[Infinite Horror] The Abnormal Raiders That Overwhelmed Chu Xuan

I can't remember the past, just pass by, I don't know the future, probably the cycle of life and death.

I can see you, but I don't know who you are.

When you know it, it is separation.

Get freedom, but hysterically want to survive, from nothing to nothing.

In the end, I just want to find a reason for existence, please don't laugh at me, even though I'm stupid, I'm also desperate.

——Su Rui.

1. I was still me at that time, but you are the truth in the book.

Master may have regretted showing me the book Infinite Horror.

Because at this moment, I was telling him with a straight face that I fell in love with the characters in the book.

Master didn't scold me "Idiot" with a straight face as usual. He just raised his hand and touched my head, and sighed.

"Still haven't figured out why it exists?" Master's faint voice drifted into my mind, eliciting the past that I still can't let go of like a thunderstorm.

I have asked Master countless times, isn't it true that some things will be forgotten as we grow older?But why is my mother's voice and appearance so clearly reflected in my mind.

I asked Master, what is the reason for the Buddha's teaching of reincarnation and cause and effect, but we defenders of the Tao sacrifice me to achieve the ghost way?

The master didn't answer, but just looked into the distance without answering, he said, you will understand Su Rui eventually.

In fact, I don’t understand until now. I don’t understand why the people around me looked at me with pity and fear before Master took me away. I don’t understand why my mother said such a sentence. I don’t understand at all. , do not want to understand.

But people will always grow. Now, I forgot the address of my home, the school I went to, and I don’t even remember how many souls I have captured.

But I can clearly recall my mother's voice, and the words my mother said before she died...even the bright red blood-stained white dress.

I know that this is the punishment of fate, but I don't know what mistake I made.

The more it grows, the clearer the imprint becomes.

Although it is not unbearable, the desire to die and be destroyed is growing more and more. I have tried my best to hide it, but I don't want to hide it from Master.

"Then let's go." Master said suddenly.

I'm at a loss, let's go?Where are you going?

"Go where you should go..." Master's voice seemed to be much older, "Forget what should be forgotten, one day you will forget..."

He raised his hand and pressed it on my head, as if...something important had disappeared...

"Fool..." Master's faint voice imprinted into my mind, "Since you are obsessed, then do it. Rather than being abandoned by the plane at the end... it is better to give up in advance. This is... the last thing a teacher can give you. gift from..."

2. I was me at that time, and I met you, but I didn't have the right identity.

When I was brought into this white room, I didn't know my fate. Although I could receive information from the outside world, I couldn't communicate with the outside world.

I always feel that something is forgotten by me, as if I have forgotten something important.

But there is one thing that I remember very clearly.

I like a person, his name is Chu Xuan.

I don't know what he looks like, what he smells like, or what kind of person he is, but I just like him.

I like it so much... I like it so much that I can regard him as the reason for my existence.

Although I don't know why I feel this way, life here is really hard.

Although I am used to seeing death, it is really numb to watch so many creatures die and dissipate before my eyes, but fortunately, a person who seems to be very powerful has been hired in the laboratory.

Let him observe my experiment, although he didn't say anything to me with a smile like the group of research institutes, but other than that, I can feel the gentleness or indifference from his heart.

Since I had no purpose, I smiled at him.

The researchers were very surprised, exclaiming it smiled.

And the man just glanced at the researchers before continuing to press the instrument.

"Do you know how to read?" He asked me this way, his cold voice was formulaic and cold.

I don't know why, but I am a little excited, probably, he is a bit like the person I like in memory, I think so.

Nodding, he quickly turned on the computer and put a tablet on my lap, "Order whatever wine you like."

I nodded and said "OK."

—She can actually talk.

I heard the words of the researchers discussing behind me.

It's not that I can't speak, it's just that you haven't given me a chance to speak. The sensory discount directly connected to the brain can use data to count my thoughts without any words. Do I need to speak?

I was silent, and I tapped on the pattern numbers that kept lighting up on the screen in cooperation.

I seem to remember many things, but the one I remember most is a novel called "Infinite Horror".

I finally know who Chu Xuan is, but I still don't know what he looks like, or even if he is real.

Seeing this man who didn't change his expression all day long, and occasionally smiled at the researchers behind him, he felt inexplicably relieved.

Because looking at him with my eyes that are different from ordinary people, he is so pure, probably, in this world, he is the only one with such a soul, right?

It's just that this kind of soul has no satisfaction and happiness because it is too pure. Is it really... happy?

After finishing the experiment this time, I must ask his name. I clenched my fist secretly, but I heard the exclamation of the researchers around me staring at the data.

Be patient... I told myself so.

Finally, there was no one else in this experimental project except me and him.

I looked at him, but he was staring at the computer screen thinking about something.

"You...what's your name?" I heard a strange voice from myself because I hadn't spoken for a long time.

He seemed to find it very strange why I would speak suddenly, turned his head to look at me, and said. "Chu Xuan."

For a moment, I didn't know how to act.

Chu Xuan...Chu Xuan?

"You seem to know me?" He suddenly turned and looked at me.

"Your name..." I narrowed my eyes, thought for a while before answering, "Like someone I like."

"Oh?" Seemingly curious, he didn't turn to continue looking at the computer, but looked straight at me.

I stared blankly at him bewildered.

In the evening, I received the news that he was transferred away. It seems that the researchers who observed me and conducted experiments on me didn't like him very much, except for watching me move on those strange instruments like a monkey with a smile.

But recently, the lab caught a little boy from somewhere to conduct a control experiment with me, and finally sent the little boy away.

And it wasn't until the very end that we had the chance to exchange names.

His name is... Xiao Honglu! ! !

That means...

I was lying on the bed in the laboratory tossing and turning, he is Chu Xuan...

But how did I get here?Ah...it's Master! ! !

I really want to rush out of the lab like this... If I can be free, if I...

[I can see you, but I don't know who you are.

When you know it, it is separation. ]

3. I am me, I found myself, but lost you.

Unexpectedly, I entered infinite terror and gained the freedom to think day and night, but lost a lot of things that I don't know.

I remember certain words and phrases, and I just want to live.

Because someone is telling me, no matter what, please live well...

That must be someone's most sincere blessing to me, I think so, but I don't know why, my heart feels heavy, as if something important has been forgotten.

Resident Evil, I took away the Red Queen motherboard.Xiaohuo was created in the main god space, probably due to the influence of thoughts, Xiaohuo wanted to be named Su with me, and named himself Su Yan.

It’s great, I met him in Alien One, Chu Xuan, but when I actually met him, I didn’t know what to say, maybe it was because I was shy, or because I haven’t seen him for a long time, I don’t know what to do with so many emotions Expressed, can only continue to play passerby silently.

Something seems to be waking up, Xia Xue seems to see my absent-mindedness, and has been protecting me all the way, this feeling of being protected is very strange...

If I am strong enough, can I also protect what I like? I noticed that Chu Xuan was watching me secretly, but for some reason, I felt a little palpitating, and I didn't want him to know who I was at this moment.

Or, it's just that, I don't want him to know that I was just one of his experimental products, strange in my heart, but true.

Alien is safe and sound.

But before going to curse the grudge, I hesitated, can my ability save Chu Xuan?I know, here he will die.

So before that, I went to him to explain my identity, using my mental breakdown as an excuse to reveal my identity, but I don’t know why, but I didn’t reveal the matter...

And...the fourth order...

But I thought my ability was enough to save Chu Xuan, but I didn't expect the memory hidden by hypnosis to appear at the most important moment.

I think I should have shot from the beginning, I shouldn't have listened to what Chu Xuan said, don't attack first...

But...but when I woke up, all I saw was him shooting himself with a gun, and I didn't know what to say except for his name.

I already knew the ending, but I didn't know that the ending was so unacceptable.

I haven't been sad for a long time, but at this moment, I feel like my entire chest has been hollowed out. It doesn't hurt, but there is a very strange feeling, as if... I suddenly lost something...

I can only look at him seriously, look at him fixedly, he still doesn't forget to explain things after he has become like this...

I looked at the silent Chu Xuan, and could only kneel beside him, opened my mouth many times, and didn't know what to say, until I heard myself say in a hoarse voice, "Look at the stars..."

Legend of ghosts and ghosts volume four