What about actor?

In the chaos of consciousness, Shi Feng had a dream.

In the dream, he hadn't become an idol yet, and the time when his mother was still by his side.

It was strange, he knew that he was dreaming, but everything in the dream was so real, as if he suddenly woke up and found that he was just asleep at home, and all the things he experienced before were just a dream.

The weather was fine and warm. My mother made soft mashed potatoes and said to myself who came down the stairs to go to class after eating.

Shi Feng's eyes immediately became sore, and he frantically rushed to the table to pick up a spoon, wanting to take a bite of the long-awaited taste, but the picture suddenly distorted, the table disappeared, and the mashed potatoes disappeared.

He suddenly realized that he was standing in front of the mirror, wearing the performance costume on the eve of his debut, with extremely delicate hair.

The door of the room was pushed open, mother held a mysterious small box in her hand, and looked at herself with a smile.

"I'll bring it for you." She said, took out the red diamond stud from the box, and put it on the pierced ear that Shi Feng had just pierced, "Don't listen to your father's words, mom believes in you, my son sings so well If it sounds good, it will definitely become popular."

She looked at Shi Feng in the mirror, her eyes were extremely gentle, "It's as red as this diamond."

Castle, the number one gemstone brand in the world, she feels that the best things in the world are worthy of her precious son.

It's a pity that Shi Feng seldom wears that earring later, and even lost one.

His family background was not bad, and he was not ugly, so he hid the background and ran to the entertainment circle to fight alone, trying to break out a piece of sky in it with a microphone.

Luckily, he got what he wanted.

But in the end, everything was lost.

"I'm very busy and don't have time to argue with you on the phone."

The man's voice was deep and serious, with the correct accent typical of politicians.

"Shifeng, I'm not a father who spoils his son, and I'm serious about what I say."

Oh, this is a phone call with his father two years after his debut.

My father wanted to go back by himself, but it was his dream to go on a concert tour, and now that it is finally coming, it means a lot to him.

"I'm not going back."

Then, I never saw my mother for the last time.

Accidents struck one after another.

"He copied my music and lyrics!"

"Oh my god... That female artist was actually caught by Shi Feng..."

"Pedophiles be damned!"

There were many people, and the surroundings were extremely noisy.

"Get off!"

"Get off the stage! If you copy the dog, don't come to the concert!"

"Let the rest of 714 sing! The wind is blowing!"

What I thought had faded away long ago, was still painful and suffocating when we met again in the dream. He ran desperately in the endless darkness, crying and laughing while running, like a mental patient.

"I was wrong...I was wrong...come back...I don't want to be a star anymore...don't want to..."

There is nowhere to be seen, nowhere to end.

Can it be done again? Can everything be just a dream? He is really, really tired.

In the chaos, Shi Feng indulged in the vortex of pain.

Suddenly, he felt a pair of warm hands touching his head.

The owner of the hand is talking, and the words are psychedelic and unclear, like standing in an empty concert, and a word can float far away.

"nothing……"

"Wake up and the nightmare will go away."

Will it disappear when you wake up...

He buried his face in his knees and huddled in the darkness.

"It will all disappear."

His shoulders were shaking quite violently, his nose was sore, but tears ran out of his eyes uncontrollably.

Well, it will all disappear...

The wind calmed down on the bed.

Qi Mo took the wet towel from Xu Bin's hand, wiped off the cold sweat on Shi Feng's forehead, and wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes along the way.

He gave the injection, and the antipyretic medicine fell drop by drop, at a somewhat fast speed, so Qi Mo slid the roller to adjust it to a gentler speed.

After finishing this series of actions, Qi Mo stood up, "I'm going first."

Xu Bin also stood up and said, "Thank you tonight."

Qi Mo didn't answer, and while wearing the scarf, he glanced at Shi Feng again, turned and left.

On the return trip, he was always a little absent-minded.

Waiting for the green light, he sat in the car and stared at it for a long time. It was only when the car behind him began to honk impatiently that he was surprised to find that the red light had almost run out.

There is no way, Qi Mo has been thinking about Shi Feng since he came out of the hospital.

Think of his surprisingly light weight, think of his hot face when leaning on his chest, think of his frowning in a coma, and the tears in the corners of his eyes.

Have nightmares and wake up in the most terrifying places.

But his appearance was like a nightmare. Thinking about the content of the dream, it should be quite painful.

"Snapped--"

Qi Mo lit up the lighter and parked the car on the side of the road to smoke.

He likes to do this the most when he thinks about some complicated problems. After smoking a cigarette, he can get the answer when he can't figure it out.

He felt that his heart shouldn't be beating wildly when he was hugging the wind.

That was the reaction of the heart, not my own.During this time, Qi Mo has been comforting himself like this.

However, the impulsiveness just now still has an aftertaste. Qi Mo can be sure that if Xu Bin is not in the ward, he will really not be able to resist kissing him.

This is the reaction of the heart?Or your own?

He holds a non-supportive and non-discriminatory attitude towards homosexuality. If the object is replaced by Shi Feng and himself, it seems that it is not so unacceptable.

Qi Mo was so upset that he didn't know what to do.

For the first time in his life, he thought about love affairs, and in the end he only came to an irrelevant conclusion——

Cigarettes don't solve anything.

The next day, the sky was bright.

Shi Feng faintly smelled the smell of rice while he was sleeping, and called out to his mother in a daze.

Xu Bin: "I'm not your mother."

When Shi Feng opened his eyes, his dream was instantly shattered.

Xu Bin held the food box helplessly, "Don't be so disappointed just seeing me."

He set up the small table, put three dishes and one soup on it steadily, and finally took out a pair of clean chopsticks and handed them to Shi Feng.

"Eat when you wake up, and the doctor will come to see you later."

Shi Feng opened his confused eyes and said, "What happened to me yesterday?"

"It's nothing, it's just that I almost got burned."

Even with a high fever for several days, he was able to act as if nothing had happened. Others just didn't see any discomfort in him. Xu Bin should really lament that he is lucky and lucky.

"Let me remind you first." Xu Bin straightened his face, stared at Shi Feng and said word by word: "Even if you have a small cold in the future, you must tell me, otherwise you will not take my brother seriously."

Shi Feng took a sip of hot water, "I just don't want to bother you."

"It's only troublesome when you're sick." Xu Bin's tone was full of concern, "Why are you being polite to me?"

The smell of the rice was fragrant, but Shi Feng was not thinking about it at all. He remembered that someone seemed to be taking care of him when he was in a coma last night, but he had a hunch that that person was not Xu Bin.

By the way, it seems that before falling asleep, he was still talking to Qi Mo on video.

Shi Feng took the phone and opened the chat page with Qi Mo, and found that after ten minutes of video calling, the other party didn't speak again.

He thought for a while and started typing in the chat box.

It's getting windy: I'm sorry I fell asleep yesterday. I'm in the hospital now. It won't be too long to see Liu changing directors.

send.

After half an hour, Qi Mo didn't reply.

Shi Feng depressedly put down his phone, wondering if the other party was busy or just didn't want to talk to him.

"Brother Xu, I want to be discharged from the hospital as soon as possible."

Xu Bin sat in a chair and peeled apples, without raising his head when he heard the words: "What are you thinking, the doctor said you have to stay for three days."

"No, I'm working..." Shi Feng said as he was about to get out of bed, Xu Bin was about to fly away in fright, so he stood up and held him down.

"What are you fussing about? Your boss specifically told you to go there again, so why don't you just take a few days off?"

"Qi Mo came here?" Shi Feng immediately stopped moving.

"It's not just here." Xu Bin pushed him back on the pillow, tucked in the quilt carefully, and sat back on the chair.

After he stopped talking for a while, Xu Bin couldn't help asking curiously, "Xiaofeng, what's your relationship with Qi Mo?"

He knew that Shi Feng's sexual orientation was male, but he had never heard of the actor Qi.

Shi Feng didn't understand the meaning of Xu Bin's words, "Why do you ask that?"

"Why do you ask that? It's a good question." Xu Bin took a deep breath and began to complain about his dissatisfaction, "Do you know how bright I was last night?"

"He didn't say anything when he brought you to the hospital, he just hugged you, but he insisted on staring at you the whole time, from the examination to the injections and medicines, all stuck together, for fear that you would die if I intervened, and He’s the one who comforts you when you’re having nightmares, oh my gosh… so gentle, I’m like a big 3000-watt light bulb standing next to me!”