Every day I feel like I'm going to be confused [entertainment circle]

People took their seats one after another, perhaps because of the awe-inspiring aura brought by the name of the Golden Globes, Xu Liao was quite prepared when he sat in his seat, making sure that he smiled decently and gracefully for every camera that turned around.

It didn't start completely, Liu Qian came over to say hello to Xu Liao not long after she sat down, her male companion this time was Zhao Songxi, who seemed to be arranged by Ying Su, because most of the others had no relevant experience, please Zhao Songxi bring take her.

Sure enough, it's Ying Su's style, he doesn't let go of any available resources, and thanks to him, he figured out how to split the couple into a partner. Fortunately, the media didn't know about it, otherwise they might report it the next day Come out, the ending of the Golden Globes is still second.

Xu Liao said a few polite words to Liu Qian symbolically. At this time, his mind was still a little flustered, and he always felt a little panicked, but Liu Qian was determined to run with him from the beginning, and he didn't think he could win the prize, so he felt a little nervous. He was very steady, and even encouraged Xu Liao a few words.

However, Luo Tang, who was the female companion, suddenly lost the chain. She had been a little careless. Not long after the event started, she paled and told Xu Liao that she was going to the bathroom. Xu Liao was a little worried and asked her if she needed anything. Accompaniment, the other party quickly refused.In fact, Xu Liao could also understand it. After all, Luo Tang was still in a period of marital problems, and the other party rejected her invitation to become someone else's male companion, which was indeed a bit of a blow.

However, after halftime, all the previous links were over, and Luo Tang still didn't come back, which made Xu Liao feel a little worried. After all, the other party was his friend's *blocked keyword*, and also Ying Su's. Friends can basically be regarded as his friends. Even though he knew that there would be no safety issues in the venue, Xu Liao subconsciously turned his head to look for Luo Tang's situation.

But the event is coming to an end, and this year's Best Actor will be awarded soon.

The host is the last Golden Globe Award for Best Actor. He is humorous and interesting in his speech: "Actors who have been nominated for Best Actor this year, wow, it really is Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon, and the competition is fierce. If I It might be out of the game.”

There was a burst of laughter from the audience.

"Next, let's take a look at the outstanding actors who have been nominated for Best Actor..."

Clips from four works appeared on the big screen, including "Aphasia", which showed the scene where the teacher found the mute girl dead.

When Xu Liao heard his name, he immediately forgot about Luo Tang.

The camera almost flew over on the track in the air, and quickly settled on Xu Liao's face. He also subconsciously showed a professional expression, but it was a bit reluctant, but when he realized that the result was getting closer, Almost out of breath.Wang Xiaochan stretched out her hand and shook his arm with concern, Xu Liao subconsciously nodded to her, indicating that she was fine.

"Whoever won the Ballon d'Or is—"

"Xu Liao, "Aphasia"!"

Immediately there was intense cheers and applause from the audience, followed by music, and the coordination was just right.

Xu Liao subconsciously stood up and re-buttoned his suit. This was learned from Ying Su, and some small habits of the two of them will naturally overlap after being together for a long time.

"This is Xu Liao's first nomination and first award."

Wang Xiaochan's eyes were so bright that she could almost see the tears. She stood up and quickly hugged Xu Liao, urging him amid the applause: "Go, Teacher Xu, go to the stage quickly, you deserve it."

Xu Liao smiled at her, and ran up the aisle in the middle while maintaining a blank state of mind. The moment he got on the stage, he slowed down, and the first reaction he had when he stood still was that the stage was indeed very clear, and the people below were almost With a clear view, he could even see that there was no one around Liu Qian, except for Luo Tang, Zhao Songxi was also gone.

He subconsciously searched for Ying Su's figure, and then quickly remembered that he hadn't come.

"Cool, buddy!" The host opened his arms and hugged him, "It's a good thing we didn't fight you, the next stage will be yours, don't care, take a few more deep breaths, we don't mind if you enjoy it for a while, It's the same for everyone, I just experienced this feeling last year, and we can all understand."

Xu Liao almost laughed out loud in front of everyone, but the audience didn't show so much face. Everyone laughed out loud in cheers, and the applause became more and more enthusiastic.

The moment Xu Liao held the microphone, Xu Liao almost dropped the prompt card on the ground. He has never been more grateful to Ying Su than this moment, if the other party insisted on saying that he had memorized the acceptance speech over and over again. The act of inserting the prompt card may be a big embarrassment right now.

The brain is the most unreliable thing in the world. At this moment, Xu Liao has completely forgotten those acceptance speeches, and even the words on the cue card seem so strange: "I... I never thought that I would get this..."

Xu Liao's voice was almost crying. When he signaled this point, he stretched out his hand and wiped his nose lightly, and immediately controlled his emotions.

"I'm sorry I lost my temper just now, but I think it's too difficult for anyone to remain calm at this time." Xu Liao laughed, "This award is very important to me. Really, I am honored to be able to Let's all participate in this competition together..." Later, his speech became more and more fluent, until the moment he stepped off the stage, it was as if everyone had expected him, and the applause continued for a long time.

When he returned to his seat, Xu Liao still felt like he was dreaming.

When Wang Xiaochan asked him how he was feeling in a low voice, Xu Liao almost took a deep breath and said to her, "I can't breathe anymore."

"It was the same when I won the award for the first time." Wang Xiaochan said, "My body is still numb."

"I'm numb now too." Xu Liao agreed.

Then another incident caused him to recover immediately from his semi-paralyzed state. This incident was so serious that he had to get up immediately even if he was semi-paralyzed, because Wang Tian quietly came to him and told him that Zhao Songxi and Luo Tang were in the lounge There was a quarrel.

For an occasion as big as the Golden Globe Awards, of course there will be lounges and dressing rooms, so that stars in need can have a breathing space. It's not that I'm worried that something will happen to these two people, but I'm afraid that it will be reported later, and the media is still outside.

If Zhao Songxi and Luo Tang wanted *blocked keywords* to come out, the fact that the Golden Globes came in second would be a joke, but if it actually happened in reality, it would be avoided.

Xu Liao gave Wang Tian the little golden ball that was still hot, apologized to Wang Xiaochan, and immediately rushed to the waiting room.

People generally don't leave the main hall easily, unless they really need it physically. After all, no one can be sure whether they will win an award. Le Dao's talk.

When Xu Liao arrived, he got good news and bad news.

The good news is that there is no one outside the lounge, but the bad news is that the two of them really quarreled a lot. To be precise, it was Luo Tang who scolded Zhao Songxi unilaterally.

The sound was intermittent, and I couldn't hear it very clearly, but it could be put together completely.

"Is it my own fault that this marriage failed?! Zhao Songxi, tell me, if you were willing to tell me instead of keeping everything in your heart for my own good, would we have come to where we are today? So now you've magnanimously decided to be the good guy? You're going to set me free so we can all live better lives?"

Luo Tang's voice was already abnormal, and she could hear it through the door panel. She was probably only a thin line away from collapse at this moment.

"So our marriage was a mistake?"

"You don't tell me anything, and then one day you suddenly say you can't stand me anymore, you're leaving me. If you just don't love me anymore, just say it, say it! You tell me! You tell me I, you just don't love me anymore! Be like a man, don't make any excuses!" Luo Tang suddenly laughed abnormally, "No, you never loved me, you didn't regard me as the key to your * * shield Zi*, you don’t care about me, men are really interesting, they give wishful thinking, love me wishful thinking, and wishful thinking is hard to bear.”

"You just never loved me."

Xu Liao heard the slap, it was not light, but Zhao Songxi didn't say anything, as if acquiescing that she deserved the slap, Luo Tang had already burst into tears, she hoarsed exhaustedly in the lounge, and gradually became lonely, It seemed that the voice was suppressed, and slowly whimpered in his throat: "You won, Zhao Songxi, as you wish."

When Luo Tang slammed the door and came out, he didn't look like the same person just now. He was haggard, his eyes were red and swollen, and his makeup was stained by tears. Xu Liao rushed to pass the handkerchief. The other party looked up at him, so he had no choice but to explain dryly: “The soundproofing of the lounge is not very good.”

"I know." Luo Tang forced a smile, and took the handkerchief from his hand.

Xu Liao supported her and said, "Let's go to another lounge, you need to touch up your makeup."

Luo Tang had no objection, she just relied on Xu Liao to cry silently, in agony, she was able to maintain her state at first, but after entering the lounge, she almost completely collapsed, she spent about a few minutes to clean up her emotions, put on makeup Re-melted a bit thicker, expressionless.The two just caught up with the time, and Luo Tang was nominated for Best Supporting Actress, but she couldn't smile, and she was cold when facing the camera, her heartbroken face was covered by makeup.

Fortunately, she didn't win the award, not out of malice, but because Xu Liao couldn't imagine how bad the situation would be when she arrived.

Luo Tang was indifferent to anything.

……

Xu Liao didn't see Zhao Songxi's figure until he left the stage. His face was a little unnaturally pale, and he wanted to cover his face with powder. His little assistant looked aggrieved and bared his teeth and claws.

They looked at each other across the crowd, and the other party sent a message: Please take care of her.

Xu Liao couldn't help sighing.

When Xu Liao and Luo Tang got into the car, Luo Tang completely disregarded her appearance. She lay on the armrest of the sofa, not crying, probably just feeling tired.Xu Liao has never experienced the pain of love, but he knows very well what it is like when a person is exhausted and full of sorrow.

Lying there, like a dead body, there was still some vitality, but not much, until the next day when the sun came out, the aftereffects of human suffering broke out together, eyelids were stinging, the brain was dull, and the limbs were like bones. It is the pain of being dismantled once, which can bring the feeling of being alive, so that I can stand up again and work hard to survive every day that follows.

Although I couldn't control my emotions, the quarrel in the lounge at the Golden Globe Awards was too chaotic no matter how I analyzed it.

"Do you want to talk?" Xu Liao felt that it was not good for him to be too beaming at the moment, so he asked her.

"No." Luo Tang waved his hand lightly, blocking Xu Liao's good intentions, and tried his best to maintain his last dignity, for fear that the grief and despair would escape from his throat if he raised his tone, "...There is nothing to talk about, it's just the two of us It's your fault, it was wrong from the start."

Xu Liao didn't know what to say, he had never comforted a woman's heartbreak much, not even in his previous life, those relationships were easy to get together and parted, everyone was not ashamed for fame and fortune, so there was not so much distress, So he had no choice but to pick some *blocked keywords* between himself and Ying Su and tell Luo Tang: "Don't look at me like Ying Su, sometimes he scolds me so embarrassingly, I even suspect that I am his enemy Not his boyfriend."

"Does that make sense?" Luo Tang chuckled lightly.

Xu Liao fell silent all of a sudden, and after a long time of chattering, he said, "There is some truth to that."

"He is for your own good, and he is willing to put his mind on you." Luo Tang spoke slowly, as if she would collapse immediately if she spoke faster, she took a deep breath, wiped her eyes with her hands, and then He took a deep breath and said, "We are different. He never wanted to say anything, and he never told me what would happen if I did something wrong. He didn't say anything until he felt that he couldn't bear it anymore, so he told me in a high-sounding way. : I've had enough, and as of today I've decided to end it all."

Luo Tang's tears fell one by one, but she laughed loudly, held Xu Liao's arm and said, "See if he is a saint, be tolerant, and then tell me that he is also a human being, and he doesn't want to continue anymore But I was at a loss, I didn’t know anything, and he didn’t even give me a chance to correct myself.”

This made Xu Liao even more at a loss, and the other party quickly became quiet again, as if nothing had happened, she said: "Actually, I should have known earlier, I insisted on being blind, no wonder He, it's not my fault, it's just that he hasn't given up, and when it dies, it will be fine."

It was a good award day, but he had to be entangled in other people's family affairs, Xu Liao had a terrible headache, but fortunately it ended here, like a ridiculous farce.

He and Ying Su didn't meet each other in the next few days, but many people sent to celebrate, but Ying Su simply said congratulations, and then sent him the next work schedule.

Xu Liao still had lingering fears because of Luo Tang's matter, so he took a break from his busy schedule to flirt with Ying Su: "If there is anything wrong with me, you must tell me."

He didn't blame Zhao Songxi, but as Luo Tang said, if a marriage will be destroyed while two people still love each other, it must be the responsibility of both parties, not just caused by one person.As an outsider and a friend, Xu Liao has no way to blame any one party, nor will he wantonly comment on whether the marriage between the two is right or wrong. Love is like a person who knows the temperature of drinking water, and others have no right to comment.

Ying Su replied: "Is there something wrong with me?"

This is simply an old routine of love talk, Xu Liao was a little excited to show off his skills, and happily replied: "No, you will always be the most perfect in my heart!"

But Ying Su replied: "Really? You have many shortcomings. If you give me a pen and paper, I can write for three days and three nights without repeating."

Xu Liao: "...Then what do you like about me?"

"Because no one else in the world is you."

Lost!

Xu Liao was heartbroken, and couldn't believe that after being defeated by Han Yunchi, he couldn't even fight against Ying Su, but he couldn't help feeling extremely sweet in his heart, and a smile appeared on his face unconsciously.

The Golden Globe Awards caused a lot of fluctuations, especially Xu Liao's fan group was the most excited. In terms of qualifications and age, they were not outstanding. At that time, there were so many seniors competing, and it was an honor to be nominated. He won the Best Actor in one fell swoop and was directly nominated for Best Actor, and it wasn't a pheasant award. The Golden Globe Award can be regarded as the highest award in the country. It can be called the big brother in terms of status, and even the gold content of the flowers is lower than him.

For a while, it was like a New Year's Eve in the circle, and Linlang Jingjing also rushed out a new picture to celebrate in a short time.

Linlang scenery: I wish Mr. Xu a prosperous journey.

"Oh my god, I almost cried when I saw Teacher Xu crying there!!! Baby I love you forever!"

"Boss, we are so proud, tat! We didn't catch up with the live broadcast that day. Although I knew the ending when I watched it later, I was so nervous when I saw Teacher Xu so nervous. I couldn't breathe. In the end, when I won the award, I screamed. It was so exciting to have a neighbor knock on the door!"

"I will always walk with Liaoliao!"

"Now I'm really looking forward to "Aphasia", but just watching that clip, I know it's not a movie that my glassy heart can bear."

"I also laughed when Mr. Xu laughed on stage. The host is so funny, hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

"Thank you so much, Liaoshen can see that he was very nervous before."

"I can't help it. I probably didn't expect that I would win an award at all. I thought I was here to run with you."

"Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaible!"

"My god, brother stood on the stage with that staring look in his eyes, he must have seen me!"

……

The new account that Ying Su applied for failed to escape the clutches of the clutches. The two of them shared a cloud disk, and Xu Liao was able to dig out some new photos from it from time to time. The kind that makes people think of illegitimate birth, and I don't know what kind of magical creature the fans are. They are as low-key as Xu Liao, never add any keywords, and don't participate in super chats, but they are still dug out.

The first impression is made, and it doesn't help afterward.

The fan group has very complicated feelings towards him. Some people believe that he is 100% an illegitimate student, and some people think that he is very good because of his illegitimate bombing account, which leads to "a love explosion brain" becoming an insider There was a lot of blood and blood, so Weibo was not spared.

"Big brain!!! Did you watch the awards ceremony?"

"Naonao, hurry up and blow the teacher a rainbow fart, love it, express your love with your favorite literature and art!"

"...Are you really a fan? Mr. Xu, you didn't react at all to the actor? Oh, you can't keep up this time, can you?"

"My tears are worthless, my brain is fast, it's time for you to confess!"

……

In order to avoid *blocked keyword* blowing up the account again, Xu Liao had no choice but to brazenly praise himself: "Isn't this a matter of course?"

In the past, when he confessed, Xu Liao actually thought of Ying Su, so no matter how nasty he said it, he didn't feel disgusted, but this time he was praising himself, and he felt uncomfortable and ashamed for a while.

"Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha, the brain is indeed the number one fan of teasing the president, kneel down."

"Nao Nao, have you swelled to the point that you can't even maintain Wen Qing's appearance?"

"Be so careful not to trick your brother."

"I'm crying, how about you?"

"I laughed hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha, what kind of Gao Leng wife are you?"

……

The aloof Xu Liao didn't pay much attention to the Golden Globe Awards after a short period of happiness. Even though news about him was everywhere on the Internet, Ying Su was too busy to share the joy of winning with him at all. , so he had no choice but to try his best to suppress this happiness a bit, and wait until both of them are free before expressing it to their heart's content.

When he had free time, Xu Liao re-watched "Apartment No. 21". He didn't want to watch this movie with Ying Su because some things can only be tasted alone.

If he had watched "The Aphasia" before it was filmed, Xu Liao would probably have been even more desperate, and even felt pain, and even felt that the inescapable past surged up together with the nightmare, completely devouring him.However, this movie was only released later, and he has been able to let himself go, slowly savoring and analyzing the pain and helplessness that are insignificant to the world, even exaggerated.

I used to be like this.

Although this film has nothing to do with Xu Liao, he just went to participate in the premiere, but still collected a lot of comments, some people couldn't understand, some people understood, and some people were dissatisfied that the protagonist was just lost Is it just work so much fuss?Some people laughed at the character "role" being *blocked keyword* and losing their jobs; some people were even very dissatisfied with such a warm ending.

It's okay, everyone has the right to judge.

They just have never tasted the fear and sorrow that the center of life was completely destroyed at a certain moment, and they don't know the future; they just haven't experienced the despair that repeatedly tortures people with rotten and festering scars.

This is very good, at least it proves that they are still happy until now.

Xu Liao also thinks it's very good, there is always hope in life, every time I watch this movie, the cold teeth and fear in the first half, and the warmth and running-in in the second half are even more moving, even in the movie theater, he I can still feel my body warming up from the inside out.

Success means a lot to everyone, but to Xu Liao, it makes him look at his past self gently enough.

At the end of the movie, Ying Su called him and asked, "Are you going home?"

"I'm here." Xu Liao responded to him with a smile, half of his face was hidden in the scarf, and he walked towards his motorcycle happily.

The author has something to say: When I said readers peeked at the script, I meant the name of an explosive love brain.

Not actor.