Every day I feel like I'm going to be confused [entertainment circle]

People's contradictions are often inconsistent.

Just like love, like divorce, some decisions may be made for the mutual benefit at first, but as time goes by, the decision becomes the purpose instead, so it is completely misunderstood.

For Su, it is unnecessary to participate in the conflict between Luo Tang and Zhao Songxi, but people's lives are mostly occupied by unnecessary things.He didn't think that the two would get divorced, after all, only one of them could not support each other. He never heard of people who were in the same boat and were happy to have troubles capsized.

He didn't want Xu Liao to participate, that's the reason too, the husband and wife quarreled and the dogs ignored it, and outsiders helped in the end, it was just annoying.

But since Xu Liao agreed, Ying Su naturally didn't feel that way.

In the final analysis, this matter is very simple. Zhao Songxi thinks that divorce is better for Luo Tang, but Luo Tang doesn't think so. In the end, they can't get over the dispute.The reason for this kind of thing is nothing more than the uncoordinated "sex" life, too much work and no communication, and both parties are adults who want to end all this decently, which caused a farce.

Sometimes people just lose their dignity when they are born, and no one is willing to talk about it, and no one is willing to let go of their dignity. It seems that it would be very contemptible to reveal the true feelings too much. Happy to come.

Lack of communication has always been a major problem in human relationships.

Especially after the conflict broke out, the two insisted on their own opinions, avoiding each other for fear of being hurt, resulting in poor communication and greater misunderstandings, so they decided to end all this in a hurry and end this physical and mental torture, which led to even greater misunderstandings. The problem.

Not only husband and wife, but even father and son, friends, this kind of thing will happen.

Because they cherish each other too much and care about each other too much, on the contrary, this kind of pain is exacerbated and they torture each other.

Ying Su has tasted all these tastes for decades, and he is so painful that he still refuses to give up. Even today, every time Cui Yuanshan mentions it, he can't face himself correctly and ask himself who he hates?

He was afraid that what he hated in the end would still be himself.

It was the self who had no courage to leave with his mother, the self who had long since forgiven that man in his heart, the self who almost enjoyed the pain and pleasure of his father's regret for many years.

The unbearable past that has been dusty for many years is catching up with the door again, just in time for Xu Liao and Bai Su's busiest time, even Ying Su can't help being sleepless at night.

"Aphasia" won the award. Wang Xiaochan has related activities to be held. The release time has been pushed back and forth, and finally it is set at the end of November. After all, it is going to be released in time for this craze. The promotion of this movie has already been warmed up However, and the director himself is very busy, there is not much news about the upcoming release, and he only participated in a few interviews from the main creator to the starring role. All the heat of this movie.

On the contrary, the preparatory work for "Seven Days of Love Song" has already been completed. It is the opposite of "Aphasia". Needless to say, Xu Liao had just won Best Actor, and when he went out, reporters were chasing him everywhere, so he only had three meals a day to report what he did, so the crew naturally wouldn't let this gimmick go.

Makeup shooting, official blog interaction, and related posters of the male and female protagonists are all elements that have been decided in the early stage. Xu Liao has to rush to the premiere after filming.

Achievement and fame, appreciated by others, is always a matter of joy rather than trouble. Celebrities are such creatures. Once they become more famous, their personal space will be reduced crazily, and they will not even be able to breathe in the end.If there are good things to say, there are benefits, and if there are bad things to say, there are also bad things. In short, Xu Liao still thinks it is pretty good at the moment. He likes the spotlight, he also likes to be chased, and he likes to be admired.

It's just that I need to pay attention to it a little bit, it's just a little secret that I can't let people find out.

However, there is nothing to say about this point, Ying Su is far more sensible than Xu Liao, if Xu Liao thought of this step, he at least thought of the next few dozen steps.From the very beginning of the publicity, Xu Liao never saw her boyfriend again on occasions other than work. Even though Ying Su would catch the plane with him occasionally and watch him arrive at the work place for "selfishness", the relationship between the two was still Not too intimate communication and action.

Sometimes Xu Liao even wondered if Ying Su was smart, otherwise how could he switch states so naturally.

But work didn't leave him much room to think.

The production team was far more dedicated than Xu Liao thought. The director traveled all over the country in a bullet train as early as the project was decided, shuttling through the streets and alleys to find the cafe he wanted in his heart. It should be bustling, peaceful and leisurely, and people come and go at sunrise. Work, rest at sunset, pace slowly, with the freedom and tranquility that disappear under the fast-paced life, and leave all impetuousness behind.

I'm afraid no such existence can be found in any big city with a prosperous economy, and there is no need to talk about tourist attractions. I don't know what kind of willpower this director has to find a small town that suits his heart. , surrounded by water on all sides, full of greenery, and occasionally there are awning boats floating on the water, people are not afraid of strangers, and communicate with people with a soft dialect mixed with some Mandarin, which is very kind and natural.

Xu Liao couldn't help laughing when he followed the crew by plane and arrived at his future coffee shop, and said to Qu Lingyue, "No matter how you look at it, you should open a teahouse."

The green hills in the distance are surrounded by water, probably because of the surrounding water, the fog is thicker in the early morning, and the crowd broke into the coffee shop in a mighty way, startling the birds that had not yet left, and followed the wicker on the shore. Swaying in the wind, the branches are completely withered, and the greenness has long since receded, leaving only slender stalks dancing in the wind.This store is not small, it can even be called huge, and the next door was also bought by the crew, the wall in the middle was opened, and there were a lot of books.

Most of them are bungalows here, and the cafe has only two floors. The upper floor is also a relatively quiet space. There are not many tables and chairs, which have been redecorated. The walls are embedded with bookcases, and there are traces of construction.

The filming will not start until the afternoon. Qu Lingyue is still interested in facing the camera and hugging Xu Liao, smiling sweetly like honey. When she leaves the camera, she can't wait to be clean. All the women she has contacted with Xu Liao Not too similar, enchanting and coquettish, can easily arouse the interest of men, every move seems to be just right, with a charming smile, a little loose and perverse.

Without Ying Su's help before, Xu Liao might have appreciated Qu Lingyue, but no, the person who took Ying Su's clothes last time became his boyfriend, so Xu Liao was a little wary of Qu Lingyue, Even if the other party didn't show any delusions about Ying Su.

But people who fall in love are always unreasonable.

The two first went to the dressing room to put on makeup. For the crew, time is money, and there is no room for wasting a penny.

Modern movies have a little advantage, it is easy to get sponsors, especially for a script like this, Quling Moonlight can get a lot of sponsors for the part of filming the stars, in contrast, Xu Liao can get a lot of sponsors at most.But he wasn't in charge of this part, so he didn't have to worry about it. A lot of cosmetics were produced in the crew, all of which were brand new. Xu Liao didn't know much about it, but seeing how jealous Xue was, it shouldn't be too bad. .

Then during the makeup time that followed, Xu Liao was forced to listen to Sister Xue's full of complaints and envy and hatred towards the rich. It didn't take long to talk, Huahua's intestines were twisted into numbness, and she almost twisted her waist and stamped her feet on Xu Liao's shoulders, crying into tears, and said a few stubborn words in her mouth, which was nothing special, until Qu Lingyue said that she could give him a gift. It was cloudy and cleared after the set, completely disregarding the shortcoming that he was still preoccupied a moment ago and revealed a whole bunch of shortcomings.

Xu Liao thought: It smells so good.

"You want it." Xu Liao smiled after the others left, "I'll just give you a set."

"Oh, don't be so hasty, this thing is good, but it's ridiculously expensive, and the "sex" price is not high, so you just spend a lot of money to put gold on your face. I haven't seen it before." Sister Xue said proudly, "I don't mention the price in this bag, but the effect alone is much better than this one. Oh, Mr. Xu, you don't understand, there are many rules in this circle You have to pretend to be short-sighted, so that people are willing to take advantage of you, anyway, it is not worth much to them, and if I take advantage of this, people will flatter themselves and think that I am a short-sighted fool, and it will be more convenient to sound gossip in the future."

Xu Liao couldn't help laughing and said, "Why, there is still such a saying?"

"No, those who look particularly smart these days are basically squeezed out." Sister Xue wrote lightly, "You have to pretend to be stupid, but not really stupid, so that you can take advantage of it. If there are too many people feel that they are You're so smart, our little arms and legs can't be twisted better than him, if people think about it, they think it's a supercilious person, and they won't be able to eat this bowl of rice."

It's really hard to recite every family's scriptures.

Xu Liao didn't answer either, he knew something about this kind of thing, but he didn't bother to participate.

Sister Xue could chat with her alone, let alone Xu Liao was still in front of her, pinching her sleeves, giggling, and said sweetly: "Oh, I didn't mean you, this gold is always Those who can shine, like Mr. Xu, you don’t need to do anything, just be yourself, so many people will come to you, but many people are not like this.”

"I know." Xu Liao smiled softly.

I was like that too.

There are so many people flooding into the circle every year, and there are so many actors of the same type, but there are very few opportunities for people, and competition is unavoidable. Although we know how the dirt is hidden under the skin, human beings still yearn for it. Beautiful creatures, so camouflage is especially necessary, and it is not surprising that many people's acting skills under the camera are far better than those on the camera.

Xu Liao does not deny that he has used disgraceful means to compete, public opinion, reports, and tricks, which do not involve personal safety, but are not completely fair and just.

It is true that most of them were ordered by the company, but Xu Liao himself did not refuse. It is one thing for the company not to resist, but another for him to actually benefit.You can't get the benefits yourself, but throw the blame to others. How can there be such a good thing in the world. He was also a supporter of these dark rules. It was not so bright and beautiful. This past cannot be denied.

It's just that now it sounds like another person's life, another person's memory.

Xu Liao didn't feel disappointed, but was in a daze for a moment. He was dressed in private clothes today, which was quite casual, and it suited the character itself very well, so he didn't need to go to the dressing room.After all, it was going to be on the camera, and the makeup was a little thicker, which looked a little unnatural at first glance, but after a long time, it seemed okay.

Before lunch, the director talked to the two of them about the station, and Qu Lingyue's solo makeup photo had to be re-shot at the studio, and the itinerary was a bit more troublesome.

The director of "Seven Days of Love Song" is a bit similar to Ying Su. In terms of being unsmiling, he is serious and down-to-earth in doing things, and he doesn't pretend to be "fair" to anyone. Even Qu Lingyue doesn't have a good face when he makes mistakes. Try shooting I was dissatisfied with the two tickets, and told the requirements to the various departments again. After most of the day, I didn't even smile, and I even ate the boxed lunch with a straight face.

Thinking of Ying Su, Xu Liao was overjoyed all of a sudden, and almost choked a mouthful of rice down his throat, but managed to drink a mouthful of soup and swallowed it down, and then honestly ate his boxed lunch.

After eating the boxed lunch, everyone rested for half an hour before starting work. The makeup artists came to touch up the makeup for both of them. It happened that Luo Tang was on the plane in the morning and just arrived after lunch. Just let me know and prepare an extra copy.

Seeing Luo Tang, Xu Liao felt a little guilty, it felt weird, like your friend wanted to divorce his wife, you feel sorry for them, support your friend in making all decisions, but when you see the other's wife, you are still He would feel guilty, especially since he had learned from Ying Su that Luo Tang knew about his "stirring up the flames".

Luo Tang didn't pay much attention to Xu Liao, he seemed to be angry, but greeted Qu Lingyue and other staff members with a smile, his face was not as haggard as before, even rosy.Wang Tian took Xu Liao's empty lunch box and prepared to throw it away. She put it in a plastic bag and said, "Sister Luo Tang looks pretty good today. Teacher Xu, you said she is with... Zhao Has the teacher's matter been resolved?"

When she said the last sentence, Wang Tian's voice suddenly dropped three notches, like a mosquito bite, and looked around to see if anyone nearby was eavesdropping on the two of them, looking very suspicious.

Only then did Xu Liao come to his senses, and he couldn't help feeling a little nervous, and said softly, "Xiao Tian, ​​don't gossip about this matter."

Wang Tian rolled her eyes and said, "My teacher Xu, if the paparazzi were as efficient as you, I'm afraid even their children would have to be enrolled in elementary school. Don't worry, Brother Su has already asked me to sign a non-disclosure agreement." .I won’t gossip about it. Isn’t this pure curiosity? I don’t know which celebrity once said that gossip is the source of human strength.”

"No celebrity has ever said that." Xu Liao couldn't help but laugh, "You made it up yourself."

Some words are difficult to refute, Xu Liao looked at Wang Tian's disapproving expression, and thought to himself: When you have a boyfriend like Ying Su, you will know that you don't need to worry about anything at all.

Then he added cheaply in his heart: "It's a pity you will never have it, he is mine."

"What are you two whispering about?" Qu Lingyue happened to come over, graceful and graceful, joined the conversation with a smile, and glanced at the two of them.

"Sister Qu, you look much more beautiful today." Wang Tianren was clever and sweet-mouthed, and secretly flattered her, and she let the words go.

Qu Lingyue smiled dotingly, stretched out her hand to pinch the tip of Wang Tian's nose, and said with a smile: "Hey, listen, this little mouth is sweet, that's all, you go about your own business, I'll tell you slowly Brother, say a few words. Don't be afraid, sister Qu will not eat your brother Xu, good boy, when you come back after throwing away the trash, I will return it to you."

"I'm not worried." Wang Tian stood up with a smile, but her eyes turned to Xu Liao, "Then I'll go to work."

"Go." Xu Liao nodded.

Qu Lingyue smiled and said: "This little girl is loyal, but how did you teach her to be so obedient? I don't feel good about myself?"

"Ying Su made a fuss, I didn't know." Xu Liao relaxed his limbs, and said with a half-smile, "What's the matter, Sister Qu, it's rare for you to work so hard to find me once, just to tease my little assistant? Why not? I can."

Qu Lingyue let out an "oh", her expression seemed to have changed, but she quickly returned to her usual look, she raised her eyebrows and said, "I'm not allowed to develop a relationship with you."

Xu Liao smiled and said: "Success, if you want to continue to be poor like this, I really have no choice but to gossip."

"No joke, you're so boring." Qu Lingyue bumped him with her arm, and said in a low voice, "I'm telling you seriously, what's the matter with you and Luo Tang? Don't make trouble for me before the filming starts. , if something goes wrong, it’s not a joke. I see you invited someone to help you at the Golden Globe Awards before, why did you turn your face in a blink of an eye?”

Xu Liao smiled wryly, "It's my fault for being quick-spoken. I'll talk to her later."

"Wait a while? Let's go now." Qu Lingyue kicked him lightly, urging, "You are so free as a director, he is not satisfied with the composition of the scene at the moment, and he is modifying it later. Everyone has to be busy when the filming starts, you probably won't be able to catch up with the time, take advantage of the lunch break, and tell me quickly, at least let people give you a smile, even though you are the new actor, but Luo Tang remembers the hatred , even if you have won more than a dozen trophies, it won’t work.”

This kindness was too polite, so Xu Liao had no choice but to respond, "Thank you."

Thank goodness, Luo Tang was still willing to talk to him, the two of them entered Xu Liao's resting room, they had to move the decorations outside, and there was a lot of dust, it was not always possible for Luo Tang to eat in such an environment, so Xu Liao's invitation to her seemed logical.

Today's box lunch contained braised lion's head, Luo Tang dipped down with chopsticks, a big meatball was split in half, and poured into the sauce, for some reason, Xu Liao's heart felt cold when he saw it.

"Sister Tang, are you still angry?" Xu Liao forced himself to smile.

Luo Tang smiled and said: "How dare, if I am angry with you, I should not be skinned and cramped, not to mention that you are right, right?" She looked straight at it with her beautiful eyes. Looking at Xu Liao, he felt uneasy. He didn't know what to think of for a while, so he gave up and said, "Forget it, you are also doing it for Songxi's good. Although you are in the wrong place, it is always for his own good. Why should I get angry with you?" .”

"You men, you always take things for granted. You just know that he wants to divorce me, but have you never thought about why he divorced me?" Luo Tang asked him, "If you quarreled with Ying Su If you talk about breaking up in a fit of anger, do you really want to break up? If someone persuades you, you will really break up at the first thought, and you won't regret it afterwards?"

Xu Liao really didn't dare to say anything, so he had no choice but to be submissive, not daring to answer Her Lady Queen.

"Didn't he tell me that he was too involved in the drama..."

Luo Tang was almost annoyed: "Too deep into the drama? Some have been in it for three or four months, have you seen a drama that has been in it for five or six years?" She was silent for a moment and said, "Actually, to tell the truth, it was me who Much more wrong, I got angry with him because I was sure he wouldn't be mad at me. I know what you think, you think I want to tie him up with the baby, don't you? How many babies are born? Damn, if he really splits up with me, my child can still disturb his future life and divide his property. He is such a responsible person, how can he start a family again, and the rest of his life will be over."

"But he really doesn't want me anymore, so I have nothing." Luo Tang whispered, "Xu Liao, I don't lack money, I don't lack status. I love him all my life. I know he loves him." That's why I let me. I know I'm self-willed and didn't cherish him, but he really doesn't want me anymore, and I have nothing. If he agrees to my ridiculous request, at least... at least divorced, I still There is a child."

Xu Liao sighed lightly and said, "I'm sorry, I really don't know... I shouldn't talk about this matter."

"I'm always very nervous these days. I'm afraid that he will agree to me, and I'm also afraid that he won't agree to me." Luo Tang said with a wry smile, "But I also feel at ease. He doesn't want to. We can drag it on. We still have to meet again. Let's contact urgently. People are still each other, if they are frozen, they will be frozen; if he is willing, at least... at least I will not have nothing, and I still have something to think about. No matter what, I can bear it. "

"Is it worth it?" Xu Liao couldn't help asking.

It is better to make a clean break after spending so much effort and struggling so hard.

Luo Tang glanced at him, then suddenly stretched out his fingers and tapped his chest, and said with a smile, "What if it were you and Ying Su?"

Xu Liao then understood that the onlookers are clear and the authorities are "confusing". If he were Luo Tang, he would be even more unscrupulous at this moment.

Even if you are not an actor, it is difficult to balance work and emotion, but actors are much busier. Even if they are all stars, it is common for them to fall in love in different places in the same crew, not to mention that they often cannot meet together, or It is the role "role" that has nothing to do with it.Life is always involuntary. If you encounter difficulties, you will give up, and you will regress when you encounter setbacks. How can you live forever forever.

Xu Liao felt a little uncomfortable, so he said, "Eat slowly, I'll go out and have a look."

"For the sake of your enthusiasm." Luo Tang said suddenly behind him, "I'll let you in on a secret, Ying Su and his father are not so irreconcilable, the old man has been in poor health recently, if you are interested, you might as well Open your mouth and try."

"Thanks."

The author has something to say: Oh my God, the premiere of "Aphasia" is finally coming

Thirty chapters have passed since the finale... [Thinking Burst] I haven't filmed a new drama yet...

Xu Liao, you are very unprofessional! 【Hello】