Every day I feel like I'm going to be confused [entertainment circle]

Gu Changnian and Ying Su are not connected in most places, but a certain part, probably the outside world, is connected.

Zhou Huai is a love letter, his sudden heartbeat, his hopelessness, are all for Ying Su.

Although Xu Liao didn't expect that, in Cui Yuanshan's mind, Ying Su was Gu Changnian's image - according to the current popular Internet vocabulary, he was a "little fairy".

The director's romance is completely different from ordinary people. Cui Yuanshan took this opportunity to express his emotions tactfully during what he thought was the "end of his career". .He was able to act out Cui Yuanshan's request for Gu Changnian, but he couldn't fully integrate with this character. The reason was that he actually misunderstood the role of this character.

After being resurrected in this life, the first time he acted, he overturned. Although Cui Yuanshan was very satisfied with Xu Liao's performance, he still found it dumb and funny, as if he was trying hard to compete in a competition. I found out that I gave the wrong name.

Afterwards, everything was as usual, Cui Yuanshan's attitude towards Xu Liao changed a little, he may not have noticed it himself, but the fact is true, when Cui Yuanshan faced him, it was as if he was facing Ying Su.

On the day of the finale, Cui Yuanshan temporarily added the play, and the crew rented a small park not far from the company. A group of people marched in a mighty way. Except for some necessary staff, almost everyone was arrested in it. As a group performer, I don't know whether to say that he is indifferent or careful.

The clips were not long, but there were a lot of camera positions, and a few close-up shots were added. Cui Yuanshan asked everyone to relax, but there were still some people who were scolded by him and cried because they were too nervous.

Xu Liao heard the lighting engineer beside him muttering about the tyrant, so he puffed up his face a little, but when Cui Yuanshan turned his gaze, he immediately became extremely serious, as if he was about to get ready to go to the national flag ceremony.

How had he not found life so much fun before.

Xu Liao couldn't restrain his smile, and then he heard Cui Yuanshan's roar: "Xu Liao, you are fucking laughing at this moment! Do it again!"

So Xu Liao immediately recovered his demeanor, and most of the people were relieved when the lead actor was scolded together. For specific requirements, the only instruction Cui Yuanshan gave him was to enter the crowd when Zhou Huai looked over.

At about 04:30, Cui Yuanshan stood up from behind the monitor. He picked up the big speaker, and everyone tensed up, waiting for the next command, while the other party just remained silent for a while, using the loudspeaker would probably make everyone A deaf voice shouted: "I announce that the filming of "One Side" has completely ended."

"Yeah!!!" A few girls almost jumped up and screamed, they kept clapping their hands, then turned their heads to the side, and said with a mischievous smile, "It's not about you, boss,"

Cui Yuanshan shrugged, showing a helpless expression of "what can I do to you", and everyone looked very happy.

The wrap-up banquet gathered in the city center, everyone was cheering for the liberation, Ying Su didn't come, Xu Liao searched for a long time before confirming that the manager hadn't shown up, even though it was a gathering of the crew, but In fact, almost the whole company came, and Ying Su was excluded like this, but it is a good thing that he did not come, most people are not willing to face Ying Su, this is the case of the few who come to visit Ying Su occasionally Xu Liao discovered it by accident several times.

Xu Liao didn't like to get drunk in front of acquaintances. Fortunately, others were indulging in joy and had no time to distract him from his restraint. It was too early to refill his glass in a not-too-loud underground bar, and the nightlife had just begun, so he was lucky to have a quiet time indulging in the aroma of wine.

Xu Liao didn't feel tired, and the joy of standing under the camera again was hard to erase. One of the reasons why he was addicted to alcohol was that even he felt that he had lost any value. He no longer cared about everything. What can arouse his unwavering "waves", now it's just...just...he realizes that he hasn't come back completely.

It was as if something had stayed in that world and could not be brought back.

He is not as happy as he thought.

Xu Liao ordered a glass of wine, ignoring all the people who came to strike up a conversation, he took a breath, his stomach seemed to be on fire, and then drank the blue cocktail in one gulp.

The singer in the bar came, she was a very young girl, holding a guitar, she hurriedly rolled up her long hair, fiddled with her fingers, and sang an old song with many vicissitudes, she could even be called childish It's not off, the voice is pure, and it's beautiful enough, but it can't sing that kind of taste.

Xu Liao had a half-smile, he turned his head and rested his head on his wrist. After resting for a while, he paid the bill very straightforwardly, and didn't plan to have a good night with anyone.It's not a good idea to get drunk in front of anyone, it's like he's back at that point in time, a good-for-nothing piece of shit, and around the corner, he's getting used to drinking alcohol to get rid of these troubles.

Human beings are really contradictory creatures. It turns out that not everything can really start again as long as it starts again.

That ugly, broken self that has nothing to do with the light.

It's still alive, and damn strong, trying to fight back whenever the mood eases.

After going out, Xu Liao took a taxi. The driver was not young, he was about 50 years old by appearance, he was very eager to talk, but he also had the kindness of the elders. Seeing Xu Liao's spirit was not good, he chattered a little If he was caring, he opened the window a little more so that he could have some air, and the car suddenly became quiet.

Xu Liao was drowsy, and the driver was driving quite steadily. It was not until the speed slowed down significantly and pulled over to the side of the road that his slightly sluggish thoughts came alive, and he opened his eyes vigilantly.There is not much space in the car, so the heavy breathing of the other person became more and more obvious. The driver who had greeted him with a smile was lying on the steering wheel. He sounded like a bag with holes, or The bellows being pulled made a whistling sound.

Shouldn't you have met Pengci?

This thought was fleeting in his mind, Xu Liao looked at him in horror, the driver was panting so hard, as if he couldn't catch his next breath, Xu Liao was dizzy, and those drunken memory fragments were "chaotic" Bad flashed through my mind.

The ugliness of death was reflected in the mirror, the ashen, pale and haggard face was like a rotting plant, and various colors of wine mixed together and flowed all over the place, Xu Liao almost fell asleep. Some are out of breath.

Fuck Fuck Fuck!

"Where is the 'medicine'?"

Having no time to worry about himself, Xu Liao took a few deep breaths and managed to control his emotions. He woke up more than half of the wine in an instant. He followed the driver's directions, rummaged through the locker and found a bottle of Ventolin, and handed it to the other party. after inside.Then locate the address, and call the ambulance and Ying Su in an orderly and orderly manner. This kind of matter can be big or small, no matter whether it is the driver's own problem or not. With one flap of his wings, Cui Yuanshan is really finished.

The two of them didn't have such a big enmity.

"Can you still hold on?" Xu Liao cautiously did not touch the other party, but the other party nodded with difficulty, the lines at the corners of his eyes were deeply wrinkled, and he even apologized intermittently to Xu Liao.

I never want to be like this!

Become a mortal who is tortured by disease, and the remaining value is mercilessly squeezed by this world, just to support his family, earning a thin salary with trepidation, exhausted from morning till night.

It was Xu Liao's deepest nightmare when he fell to the bottom.

He couldn't resign himself to his fate like a normal person. From the attention of everyone to no one cared, he could only numb himself in alcohol, and now this feeling reappeared.

This huge panic almost caused him to fall into instability at the same time. There were only bursts of painful breathing in the car. Fortunately, before he collapsed, Ying Su arrived with the ambulance. This ruthless manager was well prepared , Solved all the problems neatly, went to the hospital with the ambulance, and even paid the driver's medical expenses in advance.

This made Xu Liao look at Ying Su in a daze, almost suspecting that he was dreaming. The other party looked serious and calm, his slender fair neck was half hidden under the slightly messy shirt, and his tie was motionless. He lowered his head to tidy up, and returned to his original flawless appearance, with a cold voice: "Get in the car, don't worry, I'll take care of it here."

Xu Liao felt his arms being held tightly, strangling him to the point of screaming, but the warmth of the fabric gave him almost solid support.Ying Su cautiously looked around, opened the car door and pushed him to sit in, then leaned over to help fasten his seat belt, patted his cheek lightly to bring him back to his senses, and then said softly: "You're doing well, it's all right .” Probably mistakenly thought that Xu Liao was frightened by such a scene.

Indeed, taking a taxi in the middle of the night, the driver suddenly has an asthma attack. This is not a treatment that everyone can get.

But Xu Liao's body was cold, although his cold sweat was not caused by this, but there is no need to explain more at this time, Ying Su had just touched his skin directly, so naturally he also touched the sweat, and got into the driving seat Subconsciously, he took out a wet towel and wiped his hands.If it wasn't for Ying Su's indifferent and calm expression, Xu Liao would have understood that this kind of behavior was a kind of annoyance and disgust towards him, but he realized that it was just Ying Su's habit that wasn't much better.

"What are you going to do?" Xu Liao took about three deep breaths, he felt his lungs flooded with oxygen again, and those "messy" past events poured into his body along with the alcohol, and at this moment, they finally flowed into his body along with the sweat. The liquid flowed out together, and he woke up completely again, "What do you want to do?"

Ying Su started the car, and calmly said: "If they are willing to cooperate, I know a few people who can make a report and appear properly in the announcement of "One Sided"; if they are not willing or forced, this matter will be closed like this .”

It sounds like Ying Su's approach, to squeeze out any possible opportunities.

In fact, Xu Liao didn't know Ying Su that well, it just felt that the other party was just such a person.

Although Ying Su didn't mention what would happen to the driver who bit back, but if the other driver really did that, he would undoubtedly have kicked a piece of iron.

Xu Liao had a good feeling for that driver, but it didn't mean that the other's family was equally polite.

This matter can be said to be completely over here, Xu Liao leaned back on the seat completely, stretched out his hand to caress his cold forehead, feeling as if he was fished out of ice water.

No one knows better than Xu Liao who has gone through this road before how difficult it is.

The future, dignity, once they abandon you without hesitation, it will be difficult for you to pick them up again.

Xu Liao stretched out his hand to cover his forehead, and that powerless drowsiness came back again. For a moment, he hated himself a little bit. Alcohol ruined not only his body, but also his spirit that was riddled with holes. It's ridiculous to think that those unbearable pasts would let him go so easily.

Ying Su drove into the company's garage, and then turned on the lights in the car. He threw a bag to Xu Liao. He looked like the embodiment of "rationality". Said: "I have seen your recent performance, it is not satisfactory."

Not as expected.

His dull brain slowly digested these words, Xu Liao looked at Ying Su in bewilderment, as if he couldn't fully understand the meaning of these five words for a moment, but soon he came back to his senses and found it ridiculous.

"Do you think my performance doesn't meet your standards?" Xu Liao asked this question almost sarcastically and contemptuously.

"You just achieved the qualification, you shouldn't stop there." Ying Su just looked at Xu Liao indifferently and flatly, and when his artist was frightened and emotionally unstable, he did not hesitate to completely deny Xu Liao. So fucking sane.

There is no doubt that Cui Yuanshan is a masochist!

Xu Liao turned his head, his chest heaved unceasingly, deep breathing failed to calm the depression and pain lurking in every part of his body, acting was one of the few commendable things in his lackluster life, it was so easily deprived and denied .

"Are you satisfied with your performance?" Ying Su asked rhetorically, "Can you have a clear conscience and ensure that you perform your best every game? You are indeed excellent. This premise is based on your positioning of yourself as a money-making Tools, not a better future; I am a manager, and I will only choose artists who I think are promising."

Xu Liao was already tired of the chicken soup for the soul, he leaned against the window and said slowly, "Is it because I don't have enough potential?"

If he hadn't really had a splitting headache today and knew the future completely, he would have said the phrase "How long do you think you can be an agent?" This provocation is neither wise nor reasonable. It's stupid to say it when you're going to get slapped in the face.

But he really wanted to kill Ying Su's arrogance.

"You are not clear enough." Ying Su warned, "There will be no one in the world who can fully understand your thoughts and words, and understand your every behavior. Only you know what you want. Since you have enough talent, don't Waste it on things that don't matter; and if you want to waste it, it's none of my business, I've done my duty."

Finally, he opened the door and got out of the car, and said calmly: "This circle prefers ambitious artists, and your future is far more than that."

Xu Liao leaned over and pulled the door, looked up at Ying Su, playful: "Why are you telling me this?"

"I'm your agent."

Ying Su slammed the car door expressionlessly, and almost missed Xu Liao's face.