limited time friendship

In fact, the truth is exactly the opposite, Yin Zhuoxing still loves Xu Xiaoyuan, he cares very much, but he dare not reveal it easily, so he can only pretend to be nonchalant and broad-minded.

But it is very difficult for Yin Zhuoxing to respond to what Xu Xiaoyuan said, once he responds, it is tantamount to admitting that he still likes Xu Xiaoyuan.In this way, the excuse of only doing business and not being in love becomes untenable.

Yin Zhuoxing was silent, his lips were tightly pursed, looking a bit embarrassed.He was thinking and hesitating on how to respond to Xu Xiaoyuan's wishes.Or should he respond to Xu Xiaoyuan's wishes?

But Xu Xiaoyuan seemed to have seen through his worries, turned his head to look at him and said, "Yu Xin, I won't force you to get back together with me. I just... want an answer."

After getting along these days, Xu Xiaoyuan can actually feel that Yin Zhuoxing still has the old feelings for him, but he is afraid that this is just his own illusion.

He hoped to get a response from Yin Zhuoxing, even if the answer given by the other party was negative.In short, as long as he doesn't get an answer, he can't feel at ease.

"I..." Yin Zhuoxing opened his lips, showing some hesitation.

Should he answer Xu Xiaoyuan's question, or continue to deceive himself.He knew that he couldn't let go of Xu Xiaoyuan, he would feel distressed when he saw the scar on Xu Xiaoyuan's waist, and he would care when he saw Tao Ke hugging him, even though he kept saying that he was only in business and not in love, he still acquiesced in Xu Xiaoyuan's approach.

Obviously still like it, but dare not say it.Excessively suppressing one's emotions is actually a deep pain.

Want to say?

Speak.Think of it as an emotional outlet.

"Actually... I care about it." Yin Zhuoxing was a little nervous, and uncomfortably picked the sketchpad in his arms with his fingers, "Seeing you hugging each other this afternoon, I suddenly became a little dazed, so I ran away immediately."

"The moment I escaped, I realized that nothing has changed in the past three years, and I still..."

Yin Zhuoxing didn't continue to say the following words, but Xu Xiaoyuan already understood.

The gloomy mood of the past few days finally eased.The corners of Xu Xiaoyuan's lips curled up a little, and he showed a not-so-obvious smile from the bottom of his heart.

"Thank you," he said. "Thank you."

Thank you for still loving me.

Thank you for telling me that you still love me.

"Don't lose your temper casually in the future." Yin Zhuoxing whispered, "...I will be worried too."

Xu Xiaoyuan was originally a person with no temper, so he readily agreed: "Okay."

"Then I'll go back first." Yin Zhuoxing took back his towel from Xu Xiaoyuan's hand, and told him, "It's late, you should go to bed early."

In dormitory 320, Song Yan furtively opened the door a little, and was looking out for something.

Gu Meng came out of the shower and saw him standing at the door, and while wiping his hair with a towel, he asked, "What are you doing?"

Qi Chengyi said with a smile: "I'm spying on a young couple dating."

"What!" Song Yan suddenly came back to his senses, his face full of horror, "Are they really in love!"

"Just kidding, you're too easy to deceive, idiot—" Qi Chengyi looked over with his face propped up.

"Tch, I'm not an idiot." Song Yan pouted, and when he went to the door to look, Yin Zhuoxing and Xu Xiaoyuan had already gone back to their respective dormitories.

Song Yan muttered regretfully: "Why is this over!" His tone was like that of a drama-chasing girl who was watching the climax but found that the follow-up hadn't been broadcast yet.

"Did you hear what they said?" Qi Chengyi asked.

Song Yan said: "No."

"Then why were you so excited just now?" Qi Chengyi found out that there was nothing to eat, showing a disappointed expression.

"Although I didn't hear their conversation, I can feel that the atmosphere between the two of them is very different." Song Yan said eloquently, and gave an example, "That atmosphere is very special. For example, me and There is no such feeling between you."

Qi Chengyi was stunned: "Oh - you mean the feeling of being gay in being gay?"

Song Yan touched his chin: "You can also say that, but this kind of statement is still too simple and rude."

Gu Meng rarely joined the topic: "Ambiguous?"

Song Yan nodded his head like garlic: "Yes, yes, yes, yes!" He also gave Gu Meng a thumbs up by the way.

Gu Meng didn't say anything, just curled the corner of his lower lip subtly, sat down at the table and went to dry his hair.

Looking at Gu Meng's back, Qi Chengyi suddenly had an absurd idea: Gu Meng seems to have become a little more cheerful.

Yin Zhuoxing returned to the dormitory, and as soon as he opened the door, Jiang Yingrui looked at him with a teasing look: "Are you looking for Xu Xiaoyuan?"

Anyway, he had a legitimate reason to look for Xu Xiao, and there was no need to hide it, so he nodded.

Jiang Yingrui "tsk tsk tsk" several times.

"...Don't think about it." Yin Zhuoxing finished speaking with a guilty conscience, and sat back at the table again, blowing his hair.

While blowing, I sorted out my thoughts and prepared to rewrite the rap words later.

Yin Zhuoxing chewed these words several times in his heart.

He is now standing at a fork in the road of life.He regards "Idol Making" as his last chance, and plans to give his best on the show.If you make your debut successfully, you will burn the last two years of your life as a singing and dancing idol on the stage to your heart's content.If he is eliminated halfway... then his dream will be completely over, and he may become a singer after that, or he may leave the entertainment circle and become an ordinary person.

This opportunity is extremely important to him. He cherishes it very much, but he can't afford to lose. He is afraid of failure and being forgotten; he must keep moving forward, keep shining, keep being excellent, and endure pain and continue to stand on the stage.

——This is what he most wanted to confide in.

After having an idea, Yin Zhuoxing immediately wrote down what he wanted to say on paper, writing as much as he wanted.Then select sentences that can be written into the song, select rhymes, and polish and modify them.

Inspiration surged, this time Yin Zhuoxing wrote smoothly, and the more he wrote, the more he could not stop.

It was late at night, and the other three people in the dormitory had already fallen asleep, only Yin Zhuoxing was still writing at the table, the tip of the pen rubbed against the paper surface, making a slight "rustling" sound, and only the constantly rotating second hand accompanied him.

By the time I finished all the rap words, it was already two o'clock in the morning.Yin Zhuoxing stretched and yawned again, turned off the desk lamp, and went to bed.

In the whole day tomorrow, he will smooth out the flow and memorize the words.

He wants to prove to his teammates, mentors and opponents in the mid-term assessment the day after tomorrow that he is worthy of the C position and that he can do a good job.

The sleepy physique broke out at the right time, Yin Zhuoxing closed his eyes, and fell asleep not long after.