What about actor?

Qi Mo completely disappeared from Shi Feng's life.

No phone calls, no messages, all the clothes in the closet are still there, but I just haven't seen anyone again.

Shi Feng didn't deliberately ask, and Guan Shaobai wouldn't tell him when the other party would come back.

The new cooks and cleaners leave every day, and the huge villa is almost so quiet that it seems uninhabited.

During this long and tedious time, Shi Feng was rarely bored.

Guan Shaobai told him that the organizer of "Black Crow" had already sent an invitation to the premiere tomorrow, asking if he wanted to go.

Shi Feng answered subconsciously, because he really wanted to watch a movie.

But within a few seconds, Shi Feng shook his head again, "Forget it."

At the movie premiere, the main actors and directors will be present, and the audience is also insiders and specially invited media.

Leaving Qin Cheng aside, it is very troublesome to think about it, he just wants to watch a movie.

Guan Shaobai said, "Then let's watch it after the screening."

"it is good."

Guan Shaobai stared at him for a few seconds and asked, "There are a lot of people in the cinema, aren't you afraid?"

Shi Feng thought for a while, "I'll put it on, the mask will be fine."

A few days later, Shi Feng and Guan Shaobai stood in the theater waiting room.

Netizens talked about boycotting the trend, but there were surprisingly many viewers watching "Black Crow". Guan Shaobai lined up to buy tickets, chatting with the girl in front of him with a smile on his face.

Shi Feng stood there waiting, the crowd was crowded, shadows dangled in front of his eyes, a bit noisy.

He lowered his head and pulled his mask, but he didn't feel panicked.

Guan Shaobai deliberately chose the last row of seats, and the audience filled up one after another, no one cared about the two sitting in the corner.

At the beginning of the movie, the overall screen is in gray tones, creating a depressing atmosphere invisible.

When the fluorescent light slightly illuminated Shifeng's face, he didn't say a word, silently hiding in the dim light.

Halfway through the movie, the memory line of the two male protagonists officially began. At that time, Feng's face appeared on the screen, and someone gave a "tsk" impatiently.

Guan Shaobai glanced at Shi Feng from the corner of his eye, but the other party still showed no expression.

In the first few minutes, everyone seemed subconsciously unable to accept the scene where the wind appeared sometimes, and subtle whispers appeared. Some viewers drank milk tea and glanced at their phones from time to time.

But, gradually, this situation slowly disappeared.

The entire auditorium was extremely quiet, and no one made any untimely noises. When the film progressed to a wonderful point, the audience even exclaimed together.

Shi Feng knew that this reaction could probably be regarded as a compliment to him.

A notorious public figure suddenly appeared on the screen of a movie, which often makes people jump and even implicates the movie score.

Only if his acting skills are perfect can he slowly bring the audience back to the story, forgetting who the actor was originally.

The pace of the plot speeds up, and the protagonist's mental state begins to have problems. The dark circles under his eyes are getting heavier, he smokes more and more, and he can't sleep at night...

The audience is completely engrossed in the play, without blinking an eye.

Shi Feng gradually felt oppressed, he lowered his head, raised his hand to press his swollen eyes, his temples throbbed.

Guan Shaobai noticed his condition and was about to speak when Shi Feng raised his hand to stop him, "I'm fine."

He whispered: "Go to the bathroom."

Shi Feng quickly washed his face with cold water several times, and suddenly looked up to see himself in the mirror, with wet hair and slightly blue eyes.

He propped himself on the sink and panted for a long time before he felt the feeling in his heart dissipate.

Shi Feng approached, and carefully observed every facial feature and every inch of skin that belonged to him. Those terrible scars that had existed on them disappeared like magic.

What disappeared at the same time was the tear mole under his eyes, which was affected by the wound and disappeared after healed and shed the scab.

He couldn't remember the last time he looked in the mirror.

How much thought did Qi Mo spend to restore his face to its original appearance?

Those ointments flown in from abroad, the skin specialists who come back frequently, the ingredients you eat every day, and even the towels you use for cleaning...

How much energy did Qi Mo spend?

Shi Feng thought, he will not be able to sleep again tonight.

In fact, every night when Qi Mo was not around, he couldn't fall asleep, he always woke up repeatedly, sleep was counted by the minute, falling asleep became a luxury.

Shi Feng didn't go back to continue watching the movie, and he wandered aimlessly in the streets wearing a mask.

Probably because he hasn't been out alone for too long, even his vision has become strange.

The fresh and dazzling color, like an oil pastel, is like a cloud of fog that he can't see clearly in his heart, buried deep, psychedelic and nothingness.

Passing by a magazine stand, Shi Feng slowed down, and the boss enthusiastically asked him which one he wanted to buy, and also recommended the best-selling entertainment magazines by the way.

Shi Feng casually flipped through it, and paused with his fingers when he saw the contents above.

The most popular male star list in the country, No.1: Qi Mo.

Down below, Qin Cheng's name also appeared.

Shi Feng's eyes moved slightly, and he turned another page.

The most hated male star list in the country, No.1: Shi Feng.

Shi Feng withdrew his hand in embarrassment and stopped flipping.

Seeing that he didn't like it, the boss quickly recommended another magazine, Shi Feng shook his head and said no.

On the return trip, I still thought about what I saw in the magazine.

One is the most popular No.1, and the other is the most hated No.1.

I don't feel very good about it.

Guan Shaobai was driving the car, seeing his expression wandering, he asked, "What's wrong?"

Shi Fengdong didn't move, and after more than ten seconds hesitantly said: "Isn't Qi Mo and I very unworthy?"

Guan Shaobai laughed, "No."

Shi Feng stopped talking, Guan Shaobai observed his little expression, hesitantly.

"What did you do just now?" Guan Shaobai said with a smile, "Whether you are worthy or not is not decided by others. This thing...you have to experience it yourself."

Shi Feng lowered his head and played with the white mask in his hand, he had no expression on hearing this.

In fact, even if he ranked first in the most hated list, Shi Feng didn't have any special emotions in his heart after seeing it.

He seems to no longer care so much about whether the audience likes him.

So what does he care about?

Whenever Feng began to dig into the fog in his heart, the meaning began to become unclear again.

The box office of "Black Crow" was not good on the first day of its release. This is the news that Shi Feng heard the next day.

I thought the movie was going to be a hit, but on the third day, the situation started to turn around, a steady stream of positive reviews began to appear, and the movie's ratings broke through a new high.

Some people say that this is a masterpiece where contradictions and harmony coexist, some people say that the acting skills of the two veteran film stars are extremely superb, and some people say that "Black Crow" will become the new masterpiece of Director Wang Gu.

In another section, topics related to Shi Feng were heatedly debated by netizens on the forum.

His contrasting performance in the film was recognized, and neutral remarks began to emerge.

Standing in line is divided into two sides, no reason to boycott the party vs the party that only talks about acting.

There is also a small group of Buddhist people who don't follow stars very much or care about celebrity scandals, and concentrate on flattering their faces.

When he was pushed to the high point of public opinion again, Shi Feng received an unsigned courier.

It was a high-end looking box, and when he opened it, the contents inside shocked him for a moment.

Shi Feng carefully picked up the necklace, the diamond was shining brightly under the light, and it felt a little heavy in his hand.

This is... the sky-high priced treasure that was exhibited at an international auction, Hope Blue.

There is also a letter in the attachment. The words on the letter paper are handwritten, and the font is quite beautiful.

-

long time no see, how are you?

You gave it to me four years ago, and now I think it's time to return it.

I hope that the luck brought by Yiyilan will definitely help you get through the difficulties.

By the way, I have secretly collected this piece of music that you haven't finished writing for several years.

Hope one day, I can hear you sing it again.

At that time, I knew that the real Shi Feng had returned.

Shi Feng picked up the music score and looked at it for a long time.

How long?

Since the farewell that year, the two seem to have never seen each other again. In Shi Feng's memory, this person's voice and appearance have even been gradually forgotten.

He could barely remember why he gave "Hope Blue" to Huayue, and the only memories left were the face of Huayue crying on the rooftop, and the scene of pulling the suitcase and getting into the private car.

Shi Feng silently pinched the letter paper, not knowing where his thoughts were drifting.

... Has Hua Yue returned to China?

In the past few years...how has he been?

Thinking about it, Shi Feng put down the letter paper and looked out of the window.

his body...

Are you ok?

These questions temporarily replaced Shi Feng's random thoughts about Qi Mo's sudden disappearance.

For the time being, the focus shifted from where Qi Mo went to how Hua Yue was.

He was thinking while eating, thinking while reading a book, and thinking when he picked up the score and sat in front of the piano.

Probably the other party felt Shi Feng's longing, and soon, the second letter was delivered.

Can we meet?

Shi Feng picked up the pen and wrote a reply on the white letter paper.

One night, Guan Shaobai actually cooked spicy hot pot himself because he disliked the chef's daily cooking that was too bland.

The heat was rising, and the bottom of the butter pan was rolling, and he served dishes one by one, calling Shifeng to come and eat while it was hot.

When Shi Feng took a bite of the boiled vegetables, his eyes lit up.

"Okay, I fried the bottom of the pot." Guan Shaobai was quite proud.

"Yeah." Shi Feng nodded, "It's delicious."

The door was knocked fast, the two looked over there together, Guan Shaobai got up and opened the door, it was KK.

That head of red hair was bright and individual, Shi Feng looked even redder than last time.

KK squeezed in without notice, and moved his nose, "Eating hot pot? Add some bowls and chopsticks."

He was carrying a bag of a certain brand in his hand, and Guan Shaobai was smiling, and he was about to reach out to pick it up, "Look at you, here you come, what else do you want to buy?"

KK avoided it calmly, "It's not for you."

He put down the bag casually, sat beside Shi Feng, just picked up the chopsticks and thought of something, "The one surnamed Su will come later."

Guan Shaobai gave Shi Feng another plate of his favorite potato chips, "Then shall we eat later?"

"Why wait for him, the food won't taste good when it's cold."

The doorbell rang, just as Guan Shaobai was going to the kitchen to serve the dishes, "Shifeng opens the door."

Shi Feng put down his chopsticks, "Okay."

The door opened, Su Ran did not appear as expected, but Xu Bin stood there.

Shi Feng's eyes widened, and he said in surprise, "Brother Xu——"

Xu Bin's eyes were extremely complicated, as if he had a thousand words hidden in his heart, he stood there watching Shifeng for a long time, and then came up to hug him.

"...Miss me to death."

Another voice came from one side: "Stop, it's me who should be hugged the most!"

Shi Feng turned his head abruptly, and there was a light-haired mixed race standing by the car door, staring at him intently.

"Hua Yue!"

Hua Yue blinked her pretty eyelashes, smiled softly, "Long time no see."

Four or five people sat at the dining table together, and the hot pot meal finally became lively, although Shi Feng always felt that the atmosphere was a little weird, especially when he saw the gifts.

This premonition came true quickly, but within 5 minutes of eating, all the lights in the villa were turned off, and the surroundings were plunged into darkness.

"What a coincidence, the power went out?" Guan Shaobai complained, "It should be tripped, I'll go and have a look."

The air was suddenly quiet, and no one spoke.

Shi Feng sat and felt that something was wrong, he stretched out his hand to touch the side, and found that KK who was sitting next to him had disappeared.

He stood up immediately, and the stool rubbed against the floor with a "stab" sound. Before he could say anything, the kitchen door opened, and the light of the candles streamed out.

"Happy birthday to you...Happy birthday to you..." Guan Shaobai walked over pushing the cake, and beside him, Xu Bin, Hua Yue, and KK sang happy birthday to him.

The golden candlelight illuminated Shi Feng's face, he stared at the scene in front of him stiffly, obviously something was blooming in his heart, but he couldn't take a step forward.

Huge touch and happiness welled up in my heart, Shi Feng couldn't even speak smoothly, "You, you..."

"We didn't prepare any surprises. You forgot your birthday." Guan Shaobai laughed and said, "Come make a wish and blow out the candles."

When Shi Feng was pulled in front of the cake by Hua Yue, he was still dumbfounded, "I, don't know what wish to make."

"Then make a wish for good health."

In the candlelight, Hua Yueding looked at Shifeng, with an extremely gentle expression from the beginning to the end.

"It is precisely because you concealed the accident for me that I have the courage to live up to now." Hua Yue said, and smiled indifferently, "Even if it can't be cured, I survived very well, so Shifeng, you must also, work hard to get better."

Guan Shaobai raised his eyebrows, didn't speak, just put the golden birthday hat on the limelight.

KK held up his mobile phone, "Hurry up, hurry up, we're recording a video."

Shi Feng lowered his head, clasped his hands in front of his chest, tears seemed to glisten in his eyes.

Xu Bin said: "Silly boy, you should smile now."

"Shhhhhh!" KK raised his finger to signal silence.

Shi Feng closed his eyes and remained silent for 30 seconds, then leaned over and blew out the candle.

The lights came on again, and Su Ran came late, carrying gifts and a briefcase, as if she had just finished her work.

"Happy birthday, Shi Feng." Su Ran handed him the gift, and then took out a document from the bag, "Well... sorry I may not be here for long, this time I came to tell you some news."

Shi Feng felt that the news was related to Qi Mo, and immediately asked, "What?"

"Boss Qi is going to have heart surgery again on Friday." Su Ran said solemnly, "You also need to sign this new contract."

Shi Feng took the document and read it under the eyes of everyone.

The above content is comprehensive and complicated, from standing to sitting down, he has no expression from the beginning to the end.

During the long silence, everyone tacitly did not interrupt Shifeng, but chose to let him digest those things quietly.

Not long after, Shi Feng's eyes turned red.

Even his fingers began to tremble faintly.

KK exclaimed, "Why are you crying?"

Unstoppable tears gushed out of Shi Feng's eyes, he didn't care to wipe them away, but they always flowed more and more, as if this life would never end.

He gradually overflowed with unstoppable crying, embarrassed and pitiful. After reading the last page, he stuck the contract to his chest and wept with his eyes down.

Guan Shaobai sighed, and stroked Shi Feng's hair helplessly, "Today should make you happier."

But Shi Feng couldn't help shaking his head, saying no incoherently.

"no……"

"I'm not... sad."

He raised his red eyes from crying, and finally broke free from the confinement during the long illness, showing his first smile after healed.

"I think……"

Shi Feng rubbed his eyes, crying and laughing at the same time.

"I probably believe that I am worthy of being loved..."

[The author has something to say: the end of the transitional chapter]