Rebirth and pet for a lifetime

Slide the car down the highway and slowly stop in a desolate area.On the small road, it was evening again, and there was no car passing by for a long time.Ke Rui's whole weight was on the steering wheel, and he stared at the green wasteland that was covered with an imperceptible layer of early spring.Everything has a time of anti-spring, only his waiting, a thousand years of cold silence.

Gu Hang patiently tried his best to relax, and when Ke Rui's breathing gradually stabilized, he opened his eyes and looked around and said, "Where are you?"

No one answered, Ke Rui seemed to be immersed in his own world, his face changed back and forth, and finally he lay on the steering wheel tiredly and let out a long breath.

Gu Hang looked at the locked car door and sat quietly.He reached into his pocket and rubbed the phone, but he never took it out.It's a good thing that Ye Chuan didn't call at this time, otherwise he wouldn't know how to touch the emotionally unstable time bomb next to him, and he would be crushed to pieces.

Gu Hang looked at the road that didn't even have street lights, sighed carefully, and took the lead to break the silence and asked: "Ke Rui, to be honest, what do you like about me?"

Ke Rui snorted, not knowing who he was mocking.

"If I had been with you at that time, if one day there was another Wang Rui by my side for seven years, I would be with Wang Rui again..." Gu Hang couldn't continue. Saying such things was in itself a sign of affection for him and Ye Chuan. blasphemy.There is no need to act so lowly in front of this person who indirectly ruined his business.Alas, Gu Hang sighed in his heart, he still cherishes his life, and he really doesn't want Ke Rui to do anything irreversible.Speaking of it, Gu Hang could solve the matter with his fists, beat Ke Rui to death and then drove back, but he really couldn't deal with such a person.It's not remembering his kindness, let alone having any emotionally unclear thoughts, but just looking at a boy who has been with me for seven years... After all, the best result should be good for both parties.It has long been unclear who owes whom.

Ke Rui suddenly said, "You have to tell the truth, did you really love me once, or were you just lonely and allowed us to have an affair?"

Gu Hang seemed to be slapped in the face, but felt a burning pain on his face.Have you ever been that selfish?He actually enjoys Ke Rui's care and caring with peace of mind, but cleverly keeps a distance, leaving a retreat for himself and Ye Chuan in the future.Speaking of it, it seems that I am the more asshole.

"Actually, you are very good, Ye Chuan..."

Gu Hang didn't say anything, but Ke Rui suddenly slapped the steering wheel violently, his eyes widened angrily, as if he was going to go crazy at any moment.He yelled at the front: "I want to listen to the truth! The truth! You don't have to elevate me and demean yourself every time!!"

Gu Hang pursed his lips, turned his head and looked out the window, it was pitch black and he couldn't see anything.

"I liked it." Gu Hang's chest was tight, he took a deep breath and said, "I'm sorry, I didn't love, or love is too shallow."

"Then how deep is your love for Ye Chuan?"

Gu Hang fell silent again.How deep can it be?Afraid that he can't find a place to stay when he turns around, is it love?Afraid of the loneliness that he doesn't know where the destination is, is it love?I'm afraid that he loves everyone, but I don't know how to cherish myself, and I'm even more afraid that he will hide in a corner by himself with empty eyes and nowhere to go.Maybe it's a habit, maybe it's love, it's been too long and I can't tell the difference.But if you let go, the pain is like digging out a piece of flesh in your heart, which can kill people.

Can you give up him and live with Ke Rui?Yes, Gu Hang believes that he and Ke Rui can also live well.It's so hard to find someone of the same kind that you really want for the rest of your life.But he can't, he will think of the person who is rooted in his heart every night, and he will be in pain every day, so painful that he wants to live.Gu Hang thought, was it because of Ke Rui's attitude to live life that he was ambiguous and withdrawn back then?

"You don't know how much I hate you!" Ke Rui clenched the steering wheel, as if pinching Gu Hang's neck, and continued, gritted his teeth: "Every time I feel a little closer, you seem to have a conscience. After being sad for a few days, I became that infatuated Gu Hang again. You don’t know how much I hate you! I approached carefully, and you could see me, neither refusing nor expressing, just not far or near Look at me tossing and tossing. You are very proud, watching me love you with all I have! You don’t know how much I hate! I’m just waiting for the day to watch you go bankrupt and struggle to earn money for a small house of more than ten square meters! Waiting to see when you have no house to live in, no money to spend, and you have to worry about it for a long time, and see how romantic and in love you are!" But before that time, why can't I bear it?

Yes, he couldn't sit still.He was afraid, afraid that the foundation that Gu Hang worked so hard for would be wiped out overnight.After that, can he still have some good things about him in the past?I am afraid that one day when I walk on the street, I will see the person I love deeply turn into Gu Hang with a scruffy beard, like those tens of thousands of citizens living at the bottom, riding an electric car with the whole family, carrying some big bags and small bags from the supermarket Amoy specials.

In fact, he knew that Gu Hang had the Gu family's monopoly shopping mall, and Lu Yuan, who was unshakable behind the scenes, was his friend.But he was still afraid, was he making excuses for himself or something?He couldn't figure it out himself.Just like now, he suddenly didn't understand the significance of bringing Gu Hang to this wilderness.That's right, he originally wanted to die together, but suddenly realized how worthless it was to sacrifice his fresh life for such a bastard.

The mobile phone in his pocket made a piercing sound, Ke Rui shook his head, looked at the word "home" jumping on it, and picked it up.

"Ruirui, why haven't you come home yet? I'm waiting for you to eat."

Ke Rui opened his mouth, but couldn't make a sound.

"Ruirui? Are you listening again?"

"Yeah." Ke Rui responded sullenly, "I went back."

Ke Rui turned to look at Gu Hang, it was too vague to see his straight nose bridge.The light of the phone went out, and the bridge of the nose could not be seen clearly for an instant.He knew that Gu Hang's eyes are actually very affectionate, when he looks at a person intently, he always gives people a feeling that he is a treasure.It's a pity that once this kind of focus is used on himself, he has devoted half his life.Ke Rui felt that he was hesitating forward in this darkness, Gu Hang shone a little light seductively, and he flew moths into the flames, but the result was still the same, the moths died in the fire, but the light was still bright and alive self.

There was a slight "click" sound, and the car lock was unlocked. Ke Rui lowered his voice and tried to reduce the trembling of his voice and said, "Get out of the car."

Gu Hang twisted his fingers, coughed lightly and said, "Xiao Ke..."

"Get out! I'll let you get out!" Ke Rui rushed forward like crazy, the hand that grabbed Gu Hang's collar was about to open the door and push him out, but the moment he touched the warmth, he pulled him closer to him for some reason .Ke Rui bit his shoulder hard, and with his own tears, he tasted salty.

Gu Hang's body froze from the pain, and he stretched out his hand to grab Ke Rui's back collar to tear it off. When the weak cry came to his ears, he suddenly lost his strength.Who owes whom?Just a few hours ago, he wanted to tear up and eat this scheming boy.But when he really peeled everything apart, he was not the only one who was wrong, it turned out that everyone was wrong.

The faint yellow lights in the car came on, and before Gu Hang could see Ke Rui's face clearly, he was pushed out of the car.The car door slammed again, and then the light went farther and farther away from him, until he turned on the highway and disappeared.Gu Hang nervously raised his hand and waved his hand in the direction where the car was going away, saying goodbye to Ke Rui, maybe saying goodbye to his sins.

Gu Hang walked back along the deserted road, the night in early spring was still very cold, the cold wind blowing on his body was still bone-chillingly cold.When Ye Chuan called, Gu Hang looked at his phone and found that it was already nine o'clock, and he didn't know how long he had been on the road.

"Any entertainment?" With Ye Chuan's warm and soft voice, for some reason, Gu Hang's eyes suddenly became hot.He wanted to cry, so he hid in Ye Chuan's arms and cried until his body dried up.

"Ah."

After a moment of silence, he said again: "Hao Nan didn't follow, so drink less."

"Ah."

"Then I hang up."

"Chuan'er." Gu Hang hurriedly called out.

"Ok?"

"I love you."

A laugh came from the phone, "Hurry up and go home."

Gu Hang looked at the winding road lights, and heard the "Didi" sound coming from the phone after a moment of silence, and suddenly lost the strength to move forward.

It was already midnight when Gu Hang was found by Hao Nan and sent home. Ye Chuan stood at the door in his pajamas and watched the car drive in, watched Gu Hang get off the car, and thanked Hao Nan for following.Helping Gu Hang in and taking a shower, when he came out of the shower, he saw the bathrobe that was left in the bedroom, picked it up and opened the door to send it in.Gu Hang turned his back to himself, and the steam was steaming. Even so, Ye Chuan still saw the bloody tooth marks on his shoulder from his own angle.His heart tightened, and he was paralyzed in pain for a moment.Ye Chuan put down his bathrobe, opened his mouth several times without asking.

After quietly closing the door and going out, Ye Chuan subconsciously didn't go to bed first.When Gu Hang came in, Ye Chuan put down the book in his hand, Gu Hang leaned over and kissed him on the forehead, twitched the corner of his mouth and said, "I'm exhausted, go to sleep."

Ye Chuan looked at Gu Hang who didn't explain to himself, pursed his lips and leaned over to turn off the light.This was the first night when the two slept in their own separate rooms. Ye Chuan looked at Gu Hang's back and realized that the hearts of two people could actually be so far apart.

The president, Ke Rui, was found through connections, but everything that day deviated from the plan.Ke Rui didn't ask for Gu Hang's confession, maybe he won't come at all, and he didn't take him to meet the president, and let him go.But between Gu Hang and Ye Chuan, there are still hugs and kisses, but there is always a small river between them, and no one wants to cross it first.The river is very narrow, on both sides, you can still hug and kiss, but you can't stick to your body.

Gu Hang passively moved things to make up for things. When the funds were slowly and continuously draining like an hourglass, Gu Hang felt that everything he worked hard for was not far from disappearing.

The hexagram that was calculated in the small alley back then was indeed very accurate. Lu Yuan, whom he had been afraid and unwilling to look for, called him and said that he was going out for dinner.Gu Hang didn't have the face to go, but he had to keep the appointment. When he arrived, he found out that Ye Chuan and Jiang Nan were already there.

In a private clubhouse, there is nothing lacking in it, and Jiangnan is pulling Ye Chuan to play billiards.Watching Ye Chuan pull away the cue, his slender back stretched out, aiming the cue almost perfectly, Gu Hang suddenly felt that his so-called "love" was actually very little.He hasn't brought Ye Chuan out to play ball yet, nor has he taken him out to have a good time.I don't know who is competing with whom these days, it seems that I haven't slept with my arms around for many days.

Ye Chuan scored two goals, and with a little hidden show off, he pointed his chin at Jiangnan and smiled mischievously.Gu Hang walked over and hugged him, Ye Chuan didn't know, so he looked up to see his face, but Gu Hang's big hand pressed his shoulder.Gu Hang pressed his eyes hard on his shoulders, suppressed the wetness and then let go with a sigh of relief, lightly pecked his ears and lips to look for Lu Yuan inside.

Ye Chuan was a little startled when he saw the back of him walking past, Jiang Nan jumped over to carry him, and said with a low voice and a smile: "How is it? The beauty trap works well!"

Ye Chuan smiled wryly.Jiang Nan jumped to sit on the billiard table, sighed and said, "Well, that bite must have been bitten by Ke Xiaosan'er. But if you can't ask, then don't ask. I asked Lu Yuan to investigate, and the two of them went together for a while. I went to a western restaurant, but I didn’t go anywhere else. I guess they were hiding somewhere to break up their relationship. Don’t expect any romance if they are blind in the dark. They don’t have the guts to make a car shake in the car, right? Gu Hang is too insignificant."

Jiang Nan suddenly smiled and grabbed Ye Chuan's shoulder and said, "Didn't Hao Nan say that he found him on the highway? I wonder if Ke Xiaosan'er failed to find love, so he dragged him to the suburbs and threw him away. Hehe, retribution."

Ye Chuan didn't know what to say, he didn't even dare to think about anything recently.If you think too much, it will hurt and feel uncomfortable, so it's better to pretend to be confused.

"Brother Lu, you also cheated in the early years, or after our relationship stabilized later. I won't mention the previous ones. Rich people always have a wonderful love history. If you really break up, the one who got involved is yourself."

"You don't know how much trouble we had at that time. He had a cold face and didn't know how to coax others. He just ate it and looked at you with a cold face. I want to go, but he won't let me go, and he won't let me go. Locked me in the building. I cut my palm and drew his bloody handprints all over the room. I jumped off the second floor and broke my leg, broke my rib, and almost stuck my lung... Later, I said yes, when I recover from the injury Then he left, but somehow it got better again. Many years later, the secretary next to him told me that he was drunk that time, and maybe he didn’t even know who he slept with. So what? And, Anyway, that thing isn’t coming in and out of my body. It’s just an excuse... If you really care about it, you won’t be able to live.”

"It was only later that I gradually realized that sometimes I would feel better if I was a little confused. If I had to worry about it, I would die of nervous breakdown sooner or later. Fortunately, he didn't do it again within the scope of my knowledge, and that's enough. It's gone." Jiangnan suddenly laughed again, hugged Ye Chuan and said: "Otherwise, we can live a good life, and when two people meet, there will be an attack, and they are both beautiful, so maybe we can live a good life."

"Anan!" Lu Yuan's warning voice came over, Jiang Nan stuck out his tongue and let go of his hand, blinked at Ye Chuan and said, "He's more stingy than me."

Ye Chuan looked at Jiangnan gesturing to Lu Yuan, then obediently sat a little further away and played the ball seriously, feeling warm in his heart.Life is like a fish drinking water, knowing whether it is warm or not.It is no easy task to be like them.