There is always slag Gong doting on me [System]

But even if he hugged Xia Xi like this, Xia Xi still gave him a feeling that he would leave at any time, as if he came here as a bystander or passer-by, and when the time came, he left without any regrets .Jiang Zhanwei has always firmly believed that everything has a cause and effect, and is used to controlling the overall situation by calculating cause and effect. Although everything in the world is changing and never ending, but as long as you are careful enough, you can always deduce the cause from the seemingly chaotic status quo. or in the future.While Xia Xi's attitude towards him seemed very positive, but in fact it was full of flattery and negativity. He made a lot of demands on him on the surface, but in fact he had no desires.

From effect to cause, his lack of desire may be due to his lack of desire and desire for nothing.

This fact is not a good thing for Jiang Zhanwei, the feeling of uneasiness is as if he is on the edge of an abyss, and he will step into the void at any time.He tried his best to restrain his heartbeat and resist Xia Xi's approach, but he just didn't want himself to fall from the abyss and be broken into pieces one day.

In fact, Xia Xi has something to ask for——he is looking for a way to get out of this world and return to reality.He has never figured out why he couldn't return to the real world after the end of the last world, but came to this place that is similar but not similar to the real world. It wasn't until he confirmed that the 'system' disappeared that he realized that it wasn't him. For the last fast travel world.

Because just like a small secret realm can also give birth to guardian spirits, the system is equivalent to the world spirits in the small worlds he created. As long as he is still in those small worlds, the system will not disappear.Since this is not the small world he created, the rules he set up when he created the world, such as the rule of 'death in the world will leave the world' are useless, and it is similar to the real world. Not similar, the situation is real and unreal, and the details are complete and incomplete, which are obviously the characteristics of illusions.

So this should be an illusion, and it is Jiang Zhanwei's illusion.

Having traveled through so many worlds and split up so many personalities, but still failed to achieve what he wanted, Jiang Zhanwei has already determined that he has failed, that he will not be able to get Xia Xi's heart, and would rather sink into the illusion than return to Reality.Xia Xi may never know Jiang Zhanwei's mood or the reason why Jiang Zhanwei created the illusion. He only knows the method to dispel the illusion. One of them is internal friction. The eye of the law; the other is to satisfy the desire of the creator and let it be dismantled voluntarily.

But Xia Xi didn't understand what Jiang Zhanwei wanted.

The opponent now has enough power to become emperor, but he did not seize the throne and become emperor like in the real world, which shows that he doesn't care about power; There is no chance.

The palace people worked very fast, and the wine rice balls that Xia Xi wanted were delivered in a blink of an eye, and other dishes were also served one by one.Xia Xi looked at the bowl, but lazily refused to move it, and instructed Jiang Zhanwei: "Feed me."

Jiang Zhanwei usually dislikes others being pampered and coquettish, let alone ordering him to do things in that arrogant tone, but facing Xia Xi at this moment, he didn't feel any displeasure in his heart. He just picked up the spoon and returned It blew carefully before sending it to Xia Xi's mouth.

Xia Xi still maintained the posture of leaning against Jiang Zhanwei's arms, "It must be still hot, I'm afraid it will be hot, you can blow it for a while..."

Jiang Zhanwei looked at the drooping eyelashes of the person in his arms, blew them carefully, and explained in a very rare way: "It won't burn you, trust me."

In fact, he wanted to blow on that pair of eyelashes too, to see it blink and blink in shock, like a caught butterfly flapping its beautiful and fragile wings in vain, never to be able to fly out of his palm.

Only then did Xia Xi open his mouth, and swallowed the whole spoonful of food into his mouth in one gulp.While feeding Jiang Zhanwei, he looked at his slightly puffed cheeks. Every time he fed him, he felt more inexplicably satisfied.

It's a pity that the feeding didn't last long. Xia Xi never ate much, so he shook his head and said no more after eating for a long time, and deliberately left a half-bitten ball in the bowl: "Eat it, otherwise Just go to waste."

Jiang Zhanwei stared at the half of the little round ball, and put it into his mouth without changing his face under the disbelieving eyes of the surrounding palace people.

The eyeballs of the palace people almost fell out of shock, only the expressions of the two parties were very calm.I don't know why, Jiang Zhanwei felt that this incomplete little ball was indescribably cute, and the small tooth marks on it were also extremely cute. He chewed this half of the ball, and the more he chewed, the sweeter it seemed, and even his heart felt a little bit sweeter. More indescribably sweet.

It is easy to get sleepy in the summer afternoon, and when you get sleepy after a meal, Xia Xi raised his hand and rubbed his eyes, "I'm sleepy."

After speaking, he yawned a little, and his eyes were misty, which showed that he was really sleepy.Jiang Zhanwei watched as the man in his arms hugged him like a cat and stretched, pulled his sleeves coquettishly, and then buried his head in his shoulders like a baby bird.

What can soften Jiang Zhanwei's heart the most in this world is the appearance of Xia Xi cuddling in his arms and relying on him.Jiang Zhanwei's shoulders were hot from being buried, and his heart was also hot. After a while, he remembered that Xia Xi had been exposed to the rain and caught the cold yesterday, so he reached out and touched Xia Xi's forehead.

His hands were big and dry, and the temperature in the palms was very comfortable. Xia Xi rubbed his head subconsciously against his palms.Jiang Zhanwei couldn't help stroking Xia Xi's hair and the back of his neck like smoothing the hair of a small animal, and said in a low voice, "Sleep for a while if you're sleepy."

Xia Xi was carried by Jiang Zhanwei back to the big bed where he had been lying in the morning, curled up in the blanket and opened his eyes to look at Jiang Zhanwei, "You sleep with me too."

Jiang Zhanwei was still busy and didn't have the habit of taking a lunch break, so he rejected Xia Xi's proposal.Xia Xi didn't speak, just continued to look at Jiang Zhanwei with his eyes open, making Jiang Zhanwei feel that his refusal was a crime.Trying to calm down, just as he turned around to leave, he felt his clothes being pulled by something behind him.

The apparently light force seemed to Jiang Zhanwei to be as heavy as a thousand catties, and he couldn't break free, so he turned around and asked, "What's wrong?"

Xia Xi just pulled Jiang Zhanwei's clothes and still didn't speak, but this made Jiang Zhanwei feel extremely soft-hearted and unable to move an inch.He easily gave up the idea of ​​leaving, and decided to have all the brochures he wanted to read brought to Xia Xi's bedside, "Sleep, I'm right here."

As he spoke, he pulled up the chair and sat down, gently stroking Xia Xi's eyebrows with his thumb, "... Be good."

The tone is the same as coaxing a child, but it is unexpectedly touching.People who care about say this kind of thing in this voice and tone, no matter how tough or cold the person is, it is hard to resist.Compared with the almost invisible arc of Jiang Zhanwei's lips, the raised arc of Xia Xi's lips is very obvious. At the same time, he turned the hand pulling the clothes to Jiang Zhanwei's finger, curled his index finger, and hooked Jiang Zhanwei's little finger.

Jiang Zhanwei looked down at the interlocking fingers of the two, and stood there like a sculpture for a long time without moving.Today's young man seems to be extraordinarily obedient and loves to be coquettish, which makes him very excited, but in fact, whether he is obedient or not, coquettish or indifferent, he can't help but like it.Xia Xi closed his eyes and fell asleep. In the dream, there was someone looking at him, with a tender and gentle expression.

Jiang Zhanwei quietly looked at Xia Xi's sleeping face. He didn't know whether it was the wind blowing in from the window or because of Xia Xi's undulating breathing. His eyelashes seemed to be shaking slightly all the time, and his heart also kept shaking.The continuous torrential rain in the middle of the river seemed to spread to the capital. Jiang Zhanwei heard that it was raining again outside, and the sky quickly darkened. It was so windy and cloudy for a while that it was so dark that there was not even a ray of sunshine.

But his sunshine was sleeping right in front of him, dazzling and precious.

It was night when Xia Xi woke up again, and when he opened his eyes, he saw Jiang Zhanwei was still sitting on the edge of the bed reading a book, with a handsome and resolute serious face.He only moved slightly, and Jiang Zhanwei noticed it, "Have you slept enough?"

"Yeah," Xia Xi rubbed his eyes, and sniffled his little nose again, "but I still want to sleep."

Jiang Zhanwei's charming appearance hit Jiang Zhanwei's cute spot, Jiang Zhanwei's always tightly pursed lips unconsciously raised a slight arc, and even stretched out his hand to pinch Xia Xi's nose dotingly: "How can you sleep so well."

Probably because he was a little unhappy about being pinched, Xia Xi opened his mouth and bit Jiang Zhanwei's finger.Jiang Zhanwei bit him cooperatively, but he didn't feel any pain in his hand, only the itch of being sucked and the warmth of being licked.Jiang Zhanwei's eyes darkened slightly, and his voice became low and deep, "Like a puppy to bite people, huh?"

Xia Xi bit down on it this time, but in Jiang Zhanwei's eyes, it was still numb, just like a baby grinding its teeth.

Jiang Zhanwei had never liked anyone before, so he never knew that liking was such a torture. He stared at the boy who bit his finger like a puppy, his dark eyes showed a kind of beastly expression little by little, his body tensed unconsciously, thick His aggression and possessiveness began to leak out uncontrollably.

Perhaps feeling the strong momentum emanating from Jiang Zhanwei, Xia Xi let go.But in the next second, he propped up his upper body and raised his head, kissing Jiang Zhanwei's chin.

The soft lips lingered provocatively on the cold and hard chin for half a circle, and pressed the tightly pressed lips again.Jiang Zhanwei's body was stretched into a bow, and he clenched his fist tightly, as if he wanted to use this to suppress the beast that was about to come out of his body. He tried his best to turn his head and said in a hoarse voice: "Don't, don't kiss."

Xia Xi pretended to be serious and asked, "Why?"

"You..." Jiang Zhanwei obviously didn't know how to answer, he paused for a long time stiffly, and repeated those three words again: "Be good,... okay?"

"Not good," Xia Xi put his hands around Jiang Zhanwei's neck, "Why don't you kiss me, don't you want me?"

Jiang Zhanwei lowered his head slightly.He knew the panic hidden in his heart, knew that if he kissed him again, he would lose control, knew that Xia Xi might just be teasing him, and he couldn't maintain his usual composure when facing Xia Xi, even his beating heartbeat was mocking him of incompetence.

But he didn't want to say no.

What he wants, he wants it all.His heart, his body, every part of him from head to toe, even including his deceit and concealment, everything.

Even though the uneasy trembling went deep into the soul layer by layer, the desire for him also went deep into the soul, and it was hard to tell whether it was pain or itching.Whenever he saw him, the coldness in his heart, the coldness far away from fireworks, and the ruthless ruthlessness of killing were all messed up and curled up, but all the emotions that had never fluctuated burst out from under the ice, almost the whole body Spread out, expose to the public.

Jiang Zhanwei raised his head again, his eyes fixed on Xia Xi's face, his eyes turned dark like an abyss where not even a ray of light could penetrate.Just like a hungry beast staring at its thirsty prey, it is suffering, but because it is too difficult, it may collapse at any time.

The boom came soon, and when Xia Xi was about to say some more seductive words, Jiang Zhanwei had already kissed Xia Xi's lips in a rebellious manner.

The tall and strong body is like an unshakable mountain, imprisoning Xia Xi in the small space below him, fiercely and clumsily protruding his tongue into his mouth, sweeping across the teeth, and flicking wildly in his mouth.The man's sudden aggression was so intense that Xia Xi felt the danger of being watched by a ferocious beast, so he shrank unconsciously, but Jiang Zhanwei pressed his shoulders, fixed his head and neck, and continued his verbal attack.

This forceful posture seemed to crush him, but he was afraid that he would really be crushed, Xia Xi couldn't close his mouth, the body fluid mixed together, winding down the corner of his mouth, Jiang Zhanwei grabbed him fiercely lips and tongue, as if to grab his soul along the lips, tongue and body.The two experienced a kind of extreme joy and enthusiasm in the deep kiss that was almost hypoxic, and the blood in their bodies rushed upwards like a countercurrent.

Jiang Zhanwei's ferocious movements were not restrained until he initially satisfied his desire to occupy, but he still occupied Xia Xi's lips, making him unable to speak; still firmly imprisoned Xia Xi's body, preventing him from moving or escaping.Xia Xi clearly felt the hard and hot thing on his leg, which brought the danger of choosing someone to eat, and Jiang Zhanwei's expression was also full of serious danger, and the sound of his heartbeat was transmitted through the skin and bones close to his chest. Come out, powerful it seems to be heard by the whole world.

——He doesn't allow him to resist and struggle, nor can he hear him say no to him. His desire to possess and control is so strong that it is incomprehensible in sexual matters, and he even feels panic and fear.

But Xia Xi didn't feel flustered or scared at all.He was very obedient and didn't move, looking at Jiang Zhanwei with moist eyes, with a kind of obedient obedience that is exciting, and even smiled at Jiang Zhanwei as usual.That smile was exceptionally pretty, and the eyes were exceptionally bright. The flickering candle seemed to be sucked in, and everything around him seemed to be sucked in, including Jiang Zhanwei's soul.

The long night finally passed, and the thin sunlight in the morning leaked through the dark clouds along with the rain that hadn't stopped all night. Jiang Zhanwei looked at Xia Xi's exhausted and sleeping profile with no expression on his face, but his heart was very chaotic.

He couldn't help recalling his madness last night, and his whole body became more and more stiff, feeling ashamed.It wasn't the confusion of last night that made him feel ashamed, - Xia Xi was so obediently pestering him, even his breath was sweet, and his eyes were full of intoxicating taste, if he remained indifferent, he wouldn't be a man.What he is ashamed of is his despicableness. He possesses the other party when he knows that the other party doesn't like him, and wants to bind the other party's life by this.

Jiang Zhanwei didn't even go to the morning court, just kept thinking wildly, fearing that Xia Xi would hate him, alienate him, or leave him, and walked around the house several times uneasily.It wasn't until Sishi that he looked at Xia Xi who was still sleeping peacefully, sat back on the bed again, and then hugged him gently in a gesture of rubbing his ears together.

Perhaps it was because he hadn't slept all the time, or this intimate posture brought inexplicable peace of mind, hugging him, Jiang Zhanwei closed his eyes and fell asleep unconsciously.

Xia Xi was awakened by the rustling of leaves blown by the wind outside the window, and when she opened her eyes, she saw the man's face close at hand.

Jiang Zhanwei, who was sleeping, was not as cold and mature as usual, but showed a rare youthful look, with thin lips slightly pursed, eyelashes drooping straight, and handsome thick eyebrows frowned.Xia Xi wanted to stretch out his hand to touch his frowning brows, but unfortunately he opened his eyes before touching him.

Jiang Zhanwei immediately sat up, like a soldier caught by a general for being lazy, "You are awake, do you want to drink water, are you hungry?"

Others may not be able to see it, but Xia Xi can see his embarrassment and uneasiness, and even his voice sounded a little stuttering: "I, I asked my servant to make breakfast, but you haven't woken up after waiting for a long time. I'm going to have them redo it."

Xia Xi shook his head, "I'm not hungry yet, you..."

However, before he finished speaking, Jiang Zhanwei had already stood up and was about to go out.

Xia Xi grabbed his sleeve in time, and patted the bedside with the other hand, "Azhan, sit down, let's talk."

Jiang Zhanwei became more nervous because of these words, Xia Xi obviously felt his stiffness, and even felt that if he hadn't been pulled by his sleeves, he might have fled in despair.

Thinking about it this way, Jiang Zhanwei felt so awkward and cute that he wanted to be bullied, Xia Xi tried hard to hold back the idea of ​​bullying him, and waited patiently for him to turn around and sit down.

Jiang Zhanwei's sitting posture can be described as sitting upright, and he might not be so serious when discussing important state affairs. In contrast, Xia Xi, who is reclining on the pillow, is much more casual, with a lazy and unconscious look. Amorous feelings, even the most inadvertent actions, can make Jiang Zhanwei feel his heart beat faster.When Xia Xi reached out to caress Jiang Zhanwei's face, Jiang Zhanwei's whole body was frozen into a stone, and his sense of touch and senses seemed to have disappeared, leaving only the warmth of Xia Xi's hand, and Xia Xi said: "A Zhan, I love you." you."

Although Xia Xi said that he liked you when he intentionally flirted with Jiang Zhanwei before, he has never said that I love you so bluntly.This sentence has a kind of magical power, although it is only three short words, it can make people's whole heart tremble.

Xia Xi could feel Jiang Zhanwei's uncontrollable and uneven gasps, and it took a while before he spoke: "What you said is true?"

Xia Xi was taken aback when he raised his eyes to meet Jiang Zhanwei's eyes - he had never seen Jiang Zhanwei's eyes so fierce, even more fierce than last night, his body bent like a fully drawn bow, It seemed as if he just said a word of no, or had any meaning of negation, and the other party could swallow him alive.

Xia Xi looked directly into Jiang Zhanwei's eyes.This glance really contained too many things, both of them had reflections of each other in their eyes.

"It's true." Xia Xi read softly: "I love you, and I have only loved you. No matter what you become, whether it is disease or poverty, good or bad, I will be by your side."

His eyes seemed to see Jiang Zhanwei from the previous world through time and space.The other party once said the same thing to him, once begged him to give him a chance with a half-kneeling attitude, expressed his heart to him many times, and never violated every word he said, and loved him seriously. for so many years.

Xia Xi's expression and tone were so honest that it was hard not to believe that not only Jiang Zhanwei's heart was burning hot, but his soul was also burning hot. Xia Xicai moved slightly and was pulled back by Jiang Zhanwei, kissing his lips deeply, and at the same time Hands covered his eyes.

Immediately, his vision was dark, and he could only feel the gentle breath slowly surrounding him, and the air lingering around his nose seemed to become soft and sweet.Jiang Zhanwei also closed his eyes, his vision was also dark, but it was not the cold and unbearable darkness, but the fiery flames and warm sea water, the radiant dream transformed by a unicorn, the beautiful song sung by a nightingale, A beautiful fairyland full of hope, or an eternal eternity.

The world was silent for an instant.

Faintly heard Xia Xi say sorry, the voice was as soft as a fragile dream.

This time it was not Xia Xi who disappeared, but Jiang Zhanwei and everything around him.

Xia Xi guessed right.

——In fact, Jiang Zhanwei's wish is very simple, but to be able to know and love Xia Xi together.Even if they can't grow old hand in hand, as long as there is such a momentary sympathy between the two of them, and such a period of time to raise their eyebrows together, that's enough.

The illusion collapsed, and the surrounding scenes collapsed like melting ice and snow, and spun wildly like a hurricane, making people dizzy.When everything finally stopped, Xia Xi was still on the bed in Anjing Palace, but everything around him changed, even the season changed from summer to cold winter.

In the middle of the night, I could vaguely hear the call of a gray bird outside the window, and there was a slight wind, which made something rattle.Xia Xi felt extremely sleepy. Although his body was covered with the softest and best brocade quilt, it was as heavy as if he was under some heavy weight. With a frown between his brows, he finally sat up, and found that the ringing was talisman paper, and it was so large that it almost covered the entire four corners of his body. plastered.

It was only then that I realized later that I was trapped by Jiang Zhanwei, who had already proclaimed himself emperor, and promised to give him a world where he could split into various people. If anyone moved him, he agreed to give it to him His chance to be together.

In fact, these talismans alone cannot trap him.

Xia Xi sat up, with a sudden ferocious force from his fingertips, the strong wind whizzed up against the ground, blowing the thin crimson bed curtain.The blue moonlight coming in from the window rushed into the sight, the apricot-yellow talisman whirled and flew across the room, and the toes of the young man who stepped out of bed melted inch by inch the moment he stepped on the ground, turning into pieces of hibiscus petals, Breaking through the encirclement of the talisman paper, it slowly drifted to the door.

At the same time, the emperor in the bedroom next door opened his eyes.

A hundred years have passed in the small world, but in reality it is only a few days. On the desk with intertwined lights and shadows, dossiers and memorials are silently piled up. Candle lamps carved from golden dragons exploded. Jiang Zhanwei stood there stunned. The memories of the world and even the soul fragments broke through the shackles and reverberated in the mind, like a hurricane passing through, flying sand and rocks, shocking.

The handsome emperor stood up abruptly, and was so anxious that he knocked down the table. The pen, ink, paper and inkstone of the memorial file fell all over the floor, and a big ink dot was printed on the blue-and-red-rimmed golden silk dragon-pattern blanket. Under the night, it reveals a cool green color.Also dropped along with it was a piece of rice paper full of characters. It was the scriptures that he had copied by himself. The golden hooks and iron strokes flowed like clouds and flowing water. , revealing a desperate tyranny and hidden desire.

Jiang Zhanwei hurried to Anjing Palace and stepped into the gate of the garden. Under the hazy moonlight, a thicker and thicker mist slowly filled the surrounding area. Pretty much the same as a teenager.The moon, which was covered by dark clouds, came out again, breaking through the mist, and shining like a beam of light on the petals slowly drifting out of the door. The scattered petals gathered together and regained their human form.

This is a very magical and very beautiful picture, from the delicate petals to the clear skin, the long black hair, the moving face, the delicate and exquisite wrists and ankles...

In the end, he approached Jiang Zhanwei step by step, amazed at one glance, sinking at every step, and seemed to have seen his whole life in the blink of an eye.

Jiang Zhanwei stared fixedly at the person in front of him as if being strangled by the throat, without making a sound for a long time.

The world is a tight circle, and many things will return to the starting point after twists and turns, just like the migration of migratory birds and the migration of fish schools.When he was young and looked at the boy among the flowers in the bushes, he was dumb as if being strangled by the throat, and he prayed secretly in his heart, hoping that time would stop here and not move anymore.

It wasn't until Xia Xi called out 'A Zhan' that Jiang Zhanwei's soul slowly fell back to his stiff body, and his stagnant heart started beating again.It seemed that he was born to wake up and fall asleep under this voice. As long as the other party called softly, he would be powerless to resist, even if he never gave him a response.

"A Zhan," Xia Xi called out again, and asked, "Do you still remember the small world and the illusion?"

"Vague, not very clear. But..." Jiang Zhanwei paused, looked into Xia Xi's eyes and said seriously: "I love you, no matter when, I remember it like yesterday."

It seems that even the soul is contaminated with traces of the other party. No matter how many years and worlds have passed, the feeling for him will be awakened the moment he sees him.

Xia Xi smiled at Jiang Zhanwei, "Since you don't remember, let me say it again. Do you want to live a good life with me?"

Jiang Zhanwei's pupils shrank suddenly, he couldn't speak for a long time, he just nodded heavily, and held Xia Xi's hand tightly.

Xia Xi clearly felt that Jiang Zhanwei's hands were shaking.

He trapped him with talisman papers, and even threatened the lives of thousands of people. Xia Xi once thought that he was a tyrannical tyrant, a vicious rabid dog, but now he realized that he was wrong.In fact, Jiang Zhanwei is a vicious stray dog. He uses sharp minions and ferocious barking to cover up his inner loneliness and uneasiness. But once he recognizes his master, he will follow him wholeheartedly. Even if he is disgusted and driven away, he will only stay outside the door. He lingers until he dies.

Maybe Xia Xi didn't love him that much, but fell in love with his persistent and sincere deeds.This allows the stubborn stone to be infiltrated by water droplets, the ice layer to be melted by the fire, the stars to change, the joy and sorrow, and the erosion of time, to be truly alive.

Xia Xi spread out her five fingers, intertwined with Jiang Zhanwei's ten fingers.The palms of the hands are pressed together, and the fingers are tightly clasped. From a distance, it seems that they are fused together and can no longer be separated.

The hibiscus planted around the palace garden suddenly bloomed, and red flowers appeared from the brown-yellow withered leaves, as bright as clouds and as beautiful as the morning sun.The morning sun in the east has faintly risen, and a new day has finally arrived.