Nine-tailed Fox's Secret

My name is Jung Yong Hwa, I have my own ideas since I was a child, and I am not bad looking, especially the photos I took during a ski trip in middle school became popular on the Internet, and I got 'Busan Face Like', 'Ski Resort Warm Boy' and so on Praise, it was at this time that I had the idea of ​​being a star.

Celebrity is not a good profession in the eyes of Koreans. Many people look down on celebrities. Even so, there are still many people who have star dreams.

So, I became a trainee.

When I was a trainee, I had to learn a lot of things every day, singing, writing lyrics, composing music, learning musical instruments... I was very busy every day, how to improve, how to stand out from the crowd of trainees, and how to make my debut.

Maybe it's because I work hard enough, maybe I'm good-looking, even though I'm a trainee, I got a lot of opportunities to shoot commercials, and because of this, I met a lot of seniors who have already debuted, and some of them became relatives.

That day, I came to the practice room as usual, and saw my younger brothers practicing their instruments. I walked to my place and was about to practice. Unexpectedly, someone came and asked me to go to the president's room.

After entering the president's office, I realized that there was an advertisement to be filmed. This was a good thing for me, and there was no reason to refuse, so I happily accepted.

It was only in this ad that I met her, the girl who made people fall in love at first sight—Lin Yiran.

The first time I saw Lin Yiran, I subconsciously thought of my ideal girl. Except that she didn't have Qi Liuhai, she was almost exactly the same as my ideal girl, no, she was more beautiful.

It's a pity that her agent protected her so well, I wanted to be close to her, but after the commercial was filmed, she was taken away by her agent, so I didn't even have a chance to speak out.

When the ad was broadcast, my younger brothers all teased me and asked me how it feels to meet my ideal type. I knew it would be like this, because I told my younger brothers about his ideal type before, and it was easy to see Lin still There is such an association.

Because Lin Yiran has already debuted and they haven't, so there are very few opportunities to meet her. Although I really want to meet her, I know it will not be easy, after all, newcomers are usually busy.

I have different feelings towards Lin Yiran, so I often asked others about Lin Yiran. Unfortunately, YG Entertainment protected her too well, and I couldn't get any real information about her. This made him very frustrated.

Because I am a trainee, my studies are not very good. For this reason, I seldom go to the bookstore. That day, I don’t know what happened, but I walked into the bookstore by myself inexplicably, and it was precisely because I entered the bookstore , I saw Lin Yiran who I hadn't seen for a long time.

At that time, she was holding three thick books, and wanted to pick them up while standing on tiptoe, but holding the books at her height was not easy to get the books on them, so it seemed very dangerous. The book might hit her.At that time, I didn't know that the girl in front of me was her, but I just wanted to do a favor to prevent this girl from being accidentally injured by a book. Therefore, the moment she turned around, I was very glad that I walked into this place. bookstore and just happened to help her.

Because of this encounter, I officially met her and exchanged contact information.

I was very happy for Lin when I heard that Lin still received a high-priced endorsement from Dior America, but at the same time I was a little disappointed, because the gap between them seemed to be getting bigger and bigger.

But no matter what, she and I are no longer strangers, we have a connection with each other.

When I got the news that she came back from the United States, I missed her message for an hour due to practice. For this reason, I didn’t know how to reply, and I couldn’t help but wonder what would happen if she didn’t see my reply. Reaction.

Maybe I reacted too much, so the younger brothers were very worried. For this reason, they contacted Lin Yiran, asked for the address of her dormitory, and brought me directly to her dormitory.

I thought I must have been stupid at that time, especially when Jong Hyun handed me the flowers, but when the door opened and I saw Lin Yiran, I was very pleasantly surprised.

That day, I knew that Lin still had good cooking skills.

On that day, I received many gifts from Lin Yiran, not only that, but she also prepared for my younger brothers.

That day, I learned a lot about Lin Yiran.

It was also that day that I fell in love with her even more deeply.

Soon, my younger brothers and I went to Japan under the arrangement of the company. The company decided to let us debut in Japan first. For this reason, we began to prepare and start roadshows in Japan.

At the end of the road show, I was very happy when I saw the photos sent by Lin Yiran, because this is the first time she sent me photos. I used to send photos to her, and I was happy. My brothers reminded her that her forehead seemed to be injured. , I couldn't help being nervous for a while, and quickly took my mobile phone to check if something happened to her. I don't know if I don't check. When I saw the video of her saving lives, my heart was about to jump out. After watching it, I called her , I talked to her a lot, and it was precisely because I knew she was fine that I was relieved.

We made our debut successfully in Japan. Although we are not very famous yet, many people remember them and have our own fans. This feeling is very good.

Lin Yiran came to Japan to film. I was very happy when I got the news. For this reason, I specially took the time to visit the set with my younger brothers. My younger brothers also like Lin Yiran, and they especially created opportunities for me. Therefore, with Lin Yiran and I Still traveling.

I regard this as our first date, although I know that in Lin Yiran's eyes, this is just hanging out with relatives.

I went shopping with her, and seeing her happy and laughing, I couldn’t help but become very happy. Shopping was originally a very tiring thing, but this time I didn’t feel tired at all, and I even hoped that time would pass slowly. .

Unfortunately, time is not what I want to be able to stay for me.Even so, I was very satisfied because I saw a different side of Lin still and got to know her better.

I really want to confess my love to her, but she is still young, she is my senior in career, and is now popular, but I am still a trainee who has not debuted in Korea, which makes me unable to open my mouth, so, I want to confess to her when I am successful, because I don't want to make her a little bit wronged.

I didn't know that such a decision of mine would make me lose her.

On January [-], [-], I finally officially debuted in Korea. Although I am a newcomer, I have achieved good results. This makes me very happy, because I am one step closer to her.

In order to increase my popularity, I kept participating in variety shows. When the company told me that I would participate in the fictional job show "We Got Married", I resisted, but I also knew that I couldn't refuse, because I was still a newcomer, and I was still a newcomer. Basic newcomers, if they refuse, what awaits me is banning or freezing. This is not necessary, so I can only accept it.

I didn't want Lin Yiran to be misunderstood, so I specially set aside a few days and asked Lin Yiran to go skiing together. I was very happy in those two days, and at that time, I told her that I was going to participate in "We Got Married" At that time, when I heard her say that it is a pity that she is not an adult, otherwise she would be able to participate, I hoped that the person who became the imaginary couple would be her instead of someone else, but unfortunately, this can only be thought about.

Both Lin Yiran and I have no time to meet each other due to our busy schedules. We just keep in touch with each other by phone or text message. Apart from inquiring about her on the phone, I can only follow her online and never miss any news from her.

She took the college entrance examination in November, I am not very clear about her grades, although I asked, I only know that she is good, so in addition to cheering her up during her college entrance examination, I also went to the temple to pray for her, and this I didn't tell anyone about the matter, I just regarded it as my own secret, thinking that if I was with her, I would tell her again.

Not long after the results of the college entrance examination came out, she entered Seoul National University with a good grade of No.1. On that day, all Koreans paid attention to her news, and the entertainment industry regarded her as a treasure. After all, the education in the entertainment industry has always been Flaws, there are too few people with good education, and her No.1 good grades made them stars feel proud for a while.

I'm so happy for her, but I can't celebrate because of work, I can only call and send her gifts.

We met again in Japan, she had just finished filming a commercial and I was just in time for this announcement, when I saw her, I really wanted to confess my love, I can make up the romance in the future, I don’t want to miss her, but no matter how good I think, I don’t want to Whatever happens, the manager's ugly face finally made me give up confession.

Not long after that, I got the news that she was in love. I read her tweets for a long time, and I locked myself in the room for a long time. I knew I missed it. Not as good as the man on Twitter, he can accompany her and be by her side at any time, but I can't, because I am a star and don't have so much time to accompany her.

I met again when I participated in the variety show "Running Man". On that day, I met her boyfriend Park Dong-soo. That man is not an ordinary person, he is a complete superior. Such a person is usually very proud, but he is very gentle to her. At that moment, I knew that I could only be her relative, otherwise, I might not even be able to be her relative, just because that man would not allow others to covet his woman.

Artists cannot fall in love, and I have no intention of falling in love.

I'm like a bystander, watching her fall in love, watching fans presuppose their love as a fairy tale love like a prince and princess, watching her get married, watching her fade out of the entertainment circle for him, and then watching him take her away to travel around world.

Gradually, the contact between us became less and less. When I got married, she did not come to attend, but sent a very precious gift by express. I kept that gift in my study and did not give it to anyone. people.

As time went on, I started working behind the scenes, becoming a music producer, and it wasn't until I got sick and was in the hospital that I was about to die that I knew I was a loser from the start.

She was still so young, so beautiful, and that man hadn't changed a bit. Only then did I realize that they were different. She said that she was not a human, but a fairy, a nine-tailed fox.

At this moment, I let go, not because I am not good enough, but because she is a secret, if she really told me that she is a nine-tailed fox, I think I may not be able to accept her at that time, even if I accept , My family may not be able to accept it, so, it's not that I don't love enough, but that our fate is not enough.

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