Crash of Rebirth

On May Day, Xu Yi returned to the Lin Mansion in the imperial capital.

Lin Xuyang was the one who liked Xu Yi's return the most.No, as soon as Xu Yi entered the house, Lin Xuyang galloped towards him.

"Brother Xu Yi—brother—"

Before the person arrives, the voice arrives first.Xu Yi looked at the flying figure and suddenly felt a dull pain in his temple.

He dodged Lin Xuyang's enthusiastic attack with a dodge, and went upstairs with his luggage.

And Lin Xuyang behind him was still chattering endlessly.

"Bang!" The door closed, and Xu Yi came back here again, but what was different was that he had to live alone like a year ago, enjoying the loneliness without Xia Mengshen.

"Brother." The door was opened, and Lin Xuyang stepped out, "Are you in a bad mood?"

"Don't bother me, get out." Xu Yi opened the suitcase and started packing.

Lin Xuyang was not the kind of person who would shrink back after a few words of scaring. He walked in and moved closer to Xu Yi: "I've heard about you, brother, you are too handsome!"

"I don't have time to listen to your nonsense, don't mess with me, go read your book!"

Lin Xuyang frowned and walked to the sofa and sat down: "No, don't talk to me about studying anymore. The college entrance examination is going to be in two months. I'm almost driven to death!"

"..." Xu Yi didn't answer his words, and put the clothes in the closet on his own.

"By the way!" Lin Xuyang stood up again, "How is it? How is your 'hunting' operation? Did you get it?"

Lin Xuyang touched Xu Yi's bad luck as soon as he opened his mouth, and now Xu Yi was even more upset.He turned his head and stared at Lin Xuyang, continuing to do things on his own.

"Ah...that's a failure?" Lin Xuyang stroked his chin, "It doesn't make sense, that brother Meng Shen obviously likes you..."

"Yes, he likes me!" Xu Yi took out the book and put it on the desk, "But he doesn't want to be with me."

"Oh? What's that saying?" Interested, Lin Xuyang pulled Xu Yi to sit down, "Tell me about it."

At this moment, there was a knock on the door.

"Is Xu Yang there?" Lin Chenxi's voice came from outside the door.

Xu Yi dodged Lin Xuyang's covering hand and shouted, "Here!"

The door opened in response, and Lin Chenxi walked in: "Xu Yang, how many times have I told you! The college entrance examination is coming soon, don't be lazy!"

Lin Xuyang leaned over to act like a spoiled child to Lin Chenxi: "Brother Xu Yi just came back, he misses him... After I finish listening to the gossip, I'll go back to study right away, okay?"

Lin Chenxi also became interested when he said this. He sat down and asked Xu Yi: "Gossip? What is it?"

At this moment, Xu Yi really felt that no one would believe that these two people were not brothers...

In desperation, Xu Yi sighed and recounted to them roughly what Xia Mengshen said in the hospital that day.

After listening, it was Lin Chenxi who spoke first. He organized his words and said to Xu Yi: "I think what Meng Shen said is not wrong. Maybe he is a person who thinks in the long run."

Xu Yi looked at Lin Xuyang: "What about you? Don't you usually talk the most?"

At this time, Lin Xuyang was indeed a little different from usual. He first said to Lin Chenxi: "Chenxi, go back first, I have something to say to him alone. This kid is thin-skinned, he will definitely be embarrassed."

And Lin Chenxi didn't have the confidence to think about whether the words were true or false, he stood up and said: "Remember to come back to study early." As soon as he finished speaking, he left the room.

After confirming that Lin Chenxi was gone, Lin Xuyang looked at Xu Yi: "Do you remember what I said to you before?"

"Ok?"

"I have reminded you a long time ago that same-sex love with no future is an irresponsible performance towards the person you love. At that time, I told you to plan early, but you are just muddling along like this before letting Things have become so precarious. Even if you really do what Xia Mengshen said now, can you guarantee that Xia Mengshen's heart will still be with you when you succeed?"

"This..." After Lin Xuyang's analysis, Xu Yi became anxious.

"Xu Yi, if I were Xia Mengshen, I would not choose to be with you. Although love is beautiful, it is still vulnerable to reality. If one day, your family finds out about your affairs, what will you do?"

"I will protect him!" But having said that, Xu Yi himself felt that he lacked confidence.

"Protection? How do you protect? Your parents gave everything to you. You were born with a golden spoon in your mouth. But as long as you leave your parents, you are nothing. How can you guarantee that Xia Mengshen will not Because you were hurt unnecessarily?"

"I..." Annoyed at being taught by Lin Xuyang, Xu Yi asked him back, "You say me, what about you? You and Lin Chenxi are not only uncles and nephews, but also brothers."

Lin Xuyang glanced at him, and sarcastically said: "This is why I am smarter than you. Chen Xi and I are both Chinese Americans, and we don't even have a registered permanent residence in the imperial capital. In recent years, I have also used the lucky money given by my clan to do Some small investments. Not to mention whether there will be a big career, at least we will not starve to death when we arrive in the United States."

"Hey, the right time, the right place, and you both take advantage of it, so of course you would say that..."

Lin Xuyang asked with a smile instead of anger: "What is the right time, place and people? It's all my hard work. In order to be with Chenxi, I can give up Lin's family business, and I can escape to a foreign country with him. I will not go back to China. Even the nationality is my mother’s job. I can do so much just to like someone, can you do it? Now you are like a beggar with nothing, still hoping for a beautiful palace , but I don’t know that I can’t even afford the next meal!”

"Lin Chenxi, does he know..."

"Of course I don't know. If he finds out, he will definitely kill me." Lin Xuyang stood up and patted Xu Yi on the shoulder, "Brother, you have a long way to go! Come on!"

Xu Yi watched Lin Xuyang leave the room, and he also fell into a new round of ideological battle.

Lin Xuyang's words hit him on the head with a stick, so he had to really look at this relationship from the perspective of an operator.

Since he wanted to be with Xia Mengshen, he had to make him feel safe about himself.It is impossible for him to change his nationality like Lin Xuyang's and fly far away. He can only stay here and face everything in the future.

And the only thing he can do is to become stronger, stronger than his parents, stronger than the whole Lin family, and become a person that Lin family fears.Only in this way can he do what he wants to do and protect his lover well.

half year later.

Outside the window, the cold wind was blowing, and City A had already entered deep winter, and there seemed to be some signs of snow in the past few days.

The final exam of this semester is over, but because we are senior three students, everyone stays in school and continues to attend classes.I heard that this make-up class will be made up until the 27th year.

Xia Mengshen was sitting in his seat, writing an exercise that he just bought a few days ago.

It's really funny to think about it, in order to escape the aching feeling in his heart, he even took up his studies to numb himself.

In his previous life, he was working, but in this life, he was studying. Xia Mengshen was only so promising.

After Xu Yi left, another expelled Wang Jiashuo also left the school.It is said that he went south with his parents to pan for gold in the Southwest.Anyway, his family was already rich, and if the business really got bigger, they wouldn't care about whether there was a civil servant or not.

But all of this is not Xia Mengshen's business.

After training, he re-entered his studies, and even asked Xia Qing to enroll in a few cram schools on rare occasions.

The reason is naturally the third year of high school.

He spent the whole summer between practice and cram school.He is working harder now than before.

In order to study more, Xia Mengshen asked Xia Qing to rent a single apartment near the school, which saved him the time to go to and from class and gave him more time to study.

Even Xu Xiaojing said that Xia Mengshen was like taking a stimulant, but she couldn't agree more.

As everyone knows, his heart has become a barren land.It is said that the heart is like still water, but in essence it is frozen three feet.

Xu Yi would call every day at the beginning, but because it was too frequent, Xia Mengshen strictly prohibited him.Later, Xia Mengshen moved out of Xia's house and got a mobile phone that was basically turned off. Xu Yi stopped making calls, and the letters he sent every month became thinner and thinner.

Xia Mengshen laughed at himself because of this more than once.Obviously he was determined to push Xu Yi away, but after he really did it, he realized that every step Xu Yi took away was a life-long torture and stripping for him.

Forget it, let it hurt, after the pain, after the wound heals, you will get used to it...

Xu Xiaojing came back with the report card of the final exam of the last semester of the third year of high school, and said to Xia Mengshen angrily: "Number one! Xia Mengshen, you wait, I will take back the number one throne in the next exam!"

Xia Mengshen turned his head and smiled at her, and tapped the tip of his pen on the exercise: "I just bought it, and I've finished the previous one."

Xu Xiaojing looked at Xia Mengshen in disbelief: "You are desperate!"

Before Xia Mengshen could answer, Lu Junying from behind also came forward: "Yes, Meng Shen, your complexion has been getting worse and worse recently. The third year of high school is very hard, you should pay more attention to your body!"

"Yes, yes, I see that you have eaten very little for lunch recently." Lin Zihang took a bite of an extra steamed bun that he bought in the morning.

Xia Meng smiled deeply: "I'm fine, the weather is cold and I don't have a good appetite."

"I only heard that people have a bad appetite in summer, but this is the first time I've heard of it in winter." Xu Xiaojing complained.

"The dark circles are also very deep! What time do you sleep every day, Meng Shen?" Lu Junying asked after observing him for a long time.

"Two or three o'clock, sleep when you're sleepy."

Now, Xu Xiaojing looked at him like a lunatic: "Early study at 7 o'clock every day, you don't go to bed until two or three o'clock!"

"It's not human, it's not human." Lin Zihang said indistinctly, shouting steamed buns.

Before everyone could say a few more words, the class bell rang.

Xia Mengshen returned a reassuring look to everyone and began to listen to the class seriously, but the three friends were all worried for him.

Because the remedial classes have to be made up until the 27th year, Xia Mengshen told his family that he would not go back to his hometown for the New Year this year, and naturally he would not go to the imperial capital.

Xia Qing thought that the child really wanted to study, so he left him a large sum of money and asked him to make good arrangements in City A, so that he would not treat himself badly.

But only Xia Mengshen knew that he didn't want to go to the New Year with his father just because he didn't want to see Xu Yi.He couldn't guarantee that if he saw Xu Yi, all his persistence in the past six months would collapse.I thought that with Xu Yi's departure, he would gradually forget this feeling.Unexpectedly, the person who really left this person found that he could not get used to life without him.Even the love, which was almost impossible to find, continued to ferment and became more and more turbulent.

It's really following this kid's way, is it really going to be beyond redemption?

Xia Mengshen shook his head helplessly, looked up at the clock, it was almost time.He picked up the exercises on the table and walked towards the door.

I made an appointment with Xu Xiaojing early in the morning, and lent her the completed exercises for reference on the 29th day of the year.