don't cry

After returning to the dormitory at night, I called the fat man and told him about it.

The fat man yawned over there, and said: "Look, even Wang Le's nerves can be seen, why are you messing around? Either chase Du Wei back, or stop Fuck it, find someone who is going through life."

The fat man said it as if he hadn't said it. I hung up the phone and looked at the couple's watch and I was in trouble.

This watch has to be returned to Du Wei quickly, but I really don't want to see him right now.I was thinking, give the things to Zhan Lingyun and ask him to bring them to Du Wei for me.

As a result, the next day, in Zhan Lingyun's office, Zhan Lingyun behind the desk refused me without hesitation, and said, "You have to tell him yourself if you have anything to do, it's nothing to involve me. "

I had no choice but to go to Du Wei's house with my watch after work.

Du Wei happened to be at home, and he was probably a little surprised to see me coming, so he asked me, "Is there something wrong?"

I don't know why, but when I heard his calm tone, I really wanted to be angry.I lowered my head, took out the watch from the bag, and handed it to Du Wei: "I'll return this to you."

"I gave it to you, keep it."

I was a little weak, I didn't want to say anything more to Du Wei, so I reached out and stuffed the box into his arms.Du Wei moved sideways, and the box fell to the ground.

Du Wei looked at me and said nothing.

I took out a key from my trouser pocket and handed it to him: "This is the key to your house, please return it to you."

Du Wei didn't answer, looked at me and asked, "Xiao Jian, are you trying to break our friendship?"

"Our friendship has been broken long ago..." I threw the key at his feet.The key fell to the ground with a crisp and clanging sound.

Du Wei glanced down, then raised his head, looked at me with a sad face, nodded and said: "Okay, whatever you want..."

I'm so pissed off by him!He was the one who rejected me, who is showing such a pitiful look now!Does he feel that he refused me to be friends with me?There is nothing so good in the world!

I turned around and left!I never want to see Du Wei again!

"What do you look like? Do you have a picture?" I typed a line.

"I told you that I'm a handsome guy." A picture came from the window over there.I clicked receive, took a look, and it was okay, it was far from my ideal type.

"How is it? You don't see many handsome guys like me?" There was a smug expression on the other side.

I snorted and typed the next line: "It's far away. Didn't I say that what I'm looking for is someone who is [-] tall, with a slender waist and long legs, fair skin, clear and handsome eyebrows, and will shine when standing in the sun." Kind of."

"Come on, little brother, I'm not good enough? Don't just talk about it, what do you look like? Let me see."

I looked at the three words "little brother", and my heart moved, and I threw a photo over.

The other side quickly replied to me: "Little brother, come out and meet me?"

I thought about it, and typed a line: "Okay, you book a place."

Turned off the computer, turned around and said to the fat man, "Brother, come out with me for a while."

The fat man stretched on the bed, and said, "Brother, brother, don't bother me, okay?"

I walked over to his bed and reached out and rubbed him vigorously.The fat man was rubbed to the itchy spot by me, writhing around on the bed, begging for mercy.Fatty's mother heard voices outside and shouted, "What are you doing? I don't even feel comfortable watching TV."

I quickly stopped, and the fat man sat up from the bed, frowned and said, "It's hard for me to take a break. Tell me, if you go online to find a partner, you might as well go with Wang Le. Online That's messy, so be careful not to get sick."

"Okay, I'm just going to meet someone."

I tidied up and went out with my arms around the fat man.

The place I agreed with that person was a park, but when I got there, he was still there.The fat man laughed at me, saying that I must have been tricked.I'm also quite puzzled, it's already time, why haven't people seen me yet.

After waiting for another 5 minutes, I saw a man walking by the corner of the street. He was about 30 years old, well dressed, and looked like a social elite.He came over, looked at me and said with a smile: "You have a little belly? It's really the same as in the photo. I thought you were bluffing me."

I looked at him, feeling a little regretful, I don't know what I was doing, how could Du Wei reject me like this.

"My name is Chen Yu, what about you?"

"Jiang Xiaojian." I patted Fatty, "This is my buddy, Fatty."

"Where do you want to go?" Chen Yu asked me.

"whatever."

"I'm leaving first." The fat man patted me and whispered to me, "Call me if you need anything."

I hummed and let the fat man go.Chen Yu leaned over, took my shoulders and walked towards the corner of the street.When I got to the corner of the street, I saw his car, a BMW.

Chen Yu was quietly looking at me, probably wanting to see my reaction.I feel a little boring, what is a BMW, it's much more frustrating than Du Wei's car, isn't it?

Chen Yu opened the door of the passenger seat for me, turned around and went around the front of the car to open the door of the driver's seat.When I was sitting in the car, I found that the gate of the park could just be seen from this angle.

I figured out why Chen Yu was late.Must have parked the car on the corner to see if I'm coming, is it the same as in the photo.

This kind of behavior is not bad, but it just makes me quite uncomfortable.There is a feeling that this guy is playing tricks.When Du Wei was with me, he was never more sincere than him.

Hey, why am I thinking of that bad guy again.

Chen Yu closed the car door and said to me: "Xiaojiang, let me take you to Bar Street. Have you been there?"

"No, take me there." I leaned on the cushion and fastened my seat belt.

The bar he took me to was very lively. I have been a waiter for a long time, and I can tell the grade just by looking at the decoration.This bar is well decorated and looks expensive.

Chen Yu wanted to buy me a drink, but I told him not to, the wine here should not be drunk indiscriminately, he should drink it himself.I lean on the sofa and play with my phone.

Chen Yu asked me: "Xiao Jiang, you don't seem to be energetic?"

"No, I just haven't had a good rest."

As soon as Chen Yu was about to speak, someone came over to say hello to him, and at the same time glanced at me out of the corner of his eye, asking Chen Yu about me in an insinuating manner.Then the man called Chen Yu and asked him to play with them.

Chen Yu turned his head and called me: "Xiaojiang, let's go play together?"

I took a look at the corner over there, there were quite a lot of people, and it looked smoky, so I didn't want to move, so I said to Chen Yu, "Go by yourself, I'll rest for a while."

Chen Yu was probably a little bored, so he turned and followed the man.

At this time, the fat man sent a text message and asked me how I was doing, if I was being bullied or something, so I chatted with him for a while.I don't know how long we talked, but I felt someone coming over.I put away my phone, turned my head and took a look, only to find that it was Chen Yu walking over, with a slightly unhappy expression on his face.

He sat down next to me and asked me: "Jiang Xiaojian, were you and Cui Bing originally a couple?"

I thought to myself that I am too famous, after such a long time, can anyone still remember me?I turned my head and glanced at the corner where Chen Yu had just passed, and saw a few pairs of eyes watching the show.

I hummed, and said, "Yes. What's the matter? The law doesn't stipulate that you can't fall in love if you break up with Cui Bing."

"Okay." Chen Yu waved his hand, pulled me, and said, "Let's go, shall we go to your house or mine?"

"What is your home and my home?" Could this guy be trying to ONS with me?

"Don't pretend to be stupid, why did I ask you out? Isn't it just for sex? Who wants to just chat with you?"

"Who's having fun with you? I'm looking for someone to have sex with."

"Want a date?" Chen Yu laughed, and said to me as if he heard something very naive: "What kind of date? You still want to find someone to spend your whole life in this circle? Little brother, how can you compare with the legend?" It's funny."

My eyes were opened today.

Chen Yu was still there and told me: "If you want to stay with me for a lifetime, that's impossible. You can consider long-term friends with benefits."

I couldn't take it anymore, I rolled my eyes and got up and walked towards the door of the bar.After a while, Chen Yu chased him out, and said, "Forget it, if you don't shoot, then don't shoot. I'll take you back."

I followed him and got into his car.

Chen Yu said to me while driving: "I can see it, you are just teasing me tonight."

"I'm not kidding you," I looked at him, "I really want to find someone to spend my whole life with."

Chen Yu gave me a funny look, and said, "Okay, you can just talk about it, don't keep talking about it, or people will laugh at you."

"why?"

"I said, are you stupid? What are you talking about for a lifetime in this circle?"

Chen Yu dropped me off at the intersection where we met, and drove away.

I walked back slowly, really disappointed.I don't know if it's because I'm disappointed with the status quo of society, or with the gay circle, or with Chen Yu.

Those words that Chen Yu said shattered all the fantasies that had filled my head.Only by comparing can we know the gap. I finally understand that there is only one Du Wei in this world.

No one else will be like him.

I finally know why I like Du Wei, not because of his shining appearance, but because he is the same person, he is always honest and serious to me.His inside is the same as his outside, which can attract the attention of others.

I don't know whether it's sad or sour, I feel so tired that I can't walk, and I don't want to walk alone anymore.