In the golden cage

"not like this……"

Shouldn't people who love each other be happy together?But Li Chen always gave him only wounds, bloodstains, scabs and torn apart.

Ji Shaoting panted heavily, causing his whole body to sink and float.He told Li Chen that this is not love, even if it is love beyond recognition: "You never consider my feelings, you just impose your own wishes on me, have you respected me? Have you considered me? No , not once."

"You asked me what I'm not satisfied with, okay, let me tell you, I'm not satisfied with you anywhere."

"The three words I say most often when I'm with you are sorry. It shouldn't be like this. There is no kind of love that requires one person to keep apologizing to another person. Li Chen, why do you refuse to admit your arrogance? ? You are self-righteous even in this so-called love, after all, you feel that you will never be wrong, and the fault will always be mine."

"But how can I feel sorry for you? I will do whatever you tell me to do. If you tell me to stay at home, well, I won't leave for half a step. Even if it's tonight, who will have the problem first? How can I feel sorry for you? I have never done anything bad in my life, why do I have to be tortured every day like a sinner in front of you? "

Finally said that no matter how turbulent his emotions were before, he built a long embankment to block these real thoughts, and now he finally pulled them out bloody from his heart, even if these were just the tip of the iceberg, even if there were more to come. He finally took out part of the hatred that he didn't even know about.

He has always had a good temper since he was a child, and he has never scolded someone so hysterically.

Time passed by second by second, Li Chen just stood there quietly, like a statue made of black iron.

For a moment, only the sound of Ji Shaoting's weeping remained in the air.

It took an indefinite amount of time before Li Chen spoke again, his voice stagnant, and the same words:

"Where's the ring?"

Ji Shaoting was really desperate this time.

So what if he took out the most sincere words?Li Chen couldn't listen to him at all.Ji Shaoting fell on the sofa as if paralyzed.

Well, since Li Chen only cares about this.

Ji Shaoting's voice has lost its real quality, it is full of gossamer-like breath: "It's left by the side of the road."

"Where's the curb?"

"The door."

Li Chen rushed out of the house quickly.

So from between the half-covered curtains in the living room, Ji Shaoting saw Li Chen searching for the ring he discarded inch by inch by the dim light of the street lamp.The spine, which was always tall, was completely bent, and then he simply knelt down, groping the ground on his knees.

A beggar is nothing more than that, Ji Shaoting suddenly felt a sharp pain in his heart.

He closed his eyes, collapsed backwards on the sofa, and let the tears flow out.

In fact, he already had the answer to the last question he threw at Li Chen: blame him for being too soft-hearted.

Even though so many things happened tonight, he would still be reluctant to see Li Chen in such a mess.

"It can't be like this," Ji Shaoting told himself repeatedly with tears in his voice, "It can't be like this."

Mingming Li Chen had made his heart flutter so many times, and all emotions had been handed over to him to lead and control. What link was wrong that made them fall into this kind of situation.

When Li Chen came back, he was as dusty as Ji Shaoting, his expensive suit pants were covered in dust.He knelt by the sofa and put the ring back on for Ji Shaoting, the paranoia in his eyes was about to overflow, he became a concretization of a murderous monster, pinching Ji Shaoting's throat with his fangs and claws.

Ji Shaoting heard him whisper like a curse: "Don't take it off, never."

Ji Shaoting stared at the ring, like staring at the wreckage of their marriage, knowing that the soul was dead and only a body was left, but Li Chen still clung to it: "Promise to Ting Ting that you will never take it off. Tingting, did you hear that? Promise me, promise me..."

Ji Shaoting closed his eyes and nodded feebly.

The next morning, Ji Shaoting began to suffer from a serious illness.

After one night, all the plots became like a world away. When the sunlight shone into the room the next day, every piece of furniture was still placed in its original position. The world is at peace.

When Ji Shaoting woke up, his eyelids felt heavy, and he opened them with great effort, and saw fine crumbs flying in the beam of light.

Li Chen was hugging him from behind, with his arms pressed around his waist, turning into a cage made of flesh, and shackling Ji Shaoting inside.Li Chen maintained this posture and didn't move all night.

Ji Shaoting couldn't break free at all, he felt dizzy and his limbs were swollen, and when he opened his eyes, he fell into a dream again, with endless dreams about last night, about Li Chen.

It was Li Chen who first noticed that Ji Shaoting had a fever.

It was already noon when he woke up, the sun had already moved a long way to the west, and the light from the cracks in the curtains also streamed onto his face.When he opened his eyes, he took a deep breath, the kind of breath that would make a drowning person stick out of the water with difficulty.

Then he looked for Ji Shaoting everywhere, and when he found it, it turned out that the whole body was intact in his arms, so he let out the breath hanging from his throat.

But he still propped up his arms, and gently turned Ji Shaoting's face, wanting to reconfirm whether it was his Tingting.

Then he noticed that Ji Shaoting's cheeks were flushed unhealthily, and he was panting rapidly with his mouth and nose together.Li Chen hurriedly fell out of bed, took a thermometer to check his temperature, it was 38:[-], he had a fever.

After the family doctor came, he didn't say a word, and silently prescribed antipyretics, and treated Ji Shaoting's wound.The two of them quarreled too much last night, and all their strength was burned away, and they just cleaned up the mess on their bodies before falling asleep.

The doctor tied up the wound on Ji Shaoting's arm, and told Li Chen to be careful not to make Mrs. Li's wound inflamed.He has a fever right now, and it's not easy at all.

Li Chen is more sensitive than anyone else now, and it is easy to hear that something is wrong with the doctor's tone when he said the three words.

He clenched his fists and didn't answer.

Li Chen stood by the bed and waited for Ji Shaoting to wake up. He heard him yelling brother twice in his dream, and then yelling to save me, his whole chest felt sad.

He really has nothing left, except for this ring, he can still give him some false sustenance: at least their names are still juxtaposed in the legal documents, this is a fact that Ji Shaoting cannot change.

In fact, he could understand all of Ji Shaoting's questioning, every word was clear, he was a lunatic but not a fool, how could he not understand.

But he didn't want to understand.

Ji Shaoting is not satisfied with him anywhere, it is impossible for Ji Shaoting to love him.He has always had a good temper. Whenever he said harsh words to people, when he really said harsh words, it was not just because of disgust, but because of hatred.

hatred.It pierced into Li Chen's heart like a knife, messing it up to a bloody mess.

Ji Shaoting didn't even sleep peacefully anymore, his lips turned white, and his brows were tightly frowned.

But he, Li Chen, once clearly had that sweet sleeping appearance, as well as Ji Shaoting who ordered children's meals for him, Ji Shaoting who warmed his quilt, and Ji Shaoting who brought him supper, he used to have them.

He will also continue to have.

Li Chen told himself that it doesn't matter, as long as Ji Shaoting can stay, their love may still be brought back to life.He wants to tie Ji Shaoting to his side day after day and year after year. If he doesn't have feelings, he will have feelings. At worst, he will have Ji Shaoting's life.

He won't give up, absolutely not.