Every day I feel like I'm going to be confused [entertainment circle]

"I thought you'd appreciate the older ones more."

The middle-aged man on the hospital bed took off his glasses with one hand, rubbed the two ends of the nasal bone with his fingertips, and put the other hand with the drip on the side peacefully.His students and the nannies he invited have already left the ward. On the snow-white quilt was a collection of newspapers that looked like handbooks. The smell of paper and ink was not too heavy. He reached out and stroked the smooth paper surface. Several places were marked, without exception, all related to Xu Liao.

"You always think you are right."

Ying Su's tone was cold, he sat on the chair and stared at the other party calmly, and sarcastically said in a familiar tone.

The other party is noncommittal or not, the two of them have not seen each other for too long, there is no need to waste time and status on these insignificant things.No one dares to say that he can withstand the impact of the torrent of time. Even if he is omnipotent, he still cannot erase the barrier and strangeness brought about by not seeing each other for many years. It is not only for him, but also for him.

Photos, information, achievements, it's easy to get these correspondences, but the cold paper can't tell him what he has experienced, what he has burdened, why he was happy, and why he was sad in this world.

He doesn't know anything about this kid.

"Association with a celebrity will not do you any good." Ying Rui gently flipped through a few pages, and said plainly, "The relationship is not stable enough, the relationship will not last long, and he is just now popular, so the temptation he receives is far more powerful than yours." I can imagine much bigger, and you should know it yourself, you were never a likable 'character', and sooner or later he'll get tired of your preaching, calmness, and steadfastness."

Many emotions that are not expressed in time do not disappear, it is just repressed somewhere, impatiently waiting for the time to burst out in the ugliest form.

Ying Rui doesn't know what kind of adult the other party has grown into now, but it doesn't prevent him from deliberating for a moment and choosing the topics that are least likely to cause conflict.A meeting that ends in a quarrel is meaningless. Apart from showing proper concern, Ying Rui doesn't plan to test Ying Su's bottom line too much.

"Thank you very much." Ying Su looked out of the window and said suddenly, "I have learned not to trust anyone or anything anymore. If the final outcome is not good, it is me and I deserve it. Don't care. From the moment the decision is made, it should be ready that this will end, and no one is obliged to meet these self-righteous expectations."

"I'm used to it."

Willful, stubborn, and stubborn, the bad temper he had when he was a child has not changed at all.

"I always think you are more suitable for women. They are relatively gentler and more sensitive to feelings, while men are different. They care more about face and career. It is not difficult to make up for these differences, but what you really lack It's family, men can't give you, and this road is too difficult, even if the policy has been passed, society is not tolerant."

Ying Rui is not an old-fashioned antique, and he has no gender restrictions on his relationship with Su, but undoubtedly, male lovers will encounter more obstacles in this society, especially this male. 』When he still enjoys a very high status and prestige in society.

Ying Su will be isolated as a different kind.

People promote the support and tolerance of the same sex. Trendy girls and boys package this feeling into beautiful candy, but this is not entirely the reality. Without the beautiful appearance, the moving "sex" Don't fight, feelings are always the same, no matter the opposite sex or the same sex.

Disagreement, tolerance, pain, happiness, and "sex" are all equal, and they are clearly the same exhausting feelings, and the same "sex" has to bear the heavy pressure from society.

When scolding and scolding come flooding in like a tide, no one can bear it for him. This is the law of social imbalance. It is rude, arrogant, superior, and outdated, and it is worth throwing into the trash can.

But blunt sharp blades can still scar people all over.

The outdated ideas can be overthrown by anyone as a pioneer, except Ying Su, who should not have endured these things, and who should not be afraid that he will be regarded as someone when he is enduring an unstable relationship. Absurdly alien.

But Ying Su doesn't care, which makes Ying Rui worried.

Ying Rui wiped his glasses with one hand with some difficulty. He has always been a patient who is so docile and obedient that the doctors and nurses don't worry too much, so he didn't move the other hand casually.

But Ying Su just watched with cold eyes.

"Suitable."

Ying Su couldn't help laughing, his eyes were cold: "For you, you should always choose the right plan for everything. It never matters how you do it. You always make the most appropriate and correct decision, so your student survives. Indeed, she was doomed to die. You make the right choice and save a life or even a family, right?"

"I don't want to argue with you." Ying Rui said softly, "I'm sorry, Xiao Su, I'm sorry that I wasn't by your side at that time, I couldn't take care of you. After your mother died, I fell into pain and lost my relationship with you." Your best chance to communicate. But you should stop blaming yourself, you know none of this has anything to do with you."

Ying Su sneered, and asked back, "Should I blame myself?"

"Then what are you doing?" Ying Rui said slowly, "You are willing to come to see me, but you don't want to let go. It would be easy if you just simply hated me. You can feel that all this is my fault , instead of blaming all these responsibilities on yourself. Those who have left will always leave a certain sense of guilt for those who are still alive, but this is not your problem."

It has been more than ten years, and many reasons for insisting on becoming hatred have long since dissipated, and what is left is pure hatred.

Ying Su took one last deep look at Ying Rui, knowing that his relatives, whose blood was thicker than water, also made him hate him, and finally turned and left.

"I don't need a family."

"I'm not as arrogant as you. At least I still have some self-knowledge to know what kind of person I am, so I won't give people hopeless expectations, and I won't make people wishful thinking that I am different."

Things in the world are sometimes so absurd, no matter how much Ying Su resists and rejects that man, even makes troubles and becomes a rebellious teenager in order to show that he is completely different from the other party; That behavior is too stupid, there seems to be something connecting the two of them somewhere, no matter how unwilling Ying Su is, he will grow more and more like Ying Rui after all, not only in appearance, but also in character.

There is nothing worse than this.

Even to this day, Ying Su has begun to understand the other party's behavior. Compared with *shielded keyword* who is far away on the hospital bed and is taken care of by a doctor, naturally a precarious life is more valuable to save.Ying Rui always makes the most suitable choice. The doctor failed to save his *shielded keyword*, but he saved a family.

Perhaps Ying Rui was right.

All along, Ying Su has been blaming himself, blaming himself for not being bold enough to leave with his mother, even though he no longer has such stupid suicidal thoughts, he still can't stop blaming himself.

Blame that self who easily puts hope on others; blame that self who takes blood and feelings too seriously; blame that self who is too self-righteous.

Ying Su is not stupid, he clearly knows how his heart is distorted and collapsed, he knows how his thoughts are completely different from the feelings promoted by the world, and he knows how unfair it is for those who are willing to establish relationships with him to maintain such thoughts, However, he was unable to give anything more. Suspicion and jealousy were deeply rooted in his body following the departure of his mother, and he was unable to trust wholeheartedly and completely entrust himself to him.

In the end, he completely became the same person as Ying Rui.

The only thing to be thankful for is probably that he didn't commit crimes like Ying Rui, and decided to ruin the life of another innocent life.

Ying Rui is a good person, this Ying Su cannot deny, education, temperament and even cognition, he is refined and kind, never beats and scolds others, has given Ying Su the space to calm down for many years, maintains proper contact, and will not take advantage of The threat of family affection, if that unpleasant life-and-death choice hadn't happened, he would have been an impeccable father.

But what happened, Ying Rui didn't make a good choice.

Sometimes fate is just so moody.

…………

The filming went smoothly. For Xu Liao, this job was almost enjoyable, relaxing and at ease. After they got familiar with it, they could even improvise anytime and anywhere without worrying that the other party would not be able to catch it.

Qu Lingyue has something to do today, the itinerary is for Xu Liao and Zhao Songxi's filming session, the script has always been "disrupted" to shoot, yesterday was still filming Wu Yu just decided to hire Qiao Shixing, today will start the seventh day of filming Qiao Shixing is about to leave the dialogue scene.

Zhao Songxi's idea for the bookstore was that he built the counter into a semi-book nest, making the whole bookstore look like it was piled up with books, and he nestled in the only reclining chair leisurely like a little old man.Regardless of whether he is shooting or not, Zhao Songxi seems to be a perfect fit for this bookstore, as if he was born to be stuffed in that chair, but in the same way, no one will ignore these messy books He, if this is a picture, then Zhao Songxi is undoubtedly the theme, and a large number of books are just embellishments.

Xu Liao brought two cups of coffee, which were hot. He was out of place in this study room, which caused the crew to be extra creative in arranging the books and his clothes, so that the overall composition looked perfect, and it would not be called Xu Liao. It looks too abrupt, and it makes him look like he has his own characteristics.

This episode is actually a bit funny, it is a turning point, Qiao Shixing is about to leave the cafe, and Wu Yu finally decides not to express this feeling, but he confides in pain to his good friend Michelangelo, but he gets bashing.In this passage, Wu Yu and Michelle need to fight. They are both "civilian" workers, and one of them is a weirdo, so they won't really fight, but they will fight in a different way.

The recorder pressed the board, and the filming officially started.

"Bullshit."

Michelang took a sip of hot coffee. He tilted his head and curled up on the chair. He lazily and carelessly turned over a page. His long legs were used as supports to let the book lean on him. He snorted twice: "You're making excuses."

"I don't." Wu Yu spread his hands and said, most of his body leaned on the pile of books, sighed and took a sip of coffee, "I don't blame you, you don't understand at all, you don't understand how important this matter is. She is a The big star that everyone is looking at, and I'm just an insignificant person, maybe she's just acting, you know, actors, they don't make you realize that you are a nasty guy."

"Bullshit."

Michelangelo repeated.

Wu Yu took a deep breath, and he tried to clarify the matter with Michelangelo: "You don't understand, if I say it, then everything will be irreversible, and the sweet dreams of these seven days will disappear, and she will no longer be that silly and cute I can't love her, you understand? She has a better life, a better match, and I have nothing to give."

"Coward." Michelang muttered a disdainful voice from his throat, and he said contemptuously, "It's all an excuse."

Wu Yu got a little annoyed: "Idiot! You're the one talking nonsense! You don't even understand how big the gap is between us!"

"you are an idiot."

"I'm not!"

"You are."

"Go away!"

……

They attacked each other verbally for a while and then quieted down, because it was a bit like pecking at each other, obviously they couldn't hit each other, but they both tried to attack the air with their bodies.Wu Yu changed his posture. He sat on the book with a coffee cup in his hand. He leaned against the bookcase and said with a little frustration, "You're right. I'm just making excuses because I'm afraid. All the reasons It's all just excuses, just to protect myself, I'm already in love with her, no matter who she is."

Mi Kailang or Zhao Songxi lost his mind for some reason.

The director immediately yelled to stop, and he looked at Zhao Songxi suspiciously, not quite understanding why the other party stopped performing suddenly, but Zhao Songxi soon came back to his senses, apologized to everyone, saying that he might need to take a break, From the morning to noon, I shot a lot of bits and pieces, because the plots are very different, and the actors are indeed tired when they go in and out of the scene, and the director understands it.

Even for an actor like Zhao Songxi, it is impossible to be in 100% good condition at any time, not to mention that sometimes it is not the actor's problem, but the lighting, scene or even the composition is wrong. It is no wonder that the actor is required to do it again and again. Zhao Songxi was exhausted.

So the whole group took a break.

Xu Liao took the script and walked over to sit next to Zhao Songxi, while the other party just turned the book in his hand thoughtfully, as if thinking of something that had nothing to do with the script or even the crew, his eyes remained motionless, he felt that Zhao Songxi was not tired Yes, I didn't see any problems with Zhao Songxi during the nearly eighteen hours of continuous filming.

All legitimate reasons are excuses, just to protect yourself.

The problem probably lies in this sentence.

Wu Yu recognized Qiao Shixing from the beginning, but pretended to be nasty. He gave Qiao Shixing a breathing space, and believed that the other party's affection for him was precisely because they didn't know each other, which made Qiao Shixing feel very comfortable.He attributed all this to a sweet dream, set a seven-day agreement, waited for the moment when the sweet dream woke up, and then made the most rational and restrained decision.

He won't tell Qiao Shixing how much he loves her, it's not just admiration, obsession, fans' idol worship, he loves her, it's just a man falling in love with a woman.

Then Wu Yu made countless excuses to bury this relationship. The difference in status between them was too great. These seven days were nothing to Qiao Shixing. Her stay was just an actor for her role. Come learn how to be a barista.Then she rejected Qiao Shixing's response with peace of mind, ignored the other party's sincerity, and gave up the happy ending that she might have.

To be honest, Xu Liao didn't think there was anything wrong with Wu Yu's thinking, the reality was often cruel.

However, the movie is to break the reality, so Michelang made a voice.

All this is just an excuse for cowardice!

The situation is not so consistent with the marriage between Zhao Songxi and Luo Tang, but it is also a bit similar. Xu Liao shrugged his shoulders, picked up his coffee and fled while the other party was seriously thinking. He has learned from the previous lesson, this time he will not Don't dare to give opinions without thinking.

Even during filming, the crew needs a certain degree of exposure. As long as they negotiate with the crew in advance, the media can conduct interviews. Zhao Songxi can't count on this aspect at all. After Qu Lingyue left, Xu Liao basically relied on him alone. Fortunately, the media was not very interested in him who was alone, and he didn't come too often, but this also caused the reporters who came to visit the class to be "too interested" in Xu Liao.

"How does it feel to play a couple with Qu Lingyue?" The reporter's face was full of eagerness.

Xu Liao laughed dryly: "Sister Qu is very attractive, and she is also an old senior. I am very relieved to work with an actress like her."

The reporter couldn't help but feel a little disappointed when he saw that the answer was unremarkable, but it didn't matter, at least Xu Liao had already given enough information, because the crew had requested it, and the time available for interviews wasn't too much, Xu Liao soon let go. He took a breath and continued to shoot.

Until he saw the headline of the next day's daily: Xu Liao praises Qu Lingyue for being extremely attractive, and he is suspected to be in a relationship.Netizens call it a good match.

Mother Gan Lin!

Although being a star means you have to be ready to gossip about being treated as a gossip, Xu Liao also knows that reporters and paparazzi are sometimes almost inseparable, and dare to "scribble" anything with a pen, but she is still almost angry to the face Muscle disorder, but Wang Tian laughed so hard that she was in good spirits. She bought several related newspapers early in the morning, and they all said that Xu Liao and Qu Lingyue had an affair because of a drama.

There is no crew here to help the flames, and Xu Liao would not believe it if he was killed.

Because of the material of the drama, no matter whether the two parties are willing to fire or not, the crew will definitely fire, and the question is just to see if the stars are compatible.If you are willing to cooperate, then it is considered to be a reality for this emotional drama; if you do not cooperate, then the celebrity can say to the reporter: "We are just good friends", and then the reporter and the netizen exchange a meaningful and tacit look. It means that everyone understands and understands.

If it weren't for his rationality, Xu Liao would have wanted to publish a few thousand words of rainbow fart to Ying Su in the newspaper, so that the media would know what bragging about a real relationship is.

After Michelangelo and Wu Yu's solo clips were almost filmed, Qu Lingyue came back, and Xu Liao took advantage of these two days to practice the dance steps. Of course, it was not in the way that Ying Su almost made love, but in a serious way. I really reviewed it with the dance teacher a few times, and I have trained in advance before, and it is almost like reviewing and positioning with the dance teacher.

This episode happens to be a corresponding one.

There was also a dance in the movie where Qiao Shixing won the title of best actress. At that time, she danced like a panicked deer and accidentally stepped on the man's foot, but the judges praised her for showing a girl who is addicted to love Deserved youthfulness and embarrassment.However, it wasn't until she danced with Wu Yu in the coffee shop that Qiao Shixing realized how wonderful it is to dance.

Qu Lingyue took off her high heels, the ground was specially treated, and the tables and chairs of the cafe were rearranged to form a "huge" dance venue.

Now Xu Liao was much taller than her, and the costumer specially padded his shoulders, making him look tall enough and safe, which made Qu Lingyue extraordinarily petite and exquisite.

The TV was hung on the wall, and Qiao Shixing's movie was playing in it, the music was melodious, the wind chimes swayed gently in the night wind, and the lights were adjusted to warmer tones, making the scene more ambiguous.

Xu Liao embraced Qu Lingyue's waist, and put his hands on her crotch securely. The two of them were very close, and they could clearly see Qu Lingyue's beautiful facial features, the dim scene, and her close body. It's worth any normal man's heart to be moved a little bit, but Xu Liao didn't mess around, his face didn't change, he regarded beauty as dust, but he thought of Ying Su's smiling face, and his heart throbbed.

But Qu Lingyue's eyes were only flickering with light, fragmented lamp shadows, floating moonlight, the moment when a woman's heart fluttered.

The dance music was very slow, and the dance steps of the two of them were not too fast. Qiao Shixing put Wu Yu's shoulders and stared at him intently. , at the moment he is concentrating on leading himself to complete this piece of music.

She has never felt such wonderful happiness at this moment. The other party is naturally not as perfect as after being guided by a professional teacher. His posture is casual and his movements are not completely qualified, but every turn and start makes Qiao Shiyu feel it. Happiness and lingering never before.

However, when Qiao Shixing tried to go one step further, the other party took a step back.

"Silly girl." The other party patted her lightly, and there seemed to be something hidden in his eyes. He tried his best to make himself look indifferent, and smiled casually, "Have you learned it?"

Qiao Shixing blinked her eyes, then suddenly moved up to hold his face, raised her head and kissed him deeply.

On the screen, the hero is embracing the bewildered heroine and kissing her forehead.

This is love.

Qiao Shixing hugged Wu Yu. When it comes to love, men tend to be cautious, but women become extremely bold.

"Pass!"

Qu Lingyue hadn't fully played yet, standing in the cafe to calm down, but Xu Liao turned and left without hesitation, ready to go to the dressing room to take off her makeup.

However, when he turned his head, he saw Ying Su standing in the middle of the set, looking at him with a smile.

Xu Liao's footsteps suddenly jumped up.

The author has something to say: At the end, I don’t know why the voice of Jin Xing sounded in my mind: The little girl’s film, she is young and has two faces【Hahahahahahahahahaha】

Brother Su's feelings for Mr. Li, after thinking about it carefully, is probably: I would rather fall into the world of mortals for him, and be a person who feels pain.