Rebirth and pet for a lifetime

Ye Chuan remembered that when his mother was there when he was a child, Ye Yaotang would hold one of them and take the two of them to the movies, and would give him ten cents to buy melon seeds, and Ye Chuan would be in charge of buying them. , Ye Fan is responsible for the points.Although the portion was very small, it was delicious.He thought of Ye Yaotang's always sullen face, but he also remembered the happy atmosphere at home. One year, Ye Yaotang even pasted his award certificate on the wall, along with Ye Fan's.That year in Ye Fan Kindergarten was also the first time in his life to receive an award, but it was not the first time for Ye Chuan.

The Chinese teacher often said that the kindness of others to you should be engraved on stones, and the badness of others to you should be engraved in the desert.As time goes by, only happy things remain, and those unhappy things will disappear one by one.But Ye Chuan discovered that what the teacher taught was also deceptive.Never forget!When you are sad, those bad things will flood up like a tide.Ye Chuan didn't know if it was his narrow-mindedness or something, really, he couldn't forget it.He felt that he had engraved those bad things in the desert, but why was it still so clear after the wind passed?

Ye Chuan thought of the meal a week ago, the so-called stewed chicken to improve his life.He couldn't figure out what that meal meant, sorry?Or compensation?What was slightly moved at the beginning, looks so ridiculous now.

When Gu Hang opened the door with a bulging backpack on his back, Ye Chuan was still lying on his back on the bed in a daze.Gu Hang heard it from Gu Weiguo.Gu Weiguo went to Ye's house and didn't ask anything, but he got a general idea from Wang Lanxiang's words.For such a family, such cheap affection, Gu Weiguo looked down on him.When talking about Gu Hang, Gu Weiguo sighed and said: "Although I know that their family conditions are not good, Ye Yaotang can be forgiven for taking Xiao Chuan'er's money, but if he doesn't even say hello, it's the same as stealing. To put it bluntly, children can’t get that much money, but to put it bluntly, 1 yuan sold my son’s heart.”

Lei Lei is also in a bad mood. His family and even his relatives have become rich since he can remember, and he has never seen a woman sloppy.Liu Dongmei also cried, but the crying was well-founded, and sometimes it had a funny effect.It was the first time he saw him sitting on the ground like that, patting his thighs and crying, and occasionally blowing his nose with a snort.It's not that I look down on the poor, but I feel extremely uncomfortable, even a little disgusting.

There is always such a trend in life, the more intelligent the person who can gradually grow and become rich from a small business, it is generally less likely to be a person who cares about every detail and loves to play tricks.And the poorer the family, often a big family is a stage, allowing people to see all kinds of things in the world.Even if the Ye family sang a play, it would still be regarded as an ugly play to talk about after dinner.

After Gu Hang didn't hear it, he went to rent a house, mainly because he wanted to leave time for Ye Chuan to be quiet.Based on Gu Hang's understanding of Ye Chuan, he knew that he needed to be quiet, and Ye Chuan didn't like to show others any ugly things in his family.When talking about it occasionally, he also likes to say that my brother is very smart, or that my father is very hardworking.He compiled a dream for himself. In the dream, the younger brother of that family is sensible and obedient, and the father of that family also loves him.Even after the dream was shattered, he never talked about his family members.Hiding has been his choice all along.Even if it was Gu Hang, he had to be coaxed and coaxed or guided to a certain stage before he would take the initiative to speak out.There is a stubbornness in his bones, hidden under a gentle and harmless appearance.

It was already dark, and Gu Hang could still see Ye Chuan's eyes hidden in the darkness without turning on the light.

"Hey, what are you studying?" Gu Hang picked up the fruits in his backpack and put them in a cardboard box before taking off his coat and laying down next to Ye Chuan, holding his hand and exaggerating "Ouch", and said, "Aren't you here to study?" Let’s spend the whole afternoon on the roof! You can freeze ice cream in your hands!”

"Tell me, what kind of tricks have you researched? Did you find that the corner lines are not perpendicular to each other, but intersecting at 120 degrees?"

Ye Chuan just didn't want to talk.I have cried, and I have thought about everything I can think about.Ye Chuan even thought, if his father hadn't abandoned him and his mother, would they be different now?Will mom be alive too?When he was in pain, he would run his fingers along his hair, and sigh softly, "Chuan'er, cry when you are in pain, mom is here."

Seeing that he didn't respond, Gu Hang pulled up the puppet-like figure, took off his padded clothes, stuffed him into the quilt, rubbed his nose and said, "Chuan'er, cry when you feel bad, brother is here."

Ye Chuan's body shook, and his vision towards Gu Hang gradually cleared up.He said, "Do I still have to study by myself tonight?"

Gu Hang was stunned for a moment, then unscrewed the desk lamp cooperatively, looked at his watch and said, "It's seven o'clock, it's time for class. Are you still going?"

"You hug me."

Gu Hang blinked his eyes, wrapped him in his arms with the quilt, and asked with a smile: "Is it tight? Do you need to use more strength? Brother has nothing, but he has great strength, especially when he hugs my family. When I was a child."

Ye Chuan looked at him without blinking, and his voice changed a bit. "Do you want to? Let's do it."

Ye Chuan pushed Gu Hang away and began to slowly take off his clothes.Gu Hang grabbed his hand, but he closed his eyes and pressed his lips against it. Not only that, but he also pushed Gu Hang's teeth away, imitating his appearance to sweep and tease.Gu Hang sucked his tongue fondly, and when Ye Chuan stopped because of his sore tongue, Gu Hang felt a sharp pain in his heart when he saw his tightly closed eyes.

"Do it." Ye Chuan bit his lip and pulled Gu Hang's hand, sending his body over.

Taking off Ye Chuan's clothes was once the thing Gu Hang was most willing to do.This time, his hands were too heavy to lift.A mist floated in front of his eyes, Gu Hang didn't know how to take off the person and hugged him into his arms. When he dipped his fingers in the Vaseline he specially prepared later, before he could expand, Ye Chuan had already pushed him down, and he He just sat on it.

Gu Hang knew that he didn't want his tenderness at the moment, maybe he just wanted to find an exit, it seemed that only pain could help him find it.

Gu Hang held his waist all the time, even so, he could still feel the trembling caused by the pain after his violent force.

Without giving himself a chance to relax, Ye Chuan has already swayed vigorously.This has never happened before, and Gu Hang's body became agitated uncontrollably.Gu Hang wanted to push Ye Chuan down so he could control his strength, but Ye Chuan pressed him firmly and would not give in at all.Gu Hang put one hand into the place where the two met, wanting to massage him to relieve him, but Ye Chuan suddenly opened his eyes, and said with red eyes: "Don't you like me like this the most? Don't you always say that I am Too shy to take the initiative? You don’t tell me I know it, you just wait to see how I behave, don’t you! I’ll show you how cheap I am, don’t you like it?”

If it was intentional provocation, Ye Chuan succeeded.The word "cheap" made Gu Hang squint his eyes, and after feeling distressed, he became angry.He did say those things, but they were just small complaints that were sweetened after the affair.With a clear mind, what Gu Hang wants is to enjoy harmony in love affairs.He didn't allow Ye Chuan to belittle himself, these words shouldn't even come out of his mouth.He hurt himself so much, who did he want to hurt?

Gu Hang flipped the person down, pressed his body on it without mercy, and buried Huoreng in it viciously.At first, Ye Chuan was biting the bed sheet and struggling, his body trembling with pain.But after a while, he began to cry, and then the soft cry turned into a muffled cry that trembled all over his body, and his body began to want to turn over.

These were just fuses, leading to a fight between the two.Gu Hang weighed his strikes, and only punched Ye Chuan on the buttocks, but Ye Chuan didn't care about his face, he could reach wherever he could.The two rolled on the bed, pinched, wept, and cursed.Gu Hang didn't hear clearly what he was scolding, it was probably talking about the grievances from childhood to adulthood, Gu Hang only heard the sentence repeated many times, "Mom, why don't you want me, mother".

Gu Hang didn't finish, he backed out when Ye Chuan punched him on the cheek and cried out completely, pulled him up and hugged him into his arms.Ye Chuan was crying all the time, with his head up and his eyes closed, crying like a child with no image, his hands kept greeting Gu Hang, scratching if he couldn't do it.Gu Hang seemed to have unscrewed the valve on his body, and then tears kept pouring out.After being exhausted, Ye Chuan, who punched and scratched his back, finally didn't raise his arms again, but the crying didn't stop.

Gu Hang got out of bed to clean up his body.He was crying when he came to wipe his body with warm water, was crying when he hugged him to apply medicine, was crying when he was stuffed into the bed, and was still crying when he was hugging him and patting him gently.

Gu Hang fixedly looked at the man who was crying to death with his eyes closed, sighed and stretched out his tongue to lick away the tears that dripped from the corners of his eyes again.After licking like this for half an hour, Gu Hang felt the salty and bitter taste of tears in his mouth.

The person in his arms finally opened his eyes. Gu Hang smiled and just wanted to say that it's okay, isn't it just a few broken money and earn later, Ye Chuan had already asked, "What should I do?"

Gu Hang quickly analyzed with his fingers, "It will be September next year when you go to university, can Xiaotiewu make money? Will you be given a bonus if you are admitted to a prestigious university? Beiguang counts as a famous brand, right! At that time, three plus two plus The tuition fee will come out in the first year, let’s wait until it’s over. People are alive, but money is dead. Don’t worry, you don’t have to die because of the tuition fee.” It’s not that Gu Hang never thought of finding someone to go to Ye’s house to ask for the money, but Gu Weiguo's words made him change his mind.Gu Weiguo said that when this matter broke out, everyone would say that Ye Yaotang was right.Xiao Chuan'er saved so much money by himself, no matter how hard he earned it, in the eyes of the older generation, it should be handed over to the family.He also said that Ye Yaotang's daughter-in-law is really shameless for asking for money, and she is the most unreasonable to reason with this kind of person.

He really can't deal with people who want money and are shameless.Gu Hang's selfish intention is that if he buys a lesson for more than 1 yuan, maybe Ye Chuan will no longer have to care about how his family is doing, and his life will have fewer obstacles.He believed that if Ye Chuan and his family reconciled, Ye Yaotang would be their biggest stumbling block.It's a bit despicable to think so, but Gu Hang doesn't care about this despicable point, anyway, since the second year of junior high school, he has led people to a road of no return through self-blame.

Faced with Gu Hang's well-founded reasons, Ye Chuan just shook his head, remained silent for a moment and closed his eyes.He asked what to do, and he asked the family.There is a stepdad who raised him, and a half-brother.It was a home before, and it was still a home without his trace, but in the future, will it still be his home?Maybe he doesn't care if he has a home, but he's just afraid that one day in this world, he will feel so lonely that he will be abandoned by the whole world, without even a safe haven that he has outlined.