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"Go back and tell you." I said, took the helmet in his hand, and sat behind him.

After returning home, Du Wei pulled me and asked me to take off my clothes to show him.Seeing the feather duster marks on my body, Du Wei felt distressed and asked me, "What's going on?"

"My dad called me. My dad knows about the two of us." I said, sitting on the sofa naked.Du Wei's father has already suffered enough for Du Wei, but now my parents are here again, it's just worse.

Du Wei fetched a basin of water and carefully scrubbed my wound.Neither of us spoke, and the sound of rushing water was heard in the room.

Du Wei cleaned up for me, and asked me, "Have you eaten yet?"

I shook my head and asked him, "What about you, have you eaten yet?"

"No, you never came back."

"Don't wait for me, be careful to starve your stomach." As I said, I followed Du Wei into the kitchen and brought out the food.

After I had eaten, Du Wei let me go into the room to rest and take a nap.I knew he was afraid that I would break it, but with such a big rock hanging in my heart, how could I sleep.

Du Wei went out after lunch, and I lay on the bed alone thinking about it for a long time, when the landline at home rang.

After I fed it, I heard the fat man yelling at me: "Xiao Jian, how did you let Auntie and the others know about the matter between you and Du Wei?"

"My parents are looking for you?"

"That's not right, ask me if I know about you and Du Wei, and ask me where you and Du Wei live, how dare I say that." The fat man sighed over there, and asked me again: "What are you and Du Wei planning?" ?”

"Anyway, I won't be separated from him anyway."

"What about your parents?"

My heart was on fire, and it made me upset. My parents are hard to deal with. I can't break away from the family relationship like Du Wei.After all, my situation is different from his, but judging by the attitude of my parents, they are as hard as a rock.

I sighed heavily.

The fat man said again: "How did your parents know about you and Du Wei? You two should not be careful."

"Someone is thinking about us, it's useless to be careful." I said, and told the fat man about Zhou Xun.After hearing this, the fat man cursed angrily, "Why is this man so lingering?"

"He fell in love with my daughter-in-law, but my daughter-in-law let me do it. He is envious and jealous right now." I sneered. Can I get my daughter-in-law? I must not split up with my daughter-in-law, otherwise it will be as he wants, and if he sneaks in at that time, then my life and my wife will be hopeless. "

The fat man was dumbfounded for a long time, and finally let out a hey, and said with a smile: "It seems that marrying a beautiful and rich wife is not so good, so I can feel much more at ease."

I choked on the fat man, and cursed: "Fatty man, when is it that you are still talking sarcasticly? Believe it or not, I will curse you to be haunted by a bad guy like Zhou Xun in the future?"

"Don't! I can't stand this person. I was telling you a joke to comfort you. Anyway, on your parents' side, I will persuade you more. I think the old man is angry. If you bother you, don't Talk back, watch out for high blood pressure. You know?"

I said, "I know this well. My old man was beaten and whipped at noon today, and I didn't fight back."

The fat man comforted me a few more words, then hung up the phone and went to work.

The mobile phone was taken away by my mother, and all the books I just bought were thrown at home.I just sat on the sofa alone, thinking about what to do next.Du Wei came back in the evening, I had dinner with him, and he drove me to the hotel by bike.

Then Du Wei went upstairs to find Zhan Lingyun, and picked me up after I got off work.

When I was at work, I was a little absent-minded, and my eyelids kept twitching.As a result, I hadn’t started work for a while before I received a call from the front desk, saying that someone was looking for me and asked me to go downstairs to the lobby.

I'm quite puzzled, because we can't leave work halfway here.After hesitating for a while, I went downstairs and saw my mother standing at the front desk.

I thought to myself, how did my mother find this place?I talked to her once at the place where I work, but my mother is not the kind of person who would make trouble in the place where I work.I hesitated and wanted to turn around and go back.As a result, my mother also saw me at this time, and rushed over while trotting.

"Mom..." My mother interrupted me before I finished speaking.

"Your father is dying. If you still recognize him as your father, hurry to the hospital with me."

I jumped down, took off my work uniform and handed it to the front desk, and asked the front desk to call Li Zhu to explain, and then I followed my mother out of the hotel.

My mother took me all the way to the hospital. She didn't say a word to me on the way, and her face was scary.When I got to the hospital, I saw the fat man waiting there too.

Seeing me coming, the fat man came over and whispered to me, "The old man is still inside for rescue."

I hurriedly turned my head and wanted to ask my mother what was wrong, but before I could say anything, my mother picked up the vacuum cleaner leaning against the corner of the wall and beat it down.

I was stunned at this moment, but the fat man and the little nurse on the side caught up and stopped my mother.The little nurse said ferociously: "This man is still being rescued in the operating room, why are you making such a fuss, don't disturb the doctors inside, okay?"

Fatty and I were sitting on the stool, and my mother was sitting opposite, and she didn't even look at it, so she just wiped her tears silently.I didn't dare to say anything to comfort her in the past, so I could only sit on the stool without moving.

After about half an hour, the operating room finally opened slowly.My dad was lying on the hospital bed and was pushed out.I followed behind, all the way into the intensive care unit.The doctor explained the condition to my mother, and only then did I know that the old man had burst a blood vessel, and I can't stimulate him anymore, otherwise the operation would be in vain.

My dad's condition is stable, so I dare to ask my mom.My mother took a look at me, and got angry again, crying and scolding me: "Why did Lao Jiang's family have such an unfilial son like you, you have to piss your father to death, and make our family ruined, you are willing to do that." ?!"

From my mother's intermittent crying and scolding, I finally understood that I climbed the window and ran away at noon today, and my father was very angry, and went to the unit full of anger.As a result, my story spread in other units, and the attitude of those colleagues towards my dad changed.My dad couldn't stand those gossips and pointing fingers, and he became so angry that his blood pressure came up and his blood vessels burst.

At this time, Fatty's cell phone rang, and he went to the side and gave a feed. He didn't know what he said there, and Fatty came over and handed the cellphone to me: "Du Wei's."

Probably the front desk told Li Zhu about the matter, and Li Zhu told Du Wei.As soon as I reached out to answer the phone, my mother snatched the phone and cried to the other end of the phone: "I am Xiaojian's mother, no matter what happened to you and Xiaojian in the past, you can stop pestering me Did Xiaojian? Will you let him go? Tell your aunt what you want, even if it means auntie's life... Just let the Jiang family go, we have only one child like Xiaojian... Our old man hasn't woken up yet..."

Not knowing what Du Wei answered, my mother quickly hung up the phone.

The fat man glanced at me quietly, and pulled me to sit aside.I was so cold all over, I didn't want to say anything.

I stayed in the hospital very late at night before heading back home.I didn't go back to Du Wei's place, but to my parents' house.I have lived in this place for 20 years, but for the first time, I feel that this place is like a cold cage, cramped and monotonous, making people breathless.

My mother didn't return the phone to me, so I still can't get in touch with Du Wei, and I don't know what he said to my mother, what he thought, and what effect my mother's words had on him.Right now, I really want to see him, even if I can only hear his voice.

When I walked out of the bedroom, I saw my mother sitting in the living room. There were several photo albums piled up on the coffee table, and my mother was flipping through them one by one.

My mother looked up at me, didn't speak, and continued to look down at the photo album.I walked over, sat beside her, and asked her, "Aren't you resting at this late hour?"

My mother pointed to a photo and said with a look of nostalgia on her face: "Look, how cute and cute you were when you were young, you can do whatever you are asked to do, and you must not do what you are told not to do. "

I smiled bitterly, and said, "Yes, I will never go west if you say something, and I will never scold a chicken if you tell me to beat a dog."

My mother raised her head and looked at me: "Your words sound eccentric. When did Mom not do it for your own good?"

I smiled and said: "Yes, it's all for my own good. When I was young, I was not allowed to play with Haizi and the others. They said that their grades were not good and they were fond of messing around, which would bring me down. This city is close to my home. When I was in college, I wanted to go to Lijiang to play, but you refused to let me go alone, saying that it was not safe for me to go alone... You are always restraining me, restraining me, and tightly tying me to you By your side, you want me to follow the path you set, and don’t let me take a step out of your sight, why don’t you tie a rope on me? How convenient is this?”

My mother was shocked, probably because she didn't expect me to say such a thing.She didn't make a sound for a long time, and after a while, she raised her voice and scolded me: "I didn't do it all for your own good!"

"For my own good, but have you ever thought about whether I am happy or not? I don't want this kind of life!"

"Then what kind of life do you want? Being with a man is the life you want?"

"I love him! I want to find someone I love to live with, can't I?"

My mother was so angry that her face turned pale, and she asked me: "What is love? Can love be eaten? Do you understand what it means to live? Let's not talk about me and your dad, just talk about the two of you. We are together, what will we do in the future? Can you bear other people's pointing? Can he bear it? The two of you will not have children like this, and when you grow old, you will be alone without a caretaker. Have you ever thought about it? Do you complain? Mom is in charge of you, but is mom taking care of you wrong? You are still young, and you don’t know what roads you can take and what you can’t. Mom is doing it for you..."

"Mom, I'm not young anymore!" I interrupted her loudly.

My mother was so angry that her lips were trembling, she said: "Okay, okay, your little bastard's wings are stiff, mom can't control it anymore..."

Seeing my mother like this, I couldn't bear it anymore, so I just sat aside and didn't talk anymore.My mother took a sip of water and continued to sit on the sidelines and lecture, and I suddenly felt extremely bored.

The next day, my mother and I went to the hospital to see my father. Before my father woke up, my mother was sitting by the bed and taking care of him.I glanced at them, turned around and wanted to go downstairs to call Du Wei.

As soon as I turned around, my mother asked me, "Jiang Xiaojian, where are you going?"

I quickly turned my head and said to her, "I'm going to the bathroom."

My mother didn't speak, just looked at me not so trustingly.

I turned around and went downstairs, went to the newspaper kiosk, bought a phone card, and called Du Wei at the public phone booth on the side of the road.

"Du Wei, it's me."

"Xiao Jian, where are you?"

"Near the hospital."

"How is your father's illness?"

"The operation has already been performed, and the doctor said that his life is out of danger. Du Wei, I may not be able to go home for the next two days, and I would like to trouble you to talk to Zhan Lingyun at work."

Du Wei hummed, and said: "You take good care of your dad, don't make him angry anymore, you know?"

I responded, looked at the surrounding streets, and asked him, "Where are you now? Do you miss me?"

"I want to die. I'm here to sign. My dad's lawyer came to me and asked me to sign the contract of renunciation of inheritance..."

His father did a great job. I sighed and said, "It's okay, if you don't want those things, don't want them. I will take care of you in the future."

Du Wei let out a chuckle, and said, "I'm not easy to raise."

I also laughed, we both laughed for a while, then gradually fell silent, at this time I miss him so much, I want to touch his face, look into his eyes, want to kiss him, hug him, it makes my eyes sore up.

I took a deep breath and asked him, "Then do you have any plans for the future?"

"I have talked with a steel factory in the suburbs in the past two days. Lingyun has contacts and I have a way to provide raw materials to the steel factory. The finished products they produce are sold to the construction site. The road is paved and the profit will be made Four or six points."

I don't know much about this, but thinking about what he said about Ling Yun's connections, it probably means that Zhan Lingyun is very familiar with those builders, so it's easier to pave the way for Du Wei.Speaking of Zhan Lingyun, I asked him: "Your father and you have made such a big fuss, so the Zhan family has no plans?"

Du Wei sighed, and said: "Ling Yun's father has a good relationship with the old man. If the old man wants to push me to a corner and ask Ling Yun's father to call him back, Ling Yun's father will most likely not refuse. Ling Yun is here The three properties in the city, one hotel, and two companies are all properties of the Du family. If the old man really wants Ling Yun to go back, Ling Yun can't do anything about it."

"You... the old man won't be so desperate, will he?"

"It's hard to say, he treated my mother... Forget it, let's not talk about it, as long as I can gain a firm foothold in T City, everything else will be easy."

I hummed, I had been out for a long time at this time, so I told Du Wei that I had to go up.

"Go up, don't irritate your old man anymore, you know?"

"Well, hang up the phone first." I said reluctantly.

"Hang up first." There was a smile in Du Wei's voice.

I went back to the door of the ward, opened the door and saw that my dad had woken up and was lying on the bed for my mom to read the newspaper to him.I was taken aback and asked my mother, "Dad, is everything okay?"

My mother took a look at me and said, "Just now the doctor came over and said that I still need to be observed for fear that his condition will recur. If you don't get mad at your father, nothing will happen."

I smiled sarcastically, and walked carefully to my dad's bedside.As a result, my dad got excited when he saw me. My mom hurriedly pulled me away, let me go outside, and then called the nurse in.

I stood outside, watching the nurses come and go in a daze, not daring to go in, just watching.At this moment, I was really sad and helpless. I don't know how I got to this point. I just like someone.

My dad didn't want to see me, so I went home alone, bought a chicken when passing by the vegetable market, took it home, bled and plucked it, soaked dried shiitake mushrooms, and stewed chicken soup.

My mother didn't come back until noon, and I had already cooked the meal.My mother served the rice, tasted the dishes, and said, "Your skills are good."

This is the first soft word she said to me these two days, but I know that it does not mean that she is softening Du Wei and me.

"Mom, let me deliver food to Dad."

"No, don't go first, your dad will get angry when he sees you, I'd better go. You go to your dad's unit and help him complete the resignation procedures. He told me that he will have no face to go to work in the unit again from now on. .”

My dad would have been able to retire in a few years, but he didn't expect to resign now.I glanced at my mother, and she urged, "Go quickly."

I hummed, took the house key, and went out to my dad's work unit.

I often went to my dad’s unit when I was young, because I was very cute when I was young, and my dad’s colleagues loved to tease me and often bought me some ice cream, pea yellow and other foods.But this time I went, the treatment was very different. Although those people didn't say anything, they looked at me differently.

At this time, I vaguely figured out the intention of my mother asking me to come here to go through the formalities.

She probably wanted me to experience what it's like to be pointed at behind her back, and she probably wanted to follow these people to tell me that Du Wei and I will really come out in the future, and it's not just these people who look at me strangely people, but society as a whole.

I packed up my dad's things, and walked out of the compound with the box in my arms.

Two days later, I reckoned that my father's anger should have subsided, so I followed my mother to the hospital to visit my father.When my dad saw me, he had a straight face and didn't give me a good look.

My mother just poked me, meaning that I should give my father a soft blow and say something nice.

I opened my mouth and called Dad.

My dad reprimanded me with a dark face: "Don't call me dad! You still think of me as your dad! You've lost all face!"

My dad scolded me, and then asked me: "Will you still associate with that man in the future?"

I didn't speak.My mother hurriedly stood aside and said, "I'm sure we won't be dating anymore. Xiaojian has been with me for a while, and I haven't seen that man again. Don't go to work in that hotel in the future, and find a wife quickly." Seriously. Just marry a daughter-in-law."

My parents really started to find a partner for me.After my dad was discharged from the hospital, he kept calling those acquaintances, asking them if they knew any good girls, and said that his son was getting older and it was time for him to be the target.

I think my dad made such a big fuss because he felt ashamed, to tell others that his son is not gay, and his son is going to marry a wife or something.

I'm really annoying, but I can't talk back to them, so if they ask me to go on a blind date, I can only go.When I met the other girl, I didn't say anything, I didn't take the initiative to find topics to talk about, and AA was not allowed to pay for meals.It made those aunts who matched me keep complaining about me in front of my parents, saying that the woman said I was too stingy and stupid.

After a long time, no one is willing to introduce girls to me.This is what I mean.

My parents saw that I was unwilling to find a partner, and they also scolded me, but they didn't see any effect, so they didn't scold me anymore, but kept me at home all day, not allowing me to meet with Du Wei, and even make a phone call Can't beat them all.Even if I want to chat with the fat man, I have to work hard.

During this period of time, I haven't contacted Du Wei, and I don't know how he is doing. I can only find out about his recent situation through Fatty.His business should be doing well, even the fat man has heard of it.

Just one day before the Mid-Autumn Festival, the fat man suddenly ran to my house, looking for me in a panic.

My mother stopped him at the door and asked him, "Xiao Wang, what are you doing in such a hurry?"

"Xiao Jian!" The fat man looked at me over my mother's shoulder: "Du Wei is going to compete with Zhou Xun! It's at the Rapid Stream Gorge!"

I stood up with a groan, and asked him, "What's the matter? Fatty, don't worry, speak clearly."

"I just heard that too. It seems that Zhou Xun said that if Du Wei raced with him, otherwise he would torment you and your parents, and Du Wei agreed."

My hands and feet were cold, and I remembered the photos sent to my dad's work unit.Why don't you send it to my home and have to send it to my dad's unit?I guess it was Zhou Xun who wanted to torment my dad.I asked him, "Who did you hear that from?!"

"As for Assistant Li, he called me and asked me to come find you."

I rushed outside, but was stopped by my mother.My mother scolded me loudly: "Jiang Xiaojian, if you really leave this door, don't come back!"

"Mom! It's not like you don't know where the Rapids Gorge is. They are racing cars there, how can you tell me how to survive! If something happens to Du Wei, I will die!" I looked at my mother, my heart was in a mess, He opened the mouth and said: "He is going to die, I will be with him and compensate him!"

My mother let go in a daze, and I turned around and rushed downstairs with the fat man.

Rapid Rapids is a tourist attraction in our area.Not to mention the ruggedness and obstacles of the mountain road, there is another characteristic of that place, that is, there are three gorges on the top of the peak, and the water rushes out from the three gorges.

They might have to pass through the Three Gorges in their racing car, what if something happens to them then?

When Fatty and I arrived, the place had already begun to clear the place, and the people brought by Zhou Xun had already surrounded the scenic spots and drove away the tourists.The fat man groped for a path and led me into it. When we climbed to the top of the peak, several people had already gathered there.Both Zhan Lingyun and Li Zhu were there.

I glanced down, and my legs were trembling immediately. The terrain of this place can be called a dangerous pass, and the mountain road is rugged and narrow. It is definitely not a suitable place for racing.

I hurriedly asked the fat man, "Where is Du Wei?"

The fat man squinted his eyes and searched for a long time before he pointed to a small spot on the mountain road below and asked, "Is that the one?"

It's too far away to see clearly, and I'm not sure, but I already have a vague feeling that it's Du Wei.The car drove too dangerously, and I was so scared that my heart would jump out several times.The car behind was also biting tightly, and the two of them raced on the mountain road just like this.

I think that the one who raced the car was no longer Du Wei, but myself.I clenched my fists tightly, and the strings in my mind were also tense. Every time the car passed by the edge of the steep cliff, I was so nervous that my heart stopped beating.

At this time, the car made a sharp turn and suddenly rushed out of the mountain road without warning!