Cat Slave Training Manual

Chapter 8 First Love Is Just Unrequited Love

Looking at the sketch that he had drawn for countless times, Yao Lin still cruelly erased almost half of it with an eraser, but he was at a loss for the rest. He suddenly felt that he should not agree to Lei Jing.

"You draw really well."

The voice that flashed in his mind surprised Yao Lin, why?Why do you think of that person at this time?

Yao Lin opened the drawer and carefully took out a piece of folded paper from the bottom. After hesitating for a while, he opened the paper. On the paper was a portrait of a young man. After the portrait was finished, he put the picture at the bottom of the drawer. , It was the first time to take it out today, and almost two months have passed.

Below the portrait is a line of words written by Yao Lin himself: If you can't love, it's better to let go.

Yao Lin inadvertently realized that he had a "problem" when he was in the second year of junior high school. After school, a boy in the class got a magazine from somewhere, which attracted the attention of other boys. Yao Lin was not interested at first. He was a student on duty that day, so he had to wait for all the students to leave before locking the door.

Someone forced Yao Lin into the circle of reading magazines, and only then did he know that the boys were reading an adult magazine. All kinds of explicit pictures made the boys blush, and Yao Lin also blush, but he But I was horrified to find that it was not the barely naked women who made my heart beat faster, but the men who appeared with them in only shorts.

Realizing this made Yao Lin completely confused. Fortunately, the classmates around him didn't see anything strange about him, but at this moment a familiar person appeared at the door.

"Linzi, haven't you finished cleaning?" Pei Lei asked standing at the door of the classroom.

Pei Lei and Yao Lin went to and from school on the same road, and Pei Lei got off two stops earlier than Yao Lin. They became friends because they shared the same car in the first grade of junior high school.

"Are you a student on duty?" A classmate looked at Yao Lin. "Haven't you finished sweeping the floor, then give me the key."

"But I'm... the student on duty."

"Don't worry, I will never forget to lock the door."

Normally, Yao Lin would still insist on locking the door by himself, but the impact of the magazine just now made Yao Lin decide to leave quickly. After handing over the key to the classmate and thanking him, Yao Lin walked to the door.

"You can go."

"What's wrong with you? Why is your face so red?" Pei Lei stared at his face.

"It's nothing...it's really nothing." Yao Lin avoided him.

"Do you have a fever?" Pei Lei stretched out his hand to touch Yao Lin's forehead. "No, is it really okay?"

"He just opened his eyes, he must have been frightened." Someone in the class booed.

Pei Lei suddenly understood, smiled and rubbed Yao Lin's head.

"Our son Lin has grown up, there is nothing to be ashamed of."

Yao Lin blushed even more because of Pei Lei's words, and felt ashamed of being caught by someone who had done something wrong, wishing he could just disappear like this.

"Let's go, us."

Back home that night, Yao Lin had a strange dream. In the dream, a man whose face could not be clearly seen was doing to him the actions of those men and women in the magazine. When Yao Lin woke up in the morning, he found that his underwear was wet.

From that day on, Yao Lin became nervous whenever he talked to male classmates, he didn't dare to meet the other's eyes, and he was always absent-minded when doing things.

Finding himself nervous and at a loss with Pei Lei, Yao Lin had to find excuses not to go home with Pei Lei. Fortunately, Pei Lei of the track and field team was busy preparing for the competition at that time, so Yao Lin was not under so much psychological pressure.

After the magazine incident, Yao Linzai didn't dream about the scene that night, but he still cared about the incident. Finally, a week later, he followed his classmates to a black internet cafe that didn't require ID cards for minors under the pretext of being curious about internet cafes.

Since Yao Lin could only go to the black Internet cafe at night, he had no choice but to tell his aunt that he would stay at a classmate's house. The aunt who had always trusted him naturally had no doubts, but Yao Lin found that kind of movie on the computer of the Internet cafe.

The impact of the picture on Yao Lin was not small, but what shocked him even more was that he actually felt disgusted when he saw a man and a woman, and he just felt uncomfortable when he was reading a magazine. But there is a very uncomfortable feeling. The classmate who brought him to the Internet cafe once hinted to him that these movies are boys' favorite, and he came to the black Internet cafe because of this kind of movies besides playing games.

Yao Lin peeked at the people around him who were surfing the Internet, and sure enough, among the boys playing games, there was someone who was watching the same video on his computer with great interest.

Yao Lin, who hesitated and struggled for a long time, still couldn't hold back his curiosity. When there were still more than ten minutes before the arrival time, he pretended to browse the forum and searched secretly. The content on the webpage made Yao Lin seem to have opened up a new world. It was the first time that Yao Lin knew the word "gay", and the pictures of the intimate actions of men and men made Yao Lin have a physical reaction for the first time.

Pei Lei got a good result in the competition, and he used the reward money issued by the school to invite Yao Lin to dinner. Yao Lin knew that if he refused, he would disappoint Pei Lei, so he agreed to accept Pei Lei's invitation, and went to the track and field team to find Pei Lei after school. .

Pei Lei, who just finished training, saw Yao Lin telling him to wait a while, but Yao Lin didn't expect Pei Lei to appear in front of him with a bath towel around his waist after taking a shower. If he hadn't agreed to Pei Lei's invitation to eat, Yao Lin would Almost fled, the meal Yao Lin ate was naturally tasteless, he had that dream again at night, and in the dream, the blurry man's face turned into Pei Lei.

Yao Lin originally thought that he only regarded Pei Lei as the object of his dreams because he was stimulated. After confirming that his orientation was different from others, he gradually realized that his desire for Pei Lei was not the kind of desire that existed in dreams, but rather Really fell in love with him.

Yao Lin, who has a sensitive and inferior personality, naturally hides this mentality deeply in his heart. He always has a strong thought in his heart. If one day he let Pei Lei know that he likes him, he will definitely lose this good friend. He is currently the only one good friend.

Yao Lin decided to forget about his orientation, and kept his love for Pei Lei deep in his heart, so that he could continue to be friends with Pei Lei in a peaceful mood, and this state lasted for half a year.

I don’t know when it started, it became popular among girls in school to read Japanese comics, especially male-oriented comics. Those girls who are fascinated by comics turn their attention to reality. Yao Lin is attracted by these girls. One of the favorites, he didn't know that someone wrote him and Pei Lei as a couple in the novel until he saw the manuscript.

This made Yao Lin panic, and what made him even more disturbed was that Pei Lei soon found out about this matter. Although he didn't say anything to him directly, Yao Lin still felt that the way Pei Lei looked at him had changed.

Finally one day Pei Lei said that he wanted to invite Yao Lin to dinner, the restless Yao Lin came to the restaurant where Pei Lei had treated guests before, and saw Pei Lei and a girl sitting together.

"This is my girlfriend Zeng Qiao. She only agreed to me a few days ago, so I want to introduce you today."

"Is that so... Hello, my name is Yao Lin."

"I know you. You are very good at drawing. Many girls in our class know you."

"I just draw casually." Yao Lin lowered his eyes and said.

"I didn't want to agree to Pei Lei." Zeng Qiao looked at Pei Lei with a sweet face. "But he promised me to continue my high school studies in this school, and he will be in the same class as me."

"Originally our teacher wanted me to go to a sports school, but... for her, I still want to go to an ordinary school." Pei Lei took his girlfriend's words.

Seeing Pei Lei's smile for the first time, Yao Lin felt that he might be relieved.

After that, Yao Lin and Pei Lei no longer went home with Pei Lei, but occasionally watched Pei Lei's training in school.

Seeing Pei Lei's girlfriend looking proudly at Pei Lei in training, Yao Lin was so envious that he even bit his own hand. The only thing he felt relieved was that he never dreamed about Pei Lei again.

After entering high school, Pei Lei and his girlfriend were in the same class. The only thing Yao Lin felt lucky was that he was not assigned to the same class as them. Later, he changed schools and moved. Yao Lin thought he could completely forget about Pei Lei, but he did not expect to. Thinking of him, I would dream about Pei Lei all night because of this.

When he woke up, he found that it was past eight o'clock. Fortunately, today was the weekend, Yao Lin sat up and hugged his knees on the bed in a daze.

"Linzi, are you up yet?" Grandma's voice came from outside the door.

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