very bad state...

When I lower my head, I can see the slightly bulging belly. I eat and sleep every day, but I am still very thin, so the bulge of my abdomen looks even more abrupt.

"Luoluo..." Yizhi pressed my heart and asked worriedly, "Does it still hurt here?"

I shook my head, I don't know if I was numb from the pain a few times ago or my body has been able to bear this kind of pain, it is true that I can't feel the pain anymore.

"Lolo... I have something to discuss with you..." He hesitated, as if struggling for a long time.

"What's the matter?" I rubbed my slightly protruding belly, feeling the signs of life inside, with a focused expression, so I just asked casually after hearing what he said, completely absent-minded, or indifferent.It seems that having the little guy in my belly is already the whole of my life.

"Lolo...your body is very weak...you are always in a coma these days...but because you have a baby, I can't give you too many strong medicines, so...so...can we not give up this baby?" He It was extremely difficult to say, and his eyes kept evasive, not daring to look at me.

"No!" Hearing that he said that he didn't want a baby, I immediately protected my abdomen tightly and looked at him warily, "I want a baby!"

"But your body..." He looked at me helplessly, not daring to approach me without authorization.

"I'm fine, won't I be fine if I wake up? Why take the baby away? I want the baby! I want the baby!" I yelled, staring at him wrongedly, how could she do this?The baby has been very obedient recently, and he actually wants to abandon the baby!

"Luoluo..." He seemed to want to say something more, but seeing my face as if facing a big enemy, he became compromised, he sighed lightly, and said in a low voice, "It's my fault, I shouldn't have said such a thing , Lolo, don't look at me like that, okay?"

"Hmph! You're a bad guy! You're a bad guy! I don't want to talk to you anymore!" Staring at him aggrieved and sad, I curled myself up against the corner of the soft couch, not allowing him to approach.

After a stalemate like this for half an hour, he saw that I had been digging into a dead end, so he had no choice but to leave embarrassingly: "I'm sorry, Luo Luo, don't be nervous, I won't hurt the baby, just lie down and rest obediently, okay?"

"No! You will take the baby away when I fall asleep!" I refused righteously, and I didn't know where the strength came from. I grabbed the jade pillow and threw it at him, "You go! You are not allowed to approach me! "

"Okay, okay, I'll go, I'll go, Luo Luo, don't get excited, don't get excited, I'll go right away!" He backed away in a hurry, while looking at me nervously, seeing that my eyes were red, he also had a look I regret the way I was.

After chasing him away, I hugged my knees and dropped my shoulders, sobbing softly.Those who didn't pay attention to leaving didn't really leave, but leaned against the half-hidden door, their eyes full of helplessness and regret.

In the next few days, I kept guarding against him. Although I saw the injury in his eyes, I didn't dare to relax. My baby, I can't lose it!

I kept guarding against him for a month, and finally believed that he didn't really take my baby with drugs, because even when I was sleeping or unconscious, he was always taking care of me with all his heart, and didn't say anything about not wanting the baby. if.

It is said that I looked like an enemy in my dreams and when I was in a coma. This expression deeply hurt him and made him decide not to think about the baby anymore.

The spring is warm and the flowers are blooming, and the scenery is just right.

I don't like being stuffy in the house, but my belly is getting bigger again, and I am tired and out of breath after walking a few steps outside.At first, Yizhi helped me out, and when I was tired, I leaned on him to rest for a while, but later on, the load on my heart became heavier and heavier, and walking became a problem.Yizhi then ordered someone to make an exquisite wheelchair and personally pushed me around outside.

The warm sun shines on the body, quiet and safe.

Time flies, and it is already hot summer. Fortunately, this is a country near water, and it is not too hot. In addition, Yizhi ordered people to prepare ice cubes and put them in the hall every day, and worked tirelessly every night. Help me wipe my sweaty body with lukewarm water, so it's not sad.

The abdomen is high and swollen, and the baby in the stomach has been more than eight months, and more than half of the summer has passed.

There is always a feeling of deja vu when stroking the abdomen, and the baby's face is always lingering in my mind.Why do I always see children smiling at me?

"Yizhi, thank you for your hard work." In the past few months, he has been taking care of me, conscientiously and tirelessly.

Perhaps it was surprising that I said such a thing. He stared at me for a while before he smiled and said, "Lolo is sensible, that's great. But I should take care of you. Didn't we agree a long time ago?" Do you? I will take care of you for the rest of my life and never let you suffer any harm, remember?"

"Yeah." I nodded. I remember this. He said this to me during the day's post-sealing ceremony. I only experienced such a grand and unforgettable event in my memory. How could I forget it?

Suddenly there was a dull pain in my abdomen, I frowned and muttered: "The baby is naughty again!"

Yizhi put his hand on my abdomen, caressing it gently, as if he was talking to himself, and also seemed to be talking to the baby: "Come out quickly, don't torture Luo Luoniang to kiss again, okay?"

I giggled and replied, "He is very good most of the time, he just gets naughty once in a while, you don't have to worry about it!"

Yizhi didn't speak any more, just leaned slightly, put his side face on my abdomen, and listened quietly to the baby's movement.

And the baby didn't let him down, he danced and kicked for a while before settling down.

I fell asleep tiredly, and my sleep should have been peaceful, but I always dreamed of many bloody scenes, which made my heart palpitating and frightening.But when I woke up the next day, I couldn't remember anything clearly, I only remembered the flames in the sky and the blood in my eyes, intertwined, tragic and terrifying.

I don't have much time to think about these things, and the closer the delivery is, the more frequent the abdominal pain will be.Always hit for no reason, and slip away for no reason.Repeatedly like this, on the last day of summer, the whole passage convulsed.

I yelled loudly, and Yizhi hurriedly helped me up and let me lean against his chest, while holding me down, he helped me calm down: "Luoluo, don't be afraid, bear with it, the baby is about to come out... ..."

"Yizhi...I'm in pain...it hurts..." Grabbing the bed sheet vigorously, my fingertips have dug into the fabric, but the severe pain in my abdomen came wave after wave, and I cried out in pain He didn't even have any strength, his heart stopped suddenly, his breathing became difficult, and the next moment, he lost consciousness.

But the abdominal pain spread, and even if I lost consciousness, I would be awakened by the severe pain. Yizhi helped me to breathe, and I was panting violently. There was a vast expanse of whiteness in front of my eyes. This kind of pain will not be easily forgotten after experiencing it once. Forcibly pulling my nerves, it seems that something is screaming out of my mind——

Accompanied by my side, bringing me fresh sour plums every day, smiling brightly with a big boy Leng Aochen, fell from my eyes in a blink of an eye, the bitter wind on the edge of the cliff seemed to be still blowing bleakly on his cheeks...

On the high city wall, the man who aimed at me with a sword hugged me in a blink of an eye and whispered softly, being my strong backing by my side, but the next moment he disappeared before my eyes, leaving only the broken bricks and tiles and Thick fire...

Gradually, blood soaked my fingertips, and I hugged the person whom I called father emperor weakly, my mind went blank, father emperor!Father——

No - these are not true -

My head hurts... My stomach hurts too...

I screamed out in pain, something gradually became clear in my mind, but the heart-piercing pain made me too late to think about it, I just wanted to get rid of this lingering torment as soon as possible...

"Lolo...Lolo...hold on...the baby is coming out soon..."

who is it?Who is whispering in my ear?Who is helping me soothe my belly?I opened my mouth wide to inhale, and I couldn't help being stunned when I looked at the man who was concentrating but was sweating profusely with my misty eyes—Lan Zheyu?How could it be him?

Am I not dead?I remember that I rushed into the sea of ​​flames and wanted to die with Yizhi... Why was it by Lan Zheyu's side?

"Hmm—" I subconsciously stretched out my hand to cover my abdomen, and I was extremely surprised by the high bulge and constant wriggling sensation!I'm pregnant again? !How could it be...Could it be that Lan Zheyu took advantage of others...

"Ah—" Before I could think about it, another burst of severe pain hit me, and I yelled loudly. The next moment, I heard a loud cry, and I lowered my head collapsed. Powerless to pursue, he closed his eyes and passed out completely.