limited time friendship

The two of them wrapped themselves up three layers inside and three layers outside, and then they went up to the rooftop of Building B.Their backs walking side by side look like two big clumsy brown bears.

Crossing the city has already reached the coldest time of the year, and most people in the south can't bear the wet and cold magic attacks. Fortunately, for the sake of today's festival, it is rare that Xu Xiaoyuan and Yin Zhuoxing did not show their power. The wind blows silly head-on.

The night sky is also very appropriate.The dark sky is dotted with bright stars, forming a dazzling sea of ​​stars.

"It's so beautiful..." Yin Zhuoxing stood by the roof door, looked up at the starry sky, stretched out his hand and lightly pulled off Xu Xiaoyuan's clothes, then pointed upwards, "Look."

Xu Xiaoyuan looked in the direction of his finger, and the sky full of stars was instantly reflected in his eyes, which made Xu Xiaoyuan stunned for a moment.He has been busy all these years, always sleeping on the way to make announcements, and it has been a long time since he was free to look at the stars in the sky.

"It's really not in vain." He murmured.

Yin Zhuoxing pulled him towards the railing.The two bowed slightly, put their elbows on the railing, and looked up at the starry sky.

"I kind of want to eat ice cream." Xu Xiaoyuan said suddenly.

Yin Zhuoxing let out a chuckle: "You haven't recovered from your cold yet, what are you thinking about?"

Xu Xiaoyuan shrugged: "So I just think about it."

"When you recover from illness, I will treat you to eat." Yin Zhuoxing said while raising his face to identify the constellations in the night sky, "I saw the winter triangle."

"Huh?" Xu Xiaoyuan didn't know much about the stars, so he subconsciously asked.

"Let me point it out to you. This one is Betelgeuse..." Yin Zhuoxing pointed in a direction, tapped lightly with his fingertips, and then moved to the next position, "This one is Sirius, and that one is Nanhe Samsung."

Xu Xiaoyuan followed to see, and sighed: "You actually know so many, I only know the Big Dipper."

Yin Zhuoxing smiled softly: "When I was idle in the hospital, the patient in the next bed taught me to recognize it."

When it comes to hospitals, the atmosphere inevitably becomes a little sad.

Xu Xiaoyuan felt the sourness and pain buried in his heart overflow again.Yin Zhuoxing left him, not only left without saying goodbye, he didn't even tell him about his injury.

The moment he saw Yin Zhuoxing's wechat profile picture turn black, he was suddenly surrounded by confusion and helplessness, his eyes seemed to be covered with a layer of fog, making him unable to see his future.

Until now, he can hardly forget the mood at that time.

"Can I ask you the reason now, why did you leave, why did you break up with me?" Xu Xiaoyuan lowered his eyes and said, "I'm really...not reconciled."

He was not reconciled to being thrown away so easily by Yin Zhuoxing.

Yin Zhuoxing did not answer immediately, but fell into silence.

In fact, during the month he came to Shengyin, he was also trying to be frank, and wanted to learn to face his heart directly.Sometimes he would be very envious of Xu Xiaoyuan, his brother Xiaoyuan has always been a person who dares to love, although he doesn't talk too much, he can always express himself very frankly.

But he was always the passive side, he needed to be led by Xu Xiaoyuan before he could take a bold step forward.

Yin Zhuoxing turned his head slightly, looking at Xu Xiaoyuan.He was still looking up at the stars, looking at the expression, he seemed very serious, but Yin Zhuoxing knew that he might just be a little afraid to look at himself.

Want to speak out?Yin Zhuoxing hesitated a little.

In fact, he could have kept himself closed and procrastinated not to tell Xu Xiaoyuan.But until now, he couldn't bear to make Xu Xiaoyuan sad anymore.

It was indeed useful for Xu Xiaoyuan to actively approach him these days.His heart is soft, and he can be easily attacked.This is true whether it was four years ago or now.

"Actually... I'm just afraid of dragging you down." Yin Zhuoxing lowered his head and said softly.

He still chose to speak out everything that happened and his own thoughts.

"On the night of the Chinese New Year, after calling you, I went upstairs and met Yu Chengjun in the corridor." Yin Zhuoxing added, "It's...my dad."

"He blocked the door and forced my mother to open the door for him. I was very angry and had an argument with him. Then he pushed me and I fell down the stairs. That's why I tore the meniscus in both knees." When he said these words, Yin Zhuoxing looked very calm, "Afterwards I had an operation and was recovering in the hospital, but the condition was not very good. As long as I did a little bit of strenuous exercise, my knees would be very painful. The doctor also told me to try not to Vigorous exercise, especially dancing."

"...When I heard the doctor say that, I was really desperate." Yin Zhuoxing supported his forehead with his hands, lowered his eyes, and looked at the small square downstairs of the Twin Towers, "My family is not very rich. My mother spent almost all her savings to pay for me to go to Korea to study high school, and she was still waiting for me to earn money to support the family. I made an appointment with you, saying that I must realize my dream and debut together. But I was injured, and all this I can't do it anymore, it's all wasted. The family money, my hard work and enthusiasm, it's all wasted."

Xu Xiaoyuan put warm palms on Yin Zhuoxing's back, stroking him gently.

"At that time, I really didn't know how to face you." The corners of Yin Zhuoxing's eyes were slightly red, tears welled up in his eyes, and his voice was a little choked up, "I, I dare not tell you that I was hurt, because I know you will definitely Come back to China to find me. You are so stupid and so stupid, maybe you will give up the chance to debut and stay with me, but I can't get better...I don't want to be like this."

"I hope you make your debut, I want to see you shining brightly on the stage, and I want you to be by my side. But I can't do it... I don't know what to do." He raised his hand and put the back of his hand in the corner of his eye He wiped it randomly a few times, "I'm really panicked, so I always want to... avoid you."

"I didn't want to drag you down, so I decided to break up. I didn't want you to be sad together, so I didn't say anything."

"……sorry."

He has never forgotten Xu Xiaoyuan, and his love has never diminished.He loved him every second of his life.

It's not because I don't love, but because I love too much, so I choose to leave.

"Yu Xin." Xu Xiaoyuan called Yin Zhuoxing's name, causing him to raise his head, and wiped away the tears on his face with his sleeve, "Thank you for telling me this."

Yin Zhuoxing stared at him blankly.

Xu Xiaoyuan held Yin Zhuoxing's soft face, lowered his head slightly, and pressed it against his forehead: "Knowing that we have actually loved each other all these years, it is simply the best Christmas gift I have ever received."

Yin Zhuoxing looked at the man in front of him, saw his own shadow reflected in the other's gentle eyes, for some reason, raised his face, and kissed Xu Xiaoyuan's lips lightly.