What about actor?

At 1 o'clock in the morning, Shi Feng was lying on the bed crying unconsciously.

Xu Bin walked back and forth in the room, changing the wet handkerchief on his forehead every 10 minutes.

The hot water cooled down until it became completely cold, Xu Bin poured another cup.

The tears on Shi Feng's face spread uncontrollably, he looked at Xu Bin and said, "I'm fine, I'm just sick."

In the case of clear consciousness, the scene of the traumatic event is constantly reproduced in the brain. This symptom is called trauma re-experiencing.

Shi Feng would always experience that feeling of collapse and despair repeatedly, but he couldn't get used to it.

Sometimes when I sit, I seem to be in a daze, but when I raise my hand, I cry.

The PTSD patient is always in numbness, giving people an indifferent feeling on the surface, and perhaps only the tears shed can reveal his true emotions.

Shi Feng looked at the ceiling and spoke very slowly: "It hurts so much."

Heart palpitations and headaches tormented his body, and he was covered in cold sweat. When the stress was severe, he would feel uncomfortable and unable to stand for a short time.

Xu Bin put the stabilizer next to his bed and asked in a low voice, "What happened."

Shi Feng breathed with his lips slightly parted, and clear tears fell from the corners of his eyes, and he wept expressionlessly.

"He hugged me and wanted to kiss me.

"I pushed him away like hell and ran back like a mad dog."

There was a dead silence.

"I remembered something, very unhappy."

Shi Feng Mingming cried very sadly, but sobbed and said: "I... am not sad."

"It's just... just sick."

"Yeah." Xu Bin wiped his tears, "Don't cry, it hurts so much."

Xu Bin said again: "Today Qi Mo came here to wait for you until 11 o'clock, and then left."

Xu Bin brushed away the sweaty hair on Shifeng's forehead, and tried to speak slowly and calmly.

"Do you want to see him?"

Shi Feng's pupils froze, and suddenly shrank into the quilt and screamed: "No, don't! Don't let him come! Don't see me! I won't see you!!"

Xu Bin was in a hurry, and said repeatedly: "Okay, no, we won't see Qi Mo."

Shi Feng cried to the point of collapse, and spoke intermittently under the quilt: "Please... don't let him see my appearance... Please..."

If one day, he can't hold on any longer and becomes a waste who can only cry.

Then at least, put on a mask for him, so that he can always be proud.

"In front of Qi Mo... that's all I have left to be proud of."

Xu Bin dissolved the medicine in water and put it on the bedside table.

He said very softly to Shi Feng in the quilt: "I won't look at you anymore."

"After I go out, you will be fine after taking the medicine, Xiaofeng, did you hear me?"

When there was no response, Xu Bin asked again: "Did you hear that, Xiaofeng, answer brother."

Shi Feng responded.

Xu Bin got up and left. After his footsteps gradually faded away and could not be heard at all, Shi Feng carefully got out of the quilt and drank the medicine.

The mood stabilizer slowly took effect, Shi Feng curled up in a ball on the bed, hiccupped and fell asleep.

No matter how uncomfortable it is, you still have to work as usual the next day.

This was the last day, Xu Bin booked a plane at 19 o'clock, and the two of them would return home as soon as it was over.

After a night, Shi Feng's mental state didn't seem to show any signs of improvement.

His face was haggard, and his usually clear eyes dimmed. After he wandered to the set like a wandering soul, he never said a word.

However, what others did not expect was that director Wang Gu was very satisfied with his performance today.

As if overlapping with the characters in the play, Shi Feng seems to have really become the boy walking like a corpse in the movie.

He was sickly, pale, and the lingering gloom completely covered up his own light.

At the same time, it is also extremely numb, extremely anxious, and always in a split state of insecurity and vigilance.

Shi Feng is sensitively aware that his resistance to the camera seems to be turning around rapidly.

He began to feel suffocated and uncomfortable again, and even when the camera zoomed in, he sat on the ground with weak legs.

No one called to stop.

Shi Feng was terrified, and moved back unconsciously, wanting to escape and avoid, hoping that someone would stop all of this, but he unexpectedly discovered in despair that Director Wang Gu's expression was extremely excited.

He looked quite excited, and his eyeballs were even covered with scary red blood!

Like a lunatic who finally gets what he wants, his vines draw nourishment from the actors, collecting all the fragmented emotions and turning them into works of art with incomplete aesthetics.

Use the actor to sacrifice all his emotions, and make his name on the radiant podium.

too frightening.

Shi Feng was completely frightened by that look, and finally broke down and yelled at the last second after yelling the closing words of Ka.

His eyes were red, he smashed the set props in his hand recklessly, and yelled to get out while backing away.

Wang Gu didn't seem to be surprised by his reaction, he glanced at him lightly and then turned his eyes back to the monitor, as if he was more interested in the picture just captured.

Whispers gradually sounded around, and countless pairs of eyes fell on Shi Feng, watching this man's madness indifferently.

"It turns out that what Director Wang said is true, he is really mentally ill."

"God, it's so scary."

"No wonder Emperor Qi specially called Director Wang to take care of him, tsk."

Xu Bin rushed away from the crowd, ran to Shi Feng who was slumped on the ground, took out the stabilizer from his bag with trembling hands, unscrewed a bottle of water, sprinkled most of it before feeding him the medicine.

Seeing Shi Feng who was in such an embarrassing situation at this time, Wang Gu sneered, and thinking of the threat Qi Mo made on the phone that day, he felt an inexplicable pleasure in his heart.

Three hours later, Shi Feng's mental state improved slightly.

At six o'clock, there were still a lot of staff on the set, and they were very busy going back and forth, starting to dismantle the shed, move machines, and collect props.

After returning to China, there was a wrap-up banquet, but Shi Feng definitely didn't plan to attend, and was about to go to the airport with Brother Xu, when He Manman walked over not far away.

Her expression was a little tired, and she exuded some kind of after-cloud breath from top to bottom. Her coat was loosely hung, and the strawberries on her neck were not bothered to cover them.

He Manman glanced at Shi Feng impatiently, "In the lounge, Director Wang is looking for you."

After she finished speaking, she turned around and was about to leave. Xu Bin quickly asked, "Why are you looking for him? Isn't it all over?"

"How do I know." He Manman's eyes looked like Xu Bin asked nonsense, she kept walking, and suddenly said, "Maybe you are not satisfied, so you need to retake."

Xu Bin suddenly became angry, and shouted angrily at her back: "We can't fucking afford to retake the film!"

People around cast their gazes, but He Manman didn't stop.

Shi Feng drooped his eyes and sighed deeply, looking very tired, he raised his hand to grab Xu Bin's arm, "It's okay, I'm going to see what's going on, I'm a little hungry, you can drive to buy me a meal, bro."

Xu Bin's chest rose and fell, as if he was very angry, and it took him a long time to bear it, "Okay."

Shi Feng looked for the director's lounge like a wandering soul, but it was surprisingly quiet here, and there was no one there.

He knocked on the door, but got no response, so he pushed the door open and walked in.

The thick blackout curtains were all drawn, there was no light, and the room was pitch black.

This lounge is very large, Shifeng walked forward in the dark, fumbling to find the light switch, but did not notice that the door lock quietly "clicked" closed.

His foot tripped over something, and his shoulder accidentally touched a hard object. When he touched it, the cold touch made him stutter his fingers.

At this time, he clearly heard the sound of the door being locked from the outside.

"Who?" Shi Feng looked towards the door in surprise.

After a long time, a woman's chuckle came from outside.

He Manman said: "I said I would give you a gift, you must not forget it."

Shi Feng had a bad feeling, "What the hell are you doing?"

"This is a surprise for you, and there is a...very precious video." He Manman said lightly.

She put the key ring on her index finger and played with it comfortably, and held a switch remote control of something in her other hand.

"You will definitely like it very much, enjoy it."

Bang—the white light in the room brightened.

Shi Feng's eyes were pierced by the extremely bright light, and he closed his eyes subconsciously for a moment, and when he gradually got used to slowly opening them, the scene in front of him completely petrified him.

Countless cameras have been completely exposed, densely surrounded by a circle of airtight walls, and looking around, the huge space has been completely occupied by camera brackets.

The dark lens was set to shoot automatically, and the dazzling flashes kept flickering on and off, like prying eyes of demons, overwhelmingly attacking the people in the middle.

For many moments, Shi Feng thought he was dreaming, and even thought that the scene in the dream was right in front of him.

Crack...Crack Crack...

The curtains unfolded automatically, revealing the huge projection cloth that covered it, and the mirrors on the entire wall in all directions.

Click click click click click click click click click click click click click click click click click click click click click click click...

The blood was rushing to the top of his head quickly, he felt numb and breathless, everything in front of him was so real, it gave him a sharp feeling that he was about to die suddenly!

Shi Feng raised his head suddenly, and countless fragments of him were reflected in the mirror fragments covering the entire ceiling. He was frightened out of his wits, and the light suddenly disappeared again. In the darkness, a picture appeared on the projection screen.

The sound was buzzing, and there were screams from time to time.

The familiar place is distorted by the picture, and the beloved relatives appear in front of him, but Shi Feng suddenly seems to see some terrible picture, and the whole person goes crazy.

"Ah, ah—" He made a single tone, unable to utter a complete sentence.

Shi Feng was at a loss and kept retreating, but there was nowhere to hide.

"Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!"

Shi Feng shouted hysterically, covering his ears crazily to avoid those terrifying voices, he was surrounded by the monsters in his eyes, click, click, strange mechanical sound, the figure of the monster became huge...

Unable to leave, unable to escape, desperate people are annihilated by phantoms, like fish in fire, with nowhere to escape.

"...President Qi?"

Su Ran looked at Qi Mo suspiciously, and asked, "What's wrong with you?"

Qi Mo's eyes drifted to nowhere, and countless busy figures passed by his eyes, but the person he wanted to see never appeared.

There was no response, Su Ran was not in a hurry, but just reminded lightly: "Mr. Qi, if we don't leave, we will miss the flight."

Qi Mo pulled the suitcase in Su Ran's hand, and the other party just breathed a sigh of relief, the next second he heard Qi Mo say, "Go and pick up Shifeng."

Su Ran: "...?"

Qi Mo didn't change his expression: "We said we would go back together, why didn't you remind me?"

Su Ran: "Boss Qi..."

Sometimes he can't guess what the boss likes. He obviously had the expression of bitterness and hatred on his face yesterday, but today he changed his face and looked at his watch every 3 minutes, for fear that others would not know who he was waiting for.

Qi Mo pulled the suitcase and walked ahead, walking fast, looking back at Su Ran still standing still, he urged: "Let's go."

"There is always a kind of uneasy thought."

[The author has something to say: Small tps: From the transitional chapter here, the emotional drama will increase, and the main story will be put on hold for a while]