Parenting is a technical job

On the outskirts of City B, Longsheng Cemetery, No. 99, Area C.

Estela came over in a hurry, and when the two reached the tombstone, she realized that she didn't even buy a bouquet of flowers.As for Su Yuan, isn't it too weird to buy flowers for himself?

The location of the tombstone is very quiet. Although it is not in the center of the cemetery, it is not very remote.There are some pines and cypresses and evergreen trees dotted around, and it is the end of summer and the beginning of autumn at this time, and the weather is refreshing.

Su Yuan finished looking at the surrounding environment, took a deep breath, and silently completed the construction in his heart before finally moving his gaze to the tombstone.The moment Su Yuan saw the photo, he felt strange for a while.However, the interval between a summer vacation feels like two lifetimes.

In the photo, Su Yuan was wearing formal clothes, with a serious and serious expression, but for some reason, it made people feel a kind of warmth.There are not many photos of him, and this one may be left over from a certain passport photo.

Estela was already choking with sobs: "You guy, even the last look you left for others to see is so hypocritical, it's annoying to see."

Su Yuan was silent.

"You said you were going to save money to emigrate in the future, and I don't force you to come to Spain. It doesn't matter if you go to Sweden, Denmark, or your favorite Northern Europe. Why do you have to go so far away?" Estela Weeping loudly, "I will be sad in the future, who else can I talk to?"

Su Yuan's lips turned white.

"You always say he's so good, so good, if it wasn't for him, why would you work so hard." Estela twitched and couldn't help herself, "You have such a serious stomach ulcer, does he know? How afraid are you of flying around, he Do you know? How much do you like fairy tales, how much you like the happy ending of the prince and princess together, does he know?!"

Am I really wrong?Su Yuan looked at the tombstone.Looking at the photo in front of me, I seem to see my own life.The self who grew up in an orphanage, the self who studied hard, the self who opened up his heart, the self who worked hard to make money... only the self who didn't have it and enjoyed life.

Estela cried and squatted in front of the tombstone, her dress was stained with mud, and the makeup on her face was messed up. She didn't care, she just wiped her tears with her hands.

This person has always been a man of great manners, Su Yuan tremblingly took out a tissue and handed it to her, he couldn't control his tears. Estela, I'm sorry I can't tell you the truth.Just cry this time, after crying, you are still that dazzling beauty translator, and I want to be myself again.

"I only know that he died in a car accident. Do you know the details?" After a long while, Estela wiped away her tears and asked.

Su Yuan shook his head, "I don't know, the master has been on a business trip for the past six months, and I also know about it from the news."

People are gone, what is left, go with the wind.Thinking of the scene he saw before the car accident, Su Yuan no longer felt ashamed.When the love becomes stronger, the love turns weaker. Although he still has feelings for Liu Ze, it's okay, he has time to kill it.

Live well in this life, live for yourself, that's all.

Estela looked at the tombstone and said without looking back, "What are your future plans?"

"Me?" Su Yuan was stunned, "I'm still a student now, and I'm going to take the college entrance examination next year, so naturally I have to go to school."

"Autonomous University of Madrid, do you want to go?" Estela turned to look at Su Yuan, "Your Spanish is very good. If you can study it, you will have a bright future. It just so happens that I met some friends at that school. If you want to go , you don’t need to go to the school here. Just apply to that school directly, and I will guarantee it for you.”

"Why?" Su Yuan didn't understand Estela's thoughts at this time, why did he suddenly arrange his life?

"Because..." Estela choked up and continued: "You also said that you regard him as your master. Then, you should know that he doesn't actually have half a relative. Whether it's business or relationship, I I just hope that you can come and see him more in the future. There is a saying in your China that you are a teacher for a day and a father for life."

Su Yuan was full of complexities, and Estela's words continued, "You don't know, he looks the most serious and rigorous, but in fact he likes food and fairy tales... I am far away from him, although it is too much to say these things in front of his grave, but I will always have my own life in the future. I am afraid that after a long time, he will be lonely..."

What Estela said was scattered and trivial, Su Yuan listened carefully.At this moment, she has returned to the old Estela. She always arranges things in detail and must be serious and considerate to people.It's just that such a sensible and serious Estela is even more worrying.

"Why don't you find someone to marry?" Su Yuan couldn't restrain the surging emotions in his heart, and blurted out.

"What do you know?!" Estela looked over with piercing eyes, her tone stern.

"No, but I heard it from the master once in a while." Su Yuan lied quickly, and sure enough, the lie would grow bigger like a snowball, and Su Yuan finally realized it.

Estela looked at him for a while, then suddenly smiled: "There is no such thing as a master, there is a kind of apprentice. He always urged me to marry, always thinking that I am too picky. In fact, I am not picky, but our industry , flying around all day long. Once married, this kind of life will definitely not continue. But I like this career very much, and I don’t want to give up. So I can find someone who suits my heart, and I don’t mind getting together less after marriage. people, it is difficult."

"Can't we take a step back from each other?" Su Yuan asked tentatively.

"Your master retreated, but what happened? You saw it too. The other party didn't understand at all, and he exhausted himself half to death." Estela said so, her tone full of mourning.

In your eyes, my life is just a coffee table filled with cups and utensils?Su Yuan was sad, sad, and entangled.

"How about it, can you consider what you said just now?" Estela brought up the topic just now, waiting for Su Yuan's final decision.

Su Yuan looked up in a daze: "Estela, I don't think about going abroad. I have many friends here, and I don't want to part with them. Besides, I am not very old now, and I want to play for a few more years." Seeing Estela, I still want to Opening his mouth, Su Yuan continued, "Don't worry, I will come here often."

Seeing the sincerity of Su Yuan's words, Estela didn't say much: "It's okay, your family is in good condition, and you are young, so it's normal to be reluctant to part with your family and friends." When she said this, she reached out and took out a business card from her bag , "If you have something to do in the future, remember to call this number to contact me."

Estela left, leaving behind a crying meal and a business card.

I don't know if there will be a chance to meet again in the future, let alone how long it will take for her to forget.Su Yuan thought of Estela, and the faces skipped in front of his eyes: those guys in AIIC, probably should be crying right now, right?Finally lost a good labor.

Su Yuan stood in front of the tombstone for a long time before finally getting into the car. When he got home, the bits and pieces of Estela's crying were still echoing in his ears.

The Su Yuan that Su Jingzhou saw was such a preoccupied look.

"What's wrong?" Su Jingzhou asked.

Su Yuan was already a little confused. When he heard Su Jingzhou's question, he looked over in a daze: "Father, do you think people should live a more relaxed life or a more fulfilling life? Should they be low-key or public? Should we just go with the flow, or plan ahead?"

Why go out for a whole day and come back to discuss philosophical propositions?Su Jingzhou smiled: "Live in the way you like."

"The way I like?" Su Yuan was even more entangled. Seeing him like this, Su Jingzhou comforted him: "If you can't figure it out, let it go and let nature take its course. Maybe one day, I will figure it out myself."

That's right, Su Yuan also felt that he was on the edge of a dead end.In my previous life, I was devoted to modesty, prudence, and a low-key life. In this life, I will always try another way of living.Occasionally a high-profile, it feels quite novel and fun, not so laborious.What's more, at my current age, it's normal to be a little bit more public.

As for what life will look like in the future, um, let it die.